I’m Really Scared

What day is it today?

Guan Shan thought about it for a long time on the way home and still didn't remember it. The torment and confusion in his heart was simply worse than fighting a BOSS.

He looked at the scenery passing by outside the bus, and remembered the life-and-death fight with the monsters on the bus. He even wished he could open a copy of the simulator for himself now, so that he could go in and roll around and forget his worries.

But the simulator has become ridiculously peaceful recently...

"well."

Guan Shan sighed.

He felt more and more that he was almost completely accustomed to the thrills and excitement brought by the simulator. The fear and excitement between life and death were far more addictive than the boring daily life.

Maybe...this is the characteristic of horror games that makes people love and hate them.

Although I was scared to play, the more scared I became, the more I wanted to play.

Gradually moving away from ordinary people is also an inevitable trajectory, otherwise it will eventually cause accidental injuries intentionally or unintentionally.

"Forget it, let's think about how to coax Comrade Xiao Shen."

Guan Shan got out of the car, looked at his own home and Shen Dinghua's home not far away, and fell into deep thought: "But... how to coax them?"

After so many years, because of his peculiar way of getting along with Comrade Xiao Shen, he has basically never had any quarrels, so he has no experience in coaxing people.

However, as Guan Shan got closer, he discovered something was wrong.

Obviously Shen Dinghua should have gone home from get off work early, but it was dark at Shen Dinghua's home and no one was there. Instead, all the lights on the first floor of his own home were on!

"Been robbed?"

Guan Shan immediately denied this speculation: "The special security team should have deployed personnel around here, and there is no possibility of being robbed."

Then there may be only one left - Shen Dinghua is now at home.

Because he had already given the key to Comrade Xiao Shen before.

In other words, Shen Dinghua did not go home to sulk after get off work, but returned to her home in Guanshan.

Guan Shan's depressed mood suddenly became brighter: "Comrade Xiao Shen seems to be really not angry... No, no, no, I can't get carried away now. Although she is not angry, I can't just go home with a happy face. Otherwise it would appear that I am too heartless.”

"Ahem..."

Guan Shan coughed twice and changed his expression to that of confusion and depression.

He took a deep breath, pondered for a while, and then opened the door.

The first thing I saw when I walked in was that the walls in the living room were covered with long strips of colored paper hangings, giving it a festive atmosphere.

Guan Shan scratched his head, it turned out that he was doing this after getting off work early...

As the first New Year's Eve after dating, it seems that it is indeed worth taking seriously.

Guan Shan walked into the house, put down his things, and heard the sound of cooking coming from the kitchen. He ran to the kitchen and saw Shen Dinghua wearing an apron and chopping vegetables in front of the sink.

Judging from the level of exertion, he still seemed a little angry.

Guan Shan took a look and saw that he was cutting cucumbers...

When Shen Dinghua heard the noise, she turned around and arched her eyebrows: "Welcome back."

The girl tied up her long hair into a neat ponytail and wore an apron. Although she was petite, she was full of the temperament of a good wife and mother.

Guan Shan's heart melted, and he hurriedly stepped forward to help, but Shen Dinghua stopped him and asked with a half-smile: "Have you remembered what day it is today?"

Guan Shan choked, and Shen Dinghua said with a straight face: "If you don't think about it, don't come to help. Go to the living room and wait for dinner."

Guan Shan opened his mouth and was about to say, didn't I just help because I didn't remember it and wanted to apologize?

Why did he become like a man who does nothing but just eats soft rice...

Shen Dinghua didn't care, she chased him out of the kitchen, pressed him on the sofa, and turned on the TV at the same time, adjusting it to the channel he watched most.

On the coffee table were Guan Shan's favorite snacks and happy water, which were obviously carefully prepared in advance.

"..." Guan Shan crossed his hands to support his chin and fell into deep thought. He looked at the pictures on the TV and was puzzled.

Is this reasonable?

Obviously he forgot what day it was... This should be a taboo in love, but not only was Comrade Xiao Shen really not angry, he was even nicer to him.

Could it be that he wanted to use guilt to cause pain in his heart?

Guan Shan really feels guilty now. The better Comrade Xiao Shen's attitude is, the more uneasy he becomes and a little bit on pins and needles.

I always feel like this abnormal dinner is like a deprivation meal...

In such anxiety, Guan Shan finally waited until Shen Dinghua called him to come over for dinner. He sat down and looked at the table of sumptuous dishes that were delicious, delicious and delicious. He finally couldn't help but ask: "Why..."

Shen Dinghua set the dishes and chopsticks for him, blinked her eyes, and muttered: "How come I really didn't think of it..."

Guan Shan smiled sincerely and said: "I really don't remember what day it is today. Comrade Xiao Shen, please tell me out of mercy, otherwise I won't be able to sleep tonight."

Seeing his pitiful look, Shen Dinghua couldn't help but laugh out loud: "Hahaha..."

She laughed to herself for a while, probably because she felt that she was very imageless like this. She straightened up and covered her mouth, took a deep breath, and then turned her dark and bright eyes and asked narrowly: "I really didn't think about it. ah?"

Guan Shan's head was full of questions. Although Comrade Xiao Shen always liked to tease people, he really didn't find anything funny this time...

All I could do was answer honestly: "I really didn't think about it, so just let me go."

Shen Dinghua sighed, with a tone of regret: "Okay, okay... Wait a little longer, I'll tell you."

"Oh." Guan Shan nodded like a kindergarten classmate, and really sat there waiting stiffly.

Shen Dinghua thought his wooden look was really cute, blinked her eyes, with a bit of evil in her eyes, supported her face with one hand, and picked up food for him with the other hand.

The bowl was full of delicious food, but it was a pity that he could only look at it but not eat it now.

However, this did not have much killing power for Guan Shan... because he was almost "fasting".

Childish little comrade Shen!

Guan Shan felt funny in his heart, but he didn't dare to laugh on his face, so he could only put on a bitter face to make Shen Dinghua laugh.

The girl's smiling face under the light was actually more beautiful than the food on the table...

"Ding Dong."

The doorbell suddenly rang outside the door.

Guan Shan was stunned, but Shen Dinghua stood up and muttered, "Finally here."

She walked to the door, and Guan Shan saw a takeaway boy outside the door, handing in a large gift box...

Guan Shan felt as if a flash of lightning flashed through his mind, and a certain day that he had always ignored in the dark seemed to be illuminated by the light of lightning.

Shen Dinghua walked back and put the gift box with a bow in the middle of the table, smiling and saying, "Do you remember what day it is now? Happy birthday, big-idiot!"

She reached out and untied the bow, opened the box, and took away the lid and the surrounding box.

In it was a beautifully shaped cream cake.

A... birthday cake.

Guan Shan was stunned. He had imagined all the possibilities, all the possible anniversaries between the two of them, and all the holidays that everyone would celebrate.

The only thing he forgot was that today was his birthday.

Guan Shan looked at the girl bending over to light the candles, and felt an indescribable sadness in his heart. Since his parents died, he had never thought about celebrating for himself, because it was meaningless and he gradually forgot about it.

But it doesn't matter... Comrade Xiao Shen remembers.