I’m Really a Superstar

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That afternoon.

Beijing TV station.

In an office on a certain floor, Zhang Ye was taken up by a front desk staff member. He didn't even look at which floor the elevator stopped, because he was worried about the gain and loss. He knew that this was his last chance to enter the TV station. , so I value it very much and really want to hold it in my hands.

The office is empty.

"Teacher Zhang, please wait a moment," the staff member said.

"Okay." Zhang Ye sat on the chair next to him.

The staff member said: "The leader should be here soon."

Zhang Ye said: "Okay, just go about your business. Thank you."

"You're welcome, I'll leave first." The staff member closed the door and left.

A few minutes later, a chubby middle-aged man pushed open the door and came in. When he saw Zhang Ye, he sighed, "Is Mr. Zhang here?"

"Who are you?" Zhang Ye felt that the voice sounded familiar.

The middle-aged fat man said: "I'm Hu Fei, we talked on the phone twice."

Zhang Ye hurriedly went up to shake hands with him, "Hey, Teacher Hu, nice to meet you."

Hu Fei had already met Zhang Ye at the Silver Microphone Award Ceremony, but Zhang Ye had not met him yet. This was their first official contact, and they exchanged many polite words.

Finally, Hu Fei got back to his business, "Teacher Xiao Zhang, please be mentally prepared for today's interview. You may not have much hope."

Zhang Ye was startled, "...I understand."

Hu Fei revealed to him: "I have repeatedly communicated with the leaders. When I called you this morning, I thought I could convince them, but after all, they still think you are not qualified. It was you who said " "Dead Water" incident made them worried, not too...I tried my best, and I will try my best to help you fight for it later, but I can see that they don't want you to come to Beijing TV Station, even for an interview Even if you can pass the test perfectly, I’m afraid I won’t hire you, so I’ll say hello to you first, and it’s my fault for not doing a good job in advance.”

Zhang Ye immediately said: "I don't blame you.

You have helped me too much. It is my own problem. Since I said "Dead Water" and scolded the unit and leadership, I was already prepared to bear the consequences. It doesn't matter. "

Suddenly, there were footsteps outside.

Hu Fei didn't communicate much with Zhang Ye anymore. He sat in the interview seat behind the table.

Zhang Ye groaned in his heart, this was really a roller coaster ride. Hu Fei's words a few hours ago had aroused hope in him, but in the blink of an eye the situation had changed. From having hope to having no hope at all, this wasn't the case. As for the interview, you knew right away that you would definitely fail the interview? No matter how good the answer is, it’s meaningless? Zhang Ye's anger suddenly dropped to freezing point, but he couldn't complain. As he said, since he had done certain things, he would naturally have to bear the consequences. Life has always been fair, and he had nothing to complain about. complain!

I'm so lucky!

I lost my life!

Zhang Ye was silent for a moment, and his mentality instantly became much more balanced, but of course he did not give up completely. Although he knew that the hope was slim or even impossible, he still wanted to give it a try!

The interviewers came in one after another.

There were a lot of people, eight or nine people, probably all the heads and staff of the channel or station.

"Lao Hu is here?" A middle-aged man in his forties asked.

"I just came in too." Hu Fei replied.

The middle-aged man looked at Zhang Ye, "Is this Zhang Ye? Let's get started."

"Okay, let Xiao Zhang prepare first?" Hu Fei suggested.

Zhang Ye said calmly: "I can do it. I can accept the interview at any time."

Everyone sat over, and the middle-aged man sitting in the middle was the middle-aged man who just spoke. His name was Wang Shuixin, a slightly more feminine name, and he was also a relatively gentle middle-aged man wearing gold-rimmed glasses. Zhang Ye also checked the announcement information on the TV station's website before coming here and knew that this person was the director of the art channel of Beijing TV Station. He should be the leader of everyone present and the head of the art channel. There is not much public information that can be found on the Internet, but this Wang Shuixin is quite informative, because before setting off, Zhang Ye accidentally found out that Director Wang was also a poet in the past. In the early years, he published several works and anthologies, and finally He specializes in modern poetry. Although he has no more works in the near future, he is still famous and everyone in the circle should know him.

Thinking about it, it is impossible to be the top leader of a TV literary station without two brushes. He must have a lot of literary qualities.

"Would you like to introduce yourself first?" Director Wang Shuixin asked.

"My name is Zhang Ye. I am 23 years old. I graduated from..." Zhang Ye began to introduce himself.

During this process, several interview judges were whispering to each other. Some frowned, while others shook their heads. None of them seemed to want Zhang Ye to come to their art station.

Wang Shuixin was one of them. When the Silver Microphone presented the award, he and Hu Fei were both present, and they both heard Zhang Ye's furious song "Dead Water". The atmosphere at the scene was detonated, but Wang Shuixin secretly Shaking his head, he knew that this Zhang Ye was a thorn in the side and was very difficult to sort out. His literary quality was barely adequate, but his temper was too bad. No leader wanted this kind of person. Leaders all wanted their subordinates to obey their orders. , bringing in such a different kind of guy is so unsociable, and you have to worry about when he will cause trouble every day! So even though Teacher Hu, whom he had always valued, strongly recommended it, Wang Shuixin remained unmoved!

Of course, there are other reasons.

Wang Shuixin actually believed that the so-called literary level of Zhang Ye that Hu Fei praised was just that. He never thought that Zhang Ye could compare with him, and felt that Zhang Ye was still far behind! "Still water"? "a generation"? Wang Shuixin believed that he could also write this kind of poem, and even thought that his previous works were much better than Zhang Ye's.

Literary men look down upon each other!

No one thinks that they are inferior to others!

In fact, several other judges also think so. Although Zhang Ye is now highly praised on the Internet, they still don't think Zhang Ye can be compared with a master like Wang Shuixin. In the literary world, Wang Shuixin is not the most famous, but He is also a veteran who has been creating for many years. He has written many excellent works and has a few popular poems. Zhang Ye is a young boy who has just debuted. How can he be more powerful than Director Wang? In fact, no one of them paid attention to this interview, because Director Wang's attitude was already very clear, and Zhang Ye would definitely not be hired!

Zhang Ye finished the introduction.

Hu Fei interjected: "Director, Teacher Xiao Zhang is really one of the most highly educated people in this generation. He is the best among his peers, and..."

Wang Shuixin interrupted him, "He is pretty good among his peers, but compared to other senior artists who are engaged in art, he is still far behind."

Hu Fei argued for Zhang Ye: "With Xiao Zhang's literary background, he is not necessarily worse than his predecessors."

Wang Shui Literary quality is really so impeccable. I know about the last Mid-Autumn Poetry Festival. I also know Da Lei, Lao Zheng and others. You see, Xiao Zhang has surpassed them. He has really surpassed the previous generation. ? No, in fact, Da Lei and his poems are only a little famous in the circle of Beijing, but they are not ranked at all in China. I have also listened to a few of their Mid-Autumn Festival poems, and they are all average. Xiao Zhang's skills are better. The heroes can’t explain anything.”

This director seems to be a real scholar at heart, with a very strong temperament and strong will. He doesn't shy away from anything when he says these things, and he says them in front of Zhang Ye.

Zhang Ye glanced at him and made no comment.

Hu Fei also said, "But Mr. Zhang's..."

"Then let's give the interview questions a try." Wang Shuixin said confidently: "I can tell you Lao Hu, let alone other senior masters, he is far behind me." After speaking, Wang Shuixin looked at Zhang Ye, "Xiao Zhang, we are just a few old comrades chatting casually. We don't say how bad you are. Don't take it to heart. In fact, you are already very good at your age when you can write a poem like "Dead Water" ”

Is that good?

Zhang Ye smiled in his heart but said nothing, thinking that you are too trusting!

"In this case, let's not talk about your other external conditions for now. Let me give you an interview question first. Today's interview will only be about this question. I actually want to see how old the young man recommended by Lao Hu is. His ability and skill." Wang Shuixin said.

Zhang Ye said, "Please tell me."

Wang Shuixin seemed to have made up his mind to have a discussion with Zhang Ye, "I have a poem that I don't know if you have heard of, it's called "Everything"."

He began to read:

"It's all fate."

"Everything is illusion."

"Nothing came of it."

"Nothing has a destination."

“All joy without a smile.”

"All suffering has no trace of tears."

"All the past events are in dreams."

"All faith comes with ****."

“With all the outbursts there’s a moment of peace.”

"All death has an echo from the pit!"

After hearing this, several judges nearby started to praise him.

"What a poem!" said a middle-aged woman.

A young man said: "This is probably Director Wang's most famous poem. Every time I listen to it, I find it interesting!"

Hu Fei had to admit that this poem was really excellent. It was probably written by Wang Shuixin four or five years ago when he was at the lowest point in his life. It was very powerful, calling people's hearts and alerting the world!

Wang Shuixin said calmly: "Xiao Zhang, this is the interview question. This is a relatively famous work of mine, and it is also my most satisfying modern poem. Teacher Hu has always said that you write excellent poems and have a profound literary background. Then Can you compose a poem for us on the spot and show your literary skills?"

If there is no scope for composing poetry, then this is nothing!

But Wang Shuixin first talked about his own poems, just to compare with Zhang Ye. This is called "poetry competition", also called "poetry discussion". If Zhang Ye writes again, he must be targeted. And you have to surpass Director Wang’s poems to pass the interview, but is this possible?

Even Hu Fei knew it was impossible!

Not to mention several other judges!

What kind of poem is "Everything"? That was a poem that was included in high school textbooks a few years ago! Although it existed in the form of an appendix, it was not very eye-catching, and was later removed because of its too gloomy and desperate artistry, but it was also a model essay that had been used in textbooks!

What does Zhang Ye compare to?

He can't compare to anything!