I’m Not a Badass

Although Xia Yan is writing this story with Bai Mufan, she is actually half a reader and has been looking forward to the follow-up development of the plot.

Because the words written by Bai Mufan are obviously more powerful and real than hers. Therefore, under Bai Mufan's intentional or unintentional intervention, the leading power of this story has been in Bai Mufan's hands, Xia Fan is also willing, and even a little happy, because in her opinion, Bai Mufan has accepted her own story and reformed it.

At this time, Xia Yan saw the content of the text.

At the beginning of "Five Centimeters Per Second", it turns out that Mingli has already stepped into the society and started to work, and has been working for five years, and is planning to resign. During the four years of university, including the process of participating in the work for the past five years, all of them are omitted. After passing by, this made Xia Yan slightly startled, and was a little surprised: "Is the time span so long?"

Xia Yan felt a little uneasy. According to her expectation, Bai Mufan should arrange a reunion in college, so that the heroine Mingli and the heroine Guishu will meet again, but it will take nearly ten years The span made her feel something was wrong.

And there is another point, the previous two articles were described in the first person, but in the last article "5 Centimeters per Second", it suddenly changed to the third-person perspective of God!

Xia Yan continued to look down, and the more he looked, the deeper his frown became.

Mingli has actually had a boyfriend in the past ten years. The boyfriend is not even the third male in the second part of "Astronaut", let alone Guishu, but a character who has never appeared in the article before!

Mingli made two boyfriends during college. The first one lasted for a year and a half, while the second one lasted only three months before they broke up. And after joining the work, he also naturally found a boyfriend. Although they finally broke up after three years of dating, this made Xia Fan feel a little heartbroken and at a loss.

What's going on, where did Guishu go?

Why did Mingli make a boyfriend so soon after going to college? Has she forgotten Guishu?

Xia Fan remembers that in the last story about an astronaut, although Mingli transferred to another city to study, she has been in touch with Guishu with mobile phones and letter papers, right?

Xia Yan only felt a little blocked in her heart, but she was a little relieved that Mingli broke up with her boyfriend in the end, so it must be because Guishu still can't be forgotten in her heart?

So at the end of the story, Mingli will definitely be with Guishu!

Holding this belief, Xia Wen held back his restlessness and continued to look down.

She quickly skipped over Mingli's experience of dating and working with her boyfriend over the years, and finally saw a glimmer of light, because at the end of the fourth paragraph, Mingli finally remembered Guishu, which made Xia Fan feel that arrangements should be made immediately An opportunity for the hero and heroine to meet!

She looked at the fifth paragraph, and sure enough, Guishu, who hadn't seen her face for a long time, also appeared at the beginning.

After so many years, Guishu has also grown up and joined the work. At the beginning, Guishu was sorting out the previous letters-letters to Mingli.

This made Xia Yan smile unconsciously. It seems that although Mingli lost himself after entering university, Guishu always remembered Mingli, and Mingli finally came to his senses when he finally resigned. Tree, it's not too late for any of this.

Xia Yan continued to look down, but suddenly froze.

Guishu wears a wedding ring on his finger, and he is thinking about his wife who is about to get married, and the letter from Akari at the beginning just makes Guishu recall it with a little emotion!

Guishu... is getting married?

Xia Fan's heart trembled slightly.

Mingli has a boyfriend, and Guishu is about to get married, and the partners are not each other. Why did the two of them become like this all these years, and why did they forget each other?

Xia Yan only felt that his mind was blank, and it took a long time before he slowly came back to his senses.

She didn't raise her head to look at Bai Mufan who was sitting across from her, nor did she speak, but bit her lip lightly, and continued to look down without saying a word.

Xia Yan thought stubbornly, the story has not reached the end yet, everything is still inconclusive.

But the following words were like the blade of a knife, piercing into her heart one after another.

"Just by being alive, grief builds up."

This is the text in the text, and it also represents Akari's numb heart.

Shortly after Mingli resigned, she found a new job. On a sunny day, she took a walk on the street and happened to come to the place where she used to play when she was a child. She stood by the railway and looked at the petals flying slowly. recalled.

Second speed of five centimeters.

At this moment, the railway siren started to sound, and a man walked over in front of him. Mingli withdrew his thoughts and walked forward, and the two passed each other.

At that moment, a faint light suddenly lit up in her heart.

She was walking forward, and if she turned back now—that person must turn back too, she felt strongly about it. No basis, but full of confidence.

So, when she had completely walked through the railway, she slowly turned and looked at the man. He also turned around slowly, and the two looked at each other.

At the moment when the heart and memory were about to boil, the roaring tram blocked the two people's vision.

She made a decision in her mind to move forward after this tram passed by.

Akari stood on the spot and waited quietly. When the tram passed completely, there was no one on the opposite side, only a few cherry blossoms slowly falling down.

Mingli was startled for a moment, then smiled relievedly, turned and left.

…………

When Xia Yan saw the last paragraph, the pain in his heart had reached its peak.

Is the ending actually like this...

At the end of the story, Mingli has found a new direction, cheered up, and is no longer decadent; Guishu also has her own happiness, but why is she not happy at all, but full of sadness in her heart?

Xia Yan put down the manuscript, looked up at Bai Mufan in a daze, his red lips parted slightly, and it seemed that it took a lot of effort to say a word: "Afan, is this the end?"

Looking at Xia Wen's face, Bai Mufan couldn't bear it, but finally nodded and said softly, "This is the end."

"I think it's okay to revise it again. This ending... I can't accept it." Xia Fan secretly squeezed the manuscript in his hand.

"This is the truest ending, and it's also what I want to convey to the readers." Bai Mufan shook his head and said, "It's fine if you insist on revising, but that's how the story in my heart ends."

"The story in your heart?"

Xia Yan looked up at his eyes, the two looked at each other, she suddenly understood something, and her face suddenly became extremely pale.

At this moment, Xia Fan understood everything.

So, is this what he really wants to express to himself?

Xia Yan understood, but her heart was stabbed even deeper.

Although he knew it would be this ending, but when this moment came, Xia Yan realized that he was in such pain, it was countless times more painful than he imagined...

At this time, Bai Mufan put a small MP3 in front of her, and said softly: "This is the song I composed for this novel. The title of the song hasn't been decided yet, you can take it home and listen to it."

Xia Yan looked at the MP3 in front of him, and was silent for a long time before reaching out to take it and humming lightly.