Incurable Pain

Having nothing to do, Bai Xunyin simply told him about his blind date with Mu Anping on the phone.

I omitted some complicated remarks in the middle, such as Mu Anping asking for forgiveness. She only talked about the important points.

This series of'critical strikes' made the opposite A Mo completely stunned, and she was silent for half a minute before she said dryly: "So you rejected Mu Anping within a day and were with Yu Luoyin again? "

Fuck, she deserves it.

Bai Xunyin thinks what she summed up is a bit funny, but it is true, she smiled: "Yes."

"I'm going, Mu Anping knows that he must be mad, but unfortunately he can't see the circle of friends without you WeChat hahaha." Actually, Amo doesn't know exactly what happened between Bai Xunyin and Mu Anping back then, but She didn't think there was any need to know-she was always looking towards Bai Xunyin on both sides, just unreasonably protecting her shortcomings.

Bai Xunyin hates Mu Anping, and Amo also hates it.

Bai Xunyin knew that somewhere in his heart was so soft and unconscious, he couldn't help but act like a baby softly: "Amo, you are so kind."

"Oh, don't play coquettish with me, leave it to Yu Luoyin." Once Bai Xunyin's cold voice softened, there was always a kind of'muscles and bones' effect. Amo couldn't help but joke, thinking about it. I want to ask again: "But I'm curious, Mu Anping and Yu Luoyin are the same bastard, why did you agree to the latter?"

Having known each other for twenty years, she knows Bai Xunyin too well-looking easygoing, she is actually more stubborn than anyone else.

Bai Xunyin was silent for a while, and said in a soft voice: "It may be because...I like him."

After all, the nature of human beings is a double standard. For people who like and those who don’t like, the always strict guidelines are unconsciously planned into two standards.

After satisfying Amo's curiosity, he hung up the phone, Bai Xunyin took off his head strap and straightened up and sat down at the desk.

She hesitated, and pulled out a thin notebook from the shelf on the desk.

This is a diary that she doesn't use much for writing diaries.

It may be more like a cathartic thing than a ‘diary’.

Only when the mood is fluctuating, extreme, or there is some big ups and downs, Bai Xunyin will take out a notebook to write down his state of mind.

It's more like a narrative, a monologue.

In a beautiful and sharp font, write the numbers ‘317’ on the first line of the blank page——

[Today Yu Luoyin told me something about his work in the hospital. ]

[317 The child made me realize that the word ‘accident’ often comes after the end of life, making me feel desperate. ]

[Children and parents who died of congenital cerebrovascular malformations should be extremely excited after learning that there may be a new treatment plan. Who can expect that there will be a sudden accident that will cause a sudden death in the hospital for more than a year? ]

[The word accident is terrible, I admit that I am beginning to be scared. ]

[So I want to be with Yu Luoyin. ]

Bai Xunyin wrote word by word, occasionally frowning his eyebrows, and then writing, doing a deep ‘self-dissection’ without mercy——

[This incident made me realize Yu Luoyin's sense of responsibility, and when I was in the stairwell in the morning, I realized that he did not have a high demand for me. ]

[Speaking of sex, it is a bit vulgar, but this may be the most true heart. No matter how bright people are, there must be a dark side of sex. ]

[The difficulty is, the steadfastness of rejection when the temptation of **** comes is a little bit. ]

[Probably, I have never forgotten Yu Luoyin. For six years, every day, I met him after returning from Lin Lan, in the hospital, at class reunions, and even seeing his mother. ]

[If this is the case, why stubbornly hold on to your own opinions? How many days can you really live happily after decades of life? ]

[I know that Yu Luoyin's family background, parents, and surrounding friends are very different from mine, but I still can't help but follow the most honest **** in my heart. ]

[Maybe a little irresponsible, but there should be a few reckless actions in life, right? ]

...

Word by word, sometimes contradictory, sometimes deep into my heart.

Only in no one's notebook can Bai Xunyin unreservedly record all his inner thoughts, the dark side of inconvenience to others.

By the time the pen was put down, it was almost one o'clock in the morning.

Bai Xunyin's straight back was a little tight and tired, and he couldn't help but stretch a soft and lazy waist. The sweater jumped upwards, revealing a small white and delicate waist.

She lowered her eyes inadvertently and saw two distinct marks on the fair skin.

When Xu was downstairs, Yu Luoyin held his waist around his waist. The fingerprints left by him were still imprinted after half an hour. It was obvious that the guy was working hard.

Bai Xunyin unconsciously bit his lower lip and laughed, folded and took the clothes to wash.

When I finally lay on the bed, I had time to glance at the phone, and immediately felt that the dozens of unread messages were a bit of a headache.

Most of them were naturally sent by Yu Luoyin. The man felt that he was dreaming, but he was still uneasy. After staying together for several hours, he parted and wanted to find her tenderly.

It's just that Bai Xunyin was so busy that he didn't see it. At this moment, he glanced roughly, and most of it was Yu Luoyin's act of acting like a baby after seeing no one.

She smiled and said casually.

Others were just perfunctory and lazy, so they didn't watch it at all. Only when Sister Yan sent a message asking, "Xiaobai, do you have a boyfriend?" Is it the Xiao Mu that my sister introduced to you today? When she said no, she replied.

In addition... there is another Yu Shitian's.

The little girl is the only one who has both Yu Luoyin and her WeChat account at the same time. Naturally, she saw the ‘official announcement’ circle of friends posted by the two of them one after the other.

The next thing, let alone say more.

Yu Shitian was not less frightened than Amo. News was sent one after another, and there were even two missed calls. Unfortunately, Bai Xunyu was muted just now and he didn't hear them.

[Sister, what's the matter with you and my brother? Together? ]

[Let me go, you're a little bully, you can actually take my brother's scourge! ]

[But I remember the last time you said it was inappropriate, what happened during this time? Seek gossip! Seek gossip! ]

[...]

[Sister, where are you, why ignore me, I want to listen to gossip! ]

Bai Xunyin felt that this matter might not be explained clearly in a few words on WeChat, so he just dialed a phone call after thinking about it.

Yu Shitian answered in a second, opened her mouth and screamed twice before hurriedly asking: "Sister, what's going on, you guys!"

Bai Xunyin's fingers curled around the ends of his hair unconsciously, "Did you not ask your brother?"

"He won't answer my call!" Yu Shitian was "嘤嘤嘤" over there, seemingly aggrieved: "How can I say that you are also a matchmaker for the two of you, matchmaker, Yuelao, you can't treat me like this..."

Her nonsense made Bai Xunyin smile uncontrollably, and then confessed with an ‘um’: "Thank you for being a ‘Moon Lao’."

Yu Shitian was anxious over there: "Fuck you, you admit it, it's not to you. Tell me what's going on!"

Bai Xunyin casually said a few words: "It's just that after the blind date, I felt that the impression was pretty good. I met twice by chance, just..."

Although what she said was not all true, it was not a lie either.

It's just that although Yu Shitian had the two of them on a blind date with the idea of ​​‘matching’, at this moment the matchmaker became a reality, but still a little uncomfortable.

She feels that Bai Xunyin’s temperament is cool and elegant, not to mention academically. Although her brother is a bit dogged, but there is no need to say in all aspects. The two people can be called a "celestial couple" in terms of the degree of match between their appearances. But Yu Shitian always felt that the progress of these two people was a little too fast?

"You and my brother are two iron trees, and they don't like falling in love very much..." Yu Shitian murmured, "Could it be that we get together, the negatives are so positive?"

Is it possible for a career madness to attract a madness?

Bai Xunyin thought her weird brain circuit was quite interesting and didn't interrupt.

"In fact, elder sister, you and my elder brother are talented and beautiful. They are really good together, but there is one thing, I still can't rest assured." Yu Shitian said so, and couldn't help sighing: "Sister, you have time tomorrow. Meet me?"

Bai Xunyin squinted his eyes, a little confused, but still said, "I won't go to the cafeteria at noon tomorrow, and I will go out to eat together?"

"Okay, okay." Yu Shitian answered happily, "See you tomorrow."

After hanging up the phone, he was quiet for a while, Bai Xunyin lay on his side on the bed, and suddenly realized why Yu Shitian was hesitant to talk just now.

She couldn't help but smiled, the confusion just disappeared, and she soon fell asleep.

By the time of the appointment at noon the next day, Yu Shitian seemed to be smiling, but she couldn't hide her worry.

She ordered the dishes, and when Bai Xunyin came over, she couldn't help sighing after drinking two sips of tea: "Sister, do you like my brother very much?"

Bai Xunyin knew what she was thinking, so he nodded and smiled: "I like it."

"This... Sister, you forgot that I told you last time, did my brother have an ex-girlfriend that he never forgets?" Yesterday Yu Shitian suddenly saw that his long-loved sister became a sister-in-law. He was very excited for a while, but on the contrary When the smell comes, I feel more and more wrong.

She knows how deep Yu Luoyin’s feelings for his “ex-girlfriend” in high school are. He hasn’t been in a relationship for six years, so now I have accepted Bai Xunyin, who I just met recently, right? 'At first sight'?

Yu Shitian didn't want to harm Bai Xunyin, and immediately regretted introducing her to Yu Luoyin.

Seeing Bai Xunyin pick up the teacup and sip, he said faintly, "I know," but didn't agree with it, Yu Shitian couldn't help feeling a little anxious.

"Sister, this man has the white moonlight in his heart, and it is the white moonlight added by the first love, but it is very difficult!" Yu Shitian couldn't help clenching his fists and said solemnly: "Sister, in fact, my brother looks like a dog. , Or you are thinking about it."

Bai Xunyin: "Don't think about it, I..."

"Hey, my brother must have fooled you with his face." Yu Shitian was anxious and couldn't help but sighed without waiting for Bai Xunyin to finish saying: "Sister, don't let my brother take advantage of him. I felt affectionate for his ex-girlfriend. I originally introduced to you because I wanted to get along with you slowly, but it became so soon. I think he is a picture of your face!"

...

"Tian Tian." Bai Xunyin couldn't help holding the hand of the indignant little girl, and said solemnly: "I am your brother's ex-girlfriend."