Incurable Pain

Yu Luoyin was caught off guard, his whole body was filled with inexhaustible enthusiasm, and Lin Lan's pattering rain could not be quenched.

But gradually the rain became stronger, and the sound of lightning and thunder slamming on the window was exceptionally clear.

So staying together from the afternoon to the evening.

Half-asleep and half-awake, Bai Xunyin felt that a thin and tall figure appeared vaguely in front of him, wearing a blue and white school uniform—that was the eighteen-year-old Yu Luoyin, a young and handsome young man. But it seemed to linger with an imperceptible depression.

She seemed to see the young man biting a cigarette, his dark eyebrows sinking slightly, and he hesitated to walk into a psychological clinic that seemed to be devouring people's hearts. He was handsome and helpless, so he could only go to a doctor.

Bai Xunyin subconsciously wanted to stop it, wanted to make a sound, but there was only a low groan.

Forced to return to his senses, Bai Xunyin looked at the man in front of him, and gradually overlapped with the face of the young man in his memory--for a moment, there was a feeling that the two Yu Luoyin were presumptuous.

Bai Xunyin's tea-colored eyes gleamed, like a thin layer of mist.

Her beauty is quiet and soft, like a charming banshee in the sea.

She fell asleep.

Yu Luoyin's conscience realized the reaction. He lowered his head and gently kissed the sweaty chin of kiss Bai Xunyin, got up and picked him up to wash up.

Bai Xunyin was probably really too tired. After being tossed by the warm water, there was no sign of waking up. Yanfen's eyelids were drooping, and his sleep was sweet.

Yu Luoyin put on the messy bed and put on new sheets, and then he hugged the girl with light and soft limbs in his arms, annoyingly kneading and kneading around, her delicate brows lightly. Fucked, pursing his lips displeased, and opened his hand.

He was cunningly happy now.

They all said that a cigarette after the event, there was a living **** in it-just Jiaoxiang Nephrite was in his arms, and Yu Luoyin immediately lost his thoughts, because cigarettes are not a necessity for him, but the little girl at the moment is.

Yu Luoyin knew that Bai Xunyin actually hated the smell of smoke. It turned out that when he was together in high school, he occasionally smoked. Bai Xunyin always frowned slightly, and then he didn't smoke much.

In fact, I have been practicing the precepts intermittently for so many years, but sometimes I feel restless and depressed, and I always inevitably break the precepts.

Now... my heart is clear and there is no melancholy.

Maybe it was really successful.

The next day was the weekend, and both of them had their mobile phones on standby at any time, so they naturally slept without any distractions until three poles of the sun.

When Bai Xunyin woke up, he felt sore and swollen in his lower abdomen. He seemed to be entangled with his hands and feet, as if he was crushing a stone, and he was deadly sinking.

She opened her wistful eyes displeased and saw Yu Luoyin's face close at hand.

In the sun, his long eyelashes cast a light shadow from under his white eyelids. His hair color and eyebrows were all black, and he looked like a little prince sleeping quietly.

Bai Xunyin's eyebrows moved slightly, his fingers suppressed the urge to touch the bridge of his tall nose, and gently removed the man's hand on his waist, preparing to get out of bed.

As a result, when he was about to climb down sideways, he was grabbed by his slender ankle.

Bai Xunyin was startled, turning around to look at Yu Luoyin without opening his eyes, his thin lips overflowed with a chuckle: "Why are you going?"

He didn't know when he woke up, or just pretending to be asleep.

After all, I just had a good time last night, and the sudden awakening at this moment still makes people dizzy. Bai Xunyin bit the corner of his lower lip embarrassedly, and told the truth: "Go to the bathroom."

"Hmm." Yu Luoyin half propped up lazily, and the man with long arms and legs came over and grabbed her waist: "I'll take you."

...

After going to the bathroom, Bai Xunyin's ears were red.

She looked at Yu Luoyin angrily: "Why are you so clingy?"

Yu Luoyin turned a deaf ear, pretending to be a literary man, and said something like: "Jiaoqing Nephrite is waiting to be picked, so why not help it?"

...

Worthy of being a tenth-level Chinese master, the hooligans all said so literally, and those who didn't know thought he was a liberal arts student.

Bai Xunyin couldn't compare to his shamelessness, so he treated him lazily, slender body lying on the bed like a cat, and muttered lazily: "I'm tired, you help me massage."

Of course, Yu Luoyin readily agreed to the upright opportunity to steal incense.

The pressing force of his slender big hand made Bai Xunyin snorted softly. The cold voice of the girl who had been hurt so hard seemed to be entangled with ambiguous, sultry every move.

Yu Luoyin's black eyes darkened, and her slender fingertips pushed the hem of her skirt.

"Don't." Bai Xunyin hurriedly stopped, frowning her eyebrows: "Don't come again."

She is still uncomfortable.

"Oh, don't move you, just take some medicine."

After taking the medicine, Bai Xunyin was completely overdrawn. She lay on the bed, kicking him softly with her white calf: "I'm hungry."

"Success." Yu Luoyin put on his clothes and turned to the ground: "Cook and feed you."

Bai Xunyin ignored his deliberate stress on certain two words, his head on his bent knees tilted, and looked at the man in surprise: "You can cook?"

"Hmm." Yu Luoyin smiled: "Yes."

I never thought that a man who could only take a scalpel would also take a kitchen knife, but Yu Luoyin really looked alike when he cooked.

Bai Xunyin casually put on a large short sleeve, walked over and leaned against the kitchen door to look, a little surprised.

The vegetables in the refrigerator were all bought by Ji Huiying before, and she found that Yu Luoyin cuts the vegetables very carefully.

It's like doing surgery, seeking precision, meticulous...just looking at it is a novice.

Bai Xunyin couldn't help but want to laugh. After walking in a little bit, he looked down and found a small ‘red dot’ on the man’s white thumb joint-like a scar left after being broken by hot blisters.

She was silent for a while, and asked softly: "Why did you suddenly learn to cook?"

Because he likes home cooking.

Yu Luoyin smiled, his voice faint: "The things outside are unhealthy, don't you like to eat?"

He and Bai Xunyin always have to learn how to cook. If the little girl doesn't touch her fingers, then he will come.

Yu Luoyin tilted his head slightly and said confidently: "I will learn to cook obediently in the future."

Bai Xunyin didn't speak, just walked over and hugged the man's thin waist from behind, like a pair of white arms.

Her small face was pressed against Yu Luoyin's butterfly-bone protruding back, and she felt a sense of tranquility in time.

It seems that in this small corner, she has found the sense of security that she has always lacked, peaceful and satisfied.

Fortunately, after six years, after going around, they can still hug here.

"Yu Luoyin." Bai Xunyin couldn't help but asked in a low voice, "Have you been to the north before?"

This was something she was curious about yesterday and wanted to find a way to understand - but at this moment, she didn't want to find someone else to understand Yu Luoyin's past, just ask him.

After asking, she keenly noticed that the back of the man she was holding was stiff.

"Small, really smart." Yu Luoyin couldn't help but smile, and his low voice was transmitted to Bai Xunyin through his limbs: "Did you guess it by looking at the photos of Xuejing?"

Bai Xunyin's voice was dull: "Are you looking for me?"

"It's not looking for" Yu Luoyin turned around, put the person in his arms, and rubbed her head with hands stained with water drops: "It's a peek."

Actually... he just missed her and couldn't help it.

The year of the repetition was barely restrained, but in the winter of the second year, the grass grew wildly in my heart and wanted to find the sound of nothing, just thinking of her.

"In fact, I go there once a year. During the New Year's Day holiday, the snow scene in the north is beautiful." Yu Luoyin's low voice entered his ears, his breath was soothing and steady, as if he had uncovered a story, fascinating: "Living for a day, Look at you secretly and come back soon."

When I went outside the University of Technology in my freshman year, I happened to see Bai Xunyin.

Lin Lan's people rarely see snow. It happened to be snowing in the north that day, and he clearly saw the surprise and joy on the girl's face.

She was rarely seen smiling when she was in Third Middle School. The sheer beauty at that time made Yu Luoyin's memory deep, and she didn't even dare to approach her when she was relieved. Yu Luoyin was afraid that his past would make Bai Xunyin unhappy.

However, he is satisfied as long as he sees it, just like charging, he can survive the next year and gradually become a habit.

"No wonder you know that I don't have a boyfriend, so you pestered me when I came back." The tip of Bai Xunyin's nose was slightly red, and his voice was full of anger: "So I've been peeking at me all the time."

"Well, my little girl is very good." Yu Luoyin smiled: "So I'm also very good."

Have been obediently, waiting for someone to come back.

For dinner, I had tomato and egg noodles cooked by Yu Luoyin's chef himself.

In fact, Bai Xunyin doesn't like noodles, she likes rice, but now she is very hungry, and it tastes sweet.

While biting the noodles, she unconsciously remembered Yu Luoyin's frustration after failing to cook for the first time, so she wanted to laugh a little.

It turns out that there are no people who can't cook at all. Cooking skills can really be exercised.

If a man really loves you, he will learn to cook for you, spoiling you all the time, and taking care of the fireworks.

For many people, dating and boyfriend and girlfriend are necessities, but for Bai Xunyin, it has never been.

Only after being with Yu Luoyin, did she gradually understand what ‘necessities’ mean.

After seeing the sorrow, he enters the room.

Yu Luoyin is busy with work. He can work overtime for almost five days seven days a week. It is not easy to find the sound of a white person. The two people are known for being in love. In fact, the basic communication depends on WeChat.

But after eating meat, it's different.

At the door of Bai Xunyin's house, Yu Luoyin's password was entered. Since then, no matter how busy he is or how late he is after get off work, he feels uneasy when he comes to eat meat.

The more I come, the more things I bring, such as pajamas, toothpaste and toothbrushes, a few daily clothes, laptops... all kinds of necessities that I don’t have.

Gradually, there is a kind of ‘cohabitation’ effect.

It's just that Yu Luoyin's cooking skills are getting better and better, and Bai Xunyin's bed and bed are served very comfortably. Compared with the previous life of eating bread in the morning and eating the cafeteria at night, it can be called a qualitative leap.

So she closed one eye to Yu Luoyin's "All-pervasive".

Maybe the life of two people is really better than that of one person.

Except for Yu Luoyin's wild animal hair after opening the meat, it made her sore and weak.

Taking advantage of Yu Luoyin's free time to work overtime the next weekend, Bai Xunyin refused Amo's invitation to go shopping and went to Baoquan Road by car.

Go to the psychology clinic that Liu Yufu once mentioned.

The door face of the "Cong'an Psychological Clinic" is uniquely decorated, and it is easy to find on Baoquan Road. When the white sound search opens the door and enters, there is only a little girl in a white coat at the reception desk.

"Hello." The little girl asked with a smile: "Madam, do you have an appointment?"

"Yes." Bai Xunyin never fights unprepared battles. She knows that psychological clinics generally have to make appointments in advance, so on the day of meeting with Liu Yufu, she had already made an appointment with the number one physician of this clinic,'Lu. Ying' number.

She reported her name: "Bai Xun Yin."

"Wait a minute, let me check for you."

The receptionist said, called up the form on the computer to check it, and then took Bai Xunyin to the innermost clinic.

Pushing open the beige wooden door with soft colors, Bai Xunyin saw a lady about 40 years old sitting behind a large tabletop. Her black hair was **** with fluffy waves and she was wearing gold-rimmed glasses. Her temperament was rigorous and precise. Intellectual.

When I look at it, I feel like a tolerant woman.

"Hello." The moment Lu Ying saw Bai Xunyin, a trace of doubt crossed her eyes behind the lens, and then she stood up and nodded: "Please sit down."

Inexplicably, she felt that the girl was a little familiar.

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I'm going crazy, so be it