I'm the villain's own mother

Chapter 298 New Year’s Eve

The backlash came to Mu Wanwan like a tide.

She was ups and downs in this pain, struggling in this pain.

Finally, with scars all over his body, he stood in the unknown time.

There are bright lights in front of you and the sound of firecrackers in your ears.

She seemed to have never experienced such a scene, not even in her dreams.

All the excitement had nothing to do with her, she was walking aimlessly on this street.

Someone bumped her shoulder lightly, and someone asked her in a low voice if she was okay. She couldn't react, she could only look around blankly, and then shook her head.

The pain in my body did not subside but became more severe than before.

Probably the heavy damage to the soul was brought into the dream.

She gritted her teeth and staggered out of the long street.

The noise in the city can still be vaguely heard outside the city.

After walking for a while, you will find a dense forest with deep snow.

She walked in it step by step.

Loneliness did not weaken her character, but the pain made her more irritable.

The sudden surge of murderous intent even startled her, and it was only then that she saw a deer standing in front of her.

It seemed to be a gift from God, allowing her to vent all the annoyance in her heart at this moment.

But when she saw the wet eyes of the deer in front of her, she suddenly woke up.

Even though it was just a deer, she couldn't do it.

The tearing emotions in her chest kept tormenting her.

She slowly stretched out her hand, and ghost cries condensed in her hands.

But even with such a big movement, the deer did not run away, but just looked at her steadily, and she suddenly laughed.

The ghost cry returned to heaven and earth at that moment, and there was nothing in her hands.

She sighed helplessly.

At this time, the deer slowly walked away. For a moment, the cold wind blew, and she felt that her face was cold. She stretched out her hand and took out an ice particle.

She seemed to have never cried since Feng Yuan's death. Now when she cried suddenly, she realized the powerlessness and helplessness in her heart.

The murderous intention in her heart slowly turned into sadness, and she realized that her helplessness was that she could never attack others.

Even if it was a tree next to her, she couldn't attack it.

Just because it is a life.

Perhaps she had experienced too much pain, and when she realized that such pain might appear on top of everything else.

——She couldn't help but wince.

Although they couldn't feel it, the moment she felt pain, life felt pain.

She sat weakly on the ground, leaning against the tree next to her, looking at the full moon hanging in the sky.

Cold, too cold.

He slowly stretched out his hand, and in a flash of thought, he formed a small short knife.

Intangible and colorless but real, when the real touch touched her wrist, she let out a long sigh of relief.

On top of the pain of soul tearing, this kind of behavior is tantamount to scratching an itch.

But she persisted in cutting into the fragments of her soul one by one.

No blood flowed out, but the raging murderous intent in his heart calmed down.

When she was about to strike again, the dagger in her hand was knocked down.

She raised her eyes in confusion and saw the person coming.

Very familiar.

It's not Feng Yuan's face, but it has a pair of eyes as tender as Feng Yuan's.

"What's your name?" she asked tiredly.

The man's face was handsome, as if he were an immortal.

His brows were slightly furrowed and his eyes were worried.

"Why are you like this every time I see you? What on earth have you been going through since I left?"

Mu Wanwan's face changed slightly. She looked at the person in front of her and suddenly had a guess.

Tears slipped from the corners of my eyes at some point and fell to the ground, melting a little bit of ice and snow.

She looked at the person opposite, with a sparkle in the corner of her eyes.

With eagerness, panic, hesitation, and trembling.

"indistinct?"

She whispered the word as if unsure.

The person on the opposite side didn't seem to hear her, and had already eagerly came to her and grabbed her hand.

"I originally remembered that I wanted to give you a surprise today on New Year's Eve and spend it with you. That's why I created this world.

I thought you would be in the city, watching the fireworks in the sky, walking down that long street with a smile on your face.

But I have been looking for you for so long, but you are nowhere to be found.

Following the footprints, I walked all the way and saw you sitting under the tree, slashing your wrists.

Even if it is a soul body, it will still leave traces. What's more, if it is injured by spiritual power, it will be an indelible mark on the soul body in the future.

Why hurt yourself?"

Mu Wanwan smiled, tears finally falling to the ground from the corners of her eyes.

"pain."

After Suihe heard this, he didn't care about anything else. He quickly checked her condition carefully and found two soul nails planted deep in her soul.

"What are these bastards doing? The pain of soul nails is unbearable even for immortals, let alone you are just a cultivator.

And your body is so seriously infected by evil spirits, yet they didn’t do anything?"

Mu Wanwan was so shocked that she couldn't say anything.

Suihe could only temporarily suspend his doubts and look at Mu Wanwan's painful expression.

I couldn't help but sigh softly.

"If I hadn't cared about the compassion in your heart, this world would have disappeared long before I was awake."

Mu Wanwan was in a trance. She moved uncontrollably closer to Sui He and heard him speaking, but felt that his voice was too soft and her hearing was blurry.

I could only ask him vaguely.

Suihe could only change his expression and speak solemnly.

"I said, you are obviously afraid of pain, but you are injured again and again.

The pain in your soul must be tormenting you every day. How do you endure it?

Didn't 4391 tell you when you first entered the world?

All damage done in the small world is irreversible to your body.

——Don’t you want to live like this now?”

Mu Wanwan listened with a smile on her lips.

He crawled into Suihe's arms again and found a comfortable place by himself.

Then he spoke weakly.

“I came here because I didn’t want to live.

I originally thought I had found the meaning of my life by coming here.

But he fell into an even darker abyss.

I reached out and grabbed a beam of light, but it went out.

And when he went out, I even closed my eyes. I can never forgive myself at that time.

But I still have to live strong, just because besides him, there are many people who need me to save.

Actually, thinking about it now, maybe in their opinion, it would be most appropriate for me to die with him at that time.

But I still couldn't let go. So I spent so many years pretending as if nothing had happened.

In the end, nothing could be saved, nothing could be changed, and I was even injured all over.

It was only now that I finally realized that if I was alone, I would not be able to accomplish anything."

Suihe stretched out his hand and gently stroked Mu Wanwan's head, just like Feng Yuan did at that time.

The familiar strength almost made Mu Wanwan cry.

While sleeping, Mu Wanwan used all her strength to say those words.

"I know it's you."

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