I'm really not Kamen Rider

PS: I actually had the day off yesterday, but... I started driving from 6am to 6pm, and I wanted to die.

PS: 1st update on May 1st

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In the huge ward, there was nothing but the strong smell of medicine and a middle-aged woman lying on the bed. The woman who stared at the weather outside the window with her eyes open turned her head, thinking that the nurse was coming. The tone spoke.

"Are you here to help me turn over again? I'm really troubling you."

After finishing her words but not waiting for a reply, the woman was a little puzzled. When she turned around, she saw the unfamiliar figures of a man and a woman.

The man was handsome and the girl was pretty, but that meant nothing to her, and she was pretty sure she had never met either of them.

"You are..."

Tiandao was about to say something, but Zimli spoke first: "You are the wife of Youta Hongyi, we are his colleagues at work. After hearing him talk about you, we came to take a look. you."

As she spoke, Zimli pretended to take it out behind her, but in fact she used her rights as a game guide to get a basket of fruit from the lounge and took it out through the space.

"Hong Yi's friend?" The woman was slightly startled: "What about him? Why doesn't he come?"

"When he came last time, he said he had found a way to treat me and just asked me to wait." A sad smile appeared on the middle-aged woman's face: "But I know that is impossible."

"Over the years, he has tried every means to treat me, even praying to gods and Buddhas, but to no avail."

"Looking like this, he must have been deceived by some liar again this time..."

The woman's voice deepened unconsciously: "I am already...a burden to him."

Tiandao did not speak, but followed his gaze down from the quilt to his exposed feet.

It was bloodless, and could even be called pale.

"It doesn't look good." The woman smiled slightly: "It looks like a dead person's feet."

"Is there still a possibility of cure?" Tiandao said in a deep voice.

"The doctor said the best way is to use human prosthetic technology, which is an invention that transcends the times."

"But it's too expensive, and that's not what our couple can afford."

It can be seen that her mental state is relatively depressed, but it is not to the level of giving up on herself.

"Where's the housewife?" she asked, "He comes every day, but I didn't see him yesterday or today."

"I couldn't get through to him on the phone. Even if I asked my daughter to look for him, there was no trace of him in the house."

Tiandao was stunned.

"Your husband is missing?"

"Ah... it should be like this." The woman couldn't help but said: "If I can't find it again, I plan to ask my daughter to call the police tomorrow."

Tiandao did not speak, but focused his gaze on Zimli, waiting for her answer.

But Zimli didn't answer immediately. Instead, her expression changed several times. It was so exciting that it could be said that it opened Tian Dao's eyes.

This colorful change of expression has silently told Heavenly Dao something.

"Excuse me." He held Zimli's hand and walked towards the door. As he passed through the door of the ward, he met a girl carrying a bag.

The two sides passed by each other, but they just glanced at each other and stopped paying attention.

…

Zimli could feel that Tiandao held her hand with great strength this time.

Different from the previous jokes, what he showed this time was a domineering and unquestionable determination that could not be rejected.

So Zimli didn't want to break free, but handed herself over to Heaven, letting him control her and take her anywhere.

So Tiandao and Zimli, who came to the back of the hospital, had already had a clearer idea of ​​the relationship between the two parties.

The moment Tiandao let go of Zimli's hand and turned around, Zimli took the lead in telling the truth of the matter before he could speak.

"There is no way for a Kamen Rider defeated by evil demons to be resurrected in the real world." Zimli finally told the truth behind the beauty of the Desire Grand Prix.

"Those innocent people who were involved in the arena and killed will be resurrected in the new world, and those knights who failed to win will forget all their memories and return to their lives."

"But those knights who were defeated were really dead."

The way of heaven came forward.

"You never told me about this."

"There is no cost to achieving one's wishes. In a world where only one person can achieve one's wishes in the end, there is no room for losers." Zimli said softly: "A group of people participate in the competition for their own wishes. , but in the end, the successful person will achieve his own happiness by stepping on the failed wishes of countless people.”

"Tiandao players, this is the Grand Prix of Desire."

Zimli followed the script, following the draft given by Neelam who had been watching the live broadcast, and said it in a mellow and emotional voice.

In Neelam's words, the audience wants to know, what kind of reaction and expression will this hero... have after learning the news?

The scene that everyone has been waiting for, and the reality that Neelam wants to see, is coming.

"I thought Sword Art Online had a logout button, but in fact, is there no such button?" Tiandao closed his eyes: "To participate in the competition in order to achieve one's own wishes, in order to become the final winner, one must step on the failures of countless people, step on the wishes of countless people to rise to the top, and achieve a world where only oneself is happy."

"Cruel... but true?"

There is only one winner, or one side, and this is something Tiandao has long understood.

The winner will inevitably carry the resentment of the loser and continue to move forward, which is also what he has long realized.

The competition where only the winner can achieve his wishes is not as cruel as it seems before.

"Then no one cares about the losers who participate in the competition in order to achieve their own wishes, but in the real world, people who are already unfortunate will become even more unfortunate after losing their own support." Tiandao lowered his head and looked at Tsumuri: "So, there is no compensation for the Desire Grand Prix?"

Tsumuri did not speak, but shook her head.

"Giving hope to someone who is about to despair, and then letting him see hope but not be able to grasp it, and thus die..." Tiandao stared at Tsumuri: "This is worse than dying in despair."

If there had been no hope, then I would have made the final mental preparations long ago, but there was hope but I couldn't grasp it.

That kind of unwillingness is even more unbearable than dying in despair.

"But they are the ones who want to grasp hope." Tsumuri bit her lip.

"But it is you who gave them hope." Tiandao did not give in at all.

"What about you?" Tsumuri raised her head: "Do you want to give up? Your wish."

"Compared with the brown bear's wish, my wish is not worth mentioning at all, and it can even be said to be very selfish." Tiandao continued: "I can have countless ways to get you."

As he said, Tiandao did not give Tsumuri a chance to react, leaned over and picked up Tsumuri, holding her in his arms like a princess.

Tsumuri exclaimed, and subconsciously stretched out her hands to wrap around Tiandao's neck.

"Tsumuli, I will win for you to see." Tiandao lowered his head and looked into Tsumuli's panicked eyes in his arms: "In this round of the Desire Grand Prix, let me satisfy my selfish desires."

"But in the next round, and the next round, I will make up for all the misfortunes I have encountered, until all the sadness and pain in front of me are eliminated."

Tsumuli looked at Tiandao in a daze, and her eyes unconsciously showed a considerable spirit.

"Do you still want to participate in the next round of the Desire Grand Prix?"

"Of course." Tiandao nodded: "Since you have the ability to fulfill the wishes of the winner, then I will always be the winner."

"Not for my own selfishness, but to win for the losers." Tiandao said: "The winner will carry the resentment of the loser and continue to move forward, and I will carry the wishes of the loser and turn misfortune into happiness."

"You... want to do this?" Not only Tsumuri, but even Niram who was watching the live broadcast couldn't help but shine, let alone Guaguala, who was already excited.

"Of course." Tiandao nodded: "In order not to become a loser, the winner must keep winning while carrying the resentment of the loser."

"I will keep winning."

Tsumuri leaned unconsciously and could feel the beating of this man's warm heart.

"Didn't you say that you still have many wishes? Are you giving up just like that?"

"Overcoming your own heart is also a compulsory course for Kamen Rider." Tiandao smiled.

"Fighting against monsters born from the darkness in people's hearts is not only about others, but also about yourself."

"This is Kamen Rider."