I’m on the Road To Probation Paranoia

Bai Han's face was a little dark, while Bai Zhenzhen looked at the hole subconsciously and anxiously, and then looked at Bai Han, the strength in his hands loosened a lot.

Bai Han glanced at her, and Bai Zhenzhen slowly let go.

Bai Han rolled his eyes and took off the skirt that was almost covering Bai Zhenzhen's legs.

After seeing Bai Zhenzhen's **** tail, Bai Han blurted out and scolded: "Fuck those bastards!"

After scolding her, her eyes turned red, and hot tears rolled in her eyes. Bai Han stretched out his hand, but he didn't dare to touch the wound, and he didn't dare to look up at Bai Zhenzhen's eyes, and whispered. Ask: "Does it hurt?"

A dull and dry voice came from the top of my head: "It doesn't hurt."

How can it not hurt? Ordinary skin is scratched, and a child of such a normal age would have to cry in pain for a long time.

The base of Bai Zhenzhen's tail was completely attacked by violence, and a large piece of snake skin seemed to be scraped off by something, and the surrounding snake scales were also pulled off a lot, revealing a pale white The flesh and red blood, and some places seemed to be cut by a knife. The wound was thick and deep, and the bones inside could be seen.

Bai Zhenzhen moved his tail embarrassingly, and after a long silence he came out with a low plea: "Don't look."

I am most afraid of the sudden embarrassment of the air.

Bai Han unconsciously touched his lips, pursed and loosened his lips, and said in a low voice, "Hold, I'm sorry, Mom didn't scold you, I lost control."

She unconsciously fell on Bai Zhenzhen's **** tail again, biting her lip to suppress the trembling of her chin: "How can they bear it, how can they bear it..."

A bunch of children, but they are so cruel.

Seeing that her face was not good, Bai Zhenzhen grabbed the corner of her clothes crampedly: "Mom, isn't it, isn't it ugly."

Bai Zhenzhen has always known that her tail is ugly and scary. Everyone dislikes her because of this shameful tail, and even... even her mother is afraid.

Although her mother resisted, Bai Zhenzhen still caught glimpses of Bai Han's fear and consternation when he first saw her tail.

That look is like a knife, poking straight into Bai Zhenzhen's soft heart, and even stirring it recklessly inside, grinding her internal organs into pieces.

She can not care what anyone thinks of her, but she can't ignore her mother's feelings.

Only mom.

and weak pale.

The tense muscles trembled slightly, Bai Zhenzhen lowered his head deeply, and he didn't want to see the ugly tail that was ugly now.

She gritted her teeth, and suddenly her heart turned violent, she pushed away Bai Han's outstretched hand, and said forcefully, "Don't touch me, I'll do it myself!"

, take the medicine first."

After muttering like a spell for a while, Bai Han barely calmed down, she stared at Bai Zhenzhen's face with a serious and solemn expression: "Bai Zhenzhen, do you think I am now Do you want to be so ugly?"

Bai Zhenzhen lowered her head, pursed her lips and said nothing.

Bai Han noticed that her two index fingers were twisted tightly like a twist, a small gesture when the child was nervous and even a little scared.

Recognizing that her attitude was not good, Bai Han sighed and softened his tone: "Really, mother knows that you were really afraid of your snake tail when you were young."

After a pause, Bai Han was discouraged and said frankly: "Okay, not a little bit, but very scared, I don't know if you are like other orcs, and you have a little memory of your infancy..."

Speaking of this, Bai Han deliberately observed Bai Zhenzhen, and found that the child's body was trembling slightly, his head was buried lower, and he wanted to disappear immediately, knowing that she must remember.

Bai Han is a little guilty, after all, what other orcs are afraid of is the curse that Bai Zhenzhen may bring, and what Bai Han is really afraid of is... that tail!

Especially when I first crossed over, I felt a little uncomfortable... Looking back, Bai Han couldn't help feeling a little ashamed.

She was so frightened at that time that she didn't even dare to look at the tail, Jacques packed up and left, she was like throwing a bomb, cautiously but did not dare to delay the child for a moment On the bed, he pushed inward, while sitting on a chair very far away, thinking about life, occasionally glancing at the past, showing fearful, doubtful eyes.

Two-month-old babies are shorter, have less flesh on their faces, and have yellower skin.

Her pupils were big, black, and sparkling, and there seemed to be a line in the middle, but Bai Han never dared to look.

"Gululu—" After some time, Bai Han's stomach suddenly protested, and she noticed that it was dark outside the cave.

There were a few bacon at the door, which was left by Jacques - it was left for her, not thinking about the children.

Bai Han took another look at the swaddle on the bed—for a baby, the villain was so good, he never cried from beginning to end.

Even Bai Han was hungry, a little baby, it was impossible not to feel it, but even so, she still didn't cry—other sounds were naturally not made.

If she hadn't swayed slightly from time to time, Bai Han would have even thought she came back with an empty cloth bag.

Even if she didn't cry, Bai Han couldn't deceive herself that the child was not hungry, she reconfirmed that the child was safe lying on the bed, hurriedly cleaned up the simple stove that Jacques had built, and burned some hot water , rushed some honey that Jacques had left for her barbecue.

Bai Han worked very neatly, but everything was done well. When it was time to feed, she hesitated and did not dare to go forward. Until a touch of brown pupils will shake.

She swallowed hard, and walked forward with her numb scalp, biting her cheeks, she didn't know if she was comforting herself, or if she was really communicating with the child: "I know you are sure If you're hungry, be good, be good, I'll feed you some sugar water to drink first, don't starve, I'll find something to eat after drinking."

After finishing the sentence, Bai Han still did not dare to approach, and when the honey water was about to cool, she closed her eyes and rushed up: "Ah, ah, let me feed you something. Here's to you, don't get your tail out, don't scare me!"

I don't know if I really understood it or if it was an unintentional action of a child, Bai Han always felt that after she finished speaking, the villain was still probing the tip of the provocative tail on the edge of the mattress and slowly When he took it back, he seemed to have stiffened the mattress, and it was completely covered, not revealing it at all.

No, it's just a baby, it can't be so smart.

Between the doubts, Bai Han forgot to be afraid.

Can't see the tail, this is a completely normal child, Bai Han forcibly blocked the image of the snake's tail that kept flashing in his mind, and carefully fed the water in the cup.

, realized that if he didn't change it again, the Russians would probably suffer from bedsores, so he resisted the fear of changing it.

Before the change, the picture in her mind was the villain's snake tail, which not only caused visual panic, but also would be beaten if she was not careful. She felt the cold and smooth touch, and it was very pain.

But the reality is that the villain is very quiet from beginning to end, with black obsidian-like eyes staring at her, other than that, there is no extra action.

For a moment, Bai Han didn't even feel that he was taking care of the child.

Especially when she met those calm, but inexplicably deep eyes, Bai Han always had a faint illusion of being stared at by a large beast.

No malice, but she is examining, and observing carefully.

I not only observed her skin inch by inch, but also tried to penetrate into the depths of her heart. This feels too strange, and it is absolutely impossible to be watched by a baby.

Bai Han blamed all this on the fact that the villain's eyes are different from normal people's eyes. Even just a casual glance will give people a sense of scrutiny measured by hunters, probably this is the orc's Nature.

After infancy, Bai Han gradually overcame the excessive fear of snake tail,

But at night, after night fell, the white and cold moonlight shone on the head of the bed. At this time, Bai Han woke up leisurely, grabbed it casually, and touched a cold and smooth snake tail... The scalp suddenly burst. , she immediately turned on the emergency call for help when her brain went down, and she shouted out a wow, and fell off the bed and fled to the side.

At this time, she calmed down for a while, and Bai Han stroked her chest, holding the heart that might pop out of her throat at any time, and she looked up and saw a small man sitting on the bed. Child, looking at her quietly with a pair of eyes that seemed to glow green in the dark night.

Bai Han: "!" The moment of fear was followed by shame and guilt.

That's not a snake, it's a villain!

This kind of thing has happened two or three times, and every time at this time, Bai Han can't wait to find a hole to burrow in.

Now that I think about it, in fact, the villain has always known that he is afraid of her tail, and he also knows that she knows, but the two of them have never talked about this matter, and both regard it as a Unspeakable scars are hidden.

But after a long time, it will develop pus and smell.

Besides, the villain has grown up and has reached the age of self-discrimination.

Bai Han's fear of snakes is engraved in his bones, and he has really shown it. It is all seen in the eyes of the villain and remembered in his heart, there is nothing to quibble about.

In the beginning, for some reason, the child teased Bai Han. For example, Bai Han wanted to make clothes for her. Naturally, she had to measure the size, but when Bai Han approached with a soft ruler At that time, the child who was lying down in a good manner suddenly became active. Bai Han had long observed that her motionless snake tail suddenly tapped on the bed, as if it was welcoming, but also seemed to be intimidating, so frightened that Bai Han was so far away. Her face was hideous, she couldn't control her facial features and expressions, and she didn't dare to get close, so she stretched her arms to measure her waist, and tried her upper body to lean back, as if she was ready to escape at any time.

Probably thought Bai Han's patient expression was funny, the villain also deliberately swiped her wrist with the tip of his tail, watching Bai Han jumped three feet high with fright, wow wow, his legs were weak and he sat down directly On the ground, the corners of the mouth that had been drooping turned up slightly, as if smiling.

But later, when the child grows up, he also knows that he is different from others, and even more that Bai Han's behavior is not to make fun of himself, but to be genuinely afraid and disgusted. I didn't say it, but I was very sad and sad behind the scenes.

When Bai Han was not paying attention, he even tried to cut himself off with a knife.

Bai Han will never forget that day, when she found the villain hiding behind the cave, the tip of her nose was filled with a strong smell of blood, and her eyes were full of dazzling red, her mind suddenly went blank.

Don't be afraid, even the world seems to stand still, can't hear, can't see anything.

She approached little by little, and slowly recovered after squatting down.

Bai Han looked at the long scar on her waist, blood was pouring all over the floor, and Bai Zhenzhen's rigid face was full of tears, she even looked at her When I got to myself, my first reaction was not to come forward for help, but to flutter and hide my tail, for fear of scaring myself.

It was just that she was so weak at that time that she was unable to control her tail at all, and Bai Han's heart was broken when the wound was exposed in front of him.

She regrets it extremely, she is obviously an adult, why can't she control her emotions?

Since then, she no longer dared, and naturally she did not show the emotion of being afraid of Bai Zhenzhen's tail-perhaps she was more afraid of Bai Zhenzhen's lack of lower body than snake tail looks like.

But this matter is like a thorn, deeply stabbed in the hearts of the two, Bai Zhenzhen never mentioned it, and Bai Han naturally won't take the initiative to talk about it.

Bai Han felt that it was time to make it clear.

It should be made clear that A—she is indeed afraid of Bai Zhenzhen's tail, but her strongest emotion towards Bai Zhenzhen is love. Love can dissolve everything, and naturally it can stop the fear.

No matter if Bai Zhen really has a snake tail, a snake body, or even a snake head, Bai Han's original choice will not change.

She lowered her head slightly, originally wanted to hug Bai Zhenzhen's tail, but when she saw the scales that were about to peel off, she could only hug Bai Zhenzhen's waist - really It is a snake-like thin and soft waist.

Bai Han: "Really, I never wanted to lie to you about your background. You knew from the beginning that I was not your biological mother." Because you can't lie.

After a pause, she said, "I can't adopt you, but why do we live on the fringes of the tribe now?"

Bai Zhenzhen didn't speak.

Bai Han: "..." Are you most afraid of the sudden silence in the air and not answering a word?

Bai Han was slightly embarrassed, she pursed her lips and continued, "It's because I want to be with you."

Although there is no other possibility, Bai Zhenzhen can't believe it.

Her mother is afraid of herself, her mother is just a helpless human, her mother... Then why let herself be dragged out of the tribe and live as an old, weak, sick orc Not as good as the day?

This is also the first time that Bai Han has said this, she is embarrassed, her cheeks rose with a blush, and she whispered: "At first it was unbearable, and then it was responsibility, but now... we relatives."

"I want to say that the first time I saw you, I felt that I had a relationship with you. I must recognize you as my daughter. I'm afraid you also think I'm crazy." Bai Han laughed out loud, " Feelings are cultivated slowly. I have pulled you all these years. We get along day and night. I have long regarded you as an indispensable part of my life. You can rest assured that no matter what you look like, you are my daughter. ."

She touched Bai Zhenzhen's face, smiled and said, "If you say that children don't dislike their mothers, then they don't dislike their daughters' mothers. It is undeniable that you are indeed somewhat incomplete. But this is no different from missing arms and legs, at most we have a hard life, but you believe in mom, where mom is here is your home!"

Bai Zhenzhen's eyes were reddish, and her dark and deep eyes stared at Bai Han without blinking.

Bai Han groaned in his heart.

If other children heard such sensational words, they would have been crying a long time ago, but she could obviously feel that Bai Zhenzhen was listening, and she was very touched, but she endured it Now—the ability to control emotions is stronger than Bai Han.

Bai Han felt that this child had a strange personality, probably because he was surrounded by all kinds of negative emotions since childhood.

She thought to herself that she will pay more attention to children's mental health education in the future, but don't take care of it well and give it crookedly.

"Really, the mouth grows on other people's body, we can't control what they say, but the ears and the brain grow on us, we have to learn what to listen to and what not to listen to, What you can take into your heart, what you don't have to take into your heart." Seeing her bowing her head in deep thought, Bai Han probably heard it, and grabbed her hand, "It's useless for mother."

If she is strong, if she can live without relying on the tribe, if... she can refute those children with impunity, and even beat them up.

The more Bai Han thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt, his head buried lower and lower.

The top of his head was warm, Bai Han raised his head slightly, and saw a small section of slender and thin arms.

Bai Zhenzhen's hands were a little stiff, touched her head, and said hoarsely, "Don't blame mom."

Bai Han thought she was going to comfort herself, so she raised her hand and grabbed her wrist. She was about to push today's sensationalism to a higher level, but Bai Zhenzhen interrupted her.

The little girl stared at Bai Han, her eyes serious and firm: "One day, they will shut up."

"!" The voice was hoarse and a little low, Bai Han heard a chill on her back, she looked at Bai Zhenzhen, trying to find something in the other's face and eyes The same emotion, but the child seems to be stating a very common sentence.

As if she believed what Bai Han said, after a long time no disaster happened, everyone will know that she is not a curse, but an ordinary disabled person.

But for some reason, Bai Han always felt a little uneasy, she grabbed Bai Zhenzhen's hand and said a little harder: "Really, mother loves you." So don't be perverted, don't Destroy the orc tribe, let alone the whole world!

Bai Han follows the company's advice and uses sincere love to influence the villain. This is the least impact the staff can do to prevent the villain from implicated innocents and even destroy the world.

As for those who really hurt the villain - the cycle of causation, it is just to influence the villain, not to shape the Virgin Mary and let the Holy Light shine on the earth.

Bai Zhenzhen's stiff lips moved, pulling out an invisible arc, she asked, "Will mother love me forever?"

No need for Bai Han to answer, she also knows the answer, so Bai Zhenzhen didn't wait for Bai Han to speak, and said to herself, "I love my mother, always love my mother, and always love my mother."

Her face moved, Bai Han stared at it for a long time before realizing it was a smile.

Probably because Bai Zhenzhen didn't laugh too much, and the muscles on his face were too stiff, a shallow smile forced Bai Han's scalp to numb, and his heart trembled. Subconsciously let go.

Bai Zhenzhen held her wrist with her backhand: "I just need my mother to love me, that's enough."

The author has something to say: Bai Han: Well, as long as your mother loves you, it doesn't matter what others do to you~ That's good, that's good.

Bai Zhenzhen: As long as my mother loves me, it doesn't matter if other people die.

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mines: Deep in the seven-five, one pill pill;

Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 5 bottles of fat slag; how to solve the worries, only 1 bottle of riches;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!