I'm by no means a softie

What does it feel like to be truly powerless?

It's like before you do something you want to do most, at the starting point of the road to pursue happiness and have no regrets for the rest of your life, life has clearly told you the most desperate outcome of this matter.

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This is a road of disillusionment filled with difficulties and thorns that never ends. You will suffer pain yourself while giving pain to others. After experiencing a long period of torture, you will helplessly watch them leave you first, and finally yourself

Also turned into ashes.

But living in such a terrible world filled with endless pain and despair, you seem to have no other way to go except this road, so in order to fight for a false happiness, you muster up the courage to embark on this road and work hard.

Life also begins to guide you, allowing you to demonstrate the most desperate result step by step.

You are running through ups and downs, nirvana in setbacks, sorrow is wrapped around your body, and pain is everywhere. But these cannot hit you, and you keep moving forward. You will also feel hopes and beautiful illusions again and again on the road.

, the shadows of wild lilies and wild roses appear in front of you, which makes you feel comforted and indulged in it. Your sensibility makes you hope, believing that all the suffering will pass, and the tears will be put away. There is nothing to be discouraged, because you have a long life.

A long life.

But the remaining rationality allows you to understand again and again that no matter how hard you work, no matter how long you persist, the final result of the matter will not change at all.

What’s even more ridiculous is that every time hope is given to you, every time you solve a difficulty and go through a journey, you feel that as long as you work hard and continue to go through all the obstacles, the results will be a little bit better.

different.

Until time passes and you go further and further, you still can’t see the end except that it gets harder and harder.

You begin to hesitate and fear hope. Seeing beautiful scenery also makes you lose interest. Instead, you feel sad and self-blame. Because you finally discovered that you were not alone from the beginning to the end, but brought many people with you.

A partner will accompany you on this journey.

It was you who was stubborn and half-forced to use various means to get them to go with you. Along the way, they were frightened, frightened and aggrieved. They suffered far more than you did. They kept telling you that this road was not going to work and that you should turn back quickly.

.But you completely ignored this and insisted on walking. Some of the hesitant companions were dragged by you and tied with ropes to walk together.

But now, before your eyes, there are snow-capped mountains reaching into the sky, with mountains and mountains upon them. If you want to move forward, in addition to enduring the biting cold, hunger, loneliness, and strong winds, you will also face an abyss, and one wrong step will lead you straight to hell...

At this point, you are really awake, and the guilt and regret in your heart are sweeping over you. You think that you should not take them with you. Because this matter is far crueler and more desperate than what life tells you. And it is you who caused this result.

The efforts made again and again on the road of hope.

The farther they go, the harder their journey back becomes. Even now, some people can no longer turn back. When you show timidity, there are companions urging you to go quickly, go quickly, come here, don't give in to me...

"Still thinking about your fruit fishing?"

Huang Tianxuan hehe: "People are talking to you about practical issues that prevent you from getting a marriage certificate, but you are thinking about those two people. Wenyue, are you hopeless and want to escape, or are you just like Peifeng, enjoying your current unscrupulous relationship?

"

"Stop slandering people!" Wu Wenyue's face darkened: "And I can't get married to you. Professor Zhao wants to lose face. He cares about his face but also worries about the public opinion of the people around him. The same goes for you. If the Huang family's high-ranking compound knows this,

Things are definitely going to get ugly... Just put it off as soon as you can!"

"So this has nothing to do with you, right?"

"Of course, without you, things would be too simple!"

Wu Wenyue glanced at the silent Li Peifeng, her mouth moved slightly as if she was cursing, and then she whispered to Xu Manying: "According to our original plan, after he graduates, you first get the certificate from him, and there will be one in the capital. Wait half a year or so.

A year later, after I graduate, Man Ning, you divorce him and tell your uncle and aunt directly. Then I will take him back to Ningyuan City to hold a party... As long as you don't invite friends or colleagues around you, there will be no problem at all.

!”

Xu Maning's expression was a little surprised, and she nodded: "It's okay if you have half a year as a buffer. Even if my parents knew that he was with you after divorcing me, they would only complain a few words. Even if the outside world knew, it wouldn't matter.

Big impact.”

Yes, the main thing is time.

Li Peifeng, who was like a statue, moved his eyelids slightly. Time will not only bury everything, but also turn the vast sea into mulberry fields, and turn the snow-capped mountains into flat land...

"Wenyue, you are quite thoughtful." Huang Tianxuan shifted her cross-legged legs from right to left, her face calm and unchanged: "It's just a little ruthless, it hurts my sister's heart. What happened in the past few days

To get along, I thought... haha."

"Don't pretend like my Yueyue is very familiar with you."

Xu Manying rolled her eyes, hesitated for a moment, couldn't help but mutter in her heart, and looked at Wu Wenyue: "How many times did she come to our house during the week when I was on a business trip?"

I only came once! But I haven’t left since I came!

Wu Wenyue felt guilty, so she did not answer the question. Huang Tianxuan said calmly: "There is nothing you can do if you are anxious. If you go to Hangzhou to hold it, according to your parents' ideas, the wedding will definitely be very big, absolutely.

When news comes out, Man Ning and I will..."

"You can get the certificate first."

Huang Tianxuan's words were concise and concise: "I'm anxious. I need to get the certificate first. After getting the certificate, it's natural to get pregnant. Then I can use the excuse that I'm too busy with work and studies and tell them to postpone the wedding for a year. During this year, let's

If he does it with you, I don’t care who of you comes first, you all have to try your best to minimize the impact of the wedding. If the news gets out, I will be in trouble."

Wu Wenyue thought for a while and suggested: "Even if it is reduced, there is still a risk of exposure... If that doesn't work, then you can tell your uncle and aunt that that bitch man cheated on you during marriage and you divorced him. After that, it will be okay if you keep a low profile...

"

"What's wrong?!"

Xu Manning slapped Wu Wenyue's thigh angrily: "Why are you still helping her with advice? Aren't you not taking her with you?! You must have hooked up with this guy surnamed Huang behind my back these days when I was on a business trip, right?

?”

"No, really..."

"You swear!" Miss Xu pointed her right index finger at Wu Wenyue's nose, her eyes full of distrust: "Swear on your chest, if you lie to me, you will change from steamed buns to peanuts!"

How can you be so vicious?! Peanuts, those are peanuts!

When Wu Wen Yueguang heard this, he shivered in disgust: "Man Ning, you've gone too far!"

"Little one, stop shouting."

Huang Tianxuan pushed Xu Maning's hand pointing at Wu Wenyue away and said slowly: "To tell you the truth, your Yueyue is very elastic, very moist, and a little heavy. But in terms of feel and other aspects, I like it

Like..."

"What?"

Xu Manying's frightened eyes were still in disbelief: "You cousin, tell me again?!"

Huang Tianxuan's expression was subtle: "What are you talking about? Tell me about my experience of living here during your business trip? Please, that makes me look a bit worthless... By the way, do you want me to pay your rent?"

"Shameless, shameless! If you have a bad stomach, your face will fall out, right? You will become infertile if you are so wicked!!"

Xu Maning was furious, with evil in her heart. She stretched out her hand to reach Huang Tianxuan's chest through Wu Wenyue: "I'll crush you to death!!"

"You still do it? Hey, you can't touch it! Are you angry?"

"Ah, okay, stop making trouble, stop making trouble!"

The three people were fighting on the sofa. Xu Manning bared his teeth and claws, kicking and kicking. Wu Wenyue was busy trying to stop them, and Huang Tianxuan dodged with a smile.

I’m the only one who’s superfluous, right?!

Zhao Qingge frowned, with a frosty face. He withdrew his gaze and looked at Mr. Li across from him, trying to shout in his heart to wake him up. However, Li Peifeng was not open [Heart to Heart] at this time, so he didn't hear. He had no choice but to speak:

"You're mute, aren't you?"

Li Peifeng opened his mouth slightly, acting like a baby. At this time, he really didn't know what to say.

Originally, this time I went to Zhao's house and had dinner with Zhao Haiqi and Li Xin, which made Li Peifeng a little confused. Because the two proposed a meeting between their parents and talked about Li Peifeng's future plans, this was enough to make him feel irritable deep in his heart.

mood.

Secondly, when he and Zhao Qingge were communicating in the car before going upstairs, he was deeply affected by the other party's words and emotions. Feeling the same, Li Peifeng suddenly felt that it was really difficult for four people to obtain a marriage certificate, and he would definitely be interested in it.

They cause serious harm, so they feel guilty and blame themselves, leading some to want to give up.

And when he thought about it carefully, what he had always chosen to avoid was not only the marriage of a few people, family, the opinions of people around him and other external issues. There was also the thing of time...

Even if the five people overcome all difficulties and finally get together, get married, have children and live a happy life, how long will it take?

It doesn't take a hundred years, but only six or seventy years to pass. The four girls are already in their 80s and 90s. Even if the pills obtained through the lottery can help them delay aging, they will not be as effective as Li Peifeng's body transformation in extending life.

better.

If the rewards in the lottery wheel remain as before, mostly only for Li Peifeng himself, and the quality of the elixirs has not improved, then Li Peifeng will have to face a very strange reality; sooner or later, he will be 'younger' than his own children.

and become the 'son' or 'grandson' of several wives.

Li Peifeng may not think this is a big deal, but they may not be able to accept it easily by then. Even if they can accept it, everyone will live happily together until old age, but when a few girls die and Li Peifeng is left alone in the world, then

What he has to face is deeper despair...

Reality is not a fairy tale.

Stones will be eroded and weathered and shattered by time, and softer hearts will gradually grow old and enter their twilight years.

With their thoughts swirling, the three girls stopped fighting. Xu Manying looked at Li Peifeng and asked what good things the three of them had done during her business trip.

Wu Wenyue and Huang Tianxuan paid attention to Zhao Qingge, who tactfully suggested that she learn to let go. There were already enough people married to Li, and if there was one more like her, it would be very easy to cause problems.

But Lao Zhao completely ignored him and just continued to stare at Li Peifeng. He didn't speak for a long time and stood up as if he wanted to leave.

"etc."

Li Peifeng dragged her to sit down again, while he sat on the small bench for a while, sighing and murmuring: "I had an idea after I went to college, maybe because I read too many books and experienced the death of people around me several times.

I had enough material things, and I had always been liked since I was a child. I boasted that I had a brain that was "intelligent enough to reject admonishment, and eloquent enough to cover up wrongdoing." I felt that life was meaningless, and everything was just passing by. Later, I felt that this was not enough, so I started looking for

The meaning of self-existence, writing a book is one of the ways, the other is chatting with girls..."

Wu Wenyue interrupted: "To put it bluntly, if you want psychological counseling, go to someone else and tell them what you want."

You are a real tiger, and you deliberately push people towards He Yimeng?

Huang Tianxuan secretly screamed, and tugged her covertly, showing a gentle smile: "Pei Feng, go on, say whatever you want."

After being interrupted, Li Peifeng lost his nagging mood and tilted his head to think: "Let's focus on the key points. The end point is Brother Yue. Your method is very good and completely makes up for the shortcomings of my previous plan. I am very grateful.

I want to kiss you more than eight hundred times to express my feelings, but I will write this down for now..."

After saying that, he looked at Zhao Qingge and said tentatively: "So I still plan to stick to my previous idea, but I will change the details to minimize the impact."

"After I graduate, I will still marry you and hold a wedding banquet as soon as possible. Considering the previous teacher-student relationship between you and me, plus the status of uncle and aunt, I will definitely not invite too many people to attend. At most

Relatives will be witnesses, and we will try our best not to invite friends and colleagues with whom we are not close, and they will also advise us to keep a low profile, so the chance of news about this first wedding banquet being exposed is very small."

"After the wedding banquet, I will follow the method discussed by Wenyue and Sister Tianxuan just now, but it is best to ensure that at least half a year has passed for each wedding banquet, so that even if the news is leaked, everyone can communicate with their families and the outside world.

It's easy to explain, just say that you divorced me...but I will definitely go there as my ex-husband during the New Year and holidays, and I will never give up!"

You said you love me openly, and I said frankly that I can't live without you.

As soon as Li Peifeng showed his pessimistic thoughts, he was killed by Wu, Xu, and Huang. Wu Wenyue even came up with a solution that seemed feasible. Then he must not let go of the first and second marriages.

, third marriage, fourth marriage...he has all settled!

What should I do if I'm exposed? The girls aren't afraid, so what is he afraid of? He just rides on a boat when he encounters mountains or water.

Zhao Qingge was a little helpless about this, and turned to look at the three people beside him seriously. Huang Tianxuan tried to persuade him, saying that Professor Zhao, from a scholarly family, must think carefully and never agree to his suggestion. Xu Maning was very angry and said nothing.

He got up and walked into his bedroom, slamming the door and unable to come out; Wu Wenyue walked to Li Peifeng and pulled him up, whispering something through gritted teeth; "Now you bastard must give me a bride price, I will compare with theirs"

There are so many...'

I feel so tired and life really has no meaning.

Zhao Qingge fell into confusion and hesitation, his whole body motionless, as if he was frozen.

【If you have any opinions, you can tell me, I'm listening.】

The next moment, Li Peifeng used his heart to heart. After comforting Wu Wenyue, he sat next to Zhao Qingge to express his concern. The sofa was very crowded...

Zhao Qingge took a breath and seemed to have the strength to speak, but his expression was also gloomy: "First think about how to face the parents' meeting tomorrow."

…

On weekends, at 9:30, in the square in front of Capital South Station.

There were overcrowded people and traffic flow. Li Peifeng had just parked his car, opened the door and got out of the car, and waved to a handsome old man who walked out of the platform not far away.

"Dad, here it is!"

Li Qiyuan turned around and saw his son. He only carried a shoulder bag, walked quickly, and shook the bag politely;

"Where's the money? Why haven't you called me yet?!"

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