Incurable Pain

At the cinema that day, the two of them almost broke up unhappily.

Bai Xunyin returned the exercise book to Yu Luoyin, and did not go to the library during the remaining summer vacation of less than half a month. The snail stayed at home, expressing his attitude silently but vividly.

She didn't know what Yu Luoyin was thinking, but she had no intention of playing those ambiguous games with him.

‘You are students, so you should do what students should do. ’—This old-fashioned argument sounds ordinary and trivial, but it is telling the truth.

Bai Xunyin deliberately made herself forget the days when she spent time with Yu Luoyin. She had enough to pay back the favor.

It's just that I think it is clear intellectually, it is inevitable that I can't help myself emotionally when I'm empty.

Even Amo can see that she seems to be in a low mood recently.

"Yinyin, school will start in two days, don't you really want to go out to play?" Amo came to Bai Xunyin's house to find her, playing idly with the pendant on her desk, and asked inexplicably: "Why have you been doing this lately? Stay at home? It feels like a bad mood."

Is it? Bai Xunyin's long eyelashes trembled slightly, and his eyes fell silent.

She held the pen with her slender fingers, and the nib stayed on the white paper for a while, not knowing what to write.

Amo didn't understand, he actually didn't dare to go out.

As soon as he left the house, Bai Xunyin would see the bus stop at the gate of the community, thinking of the time when she was sitting on the bus to find Yu Luoyin in the previous days.

She always remembered those warm afternoons in the library, the tables and stools between the rosin wood lattices, when they were doing questions together and communicating on WeChat.

Lin Lan rarely rains this summer, and every day is dry and warm.

It's a pity that the WeChat chat box that she and Yu Luoyin used to discuss the topic is now only a week ago.

It was the last message that Yu Luoyin sent her. The alienated and lazy people seemed to have a somewhat restrained sullen tone: [Bai Xunyin, what are you doing while avoiding me? ]

She didn't reply, this message has been lying here like old sawdust.

Bai Xunyin didn't know how she should respond, because she didn't have a clear conscience—she knew that she was indeed hiding from Yu Luoyin deliberately.

Because of his ambiguous words, Ruo-Ruo-li's actions, and because of himself... Bai Xunyin was afraid that he would be ‘tempted’.

Yu Luoyin is the dream of all the girls in the school, just like the forbidden fruit in the Garden of Eden, she longs for but dare not pick it.

Thoughts drifting away, Bai Xunyin never answered Amo's question. Fortunately, Amo was a girl with a big smile, and she started talking about other things.

It's just that the question is still piercing: "By the way, Yinyin, you said before that you met a very special person, who was it?".

Amo really doesn't open which pot or mention which pot.

Bai Xunyin frowned, and simply blocked his ears childishly.

If you don't listen or listen, the eighth man recites the scriptures.

From the beginning of remembering to go to school, Bai Xunyin, like other children, has a feeling of rejection of going to school after the vacation.

Even if she later received some bullying in Third Middle School, she never had the idea of ​​‘do not want to go to school’.

—This is the first time.

After the summer vacation, it was the first time that Bai Xunyin didn't want to go to school. She was a little scared that she would see Yu Luoyin at school.

Inexplicably guilty.

So I wore clothes and ate breakfast without consciously ditching, and finally Amo went downstairs to pull his neck and shout, and Bai Xunyin went downstairs at Ji Huiying's somewhat surprised urging.

"Hurry up! Why are you so slow today?" Amo hurriedly took her to take the bus, whispering and complaining: "Usually you are urging me, how can I change it to me urging you today!" "

Fortunately, there is Amo, who twitters, somewhat eased her anxiety a little.

Bai Xunyin feels strange to herself—she hasn't done anything wrong, but she always feels up and down.

"That's right, Yinyin." After getting out of the car and heading to the campus for a short time, Amo murmured again, "Bombshell", and whispered with Bai Xunyin: "I heard that we may have to be divided into classes in the third year of high school. Hey."

Amo seems to have a seven-aunt and eight-aunt who can't beat her at work in the third middle school, and can get some ‘inside information’.

Bai Xunyin was taken aback, looked over in a little surprise, his eyes seemed to be asking: true or false.

"It is said to be true." Amo pretended to be mysterious, shaking his head and shaking his head: "It seems to be the one who is going to get two top classes and sprint to TOP10 universities...Oh, you know."

Many schools provide cutting-edge elite classes in the third year of high school.

It's just that I haven't heard of the wind before Third Middle School, so do you actually want to divide it?

Bai Xunyin frowned and thought, but he also felt that it didn't matter. It was even good to think about it-if she was divided into classes, she wouldn't have to continue with Sheng Chu in the same class.

It's just that if it's a top class... will it be shared with Yu Luoyin?

Unconsciously, he would think about this level, Bai Xunyin bit his lip a little tangledly, and after a long while, he felt that he was eating radish and worrying about it.

It's just a piece of gossip from an unknown source, she actually has so much divergent thinking.

But sometimes the truth of what you think is really evil. Bai Xunyin thought of the three words "Yu Luoyin" uncontrollably, and I heard Amo's somewhat surprised voice—

"Ah, were you the guy in the playground last time? What a coincidence!"

Bai Xunyin was taken aback, and looked up suddenly, and saw Yu Luoyin and Li Yuan standing in front of the school with the armband inspected by Zhou Ji on the sleeves of his school uniform.

Apparently it was sent this week to check the student's appearance and student ID.

In the morning, the sun was shining bright, Lin Lan sprinkled on the young man through the mottled leaves, as if covered with a thin layer of light.

Yu Luoyin’s dark hair is a bit shorter than before, but his bangs are still shattered on the ivory forehead. His black eyes are not bottomless, and when he swept over with expressionless face, Bai Xunyin only felt that breathing was a little difficult. .

But he only said three words, and his voice was soft and faint: "Student ID."

Bai Xunyin returned to his senses, and hurriedly lowered his head to bring his schoolbag in front of him, and looked down for his student ID, unconsciously a little frantic.

I saw Yu Luoyin again after half a month, but it was a bit abrupt, and Bai Xunyu was not nervous.

Where did she know that the standing boy cast his eyes down and ‘inspected’ the inside of the Bai Xunyin schoolbag—books, water cups, nothing extra. Simple and clean, just like her.

It was easy to find the student ID hidden in the mezzanine, and Bai Xunyin quickly handed it to him.

Yu Luoyin glanced, but frowned: "The cover is broken?"

Ok? Bai Xunyin was startled. This student ID was indeed because she accidentally broke a small corner before, but...

"If it is broken, it will be unqualified and confiscated." Yu Luoyin took out the student ID from the girl's white fingertips, and said dignifiedly, "taking it for himself", and by the way find the fault: "Wait for me to get a new one for you."

…

Li Yuan stood quietly and watched him pretend to be a wolf with a big tail. He smiled and said nothing.

"Okay." Yu Luoyin glanced up and down the school uniform on the bewildered girl again, and nodded ‘extremely compassionate’: "Go in."

Bai Xunyin's face couldn't hold back a little hot, and he hurriedly left without looking back.

Perhaps Yu Luoyin’s gaze was too aggressive. It was clear that she was checking her school uniforms for regularity, but she squinted...

Bai Xunyin always felt that those sharp eyes seemed to be able to unzip his school uniform for prying eyes.

Even Amo felt that there was something wrong with the aura between them. He entered the door of the campus and asked enthusiastically: "Yinyin, that student just now was the one we met in the playground last time, right? He gave us five hundred dollars back!"

"Fuck, really handsome, Yinyin, why did he just confiscated your student ID? Was it interesting to you?"

…

For high school students, the most ambiguous words are ‘is he interested in you’.

When I heard it, I couldn't help but make people think about it, not to mention that the person was still Yu Luoyin.

With hot ears, Bai Xunyin turned around unbearably and covered Amo's mouth.

The world is finally quiet.

"Brother Yu, it's not that I said you, you really don't chase girls like you, you are unpleasant!"

At the end of the morning session, Yu Luoyin and Li Yuan took off their armbands on their way back to the class. The latter couldn’t help but teach Yu Luoyin: "You said you, why did you confiscate the girl’s student ID? It’s really boring. , Bai Xunyin's girl is so protective..."

Yu Luoyin looked at it with a glance, and Li Yuan felt frozen for a while before he closed his mouth with an embarrassment.

how? Did he make a mistake to say that Bai Xun Yin has a desire for protection?

"Brother Yu, you specially applied for the new follower with the class teacher this morning, just for the little mute, right?" Li Yuan scratched his head in wonder, "Then why didn't you tell her?"

On the contrary, they were fierce, saying that women's hearts were needles in the sea, and Li Yuan felt that their Yu brother's thoughts were really incomprehensible.

Yu Luoyin ignored him, just looked down and took out the student ID that had just been ‘confiscated’ for personal gains from his school uniform pocket.

Open it, and the one-inch picture of Bai Xunyin is glued to it.

The photos on the student ID were taken when she first entered school. At that time, Bai Xunyin was only fifteen or sixteen years old. She was a bit more immature than now. She was wearing a school uniform that was a size larger and her loose collar was broken. Yes, the girl's long neck is unobstructed.

A slapped face with ponytails, white and small, delicate and delicate.

The roughest background and photographing technology do not show the stunning beauty of Fendai at all.

Bai Xunyin's eyes are very good, big and not stunned, the lines are soft and delicate, the corners of the eyes are like a peach blossom-like charm, but the eyes are pure and innocent.

When taking pictures, there was a weird sense of vulnerability in her eyes, like a thin layer of mist.

Yu Luoyin looked at it for a while, then took out the phone and took this one-inch photo.

At that time, he was only on a whim, and he didn't know that for many years to come, he would be awake at night looking at such a light one-inch photo.