Infinite Reincarnation: Survival Begins from Ishimura

"Ahhhh, I'm going to kill you!"

The madman roared, and his cold personality finally broke his defense and lost his former calmness.

"Hahaha, Baili, Baili, you are so funny. Do you want to kill me? It's equivalent to killing yourself. Do you think you can kill yourself?"

The black fog twisted and laughed wildly on the rooftop on the fourth floor.

The madman covered his heart, and clearly wiped out all his emotions, why did he still feel pain?

Click...

As if the sound of a broken mirror sounded, cracks began to appear on the invisible hard armor on the surface of his body.

All those unwillingness, regrets, disappointments, regrets... that once came to my heart.

The split personality also reappears.

They turned into different phantoms and emerged from behind themselves.

There is madness, greed, cowardice, and childishness...

At this time

The black fog figure ignited the entire mental hospital, sometimes crazy and sometimes laughing wildly.

"Die, die, madman, this is your destiny, your end, you can't escape, you can never escape."

A fire broke out around to burn everything.

The madman half-kneeled on the rooftop, and the fire was burning around him.

He slowly stood up and said, "You are right. I am cowardly, crazy, greedy, childish, and even indifferent. These are all nightmares that I once lingered."

“But I was told that only by facing them, knowing them, and accepting them can we reconcile with them and reconcile with ourselves.”

He stepped out, and the shadows behind him began to tremble violently.

"I'm cowardly. I've escaped too many times, so many that I can't count it. I always think that escaping can solve all problems."

"Now I understand that escaping is not shameful, but the shame is that I dare not face it after escaping."

After the speech

That shadow that represents cowardice is integrated into his body.

"I am greedy. I once thought that this is what the world owes me, so I have to hold all the good things in my hands, but in the end I forgot my original intention and what I really want."

"Now I understand that greed is not shameful, and it is most important to understand what I really want."

The light flashes

The shadow of greed blends into his body.

"I'm crazy, killing everything, destroying everything, destroying everything that dares to go against me, and madness has helped me eliminate too many things that I dare not face, and also made me lose too much."

"I now understand that madness is not an excuse. He is the beast in my heart. I released him with my own hands. I feel at ease and be a victim."

As the words fell, the third shadow merged into the body.

"I am naive and always have unrealistic fantasies, longing for the beauty that I have had, but I don't know how to cherish, and then complaining that I have obtained everything."

"I now understand that beauty is created and protected by oneself, and don't wait until you lose it before you know how to cherish it."

The fourth shadow merged into his body, and the flames around him began to retreat in fear.

He continued to move forward.

Take off your coat and reveal an indestructible set of armor.

At this time, the armor was covered with cracks.

"I am indifferent. I think complicated thoughts will only affect my judgment. Compared to my own body with countless weaknesses, he is the most perfect master."

"But now I understand that flawlessness is also a hopeless weakness, strong and extremely fragile."

"It shouldn't be the ending like this!"

The madman held the armor with one hand and penetrated the cracks. He tried his best to tear the cold armor with both hands.

Click, click...

The armor kept shattering and turned into a cold shadow that appeared before him.

"Baili, you are too persistent. You will only make mistakes like this, and I will never allow it."

The madman looked at the cold personality in front of him, grinned at him, and then waved his punches.

"You're a ball, but you don't allow it. Go back to my body."

One punch smashed the cold side personality into pieces.

at last

He stood in front of the black fog figure.

"So, what is your choice?" The black fog figure looked at him jokingly.

The madman didn't say anything and jumped into the sea of ​​fire of the church without hesitation.

He searched through the flames and finally found the cross burned into half, and Mu Xing, who was burned into coke.

"I'll take you home!"

He carried the coke and the cross and walked step by step beyond the flames.

And at this time

A cold shadow appeared behind him.

"You are too impulsive, so you can only kill yourself and you will get nothing in the end."

"So what?"

"Baili, you are a lonely star. All the people who are with you are dead. All the goodwill that attempts to approach you have turned into smoke and dust. You should know better than anyone else. Loneliness and indifference are your future. .”

The madman ignored the ridicule of his cold personality and continued to move forward.

Until a red door appeared in front of him.

"It's coming soon!"

He murmured to himself.

"Don't be stupid Baili, can't you see clearly? Everything here is fake, it's a trial set by Mu Xing for you."

"So what if you pass the trial? Do you think I will disappear? No, I will never disappear. You, the destined lonely star, will no one extend his hand to you."

Bang...

Just then

The red door opened.

Mu Xing appeared in front of the gate, and there was only a shadow left behind him with the bright light behind him.

And gradually, the light disappeared, revealing his face.

He slowly raised his right hand.

"You are wrong. It's not that no one in this world wants to extend his hand for him, like me!"

The madman who was staggering and walking looked up and a glimmer appeared on his face.

But soon, the ray of light disappeared.

The passage under his feet suddenly shattered, revealing the endless abyss below.

Mu Xing took a step forward, grabbed his sleeve, and grabbed him who was falling: "Crazy, stretch out your hand!"

Mu Xing looked at him seriously.

This is the final trial, everything lies in the madman's own choice.

The madman looked confused: "Maybe he was right, I am a lonely star, too many people died because of me, I..."

"Shut up. When is it time? I'm still pretending to be deep here and sneak up. He said, "What are you? Do you eat shit?"

"you……"

The madman was suddenly scolded.

"You are so pretentious. You are a crazy man, not a woman. Shut up and grab your hands."

The madman gritted his teeth and remained silent.

Finally, he raised his head and stretched out his right hand to grab the hand of hope that Mu Xing handed over.

"Damn, you are so heavy. Did you grow up eating pig feed?" Mu Xing pulled him up and complained.

"Hurry up, the spiritual world is about to collapse."

"Here you come!"

The madman finally woke up and ran towards the door with Mu Xing.

Suddenly, he stopped and looked back at his back.

That personality that represents indifference stopped.

"Go!" cried the madman.

"No, I hope you won't need me anymore, I hope this is our last goodbye."

Said

The transparent and cold personality turned to the abyss hole behind him without hesitation.

Just at the moment of falling.

A big hand grabbed the cold personality.

"What are you doing?"

"You are me, I am you, accept, not abandon, I may not be perfect, but I will not leave every different me!"

At this moment, the cold armor finally melted, turned into a stream of light and disappeared into the palm of the madman's palm.