I'm the villain's own mother

Chapter 70 Long Years(20)

After all, she had wanted to refuse with such confidence for a long time.

But it has never been done.

It was like she had already shaken her head, but still hesitantly asked Jing Shen if he wanted her to participate.

Because she often asked this when she was in the empty world.

It's just that the object is his mother.

At that time, she was always thinking back and forth about one question: did she really want to do this?

But the answer I got was always - no.

So she slowly discovered that she was like a puppet on strings, being manipulated and lived for more than twenty years.

She also gradually realized that she had been coerced since she was a child. No one asked her if she was willing, and no one asked her if she was happy after doing it.

Just like she would always think about why she had to get first place in the exam when she was a child.

The answer I got was not that I would be happy, but that my mother would be happy.

If I think about it more carefully, maybe my mother is not really happy, but she has something to show off.

Why she feels this way is probably because after she gets other rankings besides first place, her mother will always ask her, "Then why are you not first? Why are others first?"

So she learned to blame herself first after taking an exam, no matter whether she did well or not.

Because then, she could hear her mother say, 'There will be another time.'

It seemed that just from these four words, she could draw endless warmth from them.

When she gets older, her purpose of getting first place is to get a subsidy of several hundred yuan per semester.

Her family lives on her subsidy. It sounds ridiculous, but it is true.

She took a semester off because of a leg injury. When she returned to school, she studied hard and got excellent grades.

Then she was isolated.

Every day when she was sitting in her seat after class, the monitor would always come over to say a few words.

"Hey! Are you studying again?"

"Oh, it may not be useful if you learn it."

"No wonder you got good grades. You're not even idle after class."

Later, she became even more silent.

But what he got in exchange was one sentence after another, even more uncomfortable cynicism.

At that time, she had no friends and no happiness.

It was only later that she found out that the monitor was targeting her so much just because the boy he liked said a few words to her.

When she was older, she discovered that no one likes people who are so silent that they become dead, so she learned to live with a mask called laughter.

No matter how sad you are, you will still smile.

Until, this mask can no longer be taken off.

Until she was completely counting down to death.

She even laughs at herself sometimes when she sees how she stir-fries vegetables.

She doesn't like it, but my mother does.

Her brother can refuse, but she cannot.

Rejection may seem easy to others, but when it happened to her, it was like a needle inserted into her throat.

She doesn't need others to condemn her for being so unhuman, because in her own heart, she has already scolded herself thousands of times.

"Wanwan?"

Mu Wanwan came to her senses, walked forward, and hugged Jing Shen's waist.

"Master, thank you."

Jing Shen followed her hair and sighed.

The wind was gentle and the sun was warm. Mu Wanwan felt them entering her heart through the gaps.

She felt her heart begin to beat for the first time in a long time.

After morning class three days later, as soon as Mu Wanwan returned to Wanyun Peak, she saw a tree planted outside her window.

"What is this?" she murmured while standing next to the tree.

The next second he saw the face of Master Cuiwu.

"This is what I said, the surprise your master gave you. This jacaranda is said to have been bought from Qingyin Pavilion by my senior sister on behalf of my senior brother."

Mu Wanwan was moved in her heart.

"It's not easy to grow this thing in a place like Taiyan Palace. Third senior sister even discussed planting methods with me. I have to say that this kind of flower is really similar to growing vegetables. If you can grow this tree well, your master

It’s also a great effort.”

In the end, Mu Wanwan sent the fifth uncle away with great emotion, and at the same time began to think about what gift she should give her master.

This is just a small episode before the Tongying Meeting.

On the day when the Tongying Meeting started, Mu Wanwan went there early to occupy a good spot under the shade of trees.

To be honest, this is not much different from the sports meeting in Kongjie.

She doesn't need to participate, so she will naturally be at ease.

But it’s easy to look at your own head while watching the excitement.

After all the participating senior brothers and sisters arrived, Mu Wanwan saw the peak masters of the other four peaks begin to deliver their speeches.

When it was her master's turn, Mu Wanwan watched her master throw two people out.

"I didn't expect that my disciples from Taiyan Palace would also be talkative behind others' backs. My disciple is kind-hearted and has never made things difficult for you. What did you think of her? She is said to be arrogant, and she won't treat others with Cheng Yan.

He saw it in his eyes; he said that she was unclean and had a close relationship with her senior brothers, and they didn't know what was going on behind the scenes; he also said that she was ruthless and repaid kindness with revenge. In order to get the immortal root, she used the method of changing her life to kill her savior.

.How dare you make it up!”

Mu Wanwan looked at her master's stern face and was about to step forward.

Suddenly he was grabbed by the corner of his clothes.

Mu Wanwan looked back and saw that it was Su Hu.

"Sister Wanwan, your place is so peaceful."

As soon as he finished speaking, Mu Wanwan saw Feng Yuan and Xiao Fengyu holding swords.

"Why are you here?"

Su Hu said: "Why can't we come? We didn't sign up."

Xiao Fengyu coughed: "I've reported it."

Su Hu waved his hand: "It's harmless, it's harmless." Then he turned to look at Mu Wanwan and said, "Where are we now? I just made pastries with my master, and I'm here now. It's really a bit late."

"I caught these two people spreading rumors on the way here. I have already asked them clearly. These two people are Bu Zhuanqian and Wu Kuisi from your peak, Huimu Zhenren. You can see how to deal with them!"

Su Hu sat down and patted his legs: "So wonderful? These two grandsons defrauded me of a lot of money."

Master Huimu's old face is no longer good-looking.

"What's going on?"

Feng Yuan spoke calmly.

"These two people spoke ill of me and spread rumors about me, and my master caught them."

After hearing this, Feng Yuan found a place to sit down and began to arrange his tea set.

While posing, he said: "I just gave two warnings two days ago."

Xiao Fengyu also sat over, looked at Jing Shen and said, "I also educated a few people at Aoyun Peak a few days ago."

When Su Hu heard this, he put down the pastry in his hand and said, "I'm afraid you'll laugh if I can't tell you. I did it two days ago." Su Hu smiled, touched his nose, and said sheepishly: "Two of them."

Mu Wanwan was helpless: "No wonder others say that my senior brothers and I are not clear about things, and that I am unclean."

Su Hu waved his hands repeatedly: "No, our good brother who died, just listen to what others say, don't really like me."

Mu Wanwan glanced at him helplessly and suddenly smiled.

Feng Yuan took a sip of tea and said calmly: "I just can't stand their behavior. Don't think too much about it."

Mu Wanwan could hear the teasing hidden in Feng Yuan's plain voice, and said angrily: "Don't join in the fun."

Xiao Fengyu was about to speak.

"Stop talking, I'm not interested."

Mu Wanwan stopped her words in time.

Xiao Fengyu looked helpless: "No, it's over there. The fourth uncle asked you to go over there."

Mu Wanwan came to her senses. At this moment, all the disciples on and off the field focused their attention on her.

What a big scene.

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