Infinite rebirth, I and the sick and tyrant fight each other passionately

Although Su Yi understood from beginning to end why this woman did what she did, he still felt that it was too cruel to treat Qin Zhaohan's child like this.

"Queen Mother, I know you don't like the late Emperor, maybe you even resent the late Emperor, but Qin Zhaohan is just a child, he doesn't understand anything, why should you..."

But she didn't expect that after hearing Su Yi's words, the Queen Mother suddenly sneered and looked at him contemptuously.

"Su Yi, I originally thought you had such a lively mind, but now I see it is nothing like this. Maybe it's because you have never given birth or been with someone you don't like, so you don't know what this is like.

The feeling. When I gave birth to the child and the nurse brought him to me, the look on his face that looked so much like his father brought back all my painful memories..."

Su Yi suddenly felt like he was struck by lightning, and he seemed to understand something.

This is like a child born to a woman who was trafficked to a mountain village. They say the child is the fruit of love, but there is no love at all.

"Other people say that mothers love their children the most. You may not believe that I am already in my forties and an old woman, but I still feel that what I love is the child born to the person I love.

"

After hearing what he said, Su Yi was also thinking, would she really like the child she had with the person she hated?

"It's just a pity that he didn't die. This child came back alive and became the biggest hardship in my life."

After listening to all the stories, Su Yi often breathed out. He felt as if he was trapped in a big dye vat. The chaotic and complicated colors in it made it difficult for him to breathe.

"Su Yi, what do you want to say when you want to see him now?"

If she really hated him to the point of not having any contact with him until death, why did the Queen Mother insist on seeing Qin Zhaohan?

"I saw him because my son's children are still in his hands."

Su Yi suddenly realized that this might be Aiwujiwu. The main reason was that he had reached such a stage, but he still cared about Qin Yangyu.

After all, it was the child born to his favorite son.

Su Yi didn't know what to say. After all, he couldn't represent Qin Zhaohan and he didn't have the strength in the palace.

"Parents who love their children must have far-reaching plans. If one day I were in your position, and if I were pregnant with the child of someone I hate, I might not love him either."

When he heard that Su Yi had similar thoughts to his own, he raised his head and looked at him blankly in surprise.

"Su Yi, you understand me..."

He has been fighting for half his life, but in the final analysis, he still hopes that someone can tell him that what he did is understandable and that someone can understand his pain.

"I understand what you did. If I were in your position, I'm afraid I wouldn't be very kind to this child. It's just..."

Su Yi's tone paused. In fact, he wanted to say, but I may not kill him.

But if he thought about how much he hated that man, would he definitely keep the child?

After hesitating for a while, he finally changed his words without saying anything.

"It's just that I have some insights after listening to your story. If this happens to me in the future, I won't hate this child so much anymore... Children love their parents. This is something they are born with. Although I can't

Make your heart boundless, love him wholeheartedly, and try your best to protect him."

This was not what Su Yi had in mind at the beginning, but it was what he would do in the future.

The Queen Mother sneered and said sarcastically.

"Su Yi, I think we have similar thoughts. Do you think you can really be as good as you said?"

He could see that this woman Su Yi was different from what she is now. She had absolute egoism.

"Maybe as you guessed, I can't do that well after all, but...if I am sure that I can't do that well, I will kill him when he is born. Sometimes the longer a person lives, the longer he lives.

The more pain you experience..."

Just after Su Yi finished speaking these words, tears suddenly fell from the Queen Mother's eyes.

"It's because I failed to be a good mother, but I hate him, hate his father's cruelty, and hate that my life has been destroyed like this. I can't love him... maybe I can't love a son who looks so much like him.

"

Only now did he understand that maybe he was the weak one. He vented all his grievances on his children, but did not dare to complain at all against Qin Zhaohan's father. He was wrong. Everyone was wrong, but Qin Zhaohan was right.

.

It is said that pain will not be reduced, but will only be transferred. So did all the pain he suffered back then be transferred to this innocent child?

After getting the answer she wanted, Su Yi looked at the silent Queen Mother and bowed before turning around and leaving.

But as soon as he left the room, he saw Qin Zhaohan standing outside the door! He didn't know how long he stood there and how much he listened to the content of physics.

But seeing that his face was not very good now, Su Yi lowered her head and asked softly.

"Why are you here?"

Qin Zhaohan didn't say anything, he just held his hand and walked out and said.

"There was nothing going on this morning. I went down to court early. I heard that you no longer come to see the Queen Mother. I was afraid that you would be in danger, so I came to see you."

Su Yi was silent about him, not knowing how to speak. After all, this was Qin Zhaohan's childhood psychological shadow, but now he had uncovered it, and it was a shocking secret.

"Why don't you ask me how much you heard outside?"

Seeing that the other party took the initiative to mention it, Su Yi finally breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, he could take the initiative to say it, which meant that he was not too affected in his heart.

"I want to ask, but I don't know how to talk about it. After all, this is your family matter."

Qin Chao did not continue this topic, but turned to ask.

"Why did you suddenly come back to see him today? His mental state is not very good, so as not to hurt you."

Su Yi coughed softly and said.

"I heard from Xiaocui that the Queen Mother has been making trouble in the palace, clamoring to see you. I thought you didn't want to see him after all. Su Yi and I have nothing to do, so Su Yi just

Come and have a look.”

"Su Yi said you came here because of me?"

Su Yi: This is not the point of the question, okay? The point is what the Queen Mother said!

"That's right."

When Qin Zhaohan heard that Su Yi was here for him, he felt a little less unhappy because of what happened just now.

"Where's Su Yi, what do you think after hearing this? In fact, we are both women. You might be unhappy if I tell you. I can probably understand him."

Hateful people also have pity, and the Queen Mother must be that hateful and pitiful person.

Su Yi thought to herself that Qin Zhaohan would be unhappy if she said these words. After all, he was a man in ancient times, and he believed that women put their husbands first, and there was no reason to beat their own children.

But unexpectedly, Qin Zhaohan was not angry, but nodded matter-of-factly.

"I like your idea very much."

Su Yi:???Your idea is a bit dangerous.

"Why did I think you would..."

The two of them had nothing to do, and the weather was nice, so they strolled to the Royal Garden.

"Su Yi, what kind of person am I in your mind? Do you think I am the kind of person who takes things by force?"

There is no such thing as plundering by force. This word does not suit Qin Zhaohan. He feels that if it applies to Qin and Han, it should be decisive and decisive.

Although Qin Zhaohan has a bad temper and a bad temper, he has never done anything to force a woman to wrong her.

"No, you are not the kind of person who takes things by force."

"That's great. If one day you get to have a child, I hope you can be with the person you truly love and follow your inner choice. Don't give birth to a child you don't love."

These are just superficial words. In fact, he wants to say that if he can make Su Yi fall in love with him, then his child will belong to both of them.

But Su Yi had always planned to return to their world, and he didn't want Su Yi to have children with someone he didn't like after he went back.

"Can't you tell, you're quite reasonable... I don't want you to know because I'm afraid it will hurt you, because you are an innocent person after all."

Innocent? He is indeed innocent. The fault is not his and he has no choice.

"Actually, it would be better to tell me. I understand what he was thinking at the time. My father is indeed not a very good man... I just didn't understand at first and thought he was partial. But now, I see that he has always been sticking to himself.

It’s just an inner choice, but I’m open to it.”

Qin Zhaohan must have been relieved by these words, and Su Yi smiled knowingly.

"That's good. Sometimes I'm really afraid of you getting into trouble. I think birth is the only thing we can't choose. But you see that you have become the emperor now, which means you are very good."

In any case, no matter what means he uses to overcome the obstruction of so many people and become emperor, Qin Zhaohan must have some ability.

However, at this time, Su Yi didn't realize that the balance in his heart had already tilted, and he also forgot that when he saw Qin Zhaohan's personal information, he angrily accused him of being a tyrant.

This incident has finally come to an end. This knot cannot be said to be resolved, it can only be said that he has found his own place for the time being.

Everything has been explained to its best, the Queen Mother's palace is no longer noisy, and life is becoming more and more peaceful.

It's just that his health has recovered recently, but Qin Zhaohan has not mentioned what he said about asking him to accompany him to court.

Su Yi thought that this matter must have encountered some obstruction, but unexpectedly there was another reason.

Su Yi originally wanted to find Qin Zhaohan that day, but I heard that he came over early just after leaving the court.

Lao Kun was guarding the door, saying that two ministers were discussing matters with His Majesty inside.

Su Yi thought to herself that if nothing happened, she might as well wait here, it probably wouldn't take long.

He didn't know whether it was because the sound inside was too loud or the soundproofing was not good, but he vaguely heard the conversation inside, which surprised him.

An old and slightly aged voice spoke.

"Your Majesty, the country cannot live without a noble concubine for a day. Your majesty has also asked your majesty to let the noble concubine listen to the government behind the curtain. I would be very grateful!"

When Su Yi heard this, her eyes almost popped out of her head. Why was this different from what she thought? Was he begging him to listen to politics behind the curtain?

In Su Yi's mind, she should have decided to go anyway, but the ministers disagreed, and finally Qin Dynasty and Han Lipai agreed to take her along.

In other words, he couldn't bear to let Han Lipai and the ministers turn against each other in the Qin Dynasty, so he took the initiative not to go to the Qin Dynasty and went along with the situation.

But I never expected that things seemed to be the other way around.

Calm down, maybe she heard it wrong, Su Yi told herself, and continued to listen to the corner.

"Your Majesty, the Imperial Concubine, is extremely intelligent. If the Imperial Concubine is allowed to listen to politics from behind the curtain, someone will be able to control her when His Majesty goes out to inspect the court."

Su Yi: Okay, okay, I didn’t run away this time, I really let myself listen to politics behind the curtain.

I thought that this matter went with Qin Zhaohan's wishes and he would definitely agree, but unexpectedly the person who objected turned out to be Qin Zhaohan.

"You keep giving these reasons over and over again. Gu Ye has told you a long time ago that the imperial concubine is not in good health and going to court is a laborious matter."

Su Yi: I am really a little disillusioned today. I feel like everyone has read the script backwards.

After Qin Chaohua finished speaking, the two ministers argued over this matter again and looked about to start a fight.

Finally, he finally agreed and said that he would discuss it with Concubine Su today and see if he could go to court tomorrow.

Su Yi felt that all this was simply too abnormal, so she looked at Lao Kun aside.

"Eunuch Lao, do you know what's going on? Why do these ministers insist on letting me go to the supermarket? What happened?"

Hearing Su Yi's answer, Mr. Lao smiled heartily.

Ouch, my empress, don’t you understand this? Of course it is your method here that makes the ministers praise you and be reluctant to part with you.

In fact, this is indeed the case.

Originally, they didn't feel it when Su Yi was around. It wasn't until Su Yi left that they understood what hardship was.

Qin Zhaohan always pursues big things in dealing with things. If you want to talk to me, don't talk to me about small things. And you have to ask him what are big things, military and political affairs are big things, and what are small things. Except for military and political matters, they are all small things.

But now, although the border crossing is urgent, the war has not started yet, so these things are the most urgent things.

As the saying goes, there is no harm without comparison. After this time, they completely understood Su Yi's benefits, and they wanted Su Yi to come back and listen to politics behind the curtain no matter what.

So early on the second day, Su Yi sat on Qin Zhaohan with everyone's consent, and the curtain behind him was lowered to listen to politics.

I have to say that after Su Yi, all the ministers went crazy.

It can be said that he can speak his mind freely and is like a bustling public.

After all, if His Majesty is really angry, at least there is a concubine behind who can suppress His Majesty.

If there is any small matter, report it to the imperial concubine immediately. If you don't tell His Majesty, His Majesty will not be angry.

After a period of such peaceful days, Su Yi also traveled between the two worlds for a long time.

He often helped Qin Zhaohan find supplies and other supplies, and began to cultivate various crops. He even brought back two ancient weapons books for Qin Zhaohan's reference.