I’m on the Road To Probation Paranoia

As before, the chaotic consciousness was torn and deformed in the distorted space, and a strong dizziness and nausea hit, she closed her eyes and endured it for less than a minute.

"You're awake." The staff seemed to be watching her data early in the morning, almost staring at her when she woke up.

Across the glass cover, she could even feel the other party's tense heartstrings loosen, and the frowning Chuan character gradually opened, revealing a ecstatic expression.

She pressed the door open button enthusiastically, almost diligently.

She blinked, her eyes were sore, and she clearly felt a drop of physiological tear from the corner of her eyes.

"Are you all right?" The staff member raised his tone suddenly and asked nervously.

Bai Han opened his mouth, wanting to say that of course it's all right, but he didn't say a word, and in the end he just made a silent mouth in vain.

The staff immediately set up the machine to check her body, and kept talking to her during the period, but Bai Han always had a feeling of unreality, or illusory, and his mind was blank , like a blank sheet of paper.

More importantly, even though she heard every word, she didn't seem to know what it meant.

She is like a newborn baby, ignorant.

The inspection is very comprehensive, the staff can't wait to count all her hair strands to see if there are any hair strands, and the inspection is also very careful, every data staff member has to verify almost twice Make sure it's really okay and then start the next inspection.

The examination lasted for a long time, until Bai Han thought she was about to fall asleep, and the staff's face appeared in front of her eyes again, she seemed to be relieved, and said lightly: "It's nothing. It's a big thing, maybe I'm tired and a little out of strength, just lie down for a while."

Indeed, Bai Han's arms were able to move freely after such a short time, but she really didn't want to move.

Although I would be very tired just from the mission world, but it is not so serious. As long as I overcome the nutrition cabin a little, I can even jump twice.

But this time, Bai Han was really tired, tired, even breathing.

She even thought, just lie down until the end of the world and the destruction of the earth.

She closed her eyes, but couldn't sleep, her senses were magnified, and the staff had deliberately slowed down, but she could still hear the cloth rubbing clearly, even her slightly shallow Breathing.

Not too loud, but full of presence.

The image of the mission world kept popping up in my mind, and the strong emotions filled the whole chest, and there was nowhere to vent, and no strength to vent.

Bai Han let those intense emotions wash over her over and over again, swept in like a wave, squeezing her body from all directions, frantically going to her eyes, nose, mouth , and even drill into the pores.

Bai Han lay in the nutrition cabin for a long time, until the bones were numb, and the muscles of the body were slightly stiff, the staff asked again worriedly: "Do I need a massage for you? ?"

brain.

Bai Han finally came to her senses, she reached out and grabbed the edge of the nutrition cabin, and slowly and arduously got up from the nutrition solution, her body slipped several times, and she almost fell back.

The staff who were waiting on the side were frightened. They didn't take their hands back, but they didn't help them up rashly. He exaggeratedly wiped the sweat that didn't exist on his forehead.

In the past, even if Bai Han wasn't joking, she would still say a couple of jokes to ease the atmosphere, but at this moment, she was exhausted, let alone joking, she was too lazy to do one even with a smile face, and slowly took a shower.

The hot water not only washed away the nutrient solution from her body, but also took away most of the fatigue. She raised her head and rubbed her face with both hands. It was not until she woke up that she felt that she was living.

Said: "Miss Bai, are you okay?"

Bai Han took a deep breath and said the first sentence after waking up: "I'm fine." I'm fine.

I opened my mouth and realized that my voice was extremely hoarse, like an old witch in a supernatural movie.

Bai Han was afraid that the staff outside the door might not hear it, she cleared her throat and was about to say it again, but it was obvious that the other party had been paying attention to her, and immediately said, "That's good, I'm at the door. , if you have anything to do, just call."

"Okay, thank you." When he opened his mouth, all of Bai Han's senses returned, as if he had finally filled the shriveled balloon. Although it was not very full, at least it was already Filled up and able to swing with the wind.

She took advantage of this breath to finish the shower, and quickly put on her clothes and shoes.

Sure enough, she pushed the door and went out, and the staff was waiting at the door. When she saw her coming out, she immediately asked, "Are you dizzy, is there any discomfort? I have something to eat here, eat something?"

She didn't want to eat at first, but out of the corner of her eye saw that it happened to be the chocolate she liked, Bai Han hesitated to take it, said thank you, and immediately peeled off the gold foil paper stopper put a piece in the mouth.

A soft and rich taste remains in the mouth for a long time.

The taste of this chocolate is absolutely amazing, you will never get tired of it.

Sure enough, sweets can secrete dopamine, eating a piece of chocolate, the flowers that were about to wither for a long time and rained, immediately came alive, Bai Han instantly became happy, and once again thanked: "You also like this Chocolate? I searched for it in international supermarkets several times and couldn’t find it. Every time I had to help me bring a few boxes back when my friend went on a business trip, where did you buy it? I’ll go and stock up.”

The smile slowly stiffened on her face, and the staff asked, "Is this chocolate hard to buy?"

Bai Han opened his eyes slightly: "You don't know? It doesn't seem to be exported, it's only sold in my own market."

Where can I find out? The staff looked at her surprised expression and complained inwardly. If it wasn't for what Bai Han said just now, she wouldn't even know it was chocolate.

Someone gave it to her. They said that when Miss Bai woke up, she would eat two pieces.

Although she gave a box, the other party brought it with a pinch. As soon as the big Buddha was sent away, Bai Han woke up, let alone taste it, she didn't even have time to look at the packaging carefully, Hastily disassembled and installed two spares on the body.

I was always worried about Bai Han's accident just now, but I didn't even think about it.

The staff was embarrassed, nodded and said casually: "I only have one box, it was given to me by a friend, I don't know where she bought it."

"That's it." Bai Han thought thoughtfully, and suddenly said, "This chocolate is delicious, but it's not easy to buy, I ate two of yours, and I'll bring you back later. Click here." After she finished speaking, she seemed to suddenly remember something, her originally good mood dropped a bit, the curvature of the corners of her mouth retracted, and she said embarrassedly, "But it will take a while, here I am. It's gone for now."

It doesn't seem good to be cheeky to interrupt - in fact, I'm not ready to see Du Ruanlan fall in love, so I can't accept that Du Ruanlan treats others better than himself for the time being.

Bai Han felt that she had a psychological problem. She knew that she would definitely lose her temper when she met Du Ruanlan and was intimate with others. Du Ruanlan is a smart person and will definitely guess her mind.

In order to meet occasionally in the future and not be as embarrassed as friends, Bai Han can only reduce the contact between the two as much as possible, and resolutely prevent the other party from discovering clues.

Second, as long as I think of Du Ruanlan, two very similar faces, but completely different in temperament and demeanor, will automatically appear in my mind. There was a sudden surge of soreness, and the eyes were sore, and tears were about to fall.

Bai Han hurriedly sniffed, blinked her eyes, held back her tears, lowered her head and said in a sullen voice, "It will take a while." Now, there is demand, there is a market, and there is no supply.

If she couldn't find it, she would do the purchasing, maybe earning as much as a civil servant.

"No need, no need." The staff shook his head hurriedly, as if Bai Han was going to give her poison, she smiled and said, "It's just two pieces of chocolate, it's not too bad, if you think it's a lot Now, let's do an emotional analysis."

Bai Han nodded slightly and said ok.

The staff sent her to the door, probably seeing that her face was too bad, and couldn't help but said again: "Be sure to do emotional precipitation, the emotional impact of the task world is too great, it is easy to overwhelm the work The psychological defense line of personnel must pay attention to psychological safety.”

Similar words Bai Han is recited, almost every teacher will say it when he is in training.

Bai Han nodded again, but when the staff watched her turn a corner, she did not enter the studio of emotional analysis, but took the order first, and then went to the finance department.

"I haven't seen you for a long time." Bai Han did frequent tasks, and every time he got it, he was excellent, and the zero after the bonus had to be confirmed again and again before he dared to send money, and something went wrong. , for several years is equivalent to nothing.

With such a conspicuous feature, Miss Finance is familiar with her, and greets her very warmly: "I'm doing another task, I'm right when I bring you the list."

"How long?" Is this task taking a long time? Bai Han had no idea. She frowned and thought for a long time, thinking that her head was hurting, and then she remembered that the interval between each task was not more than five days, but she had rested for three months before this task.

In the past three months, she and Du Ruanlan went on a trip, and they went to Xi'an, which she had always been thinking about.

For three months, she and Du Ruanlan ate and lived together, playing very happily, even a little reluctant. But it was during these three months that she learned that Du Ruanlan had someone she liked, and she even liked it very much.

This made her come back to the company after she came back from Xi'an, after carefully sorting out the salutes, she almost fled to the mission world.

I thought I could forget about it by concentrating on work, but I didn't expect—Bai Han felt like he was caught in the whole zoo at the moment—he had a complicated mood beyond words.

Miss Finance saw that her face was not right, and asked: "Did you just get off the task and haven't done emotional analysis yet? Are you okay?" A little rich woman, you don't need to be in such a hurry to get rich.

I wanted to stand up and help her.

Bai Han waved his hand and lay on the partition of Miss Sister's work table: "Please help me to check the completion of my task this time."

A eldest sister behind her teased: "Is it still necessary to check, it must be excellent!"

Bai Han ignored her and stared at Miss Sister's computer screen without blinking, but in fact her eyes were a little flowery and she couldn't see anything.

The eldest sister made fun of herself and rolled her eyes at Bai Han.

The colleague at the next station tugged at her sleeve, the eldest sister not only did not restrain, she even muttered, probably talking about Bai Han, but Bai Han did not care at all, the whole The heart is always concerned with the completion of the previous world task.

She felt that her eyes were tired and painful, and the young lady said: "It's excellent, this is the document, put it away."

The black words on the white paper are like a small ant that can only crawl. Bai Han struggled to identify the words. She looked at the long string of words behind the numbers. Zero, stunned, looked up and asked after a long while, "You got it wrong, I didn't have so much money a few times ago."

"That's right." The young lady seemed to expect that she would ask this question, and she explained, "The amount of the bonus is divided according to the level of the task, and the task bonus of the same level also fluctuates. The fluctuation range depends on the experience of the mission world, if the system judges that the mission person suffers in the world, there will be corresponding compensation."

After speaking in a business manner, the young lady showed an envious look: "Look at your state, you know that you have suffered a lot in the task world, this is what you should take, two jobs It will arrive in the account within a few days, pay attention to check it~”

Suffering? Should I take it?

Thinking of all kinds of things in the mission world, Bai Han had a strange delusion.

It's like - being prostituted, the compensation is the prostitution money.

Although I don't know why, I just find it ridiculous.

Thinking like this, Bai Han pursed his lips, but did not laugh out loud.

The note was crumpled, Bai Han even forgot to thank him, turned and walked out of the finance department.

"Hmph, what are you pretending to be, such a difficult task is always excellent, who would believe it if it's not a bit tricky?" , said, "It's a clear fact, if she took it righteously, she would say she was upright, what did she want to do with these little tricks, so that everyone would think that the money was really taken by her work seriously? A joke, who can't see it?!"

She scolded and scolded and hummed, as if she wanted the people next to her to agree with her, but when she looked back, she found that the people who had been gossiping with her were all working hard at this time, it seemed that they didn't I didn't hear what she was saying.

The eldest sister shrunk again, the air was full of embarrassment, the whole office was unusually quiet, and her breathing seemed too loud, she opened her mouth, not knowing what to say, and finally put this Everything was blamed on Bai Han, and he complained again in his heart, rolled his eyes, took a biscuit into his mouth and chewed it hard.

After leaving the company, Bai Han went straight back to the dormitory. It didn't stay there for a while, and a layer of ash fell, but Bai Han was not in the mood to clean up.

She took out a set of sheets and quilts from the closet, and was about to change them, but suddenly remembered that they were shopping with Du Ruanlan in the supermarket earlier, and she picked them for herself.

The bed sheet is a slightly bright egg yellow, the quilt is white and yellow, and there is a pattern of Bai Han's favorite cherry **** in the middle.

Bai Han hesitated for a while, then turned around and changed to a simple blue and white grid, which she had been using before she knew Du Ruanlan.

After making the bed, Bai Han threw himself onto the bed, covered his head to his feet, and closed his eyes.

But she couldn't sleep, and she unconsciously thought about the previous world.

Although she arranged a magic circle, she didn't know if someone powerful would break in. She was still thinking about whether Du Jieqing and Du Ninglan became one person after merging, or whether it was with personality Split is the same, with two minds, if that's the case, can they both coexist peacefully? She is also worried that her departure will make the two sisters go to extremes, but she feels that the earth is turning around when everyone leaves. Don't look at the two sisters who liked her at that time, maybe after a long time, they will not feel it anymore, but when she thinks about the two sisters really Forgetting herself and living their new life with peace of mind, Bai Han felt a bit of loss again, even a little sad and sad, and her eyes were a little hot.

Bai Han wiped her eyes hard, feeling that she was too hypocritical, she frantically snorted her hair, turned over violently, and forced herself to sleep.

This time, I really fell asleep.

I don't know how long she slept, but she was woken up by someone knocking on the door.

Bai Han slowly rolled over and sat up, sitting on the bed with the head of the chicken coop for a long time, and then realized that this... was not the door, but his own door!

She widened her eyes suddenly, and she could only think of one person—Du Ruanlan, here we come!

For convenience, she gave Du Ruanlan a key to the door before, but every time the two of them agreed that Du Ruanlan would use it. This was the first time she came in by herself. I panicked, especially now that I was unkempt and hadn't woken up yet.

"Wait, wait, I..." Bai Han was dumbfounded, she should be honest and silent, so that Du Ruanlan didn't know if she was there, or whether she woke up or not. , I won't be in a hurry to come in, but it's better now, it's not obvious to tell people that if you don't open the door, you don't want to open the door. Bai Han can't help but feel annoyed, but it's too late.

Sure enough, the knock on the door was a little hurried, Du Ruanlan was cold but could clearly hear a concerned voice through the door: "You came back from a business trip? Why didn't you call me? Phone? I'll pick you up."

This voice... was too familiar, for a moment, Bai Han even thought that Du Jieqing was standing at the door.

In fact, Du Ninglan's voice is also very similar, otherwise she would not have recognized the wrong person before, but later, she always spoke to Bai Han with gritted teeth, and there was always a tone in her tone. Seriously, it's a good distinction.

Why did she think of those two sisters again, Bai Han shook his head vigorously, kicked out the figure who should not have appeared, and immediately lifted the quilt.

Fortunately, she didn't take off her clothes before falling asleep, but... She slept wrinkled, like an over-salted pickle roll, how could she wear it out to meet people?

Bai Han got off the bed, tripped over the mattress, and knelt down on his knees with a thud.

"What's wrong?" The door was not locked, and it was pushed open with a snap.

When she thought of herself like a salted fish, lying on the ground wrinkled without an image, Bai Han instantly wanted to dig a hole and bury herself, forget it, and get up for what?

"Where did you fall? Face? Let me see." Du Ruanlan grabbed Bai Han's shoulder and pulled him up. Touching Bai Han's nose, "No pain, no redness."

Being too close, Bai Han could even feel the heat sprayed by Du Ruanlan on her cheeks, she suddenly thought... Bai Han pushed Du Ruanlan away subconsciously. hugged the chest.

Du Ruanlan was caught off guard, staggered, squatted, sat on the ground and looked at her suspiciously.

Bai Han knew that he was overreacting and did not dare to look at her, but Du Ruanlan took the initiative to break the awkward silence and asked, "Are you confused?"

"Oh oh oh!" Bai Han immediately went down the steps, she nodded hastily, "I just had a dream, and I haven't recovered yet."

Du Ruanlan pulled her up from the ground with his arm, sat on the edge of the bed, turned around and went out, and soon brought a small medical box, which belonged to Bai Han, but Du Ruanlan Bought it here.

Bai Han is a big man who can fall on the ground. He often has scars on his body that he doesn't know where he came from, and it was only when he was almost healed that she realized that Du Ruanlan had warned him a few times. It didn't work at all, so I had to put a medical kit in. It's better to do better than nothing.

Bai Han is shorter than Du Ruanlan, Du Ruanlan sat down and lowered her head just to meet Bai Han's raised face, she raised Bai Han's chin, tilted her head and carefully observed Bai Han's face .

Bai Han shrank back, his eyes dodging slightly.

Du Ruanlan whispered: "There are some scratches on the cheekbones, don't move, I will disinfect first."

Du Ruanlan squeezed her chin forcefully: "Don't move."

At that moment, Bai Han stared at her with round eyes... Du, Ninglan is on her upper body?

Bai Han froze in place, not daring to move.

Du Ruanlan lowered her head to remove the new iodophor, and suddenly asked, "What type of dream?"

Bai Han was stunned: "Huh?"

Du Ruanlan tore the seal, did not look up, and asked repeatedly: "So scared, nightmare?"