Incurable Pain

*Only a dog remembers whether to eat or not. I will never be worse than a dog.

On the first day of school after the New Year’s ‘long holiday’, most of the students are sleepy and lazy.

When studying in the morning, Amo was lying on the table sleeping with saliva, Zhou Xin wrote the exercise book along with him, and the eyes behind the rimless lenses were also a little sleepy.

The rest of the students either slept before the teacher came, like Amo, or they yawned for a long time and were struggling to fight with their upper and lower eyelids.

School starts on the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, and most people are still ‘singing to the wine as a song and the moon geometry’ on the fifth day of the Lunar New Year. They gather happily with relatives and friends, and even play all night... Suddenly go to school, the gap is sharp and exciting.

There are many forms of sentient beings, and Bai Xunyin is the exception.

She ‘parted hands’ in the last few minutes of the fifth day of the Lunar New Year. She came to school this morning but nothing happened. The middle-aged girl had a straight back, and she was engrossed in her back English words.

Until the silent atmosphere was broken by a ‘bang’ from the door.

The first class is physics. Physics teacher Li Zhonghai is called "Sanmao". A middle-aged man who is good at calculation has a shiny head and a slippery slice of "Mediterranean Sea". It is only three strands of the forehead, so he loves to call it Sanmao.

Li Sanmao has a straight face all the year round, with icy scum on his eyebrows. He slammed the door and walked to the podium and swept around. His sparse eyebrows frowned and asked: "What time is this? Have the students in your class arrived? The last one? Isn't the student in the third seat in the row Yu Luoyin? Huh? Why hasn't he come yet?!"

Speaking of the end, his voice was already uncontrollable and a little angry-as everyone knows, what Li Sanmao hates most is that students are late.

Especially Yu Luoyin... the students around were a little surprised.

Because Yu Luoyin, as an impeccable ‘outstanding student representative’, couldn’t find faults in every aspect, including the aspect that he was never late for school.

It is rare that I came here half an hour late and missed the entire morning study.

Li Sanmao frowned, and the pointer struck the blackboard vigorously: "Does anyone know what happened to Yu Luoyin? Your monitor is late for taking the lead?!"

Oh, yes, Yu Luoyin is still the monitor.

There was a dead silence in the class, and no one dared to reply.

Like Li Zhonghai who happened to respond to the anger, there was a regular knock on the door, and the thin figure of the boy appeared by the door. Yu Luoyin only wore a school uniform, wrapped in a cold chill, and his voice was low and clear: "Sorry teacher, I'm late."

His voice was loud, and when he fell, Amo, who had just been woken up by Li Zhonghai, awakened with a sharp sound.

She later realized that when she remembered what had happened, she couldn't help staring at Yu Luoyin fiercely in her big eyes, and the roots of her hate teeth were itchy.

Those **** remarks a few days ago, recalled that they were still vivid in the heart and tears of blood. As an outsider, Amo was alive and angry for several days. During the New Year, she could not go out, so she kept sending messages to comfort Bai Xun. Yin, now that I see Yu Luoyin, I can't help but get up.

However, the parties were indifferent.

Bai Xunyin was like a okay person. When Yu Luoyin was criticized and educated by Li Zhonghai, he only lowered his head and wrote quietly. During Li Zhonghai's recent whole process, he only had one movement—that is, taking out the physics book.

She didn't even give Yu Luoyin a look, so Amo who could not help but quietly patted her next to her was relieved and a little worried.

Morning after holiday

The first class kicked off when Yu Luoyin, a three-good student, was criticized by the teacher.

After a meal of divine enlightenment, Yu Luoyin walked back to his seat with his forehead ‘Attention Ceremony’, walking fast.

When passing by Bai Xunyin, the broken hair on the girl's forehead was slightly picked up by the wind he brought up when he walked by, and a delicate little mole on the white earlobe was particularly conspicuous.

There was no expression on the little girl's face, as if all she was passing by was air.

Yu Luoyin's neat jaw line couldn't help tightening, and he sat down behind her with a little force.

Staring at the girl's thin and straight spine, his dark eyes were dull, almost condensed with a faintly floating ‘hostility’.

Last night during the night shift, when thousands of fireworks were in full bloom in the dark night sky, he was given a unilateral ‘breakup notice’, and the reason was ambiguous.

In addition, there is a bracelet—the bracelet he sent out, which was taken off from his intact wrist and returned.

When he stood without answering, Bai Xunyin simply threw it on the ground and turned and left.

Yu Luoyin’s pride made it impossible for him to open his mouth and even believe it, but the text sent by Bai Xunyin would not deceive—

The first sentence: I don't like you anymore when the firework stick burns out.

The second sentence: Let's break up.

After a few days of inexplicable "Cold War", there was an abrupt declaration of breaking up. After Bai Xunyin finished speaking, he threw away the burnt-out firework stick in his hand and left without staying for a second.

The girl's slender figure was absolutely and arrogant.

This inexplicable "being broken up" made Yu Luoyin unconsciously crush all the fireworks sticks that had not been lit in his hand, and his face looked like ice.

Then he lost a rare insomnia.

Until late at night, Yu Luoyin couldn't help but send a message to ask her why, but what she got was a red exclamation mark prefixed by WeChat.

Very good, Bai Xunyin quickly deleted him.

Yu Luoyin sneered again and again, and his mind turned quickly—people can't change suddenly for no reason. Something must have happened to cause Bai Xunyin's attitude toward him to change 180 degrees, but what is it?

Obviously it was fine before the holiday, the holiday...

What happened these few days during the holiday?

This doubt made Yu Luoyin's unconscious thoughts drift away.

When a class was not as good as the end, he stared at the girl's back enough, and fiddled with Bai Xunyin's ponytail with a pen.

It is like a breeze across the water, unable to cause the slightest wave of waves.

Yu Luoyin's dark eyes sank, and he couldn't help but laughed at himself-maybe the nature of human beings is cheap. No girl had ignored him before, and now he feels fresh when he meets one.

From the beginning, it was because Bai Xunyin'ignore him' that Yu Luoyin became interested in her. I thought that after getting along for a while, after enjoying the girl's cute sweetness, he would get bored. I didn't expect...

Unexpectedly, now that the girl has returned to the appearance of "ignoring people", he still feels eager to try.

Isn't that what is wrong? Yu Luoyin thought he was ridiculous.

Maintaining the unpleasant mental state of being ‘bad’ until the physical education class, Yu Luoyin survived all mornings of torment and hesitated during lunch, and finally couldn’t help but walk towards Bai Xunyin—

As a result, as soon as he moved his feet, he saw Amo happily pulling Bai Xunyin and wondering where he was going.

Yu Luoyin couldn't help but frowned, his black eyes flashed with displeasure.

If his eyes stayed on Bai Xunyin for a long time, he saw Ning Shumo running around with Bai Xunyin several times.

She would follow her even when she went to the toilet, like a Siamese baby.

Let Yu Luoyin completely lose sight of the ‘possible opportunity’.

Fortunately, there is a physical education class today-the physical education class in the third middle school is not basically replaced by other subjects like other senior third years. It is almost never empty, and the students are basically urged to attend by the teacher.

Physical education is a class for students to relax. Few teachers actually come to teach this and that. Yu Luoyin originally wanted to take this opportunity to find Bai Xunyin to have a good "talk", but who would like to Ning Shumo again. .....

Yu Luoyin's jaw line was stretched, watching Ning Shumo pulling Bai Xunyin and wondering where to go, finally couldn't bear it, and raised his heel.

"Yinyin, let me tell you! Mu Anping's school is really good for ten days off! Alas, the same high school senior has different destinies!" Amo pulled Bai Xunyin towards the school gate, sighing with emotion while muttering: "He actually It's really interesting to come back to see us at this time."

While they were talking, the two walked to the gate of the school.

Bai Xunyin was run by the excited Amora all the way, and there was no room for comment.

But she also felt indifferent.

No matter it's Mu Anping or someone else, it's coming, and see you when you see it.

Bai Xunyin did feel that there was a discord with Mu Anping, but they were friends after all. There was no reason why they had never been seen when they were playing together since they were young.

What's more, she has just experienced what is truly ‘frustrated’ now, and when she recalled and compared her past with Mu Anping, she realized that it’s really nothing.

Many of the sky that once felt like a collapse, recalled after the passage of time, are actually just layers of dusty paper, but that's it.

Everything is repeated in this way, without exception.

Therefore, when he walked to Mu An Ping Ping and looked at him cramped and looked forward to calling himself "Yinyin", Bai Xunyin smiled faintly.

She and Mu Anping said in words: [Happy New Year. 】

"Yes, I should tell you first." When Mu Anping saw this, he blushed with excitement. The blush on his fair and handsome face was clearly visible, and his eyes were shining at Bai Xunyin.

Mu Anping said sincerely and sincerely: "Yinyin, happy new year, and new year, I hope you will be smooth and profitable."

In the next year, their senior high school students will have to pass the most severe exam in history, and for Bai Xunyin, there are still a lot of messy things...

"Suitable" should be the best blessing word.

Bai Xunyin was taken aback and looked at Mu Anping and smiled.

When she laughed, she was always well-behaved and quiet, and the corners of her eyebrows and eyes were faint but sincere, but Mu Anping always felt a little different this time.

However, before the product came out, Amo glanced at his watch and said anxiously, "Don’t say anything. Our physical education class is over in a while. Mu Anping, are you going back today? If you don’t. Let’s gather together in the evening. We haven’t eaten together in two or three years."

Hearing this, Mu Anping nodded his head in a hurry to cooperate: "If you don't go back, I won't go back to Linhai until tomorrow."

Bai Xunyin listened quietly, and did not raise any objections, so Amo and Mu Anping decided to go to the ‘gathering’ together in the evening.

When the physical education class was about to end five minutes before, Mu Anping left.

When Amora returned to the classroom with Bai Xunyin, the little hand on the way kept massaging her finger bones, whispering softly, "Mu Anping is really strange, how come you always come back to see us recently, uh, no, in fact, he just wants to see you. Coming."

......

The girl is not stupid, but the door is clear in her heart.

Bai Xunyin glanced at her helplessly, took out the phone, and before he was able to type out the sentence ‘Don’t let him come over,’ he pressed down a dark shadow in front of him.

Before he raised his head, Amo's soft voice suddenly turned cold, and he asked sharply, "Yu Luoyin, what are you doing here?!"

Bai Xunyin's finger on the top of the phone shrank unconsciously, she raised her head and bumped into the latter's dark eyes.

Yu Luoyin's eyes didn't look like last night's astonishment, but now they look like a sneer.

"Bai Xunyin, I have something to ask you." Yu Luoyin suppressed the anxious feeling of grabbing her and grabbed her directly, and forced her as if nothing had happened. His voice contained a depression of'mountain rain desire to come': "Come here for a while. ."

"It used to be a fart." Amo frowned unbearably, his eyes full of disgust: "Yu Luoyin, you are really shameless!"

And at this moment, Amo's hostility seemed to be unfounded to Yu Luoyin, a trace of dark prey crossed his eyes, and after a long while, he silently endured it-he didn't intend to care about the girl.

He just stubbornly looked at the indifferent Bai Xunyin, and repeated: "Come with me."

"you......"

Bai Xunyin grabbed Amo who still wanted to talk, and shook his head in the latter's stunned eyes, signalling her to be quiet.

Then she looked at Yu Luoyin, her eyes calm and waveless, she just lifted her foot and walked forward.

The cold gaze made Lin Lan feel like he had penetrated into his pores while breathing in the wet sky. Yu Luoyin felt his heart contract for a moment, and he followed without a word.

The two of them went one after the other without communicating, but as if they had a heart-to-heart, they walked into the safe passage in the left area of ​​the teaching building that was unmanned most of the time—a place that felt like a ‘secret base’.

"That's the reason you want to break up?" When he reached the silence of no one, Yu Luoyin couldn't help but said, "Because of that boy?"

He thought of chasing the girl's figure to the school gate just now, only to see the momentary frustration when Bai Xunyin and Mu Anping'talked very happily'.

Yu Luoyin thought he was ridiculous, an extremely unfamiliar emotion controlled his whole person, making him involuntarily do something that he would not do.

The surface is still gentle and clear, but the slight curvature of the corners of the lips can't help but sneer, and the words that he blurted out are thorny.

The blue veins on the back of Yu Luoyin's hand bulged unconsciously, and looked at Bai Xunyin with a cold smile: "Bai Xunyin, are you blind?"

Is the boy who has obvious ardent attachment to Bai Xunyin's eyes comparable to him?

Even if Yu Luoyin is not so high-profile in school, the arrogance engraved in his bones cannot be changed.

Bai Xunyin was stunned for a moment, and then looked at Yu Luoyin, who was obviously suppressing his anger, and smiled uncontrollably.

The small curvature of the corners of the lips was full of irony. Yu Luoyin was taken aback and asked, "What are you laughing at?"

Bai Xunyin laughed because she was right, she was indeed blind.

If you are not blind, how can you fail to understand Yu Luoyin, and fall into him uncontrollably?

[Yu Luoyin, why are you so angry? Bai Xunyin took out his cell phone and typed it on the sticky note to show him: [Have you not done enough acting? ]

She pretended to be enough for one day, and she really didn't understand how Yu Luoyin'persisted' for so long.

After speaking, Bai Xunyin got his wish and saw Yu Luoyin's surprised look.

He is like a bottomless well, eternally unwavering, pretending to be sex, and it is extremely rare to show a trace of true emotions.

[It's just the game that started the betting, don't be so serious. ] Bai Xunyin called him word by word: [There is no need to say the rest to continue acting. ]

[I will not be fooled. ]

[Only a dog remembers whether to eat or not, I will never be worse than a dog. ]

Before Yu Luoyin sent her home, he had seen the same stray dog ​​several times while riding a bicycle.

The big yellow dog was probably fed by the owner of the restaurant nearby. Bai Xunyin saw it for the first time. It was beaten out of the courtyard by the owner and left alone.

I saw it for the third time, but I was eagerly watching the nursing home outside the owner's restaurant, with a bone lying on his foot, and the big yellow dog drooled.

"Dogs are like this, a little bit of sweetness can be tricked."

Bai Xunyin clearly remembered that Yu Luoyin smiled faintly at the time and commented casually: "Remember what you eat or not."

It was just a small episode, but I don't know why Bai Xunyin remembered Yu Luoyin's expression so clearly at the time-probably because of his sober and cruel reason.

Now it seems that in Yu Luoyin's eyes, she is no different from the stray dog ​​on the side of the road.