Incurable Pain

*Forgetting is a form of freedom.

After leaving Bai Xunyin's house, when Yu Luoyin drove past Times Square, he couldn't help heading to the jewelry store that he had passed by before.

In the enthusiastic voice of the salesperson, Yu Luo yin heartily, his sharp eyes quickly swept across the rows of dizzying rings under the counter, and finally stopped at the bottom left.

"This." Yu Luoyin pointed, his voice faint: "Take it out and have a look."

"Oh, sir, you really have a foresight." It's rare to see a man'alone' in a jewelry store, or a man who seems to be dazzling than a star. The salesperson feels that his heart is beating uncontrollably—it's a pity. Yu Luoyin picked the female ring.

It seems that I was picking a ring for my girlfriend.

"This is the latest design this year. The style is simple and generous. The middle row of fine diamonds is much more delicate than a large diamond." The salesperson enthusiastically introduced: "We also have men's models for this. Classic couple ring."

Couple ring?

Yu Luoyin's brows moved slightly, and he immediately took out the card and pushed it over: "Take both of them."

In the surprise voice of the salesperson, he reported the size of Bai Xunyin's middle finger, which was secretly measured while holding a woman's slender and soft hand in the corridor before.

As for the ring finger, he doesn't need to think about it for the time being, and the little girl won't accept it anyway.

"Sir, did you buy it to propose to your girlfriend?" After opening a list of two rings, the salesperson smiled while wrapping them: "Actually, these rings are usually better. If it is a proposal, I suggest you Buy a larger diamond."

After all, no woman can resist the temptation of diamonds.

Yu Luoyin thinks about it carefully and thinks that for Bai Xunyin, diamonds may not be as good as calcium carbide...

Calcium carbide can also do experiments.

Yu Luoyin couldn't help but was amused by his own brain. Qingjun's eyebrows were filled with a smile, and she looked like a breeze in the moonlight, and the sales clerk who was watching unconsciously sucked in a cold breath.

She felt that she did not appreciate the beauty of her beautiful performance today.

With such a face, it is a walking "money printing machine on earth".

It's just that the money printing machine has no plans to buy a big diamond ring for the time being.

After paying the bill, Yu Luoyin nodded slightly and left.

Quan assumes that he hasn't seen a room of amazing and admired'watching.'

Yu Luoyin is thinking about only one thing at the moment.

No matter what, I have to find a chance to put this ring on Bai Xunyin's finger.

On weekends, Yu Luoyin worked overtime, and Bai Xunyin rarely took a break without being entangled by him, so he called Amo to eat at home in response to Ji Huiying's request.

Due to the special nature of Amo's work, middle-aged and elderly people are generally very taboo. After she came, Ji Huiying asked her to wash her hands several times.

"Auntie, this habit of cleanliness is getting more and more serious." He didn't come over to play with Bai Xunyin until Amo was about to wash his bald skin. He felt wronged: "You won't be hugged unless you wash your hands."

"You deal with corpses every day." Bai Xunyin said lightly: "Of course she feels unsafe."

"Cut, you still say me, don't you also deal with those poisonous gases in the laboratory all day." Amo has been completely adapted to the industry after more than a year, and shrugged disapprovingly: "Also say me."

Bai Xunyin: "So my mother treats everyone equally, and I have to wash my hands several times a day."

…

Amo was speechless, his eyes quickly caught the pile of things that Yu Luoyin had sent. When he saw the round and jade pearl necklace in the sandalwood box at the top, he couldn't help but "tsk tsk".

"This pearl belongs to Zhuo Dingxuan, Yu Luoyin is indeed rich."

Bai Xunyin didn't speak, he looked down at the paper in front of him, his vision was unnoticeable.

"Buying so many things, it should be regarded as a formal meeting with the parents? You two are very fast." Amo looked around and asked curiously: "What's your impression of Auntie about him?"

Bai Xunyin was silent for a while, and then slowly said, "It's good."

In fact, Ji Huiying is very satisfied.

In the past few days, Yu Luoyin has come here from time to time. His reputation is that he wants to accompany her aunt for a few more days before Ji Huiying returns to the ancient town. He almost opened Ji Huiying's eyebrows and smiled, already treating him as a future son-in-law in his heart.

Fortunately, Yu Luoyin is busy working in the hospital. If he is not busy, he can't wait to come over and report three meals a day.

It's just that the more this happens, the more inexplicably anxious Bai Xunyin's heart will become.

It might be as Amo said, they were too fast, they happened to catch up with Ji Huiying not long after they were together, but it happened... but she had a keen mind, and she could feel that Yu Luoyin seemed a little'restless' these days.

It's like the ring he mentioned ‘accidentally’ that day.

In fact, whether it was intentional or unintentional, she could see it after all.

To be honest, Bai Xunyin is a bit afraid of ‘going further’.

In terms of emotions, she has never been a courageous person. She just thinks that the current comfort zone is quite good.

But in the eyes of the elders, girls are not young at 24 and need to be'anxious'. Ji Huiying is very optimistic about the relationship between her and Yu Luoyin, so she will naturally exhort Bai Xunyin to care more about others. .

"Luo Yin is on the night shift today?" During the meal, Ji Huiying served Amo with some dishes, but she did not forget to tell Bai Xunyin: "I'll put some food in a box lunch for you later, and you can bring it to him."

Bai Xunyin drank the soup with a spoon, and his voice was calm: "Their unit has a working meal."

"How can the work meal compare with the meal cooked at home?" Ji Huiying couldn't help but smile: "Besides, doesn't Luo Yin like the dishes I cook?"

"Right, right, right." Amo was flattering on the side, fearing that the world would not mess up: "Auntie cooks the best food!"

Bai Xunyin couldn't help but glanced at this 251.

In fact, the rejection is on the tip of the tongue, and there are many reasons, such as video conferences, paper endings, etc... Ji Huiying will never force her.

But the scene of Yu Luoyin gnawing cucumbers in an unmanned hospital office appeared inexplicably in his mind, and he said ‘I know you love me’ in the car before, and Bai Xunyin couldn’t say his refusal.

Ok.

Bai Xunyin agreed.

It just happened to be able to drive Amo's car with meals. Bai Xunyin changed into his home clothes and changed into T-shirt and jeans that hadn't changed for thousands of years. His hair was randomly tied into a ball. The small face under his head was big, white and immature.

The loose oversize khaki short sleeves can't see her slender figure, which only makes her feel like a high school student.

Seeing her dress, Amo couldn't help shaking his head and sighed.

"I was a baby face originally." She said solemnly: "But now I feel like I'm going to be with you and someone says that I'm old, Bai Xunyin, don't pretend to be tender."

…

Bai Xunyin directly ignored her words and stepped on the white canvas shoes that have remained unchanged for thousands of years: "I am all these clothes."

Until he got downstairs, Amo was still babbling that she shouldn't be dressed like this, she should be mature.

Bai Xunyin smiled, disapproving—compared to those mature and beautiful but restrained clothes, looseness is the most important thing for her.

There were no people in the hospital at 8 o'clock in the evening, and it was extremely deserted compared to the hustle and bustle during the day, and the smell of disinfectant was permeated in the constant temperature air.

Bai Xunyin's canvas shoes stepped on the floor tiles, almost silent, she turned a few turns, and went to Yu Luoyin's office familiarly.

After all, I have been here twice before.

Although there is often only one doctor on duty in an office, Bai Xunyin knocked on the door before entering, three times in an orderly manner.

But the crisp knock on the door all became the background sound, no one answered.

Is it possible that Luo Yin is not there?

Bai Xunyin frowned slightly, and tentatively twisted the door handle-the door was unlocked, but there was no one inside. At a glance, Bai Xunyin saw Yu Luoyin's phone on the table and half of his unfinished lunch. , It is estimated that he should have hurried out just halfway through the meal.

She turned around and closed the door, walked over and looked at the dishes in the lunch box.

Well, one meat and two vegetarian dishes are considered healthy. It is true that, as Ji Huiying said, work meals cannot be compared with the dishes at home.

It's really a little pitiful.

Bai Xunyin put the lunch box he was carrying on the table, and by the way, he took care of the simple box lunch. When it was formalized, the screen of Yu Luoyin's mobile phone on the table lit up.

She glanced inadvertently, but her gaze was paused, and she narrowed slightly.

The flashing just now is nothing, it's a useless app message push, but... it's just that Yu Luoyin's phone's desktop looks very familiar.

Bai Xunyin picked it up and took a closer look.

She swiped her slender finger to delete the spam message she had just pushed, and the entire screensaver was immediately in front of her eyes.

The picture is eye-catching is a towering old tree that seems to be soaring into the sky. The angle of the boy's shooting is from upside down. The floating light gleams through the leaves and falls on the girl who is sitting on the trunk of the big tree.

The girl wore a floral skirt that blended with the field, and her skin was creamy white against a goose yellow color. Her skirt was stretched to her legs and she was sitting on a tree with two straight white legs dangling.

The angle from the bottom to the top captures her looking up and smiling.

The composition of the whole photo is due to the artistic conception. Sunshine, ancient trees, and the feeling of vitality are oncoming. The girl sitting on the tree is only a small corner, and only a small part of her face is shown. In fact, it is indistinguishable. What it looks like.

But Bai Xunyin would never fail to recognize this girl as himself.

Six years ago, I still liked wearing skirts.

In the ancient town, she had many cheongsams and floral skirts made by her grandmother. The fabric was soft and comfortable. Bai Xunyin had worn it every time she walked through the ancient town.

Of course, including the time she took Yu Luoyin to climb a mountain and a tree to see the stars.

Recalling now, I vaguely remember that she indeed climbed the tree under Yu Luoyin's stunned eyes, and the guy took a picture of her below.

She has forgotten for a long time.

It turns out that Yu Luoyin has always been used as a desktop,

At the bottom of the photo, a sentence was written in sharp and unrestrained handwriting—

[Memory is a form of meeting, and forgetting is a form of freedom. ]

This is Gibran’s poem, and the following ‘response’ is quite eloquent: [But I just can’t forget it. ]

Bai Xunyin couldn't help but smile, but the calm smile at the corners of his lips was somewhat bitter this time.

She understood Yu Luoyin's deeds—since she couldn't forget, she just used it as a desktop and watched it every day.

Every time I read it, I feel heartbroken.

She likes the feeling of being surrounded by fiery love, but she is afraid of being burned.

Yu Luoyin is really her enemy.