In Search of Love

Chapter 129

What will happen after the refusal of marriage?

If she was in her hometown, then the two families would never find a relationship with each other. If it is not handled well, there will be grievances, then it will be a matter of confession, and old and dead do not interact. In this world? Mi Xi did not know.

She only knows that she is very upset and has been unable to control her tears. Chen Ying took her into her arms. She didn't know what else she could say. She couldn't wait to show her heart to Chen Ying. She really loved him. She really wanted to marry him. But now, she really can't do it, she can't convince herself.

Chen Ying took her away and the pair behind him went in. Mi Xiyi leaned on Chen Ying’s arms and looked at the pair. The other party must think that they were inexplicable. They went in. Mi Xi thought so sadly that she had no chance.

Chen Ying brought Mi Xi back to the hotel. Mi Xi cried with pain in his eyes. He twisted a hot towel and applied her eyes. But he didn't say anything, even if the opening is just a "send to you", "Is it better?" simple greetings. Later, when Mi Xi calmed down and thought about this day, she thought that Chen Ying was also very upset and embarrassed, so she didn't know what to say to her.

The two men lived together for two days silently and then returned home.

When the plane took off, Chen Ying held her hand as usual, worried that the take-off action made Mi Xi panic. When the plane was flying smoothly in the sky, Mi Xi was sleeping and leaned his head on Chen Ying’s shoulder. He did not push her away, only the flight attendant took a blanket and covered her.

Mi Xi did not know what relationship she had with Chen Ying. She refused to marry him. Then their marriage contract was ruined? Should she be ignorant and ungrateful? Mi Xi thought, maybe she would regret it later when she recalled the past, but she thought that if she married him like this, she might regret it and regret why she refused.

In short, the left and right are regrets, she is very sad.

After getting off the plane, Chen’s low-key one sent only one driver to pick up. Chen Ying and Mi Xi silently got on the car. Mi Xi thought again, maybe she didn't have to regret it. If she was Chen Ying's wife at this moment, she would have to look at the six roads and listen to the fact that she was afraid that others would see that she was photographed together with Chen Ying. It is not to do it. She said to herself, she should not regret it, but she is still sad, very sad.

What is the relationship now? This question, Mi Xi always dare not ask. Chen Ying did not say either. Just when he got home, he held her and suddenly said, "Don't go to my heart, Mi Xi."

Don't go to the heart? how is this possible. She turned to look at Chen Ying, and Chen Ying turned her head to look at her and smiled at her. Mi Xi didn't know if she was sensitive. In short, she felt that this smile was different from the past. Of course it will be different. She refused to marry. This is a big thing. She can’t have happened this thing. Of course, he can’t do it.

The Chen family house is here. Chen Ying and Mi Xi silently entered the house, Chen Yuanqing is not at home, Song Lin is waiting for them in the living room. Mi Xi thought that her grandmother must know what happened, so she did not say anything, just reached out and hugged her. Mi Xi was hot and wanted to cry, but she didn't dare. She didn't face her face. Everyone is so good to her, really, she is guilty of it. She buried her face in the arms of Song Lin, in the scene she said to Chen Ying in the United States, "I'm sorry, I can't marry you."

No one blames her, no one asks her, everyone is so good to her. Why, but what is the result?

Chen Ying looked at Mi Xi and hugged Song Lin. He was so distressed that he could not add. He has been in a mess for a few days. He thinks that he knows the mood of Mi Xi who left him with a scarf and left silently. He wants to surprise the loved one, thinking that it is the best and most intimate and most touching gift. As a result, the problem is increasing. He is distressed. He can imagine how much pressure this is for Mi Xi, but he still can't fully understand it. He called Wu Hao. He asked him if he was a woman. This man did something for her. She would not like to marry. Wu Hao said that he was willing, first tied to the other, anyway, no harm, and such a chip in hand, not afraid of men running. This is the idea of ​​a normal person, but Mi Xi does not think so.

She refused him. Chen Ying felt that he was abandoned. He felt wronged, but he also remembered the mood of Mi Xi, who was afraid of her grievances. He doesn't even come out with two of them who are more wronged.

Mi Xi returned to the room. She sat in front of the tablet of her sister-in-law and sat quietly for a long time. Full of heart, no way to tell. Just do it, can't go back.

Ten miles of red makeup, eight lifted the sedan, it is impossible to have it again. Didn't she know it long ago? I have known it in my life, what does she ask for in this life? Oh, yes, just marry, people really can't be greedy. Greedy, but when you are married, you are not willing to marry.

After this, Chen Ying went to work as usual, and Mi Xi stayed at home because of the vacation. She became quiet and didn't dare to stick to Chen Ying. She deliberately got up late in the morning, avoiding Chen Ying's working hours. In the evening, she went back to the room early to go to bed early. And Chen Ying, who came back early, was late. Mi Xi thought maybe he was not avoiding her, maybe he was just busy with work. But she also felt that this is just to comfort herself.

Mi Xi was really bored that day, she gave a trick. To say that the door is actually only turned around, I dare not go far. Then she saw the 2238 of the old man.

This time, Mi Xi was not excited and shouted like before. She felt that she was married to Mr. Yue. The old man 2238 is still the same, he laughed at her and waved at her. The two found a bench and sat down.

Mi Xi lowered his head and didn't talk. The 2238 said: "I know what happened, you didn't make a mistake, Mi Xi, you just obey the will of your heart."

"Why do we obviously want to be good to each other, obviously love each other, but there will be such a result?" Mi Xi asked him, waiting for him to answer, and answered himself: "I still blame me if I say, if I promised, Nothing is gone."

"Is it?" No. 2238 smiled. "Then maybe you will meet me now and ask me other questions. For example, why do we fall in love and get married, but I am still sad?"

Mi Xi looked at the old man, thought about it, nodded, and then asked him: "Why?"

"Because happiness is precious, it is hard to find. It is hard to ask, it is never alone. People who have not tasted bitterness will not know the sweetness. There is no loneliness, pain, embarrassment, sadness, etc. When accompanied, happiness does not occur. However, loneliness, pain, embarrassment, sadness, etc. are too stealing. Many people only see them, but they ignore the existence of happiness." The old man 2238 was paused, against rice. Xi smiled: "What do you value, what will become heavier."

Mi Xi opened his mouth and closed it. I don’t think I can say anything.

"You don't have to blame yourself, Mi Xi. You don't have to think about what it would be like if you did it. If you don't, if you have passed, you will have passed, and you will follow your inner choice and go on."

"But I still don't want to be reconciled. I feel sorry for Chen Ying, but I really married like that, and I feel sorry for my parents and myself. I am not very troublesome, greedy, and emotional, not reasonable."

"You are just an ordinary girl. It is normal to have such an idea. Chen Ying is just an ordinary man. It is normal to have such an idea. It is not right or wrong, but you have different concerns. Stand up."

"Actually, I should be content with it. Chen Ying is very good to me. Grandparents are very good to me. There are so many friends who are very good to me." Mi Xi twisted his fingers. "It is my problem. I can't accept it."

"Don't accept it if you can't accept it."

“Is it ok?” Mi Xi sought support.

"You have already done this, aren't you?"

Mi Xi does not speak, yes, she has already done so. "I'm sorry." It seems that she can only say this.

Both of them were quiet for a while, then Mi Xi asked: "Mr. Lao, what should I do?"

"What do you want to do?"

"I don't know what I want."

"I will think of it. Mi Xi, you will know what you have to do."

"I, I can't be with Chen Ying." Mi Xi was saddened to think of this. Luna 2238 just smiled, didn't talk, didn't refute her and didn't agree with her. Mi Xi looked at his expression and secretly blamed himself for making a mistake. He said that what he did not listen to was not that she hoped that the old man said "No, you still have a chance"?

But the old man did not say anything. Mi Xi’s heart sank.

"If, if we are destined to be a tragedy..." Mi Xi wanted to ask what she would be after three years, but she was interrupted if she had not finished speaking.

"Mi Xi, do you know why we become old?"

"You are gods."

"Of course not." No. 2238 smiled. "We have a numbered old man. They used to be negative people and lived up to those who love us. We are old and are punished. We are fined 100 cases." Help one hundred lovers to become a genus, we must recognize the value of the truth, learn how to love, so that we can end the punishment and return to the person who loves us. Some old people can complete the test, some can not. If the old If the job is unqualified, then there is no chance of being punished."

Mixi was shocked: "How many pieces did the old gentleman finish?"

"Well, there are a lot of originals, but in the previous case, I violated the rules of the old man. I was deducted by half of the scores, so I have to work hard again."

Mi Xi is very sympathetic and deducts half of it.

"But I don't regret it. I obey the inner will, just like you, Mi Xi. From the common sense, I am a tragic figure, I have lived up to my lover, I am punished, I don't know what will happen in the future. I don't know where the person who loves me is. I don't even remember who she is. What have we experienced? I can remember that I failed her, so I lost. Maybe I am lucky to be able to come back to her, maybe not. Is this a tragedy?"

Mi Xi did not dare to nod. Yue Lao smiled and looked at Mi Xidao: "But, Mi Xi, I helped a lot of people. I watched them **** with a red line, or with the help of me, I found someone on the other side of the red line. Happy life. Mi Xi, even if it is a tragedy, there should be a warm and up-and-coming story, which will not kill you and me once again."

Mi Xixi returned to the house in a chaotic manner, and sat in front of the cards of her parents and sisters. I don't know how long I have been sitting. Suddenly I remember that I forgot to ask her red line and hope. But forget it, she and Chen Ying are like this, she does not care about the red line. If she is not tied to Chen Ying, she has nothing to do with the attachment of others.

Mi Xi suddenly jumped up and took Cheng Jiangjun’s long gun and sent her to the yard.

She stood quietly for a while, thinking about her voice and smile, and then began to take off her gun.

One after the other, the rifle flutters and screams, this set of guns is to teach her personally, she dances to be familiar. Mi Xi closed her eyes and felt that the strength of her body was in the gun. The gun brought the wind and the wind rang in her ear. She danced the rifle hard and the blood heated up.

She remembered that day, the officers and men suddenly flooded into the house, and they were not at home. The father-in-law of the imperial court said that they were treason, and the emperor decided to copy the meters. What did she did at that time? She remembered that she was shocked and turned her head to see her mother, and her expression, she could not describe it, was not terrified, but more grief. Later, she thought, the moment when she heard the imperial edict, she thought that it might be no longer alive.

She remembered that she didn't have time to accumulate more fears, because after the sacred remarks were finished, the officers and men came up to take them. The servants of the servants were not daring to move, and the mother did not say that she turned and went to the backyard. So everyone moved, and everyone came forward to block the officers and soldiers and let the mother and her run away. Mi Xi remembered that she didn't think about anything. She followed her mother. She knew what her mother was going to do. She went to find her younger sibling.

All the way, there were officers and men chasing and drinking, and Mi Xi’s mind was empty, only to protect her mother. When I arrived at the backyard, I saw a mess in this place. The little servants rushed to escape, and the mother rushed into the house to hug two children. That is Mi Xi’s younger sibling, a nine-year-old, an eleven, and what’s going on in the blink of an eye is scared.

"You can't live, Xier, take your brother and sister to escape."

Mi Xi remembered that her brain was ringing at that time. She knew that her mother was right and couldn’t live. She also knows that her mother is in a mess, can't live, and where can I escape?

People always do things that they know what they can't do. In other words, people always refuse to give up. However, the officers and men have already been killed. If they encounter resistance, they will be killed on the spot. If you don't resist, you will also end up in jail. Mi Xi looked at her mother and took her brother and sister to run outside. She also called her: "Xie, go, take your brother and sister away."

What about the mother? Mi Xi has no time to ask more questions. A long gun has been stabbed toward her mother's chest. Several people screamed and screamed around, with **** smell. Mi Xi didn't want anything. She shot like a wind. She grasped the long gun's head and flipped it. She shot the soldier with the gun. A big knife was cut over to Mi Xi. She shook a long gun and the gun shot to the person who slashed the knife. She was drawing in his head. The man screamed and fell to the ground.

Mi Xi stopped, waved a long gun, and stabbed his head behind him, stabbing a soldier who was attacking his brother. Blood was sprayed on her body. She smelled the **** smell. She was a little sick, but she couldn't be afraid, she couldn't be timid, she couldn't stop.

She slashed the two officers and men who attacked, and shouted to the mother behind her: "Mother, let's go with your brother and sister." Can't live, run away!

Knowing that it is impossible, but it must be done.

When will you give up hope? dead!

"Xie Er!" She heard the mother yelling, and the voice contained too much feelings and hesitation, but she did not look back. She waved a long gun, this is the weapon she made the most, she blocked the next one, and then blocked the next one. Her arm was cut a knife, she did not cry, she stabbed a person, and then stabbed a person, full of red, full of blood.

"Hee!"

"Come on!" She can only respond to the mother's sentence. Although she has already seen that she can't walk, their mother and son have been surrounded by the group. She was in front of her mother and younger siblings, guarding them back and retreating to the corner of the yard.

There is no more way.

Mi Xi did not go to the battlefield. My father took her to see it once and let her know what it was called, and she was scared to cry. My father told her that she is her daughter's house, and that martial arts is not the right way. It is even more impossible to be a military commander. There is no need for a military commander who will cry on the battlefield.

Mi Xi remembered his father and thought that his father didn't know where he was at this time, and he was still alive. She looked up and straightened, straight | quite | standing in front of the group of officers and men who wanted to kill their meters. She has not been on the battlefield, but this is the battlefield, the real battlefield.

Blood, pain, fear, death!

She didn't cry!

She has injuries and pains. She has blood on her body, and she has others. There are many bodies around her, there are rice family members, and there are officers and men. She didn't cry!

Mi Xi stood up straight and held a long gun. The officers and men surrounded them four seriously. How many of them are there, more than ten?

Mi Xi put the gun in his hand and put on a battle frame. She does not cry! Her heart beats so badly, but she doesn't cry!

"Hey, Miss Mi Jia?" There was a leader in the officers and men who spoke. "Let the weapon down and leave you a whole body."

Mi Xi’s long shot and a cold eye swept them: “I said that Mi Jiajun only died in battle and did not surrender to death.” She is not afraid of death, but she will never let go of her weapon even if she dies, even if she dies. To protect her family.

She doesn't cry, she never sheds tears!

The leading officers and men sneered, then looked at them and shouted: "Give me a kill!"

Many people screamed at the sword with a knife and rushed over to Mi Xi, and Mi Xi also sang loudly, and shook his long gun and greeted him. To move her family, she stepped on her body. Mi Jiajun is not afraid of death! Wrong, I said that she was too courageous to say that she was just a daughter and could not be a military commander.

She can also be brave like a military commander. She can also be as brave as a military commander. She can also be like a military commander.

Wrong, but she did not have the opportunity to talk to him in person.

Mi Xi thoughts tossing, a set of guns has been danced, she is sweating, the blood on her body is very hot. She stopped and held the gun straight in the middle of the yard. The sun is very good and it is quite comfortable. Mi Xi stared at the sun for a while, she blinked, she remembered the battle, remembered how many injuries she had been cut, remember how much pain, remember the screams of the mother and sister being killed, remember her I still have to hold the pistol in the pool of blood.

She remembers. She does not regret, she does not regret to die with her family. The Mi family is gone, but the guards are loyal, the mother protects the child, and she is brave. She obeyed her inner will, and she tried to protect her family until the last moment. She did not lose her face.

Even the tragedy has a warm and uplifting side.

Mi Xi held the gun tightly and closed her eyes and took a long breath. She does not regret, she should not regret, even if it is to the world, but she is the daughter of General Mi, she can not sneak | touch married, she does not want, she must be upright, head up standing in front of people. She is willing to do everything for Chen Ying, and even willing to sacrifice his life for him, but she can't marry him like this.

She does not regret it.

Mi Xi took the gun and ran back upstairs briskly. Her big aunt didn't come, it doesn't matter, her red line can't be tied up, it doesn't matter, she can't marry someone, it doesn't matter. She has to be good and work hard. Even if this world is still a tragedy, she must be positive.

Mi Xi called Chen Ying. Chen Ying was in a meeting, but when he saw Mi Xi’s phone call, he immediately stopped and ran to the conference room to pick up the phone. She actually called him, and Chen Ying’s heart pounded.

"Mi Xi?" When the phone was connected, he realized how nervous and careful he was and couldn't tell the excitement.

"Chen Ying, are you busy?"

"No, not busy." The room in the conference room can wait.

"Is it convenient to talk to me?"

"Of course." I want to say anything. He didn't dare to provoke her in the past few days, for fear of seeing her sad face. But he can't satisfy her request. He can't announce that he wants to marry a girl who has just turned 18. He can't play Song Lin and his face like this. It's impossible to ignore the interests of the field. But he can't let her go, and he doesn't want to let her go. He can't sleep well these days, and he can only use his business to divert attention.

"What do you want to tell me?" Chen Ying asked, full of expectations.

"I want to ask, when will the money for the tea advertisement be paid to me?" She wants to take the money and continue to learn cooking during the holidays.

"..." Chen Ying's heart will be broken. The truth of the most poisonous woman is also established for the 18-year-old girl. He is so sad, she is thinking about collecting money. He didn't want to ask even if she was anxious to ask for money.

"Well, I will go back and ask the finances."

"Okay. You can help me."

"Yeah." Chen Ying was so painful that the cold water poured into the head was poured.

"And, do you have time to come back for dinner in the evening?"

Chen Ying hesitated for a moment. He wants to say with joy and joy that "what" she would say?

"Is there no time?" Mi Xi's tone sounded very sorry.

"Yes, some, I go back to dinner." Whatever she said, he just wants to go back to dinner.

"Okay, then I will do what you like at night."

Hey, what happened? Chen Ying can't believe it.

"and also."

Actually?

"Look, can you help me with some work, and I have time for the holidays now."

"..." Mi Xi, don't be like this, give a good time, can I go back and let you punch a few punches? Are you going to cry or do you want to do it now? Can Chen Ying fart dare to say, only one promised her: "Okay, I ask to see." If he changed before he would be unhappy, but now he actually did not dare, what Mixi wants to do, He asked her what to do.

After hang up the phone, Chen Ying still has some reaction, but what is going on? He is the one who is rejected, okay? It is reasonable to think that he is the wronged person who has been ruined by his mind? What is wrong? What is his strength? 2k novel reading network