I’m Really Not Targeting the Mages

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Modern City.

There is a lot of traffic.

Outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, stylishly dressed men and women are hurrying about.

Inside the floor-to-ceiling windows.

The surface of the coffee in the white ceramic cup is slightly swaying with fine foam.

The cute little bear is sucked away little by little.

...

"Well?"

"Aren't you going to drink?"

The man sitting opposite the simple black and white table board showed a surprised expression.

"Oh, I forgot that you are in a bad mood recently."

The man's voice and tone were full of apology.

But there was an uncontrollable joy on his face.

He clasped his hands.

A pair of index fingers twirling each other on the table:

"Then let me start today's topic."

"Speaking of..."

"Do you know roguelike games?"

Still no response from the other side.

The man took a sip of his coffee contentedly.

continued:

"roguelike.

Originally a branch of rpg (role-playing).

The purpose of coming out is to better simulate a single-player turn-based role-playing game based on dnd (Dungeon and Dragon) game rules.

Later tricks can be more.

No matter how the content changes.

Some of its general characteristics are always coexisting

...

1. Randomly generated.

From the beginning of the game.

Everything you encounter is randomly generated.

Maps, treasures, np...

That's all.

...

2. One-way.

The game process is irreversible.

For this kind of game.

Archives only protect your real-time progress.

And once you make a mistake.

You can't do it all over again.

This is somewhat similar to life.

...

3. Irreversible.

In this type of game.

Usually there is only one 'fate' in a broad sense.

Death means the end of the game.

You can't continue playing.

Only one more file can be opened.

And a new file means a new life.

Brand new enemies, treasures, loot...

as well as

Ah.

A new badge of guilt?

..."

Speaking of which.

The man suddenly smiled.

He did not continue to explain the definition and characteristics of "roguelike games".

Instead, he looked at the other side with a provocative face:

"Actually, you've already realized that, haven't you?

You are not some unique protagonist.

Chances are you're just one of a roguelike that exists in a higher dimension...

A save file that hasn't been played yet?

You won't be angry if I describe it like this?

To be fair.

Not only did your save file not get trashed, but you played it pretty well compared to thousands of other 'Rogers' I mean, if there were really that many Rogers.

after all.

You randomly got "magic resistance" at the beginning...

And some Roger.

Maybe what people encountered in Tongma Town was "the length of the foreskin" or something like that?

What do you say? "

...

In the face of men's boastful talk.

Roger at the table remained silent.

Coffee bottoms out quickly.

The man frowned, and the next second, he smiled happily and snapped his fingers.

jingle!

There was a crisp sound.

The burly man in a suit suddenly turned into a maid in complicated clothes.

She had a tray in her hand.

There are hot coffee, black tea and cookies inside.

"Don't be so selfish."

"I didn't say that you are going to delete files now..."

"How about this, I will become a maid to make you feel good, why don't you talk to me?"

Even in a maid outfit.

But that face was still a standard manly face.

There was even an air of savagery.

...

now.

Roger looked at him in disgust from across the table.

Finally opened his mouth.

His voice was very hoarse.

With a sense of sleepless fatigue:

"Can you roll smoothly?"

"No."

The other party decisively rejected Roger's request.

The opposite of.

He actually posted more:

"We were originally one!"

"Release your desire!"

"Strong Sword itself should not be considered a crime..."

puff!

Roger kicked the man dressed as a maid away.

The disgust in his eyes intensified.

He glanced at the bright letter above the man's head.

Almost throw up.

...

"id: Lolita War"

...

"You're starting to hate yourself?"

"This is not a good sign, it means something is wrong with your mental health, you need to see a doctor!"

During the conversation.

Loli Zhan's figure changed again.

He became the barbarian warrior that Roger played in the game in his previous life!

He laughed wildly and said to Roger:

"Or, you should find a woman, that Beja's hint couldn't be more obvious?"

"She told you not to suppress yourself, doesn't that mean you should go to bed with her?"

"certainly."

"Qin is not bad either... Eh? What kind of eyes do you have? Are you still thinking about that sorceress Shar? Well, I admit that her hips really fit my aesthetic..."

boom!

A long flaming knife that fell from the sky tore apart all the screens.

The first thing to shatter was the body of the barbarian warrior.

The second is the exquisite and stylish coffee shop.

Then came the skyscrapers and the busy streets.

finally.

Darkness swallowed everything.

Center of chaos.

Roger closed his eyes.

There are still cluttered voices in my head.

And the moment he opened his eyes.

He heard that terrible voice again!

...

"You can't kill me, Roger, I'll be back."

"You should know."

"You are me, I am you..."

"Is it difficult to admit that you have a split personality?"

"Hahahahaha..."

...

hum!

A strange force pulled Roger out of endless pain.

He opened his eyes.

The scent of the meadow fills my nose.

The azure bull's-eye lake has a luster like silver scales.

Some furtive shadows haunt the lake.

Roger lifted the fishing rod subconsciously.

Whoosh!

A plump guy is pulled up!

...

"Record: You briefly escaped from the 'nightmare'"

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"Fishing: You got a 'Whitetail'"

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"As expected of the Sovereign Lord!"

"Another big white tail!"

"You won't let it go again, will you?"

"Let it go, eh, what a pity..."

"It's a pity, the suzerain is obviously here for the legendary "golden carp", just like the vice sect master of the piano... let's not talk about it, I will leave after another shot, otherwise my wife should complain again... "

...

Quietly listening to the whispers in the ear.

Roger unmoved the whitetail from the hook.

Then put it back into the lake.

Then continue fishing.

This is the "Bull's Eye Lake" in the northeast corner of "Frog Claw Basin".

The place got its name because of its shape like a bull's eye.

The water quality of Bull's Eye Lake is clear.

There are many fish and shrimp.

People who live in "Lynx Town", one of the "Three Frog Claw Towns", often come to fish.

Among them are many disciples who live on Qingquan Mountain.

certainly.

Apart from ordinary people who want to improve their food.

Most people are here because of a recent legend about the "golden carp"

...

That was a day a month ago.

A carp covered in gold has been claimed to have been found in Bull's Eye Lake.

The carp also had a conversation with him.

Ask him what era and year it is now.

And who is presiding over the overall situation of Mixing.

That person is not a disciple of Qingquan Sect.

Just an ordinary guy following southbound.

encountered this strange situation.

Of course he couldn't answer anything.

The golden carp didn't make things difficult for him.

Just vomited a few bubbles out of boredom and got into the lake.

Wait for that person to come back to his senses.

Report this matter.

for a while.

Zongmen was slightly shocked.

turn out to be.

It is mentioned in the only surviving classic of Qingquanzong

...

"Golden carp" is a kind of spirit that has been active since Tarun's time.

If you can catch the golden carp and accept it as a servant.

Then that person will have good luck in his life.

The sect it belongs to will also be blessed by the golden carp.

...

Ever since.

The Qingquan sect started a trend of going to the Ox's Eye Lake to catch fish when they had time.

At first everyone was very low-key.

After all, Vice Zong Ji is strict in charge.

It was the time when the Qingquan sect was revived.

There are many tasks for everyone to complete.

But not long.

Then came the news that "the suzerain is also fishing by the lake".

This time.

Everyone is not so restrained.

Many people ran to Bull's Eye Lake in threes and twos.

When there are the most people.

There are people around and in the lake.

Almost scared all the fish and shrimp in the lake.

It's just under such circumstances.

The legendary golden carp is still missing.

With the passage of time.

Everyone's enthusiasm gradually faded.

Some people suspect that this matter is purely fabricated.

The other part is to retreat in the face of difficulties.

Only a small group of people still insist on fishing every day.

in.

This includes Roger, who has recently lost his job.

...

"Roger!"

The water splashed all over Roger.

by the lake.

A big bear flopped ashore.

She stared wide-eyed:

"Roger, do you think that golden carp can really bring people good luck?"

He silently wiped his wet cheeks.

Roger replied feebly:

"Yes, maybe."

"oh!"

Qin gritted his teeth and said:

"Then I must catch it!"

"I wish you success."

Roger sighed softly:

"However, I suggest that you change to an aquatic animal...the success rate will be higher."

Moon Bear's eyes lit up:

"You have a point."

next second.

After a soft sound.

Moon Bear's figure shrunk rapidly.

Not long.

A "coin-swallowing toad" covered with golden spots appeared on the shore.

Plop.

She jumped straight into the water.

Disappeared in Roger's field of vision.

...

"Why are the transformed animals inherited from the "Green Light Druid" so curious? "

Roger couldn't help but complain in his heart.

Silently perceive the range of activities of the toad that swallows coins.

Roger is going to change places.

When the time comes, I will catch the stupid apprentice myself.

Who knows at this moment.

A whisper suddenly came from Roger's ear:

...

"Hey, have you heard? The suzerain seems to be sick, and recently he often talks to himself..."

"I don't know, don't talk nonsense!"

"I'm not talking nonsense, it's true, my aunt works in the council hall..."

At this time.

A shout fell from the sky

"What are you doing?!"

"The dam to the south hasn't been repaired yet, are they fishing here one by one?"

"I seem to have heard someone criticizing the Suzerain?"

"Go back to work for me, everyone!"

Ji Qiu's curses were as hot as the summer sun.

Even if separated by twenty kilometers.

Roger couldn't help digging his ears too.

...

"But...is the suzerain really all right?"

Someone boldly asked:

"I ran into him several times in the past few days, and he seemed to be in a bad mood. Is he sick..."

"How can something happen to the suzerain? You think too much!"

Ji Qiu sneered and said:

"You all saw that sword attack more than a month ago."

"Lord Sovereign is a saint comparable to a god!"

"Anyone can get sick, but he is the only one who can't. Whoever dares to deceive the public with gossip will be dealt with by the sect!"

As soon as this word came out.

Those people shrunk their heads and threw it away.

Ji Qiu ran rampant around the Ox's Eye Lake.

The population suddenly became thinner.

It's just unavoidable to curse again and again

After all, Qingquanzong is a formal sect that has just been revived.

Everyone has come through adversity.

In many cases, favors trump rules.

Even Ji Qiu, who has always been known for his strictness.

He has no pretensions towards the bottom disciples.

So the management is also very loose.

Except for the disciples who are just getting started.

No one dared to have a word with Deputy Chief Ji.

Therefore, the process of Moyu supervision work is always full of laughing and tugging from the doormen and Ji Qiu's cursing and berating.

It is unavoidably disturbing to hear.

to this end.

Roger silently lowered his perception to the level of ordinary people.

He just wants to fish in peace.

...

evening.

The breeze blew across the water.

There are circles of ripples.

Roger's hand gripping the fishing rod suddenly trembled.

A fish escapes.

in his field of vision.

That obnoxious face resurfaced again.

this time.

The man with the "Lolita War" id was wearing a white coat.

Like a doctor.

The surrounding scenes also began to switch.

Roger rubbed his temples with a headache.

"unlucky!"

"How the hell can you come twice a day?"

"I can't really get sicker and sicker, can I?"

The whispers he couldn't help but were caught by the noisy wind.

not far away.

A small green dragon the size of a loach quietly flew away from the grass.

...

"This patient, I think you have split personality symptoms, and I have strong evidence!

"The evidence is... me!"

The savage in the white coat smiled and said:

"Of course, it's not a bad thing. I am you and you are me. We don't have to be so estranged."

"If we want to solve the problem, I think what we need is reconciliation and communication, instead of using cold violence to resist me like you... This is wrong."

Roger looked around.

Clean white walls.

A department that smells of alcohol.

The scene is a bit like the dental office that he dreaded the most as a child.

Confront barbarians who seem to have chatty attributes.

Roger remained silent.

...

"... Seriously, you don't have to resist me so much, we are one."

"Nightmare, nightmare, split personality, projection of the dark side is okay... No matter what label you use to define me, it can't change a fact

I am more real you! "

The barbarian squinted his eyes and said plausibly:

...

"Don't you think you lived like a saint in the past?

You have no desires, are extremely restrained, and have almost no shortcomings except excessive killing...

But you and I both know.

There is no saint in this world.

Neither can you.

You're just a narrow-minded guy.

...

For revenge.

You forced yourself to become a near-sage existence...but now?

Your restraint is meaningless.

The target you want to defeat day and night is yourself

Isn't this a ridiculous fact?

...

You lose the motivation to move forward because of this.

You become lost and miserable.

You start questioning everything...

This is the root of my birth!

I'm here to help you!

I'm here to give you the motivation to move on again!

You have to accept me.

Accept those parts of you that have been abandoned or repressed.

Then become a normal person.

A flesh and blood.

If becoming stronger is not to eat better meat and grass better women.

Then your efforts are meaningless.

so.

stop resisting...

let us.

into one..."

...

The barbarian's voice grew softer.

The shades in the clinic are also starting to mix up.

It can be next second.

"Ouch!"

After a cry of pain.

It was the scene of barbarians flying out backwards!

Clinic Central.

Roger clenched his fists.

The expression is serious to the extreme:

"I'm a little confused."

"But not completely out of my mind."

"Let selfish desires ride on my head."

Next door to the clinic.

There came the strange laughter of the bloody barbarian:

"Ha ha ha ha!"

"Self desire?"

"If you really have no selfish desires...then why didn't you lose to me a month ago!"

Rumble!

A thunderbolt exploded flatly.

Roger stepped back palely.

Savage is still aggressive:

"You don't even need to lose that Vilan's clone, you just need to let me win. In this way, you may jump out of this vicious circle, don't you?"

"In the final analysis..."

"You still dare not, hahahaha!"

...

Snapped!

Roger sat limp on the ground.

He covered his head in pain.

But in my mind.

However, he couldn't help but recall what happened a month ago.

That was the first time he realized it.

time.

It seems to be a ring.

But if this is true.

So what's the point of all this?

"Eat me with an axe!"

The wild cries of the barbarians are still in my ears.

Roger squatted on the ground with his head in his hands.

In the darkness, a pair of claws wrapped around him.

He seems to have fallen into a boundless hell.

Unable to look up.

...

"Warning: You have fallen into a 'nightmare' for the 32nd time..."

...

...

Quinan.

Between the sea.

Thousand Snake Island.

In a deep and dark hall.

"Listen to Cecilia, you want to see me."

A deep voice came from the throne.

The majesty of the Immortal was superimposed with the aura of the first person in Kuinan, so that His Royal Highness's martial artist could hardly lift his head.

"Roger doesn't seem to have mentioned it."

"So are you sure you want to continue?"

The meaning of the Sea Serpent Queen is obvious.

As a disciple of Qingquan Sect.

Private alliance allies without the suzerain's knowledge.

After the incident, I'm afraid it will cause Roger's distrust.

It's hard to say his status in the Qingquan sect in the future.

...

Above the main hall.

Ji Qiu resolutely said:

"I am sure!"

"Then tell me, I'll give you 30 seconds."

Her tone remained impassive.

"My lord is sick!"

Ji Qiu gritted his teeth.

There was a silence in the hall.

half an hour.

Beatrice said:

"If you are sick, treat it, why do you want me?"

Ji Qiu said urgently:

"I'm afraid it's not a minor illness!

The Sovereign has been talking to himself recently!

His mental condition is very bad.

Half a month ago.

I gritted my teeth and took a peek at his luck.

It was more than half weakened than before!

...

There are various indications.

Either someone is killing him!

Either something went wrong on his own.

This is actually precedent.

Same as the ascending mage.

The more powerful the martial artist.

It is also more likely to have similar problems.

as far as I know.

There are many martial artists in history who have been plagued by some strange mental illness..."

...

"correct!

Another point!

The time of his onset almost completely overlapped with the time when the legend of "Golden Carp" appeared!

It's not that I haven't tried to heal him secretly.

But he was almost discovered by the suzerain.

...

The current situation is.

He seems to be easygoing with everyone.

But in fact, he is very wary of everyone.

He seemed to suspect that we would be against him.

I've tried everything.

I came to you because it was really impossible.

...

I know that the "Twin Star Alliance" will be signed soon.

As the deputy suzerain of Qingquan sect.

It is very inappropriate for someone Ji to come to you in private...

only.

I'm really worried! "

...

Finish these in one breath.

Ji Qiu couldn't help but look up to see the queen's reaction.

Unfortunately.

He only saw a blurry figure as bright as a star.

next second.

Beatrice's cold voice came from the throne:

"It's his blessing to have such a loyal subordinate like you."

"But I'm sorry."

"I can not help you."

Ji Qiu stood up a little out of composure:

"Why?"

"No reason."

The queen said indifferently:

"My relationship with him is not as close as you think."

"Even as an ally..."

"Heh, he didn't even notify me of such a big incident with the "Golden Carp", it seems that he didn't take me to heart at all. "

Ji Qiu's breathing couldn't help but stagnate:

"You also know the golden carp?"

"But isn't that the legend of Tarun's era?"

...

The queen snorted:

"Indeed.

But knowledge often has something in common.

as far as I know.

The ghosts that disappeared in history once appeared in reality.

usually only means one thing

That is, the heavy history it corresponds to is about to return!

...

That golden carp may be a historical regression coordinate.

all in all.

This is a huge thing.

But Roger didn't tell me.

So I have reason to think he was trying to hide it from me.

...

"And don't try to use sickness as an excuse.

He has my magic badge.

Replying to a message is a breeze for him.

Ten thousand steps back.

Even if he was really sick or something.

It's not my business?

I'm not his wife or anything.

Since he didn't take the initiative to ask me.

Do you still want me to look for him with a shy face? ! "

...

Finish these in one breath.

There was a moment of silence on the throne.

Ji Qiu wanted to say something else.

A fair-skinned and beautiful priest came to the side of the main hall.

Cecilia glanced at him sympathetically:

"Feel sorry."

"But you should get out of here."

Ji Qiu let out a long sigh.

Frowning deeply, he left the hall.

After Ji Qiu left.

Cecilia knelt down devoutly on the floor.

He silently recited the hymn of the ruler of the ocean.

after awhile.

She read the whole paragraph.

Standing up and looking towards the throne:

"My Lady Queen?"

"Are you still there?"

Her voice echoed in the hall for a long time.

Never got a response.

see.

Cecilia covered her mouth lightly.

His eyes had turned into crescents from a smile.

...

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land of nightmares.

Roger looked helplessly at the familiar scene around him.

Looking at the barbarian warrior who fell to his feet again and again.

The provocative voices of the barbarian warriors echoed in his ears.

he knows.

That is my own voice.

The so-called loli fight.

It's just a negative personality split out of him after he suffered a huge mental shock.

...

"Why?"

"Why don't you lose to him and try?"

"Put some water in."

"Maybe you can jump out of the vicious circle of infinite loop?"

...

"Actually, you already have the answer in your heart, don't you?"

"You're scared!"

...

"Yes."

"I'm afraid. I'm afraid that once history is changed, my existence will be 'erased' by the power of time!"

"I'm afraid that this infinite loop is the foundation for my consciousness to continue to this day."

"I……"

"I don't dare to violate the memory of my previous life at all!"

...

"So, you still have selfish desires."

"So, you are not a saint."

"So, you should accept me!"

"After we merge, you will find new motivation and new goals..."

"You will no longer be confused, no longer in pain."

"You will become a better person, a more complete man!"

In the endless darkness.

The voice of the savage was full of allure.

He approached Roger step by step.

Finally hugged Roger's body.

The latter sat there slumped.

The bright eyes in the past dimmed little by little.

...

...

Mystra.

Frog Claw Basin.

Bull's Eye Lakeside.

The traces of the planetary portal disappeared.

A beautiful woman walks among the haystacks with "secrecy".

not far away.

It was a young man holding a fishing rod tightly.

His expression was numb.

"No reply for a month."

"I want to see what's wrong with you!"

Beja gritted her teeth angrily.

She walked over quickly.

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