I'm The Hard Rice King

Chapter 366 The Fall of Self-will

Any excitement is a kind of consumption for people. When partners get along to a certain extent, when each other's feelings sublimate to a high point, when the hormones dissipate, when the passion dissipates, what is left?

Is it a mess, is it the nitpicking after boredom, is it the indifference after a dispute, or is it self-restraint and the ability to think in other people's shoes and put yourself in others' shoes?

In the final analysis, Li Peifeng did not receive a gift on Valentine's Day, and he saw a few girls quarreling, and he was scolded as usual. He was not in a particularly high mood, so he chatted a lot with He Yimeng on voice calls, mainly It tells a series of things that happened during the day today.

Anyway, He Yimeng now knew his emotional state very well. Li Peifeng felt no burden when he told the other party about these things, and he felt relieved after he finished talking.

"You asked for it. If you feel wronged, don't take out the trash like me."

Although He Yimeng said this, after scolding him a few words, he still communicated with him seriously.

"I have said that I have always been disapproving of your behavior of stepping into multiple boats. It is not only irresponsible to others, but also irresponsible to your own future life. Now just one Valentine's Day is enough to cause you trouble. What will happen in the future? What to do? Four people, four birthdays, four parents, four cents of public food...can you hold on?"

"I can hold on."

"You can't hold it in!"

"I can hold on!"

"What are you holding on to?"

"I can handle it..."

"If you can't speak, you can only argue, right? Hang up!"

Li Peifeng tried to persuade him to stay: "No, let's talk about ten yuan again."

He Yimeng was silent for a moment and said, "I'll teach you how to recognize yourself. Do you want to know?"

"Think, say."

"If there is something or someone that you can't put down after getting it, and you feel irritable and have more and more troubles, then it is your desire. If you still can't put it down after getting something, if you date that person If you are still reluctant to cut off contact after a long time, then he or she is what you need."

Li Peifeng let out a breath: "You ICU me, what about yourself, do you want me to give up them and be with you? There is no need to make it so obvious!"

"You think too much."

He Yimeng muttered: "What your instructor said actually makes sense. Let time give the answer... but she didn't implement it well. If you believe me, or you think I'm right, I'll give you a way to deal with this." A relationship.”

Li Peifeng was noncommittal: "Tell me."

"As the book "The Count of Monte Cristo" says; God gives people limited power, but gives them unlimited desires."

"People will suffer for life because they are never satisfied, so you have to learn to make choices and learn to distinguish what you really need and what you want, but are destined not to belong to you."

"If you really want something, you have to try to set her free. If she comes back to you, she belongs to you. If she doesn't come back, you never had her... Do you agree with this? "

What did He Yimeng mean? It had the same meaning as Zhao Qingge, so Li Peifeng stopped contacting them for the time being and waited for the four of them to take the initiative to find him.

Does it make sense? Makes sense!

This method is indeed beneficial to your emotional path in the long run.

Through a brief separation or alienation, the four headed by Zhao Qingge realized that Li Peifeng was an indispensable person in their lives. After realizing this, they would not force Li Peifeng to make a choice. On the contrary, they will be more accommodating, more restrained, and more tolerant, and there will be a lot less jealous fights like today.

But what if all four of them really leave as soon as Li Peifeng lets go?

[Okay, they’re all gone. You can bring it to me when the time comes! 】

Why Meng That Small Abacus Li Peifeng Yemen Qing.

How can this white hair have any bad intentions? The left and right are just trying to fish in troubled waters and take advantage of the situation.

But to say that you are taking advantage of the situation is a bit derogatory, which is not appropriate. It is completely understandable that you need to be a little cautious for the sake of love.

"I will consider what you said. Go to bed early."

"And you?"

"I keep working."

"Go to work on your mentor's bed?"

"Don't talk nonsense!"

It was past twelve o'clock when I hung up the phone, during which Zhao Qingge returned to the bedroom from the study to rest, while Li Peifeng was going to focus on work and stay up all night.

He subconsciously had no intention of attacking Zhao Qingge at night. Maybe He Yimeng's words were more or less taken into his mind.

But when Li Peifeng was about to work, he found that the TT software in the lower right corner of the computer kept flashing.

Yun Xinyuexing: "The trailer was shot well."

To be honest, Li Peifeng thinks Zhao Qingge performed better, both in the video and in reality.

Because according to the analysis of the current situation, he felt that Lao Zhao already knew that he knew that Yun Xinyue's sex was her business, but since the other party still wanted to pretend to be confused, Li Peifeng didn't need to expose it.

Life is already so difficult... Lao Zhao was lying on the bed holding his cell phone and sending messages to himself. What if he exposed it and caused the other party to lose sleep?

One or two trends in the world: "Which character does my sister think is the most beautiful?"

Yun Xinyue Xing: "The one playing Qiu Qing."

How much narcissism!

One or two winds in the world: "She is my mentor!"

Yun Xinyue Xing: "No wonder you like her."

One or two things about the world: "Appearance is one thing, but the main reason is that she has a very gentle personality, is kind and generous, is knowledgeable and very wise!"

Yun Xinyuexing: "Is there anything else? What else do you like about her?"

Without thinking, Li Peifeng tapped the keyboard to continue praising Zhao Qingge, but before he could finish typing, the other party came first.

"Actually, I know why you like her."

A strange thing in the world: "You and I have never met each other, but my sister seems to understand me?"

Li Peifeng is secretly rubbing someone...

Yun Xinyuexing: "Little boys generally like older sister, and she is your mentor. You want to act like a baby in her arms, let the mentor comfort you with a warm smile, use your mature body to protect you from wind and rain, and use a calm attitude to comfort you." The brain and the magnetic voice will guide you for the rest of your life.”

Yun Xinyue Xing: "In this way, you can eat delicious soft food in a dignified manner, and feel at ease with less suffering of struggle. This is the root of your love for her. You are eager to grow, but afraid of responsibility."

Li Peifeng felt that Lao Zhao was probably in a moment of excitement and didn't even pretend to criticize himself, which was a good thing.

After thinking about it for a while, Li Peifeng did not tap the keyboard, but connected to Zhao Qingge with [Xin Xin Xiang Yin], and sent his thoughts, emotions, and what he wanted to express to the past in this way. He planned to formally expose Yun Xin. The true face of the moon...

[Some people are born in Rome, some people are cattle and horses all their lives; some people get married and have children in their early twenties, some people have not found themselves in their thirties, and they are as confused as walking in a maze ; Some people struggle all their lives for a house and a car, while some people ride a bicycle and travel all over the world for home. 】

[The road to life is long, but the road to life is in a hurry. Everyone has their own role in this world. You can be whoever you want, as long as you don't regret it. Be it a general, a thief, a philosopher, or a tramp, they are all experiencing life in their own way of survival. 】

[You don’t need to think that I’m childish and dazed just because I like an older woman who is my mentor; besides, you may not be more mature and firm than me, otherwise why can’t you walk into the room and communicate with me face to face? Is it a sign of maturity to keep wearing a vest and mask while chatting with me? 】

[The so-called maturity is to achieve independent survival, have the ability of independent thinking and self-struggle, I think I have them, and I have no prejudice externally, no arrogance internally, and I am brave enough in my heart. 】

[This bravery is when I realize that I will lose before I have done something, but I still decide to do it, and I will do it to the end no matter what, whether it is success or failure, how many accidents and difficulties there are during the period, No matter how much hesitation and hesitation I have, it does not affect my willingness to pay an infinite degree of loneliness for this and to assume my due responsibilities, including taking responsibility for the people involved in this matter. I will be responsible...otherwise I will not I would think that everyone should have a red book. 】

[Return to the question of why I like you, or what I like you. I don’t know how to express it in words. I just feel uncomfortable and painful when I think of leaving you for a while. I don’t want to hug you all the time, touch you with my body, feel hot, fresh and trembling; look at your red face and hate it. Confused eyes, pretending to be calm and bored, I want to bully you...but I don't want to bully you, there is no way, as long as I see you, my self-will will sink uncontrollably. you. 】

[I know this is unethical, and I know what I did was wrong. No matter how I argue, I can’t cover up my selfish and shameless crime, but I really can’t live without you...]

This long speech was a lot and very long, but the interaction between the mind and the heart only happened in a moment. Zhao Qingge also received the strong and complicated emotions, so that she didn't know how to respond, so she just passed it on. I have the same complex and helpless emotions, as well as a little bit of panic about someone discovering something embarrassing...

[Who told you to tell the truth? ! 】

The next moment, there was a "click" and the bedroom door opened.

Li Peifeng's figure could be seen gradually approaching in the darkness. Zhao Qingge turned off his mobile phone, put it on the bedside, and said in a calm tone: "I'm going to bed, let's go out."

"Can you sleep?"

Li Peifeng joked: "Aren't you chatting with netizens? Why are you sleeping?"

As he spoke, he went straight to the big bed. Although the lights were off and the curtains were drawn, there was almost no light in the room, but under Li Peifeng's shining eyes, the dark bedroom was as bright as day, sitting on the bed Behind the scenes, he reached for Lao Zhao’s mobile phone...

"Let me be healthy~"

"What do you want to do? I won't give it!"

Zhao Qingge was very alert and tried to grab Li Peifeng, but his movements were half a beat too slow and he couldn't grab Li Peifeng. In the end, he was still taken away.

"Give me your phone!!"

Zhao Duoduo sat up in anger, and raised her hand to attack Li Peifeng's back.

Li Peifeng, who doesn't hurt or itch, also suffers, but there is still a password to turn on the phone...

"Use your fingers, Yun Xinyue, please hurry up, we're going to show up today, there's no need to pretend any longer!"

Li Peifeng grabbed Zhao Qingge's hand and pulled out his index finger to try to unlock the phone, but in order not to hurt the other party, he didn't use too much force and muttered.

"I let you pretend, how many times I want to expose you, this time I deliberately used TT to talk to me in the next door... Run now! Hurry up and show me!"

And this gave Zhao Qingge a chance to fight back. Seeing that his finger was about to light up the screen, he quickly hooked his index finger and was very nervous: "No, don't rush, I don't agree, return the phone to me!"

Li Peifeng haha: "Admitted it? Don't call yourself! You are her!"

"I'm not...I'm not Yunxinyuexing! Let go!!"

Even if Li Peifeng pointed out that he was Yun Xinyue, Zhao Qingge still wanted to save the last bit of face and refused to let him see the chat dialog box.

You know, the two of them chatted too much on the Internet, what kind of husband and wife are small things, and she even posted a series of black silk photos... This is no less than a public execution!

"I won't unlock it, bring the phone, hurry up, or I'll be really angry!!"

Zhao Qingge was very determined, and Li Peifeng didn't want to hurt the other party too much, so he simply let go of the phone and let the other party take it away, and then turned his head to look at Lao Zhao carefully.

Looking at the mobile phone is secondary, the real person is in front of you, it is more worthy of careful appreciation, waiting for the opportunity to play!

Although Zhao Qingge was lying on the bed just now as if she was going to sleep, she was still wearing a thin black silk pajamas, but after the fight just now, after the intense body movements, the pajamas had fallen off her shoulders, and the collar could not cover her The whiteness of the chest is faintly declining again...

"Pa~"

The desk lamp was on, and Zhao Qingge clicked it, and then she turned on the flashlight function of her mobile phone, and used it to shine directly into Li Peifeng's eyes, as if she wanted to drive the light away, but she forgot to lift her pajamas up.

"Get out, don't enter my room!"

At this moment, no matter what Lao Zhao said while maintaining his majesty, it didn't matter in Li Peifeng's eyes. He only had one target in his eyes, those two soft grasps.

What is scratching? It's just that as long as you see it, you subconsciously want to reach out and grab it!

Now Li Peifeng's eyes are very special, that is the gaze of a man across time and space, that kind of thinking about life and times, heavy and moving...

"you!"

When Zhao Qingge noticed the change in this scoundrel's eyes, he finally realized that there was something wrong with his pajamas, so he made a gesture to lift it up.

“┗|｀O′|┛Ouch~ It’s too late~”

A hungry tiger pounces on its food and falls directly, and catches it when it falls.

"Yun Xinyue Xing, Qing Ge, Duo Duo, sister... Daoer, wife, what do you like me to call you?"

"Relax, come down, don't touch me...ah~"

Zhao Qingge tried his best to resist and couldn't hide his haste, but under Li Peifeng's kiss, his body gradually softened.

Of course, the reason was not only because of the kiss, but also because Mr. Li made a promise that he would never push further, and also said something in his heart that could not be broadcast.

[Don’t worry, I’m just kissing, kissing here, kissing that… Anyway, I’m going to kiss you all over your body. Just struggle, the more I struggle, the more excited I get! 】

【You...you bully others! 】

Zhao Qingge was sad and angry. Although he did not resist, he pulled the quilt to cover his head, and Li Peifeng was also covered.

[This is not bullying, this is just the sinking of my own will! 】

The quilt ruffled.

The lights in the room flickered on and off.

The figure in the quilt seems to be hovering between life and death.

The earth continues to rotate and the universe continues to expand.

Human beings are anxious, but there is no need to set limits on themselves. Do what you want to do as soon as possible, and never miss out on romance.

After all, from ancient times to the present, the most indispensable thing in the long river of time is regret.

Li Peifeng is also a little regretful. Unfortunately, there are no live ammunition.

But... not far away!

He looked at the human form under the quilt and pursed his lips into a smile.

This has been the case since the beating ended. Zhao Qingge covered himself with a quilt and refused to see anyone.

"Is there any paper? I'll wipe my mouth."

The person under the quilt said nothing, but a bright hand stretched out from inside and pointed at the bedside table.

"I saw it."

Li Peifeng wiped it with paper, clenched it into a ball in his hand, then quietly lifted up a corner of the quilt, and whispered softly: "Zhao Duoduo, I love you."

"..."

There was only the sound of breathing, and then the person inside took away the corner of the quilt, and continued to cover it, leaving no gaps.

"A hug?"

"..."

Still no response, Li Peifeng leaned over and tried to put his hand into the quilt. Well, the resistance was quite serious.

You turned your back on me, weren’t you the one who was trembling all over and hugging my neck just now?

"Then I'm going back to my room."

After saying this, Li Peifeng didn't get up, his eyes were still staring at the quilt, two or three seconds passed, the corner of the quilt close to him undulated slightly, and stretched out a small hand again, scratched, touched, and touched Li Peifeng's hand , paused for half a second, and chose to clench his fingers...

"Then let's hug."

This time Li Peifeng got into the quilt logically.

"Pa~"

Zhao Qingge turned to turn off the desk lamp, and wanted to face him with his back, but when Li Peifeng actually hugged him, Zhao Qingge trembled all over, quickly turned around to face him, and said in a low voice, "When did you take off your pants?! Get out !!!”

It is impossible to go out, but it is also difficult to go further, and there is nothing like this.

Inevitably, Li Peifeng hugged Zhao Qingge, and both of them lost sleep. In order to divert attention, the former talked about the creation of new books and projects, expressing his heartfelt love.

Zhao Qingge replied occasionally, and gradually became drowsy. At 2:30 in the morning, he seemed to have completely fallen asleep.

"Goodnight...I love you."

Those three words were mumbled and quickly, like murmuring in sleep.

Li Peifeng stared at that face for a long time, and asked cautiously: "Then you agree to me marrying them..."

"disagree."

This quick answer is very clear.

Before Li Peifeng could react, Zhao Qingge opened his eyes, his eyes were clear and sleepless: "Get out!"

Li Peifeng rubbed his chin and sighed: "Turn your face and deny anyone... I will never use my mouth for you again. Let Man Ning ask Yueyue for this job. They like it very much..."

"Get out of here!!!"

(End of chapter)