Intoxication

Why didn't I sleep well at night? The heating in the room was too full. Song Juhan was born with body heat and he was always close to him. He woke up twice in the middle of the night, but did not want to wake up Song Juhan. Better than the embarrassment that the two were sober face to face.

He couldn't sleep until six o'clock in the morning, so he couldn't sleep anymore, ran down the stairs, and bought breakfast by the way.

Morning jogging is really helpful for waking up. He has been awake from the indescribable and dejected state of yesterday. He feels very funny. What was he doing yesterday? This is the relationship between Song Juhan and Song Juhan. He didn't know it until the first day?

Calmly think about it. The two of them have recently been away frequently. They all originated from Feng Ye ’s sudden return to China. Maybe this is an opportunity to let him be independent from the shadow of Song Juhan. Maybe, maybe one day, he can leave first.

After eating breakfast, why change into clothes, find out the box, and start packing, he booked a ticket to fly to the city tomorrow morning.

At this time, Song Juhan came out of the bedroom rubbing his eyes, and suddenly woke up at the first sight of why he collected his luggage: "What are you doing?"

Why didn't he look up: "Business trip." He crossed Song Juhan into the bedroom to get his clothes. "Your breakfast is on the table."

"When is a business trip?"

"tomorrow."

"Tomorrow?" Song Juhan frowned. "I rented a private jet, and I plan to take the entire team to vacation in Saipan. You can also go with me."

"I'm going on a business trip." Why did I pick my clothes and put them in the box?

Song Juhan looked at why he didn't raise his eyes. A fire broke out in his heart early in the morning. He strode over and grabbed his arm and pulled him directly from the ground. Why was he startled? Looking to Song Juhan.

Song Juhan narrowed his eyes: "Why are you hiding from me?"

"Hiding ... no."

"You don't even look at me, and you say you didn't hide from me?"

Why sighed: "I really want to go on a business trip, you have breakfast."

"How many days do you travel?"

"Not sure."

"We went to Saipan for ten days, and you come over after your business trip."

Why do some eyes dodge: "I ... I'm really not sure when I can finish it."

"Don't you dare say that you didn't hide from me?" Song Ju chilled up his jacket. "What happened to you during this time? Is it Feng Ye? Because yesterday?"

Why grab Song Juhan's hand, slowly pull out his collar, and said softly, "You think more, I'm just busy with work."

Why isn't the salty and indifferent attitude, let Song Juhan have a frustration of fists hitting cotton, he is furious: "Are you angry about the day, right? I was **** muddy that day, I also regret it Now, if you did n’t lie to me first and I drank again, I would never treat you that way. Have we hurt you for so many years? I said that you can hit me. What compensation do you want? What's the use of holding a grudge like this ?! "

Why sighed: "It won't make me happy to hit you."

"How can that make you happy?"

"Why do you care if I am happy?" Asked why.

Song Juhan was speechless for a moment, so why his clear, clean eyes made him unable to look straight at him, but he didn't know how to answer for a moment.

"You apologize, I accepted, now you go to eat." Why continue to squat down to pack luggage.

Song Juhan Ju looked down at the rotation, and an unspeakable emotion arose in his heart. This man was clearly in front of him, but seemed to be walking further and further away.

Why, while looking away, he looked at Song Juhan's feet secretly, and saw that he hadn't left for a long time. Instead, he could feel a sight to penetrate people from directly above, it was really uncomfortable, he lifted helplessly After a while: "Don't eat?"

"You eat with me," Song Ju said stiffly.

"I have already eaten."

"I'll sit there and watch me eat."

Why stood up: "Come on."

The two sat down face to face, and Song Juhan hesitated before eating. Why do you really look at him like that?

Sometimes I look at Song Juhan so often, why do I often find it incredible? How come I have walked with this person for so many years? How did my own many years ago follow him like him? Maybe it's because I have never really got it, so I can't let it go.

Song Juhan took two bites and looked up at why: "Come over after a business trip, you know."

"There were a lot of things a year ago. I really didn't have a vacation. The boss couldn't give me leave."

Song Juhan frowned, with a mockery of words: "This is not your own, so I have to take someone else."

Why lowered his eyebrows and said "um".

Song Ju slammed his chopsticks, held his chest with both hands, and raised his chin to see why: "The one who was in the lounge yesterday was a recent hot model. You have a really good body. You are also working hard. You have n’t got enough waist recently It's tight. "

Why nodded and said nothing.

Probably it was already full of knives, and there was nowhere to start with this kind of petty tricks.

"Who do you say I should take? Should I take a good figure, or have a nice voice, or be gentle and take care of people? I want to take a girl, or I will not be troubled." Song Juhan said, Watching why the reaction.

Why nodded again.

Song Ju snorted coldly and continued to eat.

Why is he still watching quietly, he thought, there will always be a day, he can only look at Song Juhan, not even such a good distance.

Song Juhan left after eating. As soon as he left, why did he feel that his physical strength was drained, sitting on the sofa for a long time.

Why can you actually feel the anxiety and dissatisfaction of Song Juhan, because he was used to controlling him, and suddenly found that the control was a little loose, so he felt unaccustomed and annoyed that he had violated authority. If he continues to be so "unrecognizable", the two will really end up playing.

He was in an extremely painful contradiction. On the one hand, when he thought of breaking off with Song Juhan, he didn't know what he would wake up the next day, but on the other hand, he was looking forward to the deadly knife in his heart. He wanted a happy, fatal blow, and it was better to go on like this. The wounds on his body repeatedly failed to heal. For more than six years, he was really tired.

The next morning, why carrying simple luggage, he boarded the plane and arrived in Shencheng.

After all, Shencheng is in the south, much warmer than Beijing. So when you get off the plane, you feel a tide coming, and even breathing becomes smoother.

He took a taxi to a hotel, then texted his mother, and made an appointment for lunch.

He put down his luggage, trimmed it, took the black pearl necklace bought at the airport, and took a taxi to the hotel.

It seemed that he and his mother hadn't seen each other for four or five years. Before he saw him, he felt a little nervous.

Knocking on the door of the box, a woman in a beige suit and jewels stood up, looking a little excited.

Why are you stunned? There is a little girl in the room.

"Why." Sun Qing strode over, grasping his arm at a loss, looking up at his son.

"Mom." Why patted her on the back, and her voice was unconsciously gentle.

She is richer than the impression, but also older than the impression. Time is really a good medicine for healing wounds. Facing his mother, he finds that he has no complaints.

Sun Qing's eyes were red, her hands were stiff, and she tried to hold her for a while, but she didn't seem to dare to risk it.

Why do you take the initiative to bend over and hug her? This short woman has the intelligence and strength that is the opposite of her weight, but when she is a mother, she is not much different from other mothers.

Sun Qing hugged He reasonably, fingers carefully touched He reason's head, forced to not cry.

The little girl looked at them curiously.

Sun Qing let go of him, embarrassed to say, "I haven't introduced it yet. This is my uncle Li and your daughter. This year is nine years old. It's Susu. Susu, come here."

Susu came over.

"Susu, this is your brother and mother told you."

Su Su looked up at the reason, and said in a small adult tone, "My brother is quite handsome, like me."

Sun Qing and why couldn't help laughing. Sun Qing touched her head: "Nonsense, you must be like your brother."

Susu blinked: "You're so old, I'll call your uncle." Then he laughed.

"Don't be big or small."

Why smiled softly: "I did not expect that I have a sister." He rubbed his face with his fingers, Su Su biting her lips a bit shyly.

Sun Qing was a little cramped: "I forgot about it, I didn't mention it to you."

Why, of course, she didn't forget it, but didn't dare to mention it, but he didn't care. If he was still concerned, he wouldn't want to take a look today.

"Come, sit."

The three took their seats, so why looked carefully at the mother I haven't seen in years: "Mom, you've lost a lot of weight." .

"Hey, work is too busy." Sun Qing gave a piece of meat to He, "So do you, why is it darker than before and eat more?"

"Running the construction site all day, drying it."

"How are you doing at Nan Chuang?"

"Not bad, enough to eat and drink." Why remembered something, took out the necklace, "a gift for you."

Sun Qing opened with pleasure: "So beautiful, thank you son." She picked up the necklace and couldn't help it. In fact, the jade worn on her neck didn't know how much more expensive than that pearl, but she immediately took off the jadeite and asked her to wear a pearl.

Susu got together and said, "Is this mother expensive?"

"Yes, my brother has studied well since he was a child, and now he works well. He must study like his brother, you know?"

"Oh." The child turned his head as soon as he heard the study.

When eating, Sun Qing kept picking vegetables and asked him how he was doing. Finally, he asked an important question: "Do you have a girlfriend?"

Why shook his head: "Busy work, no time to talk."

"You are not too young, how lonely you are."

"Look at fate." Why perfunctory.

After dinner, Sun Qing said to Susu, "Susu, don't you want to go to the lobby to see the sea turtles? You can go and see, mother and brother talk."

"Okay." Susu can't wait to run away.

Why do you know that his mother has something to say, and that his intuition is related to Su Su, otherwise why never mentioned it before, but this time brought so abruptly?

Sun Qing looked at Su Su's disappearing direction and sighed: "Su Su is only nine years old ..."

Why frowned: "Mom, what's wrong?"

Sun Qing turned her face and said sadly, "Why, you can come to see me today. I'm really particularly happy. In fact, I have always wanted to see you, but I dare not. I know that you never really forgive me I."

"Mom, it's all over, don't talk about it." In fact, it is clear that in the past few years, Sun Qing really didn't want to see him. What she couldn't face wasn't this son, but she had looked down on herself. Of the fact that men gave birth to children and wasted youth.

But time will change everything after all, just as he forgave the past, Sun Qing also felt mother and son.

"I wanted to see you for a long time. I wanted to celebrate the Chinese New Year this year. I would like to reunite with you once in a while. I didn't expect that you would take the initiative. I really ..." Gratitude in Sun Qing's eyes was not false. "Son, mother I am really sorry for you. "

Why is it so uncomfortable, he dumbly said, "Mom, it's over." If he didn't come today, he probably wouldn't realize that in addition to Song Juhan in this world, there are people who can touch his heart, maybe he It was the subconscious rejection of such concerns, so he simply did not see him, and would rather not own it because he was worried about losing his character.

Sun Qing sighed: "Why, mother tells you something, don't be too uncomfortable, you also need to know sooner or later."

Why is my heart tight: "What's wrong?"

"I have breast cancer."

Why sit up straight: "Serious? Can it be cured?"

"It's mid-term, it can be cured, but the treatment effect is difficult to say." Sun Qing held his hand. "I have a good career now and realized my ideals when I was young. I thought I would be satisfied, but my marriage was empty, I Now even health is gone, which is probably the punishment for me. "

Why didn't I expect to hear such a story? He always thought his mother was doing well, and he also bought the stock of his mother's company, which has always been a good stock. At this moment he really regretted it. If he didn't come, at least his mother would always be good in his impression.

When Sun Qing said these things, she was very calm: "Actually, it ’s nothing. When people reach the age, how can there be no illness or disaster? I am very calm. The only concern in my heart is Susu."

"Isn't Su Su good?"

Sun Qing shook his head, his eyes suddenly revealed a bit of shrewd and powerful: "Lao Li has two sons, both of your age. Although Lao Li is also very painful, but he and his parents are patriarchs, two My son is not an oil-saving lamp. If I leave early, I'm afraid Susu can only mix a dowry, which I absolutely cannot allow. "

"It's too early to think about this, your disease is still very promising, and Su Su is still small."

"Son, you follow me. Our mother and son are both prepared characters, not to mention this is my daughter's matter." Sun Qing looked at it earnestly. "If I am not sick, I am not afraid of anything, but I am now I'm really worried that Su Su will be upset when I fall. Son, mom doesn't know who to rely on now. Can you help mom? "

Why am I surprised? "Mom, what can I help you with?"

"I owe you for so many years. I want to give you money. You don't need it either. I have no feelings with Lao Li. Only the property is not well divided and I have been dealing with it. I want to give you the shares in my hand. After Su Su is an adult, you only need to return half of it to her. "

"Mom ..." Why couldn't help but step back, his mind couldn't keep up with this rhythm. He just came for a meal, how could he get so many things up?

Sun Qing grabbed his hand and didn't let him step back: "Son, mommy believes in you, you haven't valued money since you were a kid, who can I trust except you."

Why take a deep breath: "Mom, you let me digest ..."

Sun Qing held his hand tightly, his eyes were full of expectations.

Why do you close your eyes and open it again, you have calmed down: "Mom, are you too reckless to do this, there should be other ways, not to be so extreme, you are not completely out of trouble with Uncle Li Now. "

"I don't care anymore, he's not the same person as before, neither am I." Sun Qing's eyes circle was a little red. "When we started the business together, it was very difficult, but we were very happy and we were very good. Now everything is all right It ’s changed, Susu is so small. If I let go, Lao Li is her only guardian. At that time, my things will not be at the mercy of their father and son. You are my own son. I will give you most of my inheritance. , There is no problem with love and law. "

Why is it still a little dazed, he sighed: "Mom, this is not a trivial matter, it can't be said in a single meal."

"I understand, I haven't let you decide now, but this is not a bad thing, right?" Sun Qing said softly, "Mom's only hope is that you can take care of your sister for me, even if you don't want to live with her. It's okay, just take care of her and make sure she gets what she deserves in the future. "

"I, I think about it." Why 10,000 people don't want to agree, he is a person who is very afraid of trouble. His desire for money has always been indifferent, especially too much money, which is just a number for him. It doesn't make much sense. In contrast, the various troubles that can be caused by a large amount of money can completely deter him. If it was someone else, he would definitely say no.

But this is his mother's care. How did he refuse?

He regretted coming here, but he had to face it sooner or later.

After dinner that day, Sun Qing sent him back to the hotel, and the two talked in the guest room for a long time. Most of them knew about each other's life over the years. In the end, Su Su was so sleepy that he fell asleep in bed, and Sun Qing left. , That means take him around for a day.

After Sun Qing left, why do you think about what happened on this day carefully, only to cry and laugh.

Someone rushed to give him money, but he didn't want it and couldn't refuse.

His mother was right. Being rich is not a bad thing. Since you ca n’t refuse, you should think in a good direction and try your best to solve the problem.

After staying in Shencheng for two days, Sun Qing was doing everything she could to receive it. I wish I could make up for many years of vacancies, so why and Susu are also familiar. Although this little girl is a bit naughty, she is also smart and kind. Like it.

Before leaving, Sun Qing grabbed his hand and asked him to consider carefully and communicate with her at any time.

Why is it that there is a sense of induction when he returns to the capital city? Phones on the job come one after another. He should have been to work tomorrow. He ran to the company in advance.

At the office, several female colleagues were chatting gossip. The elder sister who was keen to introduce her was still very loud: "Oh these stars, mess, a group of men and women are playing in swimsuits, are they too open? Now. "

"I'm by the sea, I don't wear a bathing suit." Song Juhan, a big fan girl in the office, justified.

When Chen Shan saw it, she was startled and stood up nervously: "General Manager, why are you here?"

"There is something, come early." Why glanced at them, pretending to be serious: "Gossip talk at work, eh?"

A few people hurried away.

Why did you pass by Chen Shan's desk and see the newspaper on her desk? It was a sneak shot of Song Juhan taking the team to a party in Saipan. In fact, he used some very exaggerated and intentional words. Why, at a glance, I saw that many people brought their wives, men, and girlfriends. It is impossible to play too much, but the media is afraid that the world will not be chaotic. But Song Juhan did get close to a woman.

Chen Shan was afraid of his anger, and whispered, "General He, let's take a break and not talk for long."

Why laughed: "It's funny, you're fine. You called Xiaochen and brought the latest information about the Six Rings project. I'll have a meeting."

"Ah." Chen Shan thought about it, "General Manager, do you also like Song Juhan?"

Why is his expression frozen? "What?"

"Last Song Juhan's concert, I saw you on TV. Do you have friends who are insiders? They are standing beside the stage."

Why do you cough? "Well, my friend is working in the gym. I just went to see that day."

"Wow, I really envy President He. Have you ever come in close contact with Song Juhan? Did you get your signature?" Chen Shan looked at her brightly. Since Chen Shan found out his sexuality, it seemed as if he had a secret friendship with him, the relationship was close, and his speech was not as restrained as before.

"No, there are too many people."

"Oh, you are so close. Is Song Juhan's skin good? Is he really 188 tall? Is it true?"

Why did you say: "Okay, really, do you not notify Xiaochen yet?"

Chen Shan shook her shoulders, as if she had awakened at first, "He is always wrong."

"Hurry up."

Why, then, looked at Song Juhan's light-hearted smile in the newspaper again, and his heart felt dense pain. 2k novel reading network