Incurable Pain

Bai Xunyin and Yu Luoyin stood at the desk in Yu Shen's office. They were less than a meter away, and the expressions on their faces were uglier than the other.

Yu Shen looked at this and then at that, feeling that it was difficult to say a word, but also slightly relieved—he felt that the two students must have not fallen in love.

He has been teaching for decades, and he has met a lot of students who have been in love with each other. He knows exactly what kind of status a student who is really ‘playing a partner’ would be in his senior year.

Usually it is a guilty conscience, the bold eyebrows come and go, the timid eyes flutter, but the eyebrows and the corners of the eye are sweet that can't be covered...

In short, it would not be as cold as the two students in front of them, as if they were enemies.

Yu Shen is now more worried about whether the two of them are having a feast than worrying about the object of these two students.

After thinking about it, he deliberately asked: "You two are students in the same class. Last time, Yu Luoyin was the first and Bai Xunyin was the third. You played well. Have you ever exchanged learning problems together? ?"

Yu Shen inquired very roundabout, but Bai Xunyin was a very transparent person. When the teacher said such a sentence, thinking about it, he knew what he was called probably because of.

The girl was startled slightly, and then shook her head without hesitation.

Yu Luoyin's eyes darkened by her anxious dismissal of the relationship, and her face was calm and silent.

If he is being willful and willful, maybe he can do some radical behavior in front of the teacher to get Bai Xunyin's attention. Whether it is disgusting or cold gaze, at least she will look at him, and will not completely treat him as a cloud of harmful gas as she does now, ignoring him and leaving only disgust, as if she is afraid to avoid it.

-But Yu Luoyin can't do this, can't, dare not yet.

The word'hate' that the girl just typed on the screen in the corridor just now was like a deep-rooted thorn, which pierced his eyes with pain.

"No communication?" Yu Shen saw Bai Xunyin shook his head happily, and Yu Luoyin's weird silence could not help but feel inexplicable. His brows frowned: "Then why did I hear that you two always sit together at noon. The question is the front and back tables."

Bai Xunyin understood that this was probably something that someone told the head teacher that she and Yu Luoyin had a ‘puppy love’.

She went to school for more than a decade, and it was the first time she had experienced this kind of questioning. The immature girl was a little nervous unconsciously, and her nails fell deeply into her palms.

"Teacher, just ask what you want to ask, don't waste time so roundabout, it's all high school students who have no time." Yu Luoyin lazily opened his mouth, he looked down at his watch, pretending to be impatient : "Do you think our state is like falling in love? Is it possible to fall in love?"

Yu Shen was speechless for a while.

He couldn't help but look at the two students in front of him again-they don't know why at this age when they should be full of vitality, they have a feeling of'dark clouds on the top' for no reason. They seem to have such a sweet vocabulary as the person who is in love. The pole can't be hit.

Maybe it's the high pressure in the third year of high school? Maybe those rumors and rhetoric are really unbelievable, after all, these two are excellent students in their studies.

Yu Shen thought for a while, and waved at them tiredly: "Okay, you go back to class."

Bai Xunyin breathed a sigh of relief. She couldn't speak, but bowed to Yu Shen to show her politeness, and then walked out of the office without looking back.

From beginning to end, he never gave a look to the boy next to him.

Yu Luoyin took a deep breath and couldn't help squeezing his finger bones secretly.

He is used to using this repetitive action to reduce his anger, and when his ten fingers are pressed down along the joints, his anger is almost gone.

Because he didn't feel that he was wrong, and always carried stupid self-confidence, Yu Luoyin felt a little bit ‘poor’ for the first time.

He didn't even know what to do with the white sound search.

When the evening self-study is over, the fingerprints on his face will finally be swollen, leaving only the faint blood clotting, which still looks somewhat horrible.

When Yu Luoyin went home, he was spotted by Yu Shitian.

The recent mess has made Yu Luoyin forget that today is Saturday—the Yu family’s usual dinner time.

When he returned home, he heard Yu Shitian's piercing voice ‘accidentally’, and couldn’t help but brows when he reacted.

"Cousin?" Sure enough, Yu Shitian leaned in front of him and took a look, then covered his mouth, staring at the exaggerated stranger and exclaimed: "My God, who is your face hit by?!"

Even Yu Luoyin has been beaten one day, so it's a long time to see it! With such a twitter call from Yu Shitian, the movement immediately attracted the attention of the people around him, and several elders immediately gathered around—including Gu Yuan.

…

Yu Luoyin really had the urge to throw Yu Shitian out.

The irritable anger in his heart could almost destroy the earth, and he frowned around a group of people to go upstairs, but it was too late.

Gu Yuan stepped on the high-heeled shoes and walked up to him with the crisp sound of ‘Da Da’, and looked at his face carefully, her sharp beautiful eyes were angry and anxious, and she asked in a low voice, “How did you do it?”

Yu Luoyin frowned, and walked around her impatiently: "It's okay."

The young boy was tall and thin and wore a school uniform jacket, as if he was not afraid of the cold in the twelfth lunar month of winter. Gu Yuan couldn't help but frown, frowning.

Although she didn't go home often when she was busy with work, and even though Yu Luoyin had always communicated with her so indifferently... but Gu Yuan was still keenly aware that something was wrong with him recently.

It's just that there are so many people now that it's not easy to go directly up to question Yu Luoyin.

Gu Yuan thought to himself, smiled on his face, turned back and continued to greet others.

It's just that she had been thinking about this in her heart, and when she was about to leave the scene, she was free. Gu Yuan quickly caught Yu Shitian and led the person to the corner.

"Oh madam, what are you doing?" Yu Shitian was busy looking at the phone, without raising his head and not opening his eyes, acting like a baby: "I want to make an appointment with my friends to watch a movie. I will be late if I don't leave!"

Young people nowadays have a lot of interest, as if the daily schedule is busier than those of the presidents of the country.

Gu Yuan has spent most of his life doing research in the office. He has a cold and sullen temper. He is very uncomfortable with the extravagant life of these young people who are "drunk with dreams and death."

It's just that she is asking for someone now, so she rarely speaks out to teach Yu Shitian.

"Don't go, you help me go up and ask what's wrong with your brother." Gu Yuan covered the phone in Yu Shitian's hand so as not to keep her staring at her and her voice was deep: "I always think your brother seems to be a little bit late recently. What's in your mind, go to the sidelines and ask to see if he is in the school."

When Yu Shitian heard the words, he turned his head to look at Gu Yuan in wonder, "Mother, why don't you ask yourself?"

"He doesn't bother to talk to me, why should I make people disgusting?" Gu Yuan laughed shortly, his voice was somewhat cold and self-deprecating: "If you ask, don't say I let you go. This movie Don't look at it for now, I'll give you pocket money later."

"Oh..." Yu Shitian rolled his eyes, thinking about it, or agreeing: "All right."

In fact, what really moved her to give up the movie was not the pocket money that Gu Yuan had promised, and she was not short of money, but Yu Shitian remembered not long ago that on the third day of the Chinese New Year, Yu Luoyin hurriedly asked her to expedite his bracelet. thing.

At that time, she tried to tease Yu Luoyin to chase the girl, but the latter did not deny it.

In the past few days, Yu Luoyin's emotions were strange, ups and downs, black face smoking fiercely, and face beating...This is very intriguing. Yu Shitian intuitively has something to do with that ‘mysterious girlfriend’.

Her cousin, who has been adored by stars since she was a child, has never been so awkward as she has been recently.

This kind of embarrassment does not refer to the outside, but the mental state of Yu Luoyin's whole person recently, which makes Yu Shitian unconsciously feel like he wants to'gossip'.

She responded to Gu Yuan's request, climbed upstairs gently, stood outside Yu Luoyin's bedroom door and knocked on the door.

There was a cold voice from inside: "Go away."

…

Oops, the enemy seems very irritable.

Yu Shitian shivered, and suddenly had the urge to flee from the wasteland—but she still resisted it. After a long while, she said in a low voice, "Cousin, it's me. I'll return the black card to you."

The voice in the room was still indifferent: "No need."

"Don't, you also know that if you get stuck in my hand, you can't stop it." Yu Shitian thought for a while, and smiled slightly: "If I accidentally spend more than the quota, it will be bad if the uncle knows about it. ."

In terms of spending, Yu Yuan has never allowed Yu Luoyin's unrestrained lavishness and control is fairly strict.

If there really is a spending that exceeds the limit, the information will pop up on his mobile phone.

Sure enough, there was a long silence, and Yu Shitian heard an irritable cry in the room ‘as he wished’: "Get in."

She breathed a sigh of relief and opened the door with a smile-as a result, when the door was opened, she was almost ascended to the sky by the smoke of the house, feeling that she could become a pink smoked pig on the spot.

"Cough cough cough, brother, why are you smoking so fiercely lately? Really." Yu Shitian frowned, and his little hand coughed and opened the window with a wave of disgust. A blast of cold air came in, instantly refreshing the whole room. A lot.

"Stop talking nonsense." Yu Luoyin sat on the side of the bed, with his elbows resting carelessly on his knees, with an unburned cigarette between his slender fingers. He raised his eyes and looked at her dark eyes with restlessness. Dangerous again: "What the **** did you come in for?"

I heard that Yu Shitian was ditching here, not just because he was stuck.

Yu Shitian was careful not to be guilty of being seen through, shrugged calmly, walked over to sit on the swivel chair at the computer desk and turned around, turning leisurely while asking—

"Cousin, have you quarreled with your girlfriend recently?"

Don't look at Yu Shitian who is usually stupid, the questions asked at this time are accurate and can be called Xinxin.

Yu Luoyin suddenly felt even more irritable, and he directly pinched out the cigarette **** with his fingers. In Yu Shitian's shocked expression, he could be said to be indifferent.

"...Are your fingers made of iron?" Yu Shitian couldn't help but complain from the heart: "Is it sick?"

Yu Luoyin didn't refute, he also felt that he was sick, and his illness was not mild.

If he were not sick, how could he be upset at this moment because of a little dumb man? Isn't he sick?

"Uh, cousin, what's the matter with you?" Yu Shitian looked at Yu Luoyin instead of scolding her, and a self-deprecating smile evoked the corners of her lips. She couldn't help but feel a little uneasy: "You shouldn't be a girl. Kicked it?"

…

Yu Luoyin asked blankly: "Can you shut up?"

"Ah, is it true?" Instead of shutting up, Yu Shitian laughed. She stepped on a chair under her feet and approached Yu Luoyin annoyingly, and asked enthusiastically: "You can be kicked. What kind of girl is it? Couldn't the slap print on your face also be hers?"

She was really curious about being so awesome.

"Who dare to kick me?" Yu Luoyin sneered, "I don't want her."

He dominates this relationship from beginning to end. His design is close to Bai Xunyin, and the relationship has only derailed slightly until now...so he just didn't adapt.

There is no such thing as grief and **** after being'kicked'. He just doesn't adapt to it for the time being, and it's hard to calm down.

Yu Luoyin stubbornly kept making excuses for brainwashing himself, but his black eyes stared at the ground slightly, obviously absent-minded.

"Are you talking about the girl you gave her bracelet the other day?" Yu Shitian scratched his head confusedly: "What the **** is going on?"

She was really curious.

Yu Luoyin's fingers paused slightly, then squinted thoughtfully.

He didn't understand Bai Xunyin's ‘unexplainable’ attitude, nor did he understand her strange obsession and care about gambling—but maybe girls would understand girls?

He couldn't tell others about these things, but it didn't matter if Yu Shitian revealed a little bit.

After thinking about it, Yu Luoyin briefly talked about the process and the current situation.

After speaking, I saw Yu Shitian staring at him blankly.

Yu Luoyin was inexplicable, frowning to look at her: "What's the matter?"

"...You still asked me what's wrong?" Yu Shitian didn't even call his'cousin', and stood up and jumped presumptuously: "Yu Luoyin, you are too scumbag!"

"Yu Shitian." Yu Luoyin's face sank and looked at her coldly: "What do you call me?"

"...Cousin." Yu Shitian stunned, she didn't dare to repeat it, but what she had just heard was still unbelievably loud in her chest, forcing Yu Shitian to say a few big truths—

"But I'm serious, you are really scumbag."

"How determined is the girl's determination to fall in love with you, but in the end you said it was because of a bet, can she not be sad?"

"That's why you don't know why they are angry? It's a straight man with cancer to a certain extent!"

Yu Luoyin's brows frowned slightly, and there was real doubt in his black eyes.

"In the beginning it was because the gambling was correct, but then it was not." He still clings to this point: "Why do you want to stick to the point at the beginning?"

"Cousin, you really don't understand what the girl is thinking." Yu Shitian sighed and looked at him with an inscrutable expression on his face: "I will ask you a question. After the incident, did you apologize to that girl? ?"

Yu Luoyin couldn't help being taken aback.

Recalling carefully, he and Bai Xunyin broke up after that, made hands, and exchanged hard words...but he really didn't apologize.

Perhaps subconsciously, he always felt that he didn't need to apologize for this matter.

Yu Luoyin murmured: "Am I doing something wrong?"

"Why didn't you do something wrong? It is wrong to make the girl sad." Yu Shitian knew that he must not apologize when he saw Yu Luoyin like this, and said with a serious face: "No matter what, you have to apologize first before speaking."

Whether or not Yu Luoyin felt that his gambling joke was wrong in his heart, it was true that the actual harm to the girl was true.

Yu Luoyin was silent for a moment, and his slender fingertips curled up hesitantly: "Apologizing... is it useful?"

He always felt that Bai Xunyin's current attitude was extremely decisive.

"Who knows? It's better than not apologizing. People can't even get an "I'm sorry"."

Xu is a girl who really knows girls better. Yu Shitian felt that if she fell in love with a boy, she only learned that it was because of gambling... Then she might have a murderous heart.

"Cousin, you are so handsome, what are you afraid of?" Yu Shitian looked at Yu Luoyin's dazed look, and sighed slightly: "You sincerely apologize and coax others, maybe the girl can forgive you. What about it? But it’s not good to put on a high-handed look!"

She can be regarded as someone who knows his cousin better—Yu Luoyin looks easy-going and gentle, but in fact he is very arrogant, and most people can't bear it.

Nowadays, if I did something wrong, if I am proud to apologize, it would be strange if the girl can forgive her!

Yu Luoyin thought quietly for a while, as if he nodded slightly.

The boy sat on the side of the bed, and a beam of moonlight came in and bathed him, like a delicate statue, lonely and fragile.

It seems that no kind of boy can escape the torture of the word ‘feeling’, and her cousin, who has always been so scheming, is not surprised.

Yu Shitian couldn't help sighing with emotion. She inquired and understood, and she wanted to retreat.

As a result, he walked to the door and was stopped by Yu Luoyin's clear voice: "Wait a moment."

"Huh?" Yu Shitian turned his head: "What's the matter?"

Yu Luoyin looked at her with a faint smile: "My mother asked you to come and ask me, right?"

Yu Shitian: "..."

"Don't tell her about those just now." Yu Luoyin threw the cigarette **** into the trash can, his strength seemed to vent his anger, and the light thing hit the plastic bag with a crisp sound, Yu Shitian shivered when he heard it: " Otherwise be careful."

…

It is true that they are exactly the same mother and child, knowing the little nine in the other's stomach, they are intriguing, and they let these "poor bugs" be cannon fodder.

Yu Shitian still wanted his own life, and nodded hurriedly: "Hmm!"

After Yu Shitian left, Yu Luoyin relaxed his nerves and leaned against the head of the bed, subconsciously thinking of another cigarette.

But when his finger touched the cigarette case, he thought of an incident that happened before when he and Bai Xunyin were in the safe passage.

Yu Luoyin didn't like to smoke when he was in a good mood. He didn't smoke often when he was in school. Some time ago, he couldn't smoke two cigarettes a day.

When Bai Xunyin was sneaking in the safe passage that day, they were addicted to cigarettes inexplicably. Thinking that there would be no classmates coming over this place, their fingers restlessly touched the cigarette case in the trouser pocket.

But as soon as he took out one that hadn't reached his lips, the little girl's eyebrows wrinkled.

She has a pale face, her facial features are as delicate as water, and she is very delicate, and her black eyebrows are slightly wrinkled, which makes people feel distressed.

Yu Luoyin couldn't help teasing her subconsciously, and asked softly, "Don't like me smoking?"

[I like the combination of the light smoke and pine smell on you. ] At that time, the little girl sent him a message and said seriously: [But I don’t like you smoking very much. It’s not good to smoke. Can you stop smoking in the future? ]

Yu Luoyin didn't know. From the first time Bai Xunyin saw him, he bumped into him smoking a cigarette, and has wanted to say these things to him ever since.

At that time, he only thought that such a well-behaved and serious concern was fresh and interesting, so he smiled and collected the cigarette graciously.

Strangely enough, since then, the number of times he smokes has really decreased a lot unknowingly.

People who stay together for a long time will be imperceptibly imperceptible by the other party.

But now that Bai Xunyin doesn't want him anymore, he can only pick up the cigarette again.

Yu Luoyin lowered his eyes slightly and looked at the cigarette case he was playing with in his slender hand. After a while, he flicked it into the trash can with ease.

Quit smoking and apologize.

He is not good at it, but you can try all of them.