Is He Really The Protagonist?

In the silent water, a figure remained motionless, sinking slowly with the current. Looking closer, you can see that he is a good-looking young man. It seemed like a long time passed, and it seemed like only a few seconds had passed. The young man trembled a few times.

It was cold, my nose was choking, I had a lot of water in my mouth, and it was difficult to breathe. This is the first feeling after coming back to consciousness.

When his brain consciousness returned, he immediately understood that he was in the water, rowing his arms, trying to swim up to the surface. As soon as I started to move, I realized that my right leg was cramped. I endured the pain and did a simple stretch so that it would not affect my movements too much, and then I swam toward the water.

Only then did he notice that there was another figure sinking from the water not far ahead. He quickly swam towards it, grabbed his arm and dragged the figure towards the shore.

‘Wow’

Under the moonlight, the quiet water surface broke open, and the young man dragged another person to the shore. Looking at the unfamiliar environment around him, he was a little confused and his head hurt. He held his head with his hands to calm it down.

After his mind was no longer so confused, he looked back at the rescued person. It seemed that the person had recovered and was coughing softly with his back to him. When I saw the other person's long hair, I saw that she was a woman. He withdrew his gaze and continued to look around.

Xiao Bosheng was very confused. Isn’t the place where I entered the water a pedestrian street? Why did it turn into such a quiet park? Isn’t it just afternoon? Why is the moon up now? Isn’t the place where someone fell into the water a river? Why? It has become an artificial lake.

Enduring the tearing pain in his mind and recalling the process of going into the water to save people, Xiao Bosheng realized that he had traveled through time.

The beginning of most time-travel novels is as cliché as the beginning. In my previous life, I encountered someone falling into the water while shopping. Relying on my swimming skills, I jumped in without hesitation to save the person.

However, because the other party fell into the water, he panicked and struggled constantly. Not only did he fail to rescue effectively, but he was pulled out of balance. Coupled with the impact of the undercurrent in the river, he choked on a few mouthfuls of water and was dragged down.

Then he traveled back to this person named Xiao Bosheng. The buddy was relaxing in the park at night and met someone who fell into the water.

Because the place was remote and it was night, there were no people around. He didn't think carefully at all and went straight into the water. However, he was stimulated by the cold water and his calves cramped. The others became a little panicked and failed to save others, so they left first.

‘Man it’s so miserable. ’ Xiao Bosheng thought to himself.

"Thank you, but actually you don't need to save me. What's the point of existence for a person like me?"

The woman's voice was soft. After hearing this, Xiao Bosheng turned his head and met a pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes. The other person was stunned for a moment and lowered his head.

The woman's face looks a little thin, her skin has a waxy color due to malnutrition, and she looks a little haggard. But these still couldn't cover up her beautiful appearance, but instead added some delicate temperament.

Xiao Bosheng was not particularly handsome after all, and coupled with the confusion that had just passed through his mind, he quickly came to his senses and shook his head: "The existence of a life has no meaning at the beginning.

The meaning of life is found in various activities of life.

Only by living can you find the meaning of existence. If you die, there must be no meaning. "

The woman buried her head in her knees and sobbed softly: "But I can't do anything, it's useless. I can only watch things happen, which is irreversible."

It seems that when something sad happens, you can't think about it. But when she was pulled up, she didn't struggle, and it seemed that she wasn't very determined to die.

After a moment of silence and organizing his words, Xiao Bosheng shook the water from his hair, looked at the calm lake, and said leisurely: "I think that life is not about what you want to do, but what you can do. .

Life is so long and we have to go through a lot of things. Not everything can be solved. There will always be things beyond our abilities that make us powerless. Regret is the only thing that runs through life.

One star falls, but it cannot dim the starry sky; one flower withers, but it cannot make the whole spring barren.

Learn to accept shortcomings and try to face the pain. This is always the case in a person's life. If written as a story, not many stories are perfect.

Faced with such imperfection, death is the simplest, easiest and fastest solution.

But there are still so many people struggling and living in this world, because only by living can they use their own efforts to turn this imperfect story into what they expect.

Smile more. Sadness, discomfort, pain, and negative emotions will always torture you. No one can feel the same.

Many times we have no choice, but we can choose our mood, so why not make ourselves happy. And I think you must look good when you smile. Don’t waste the appearance that your parents have carefully crafted for you. "

The woman looked up. This time, Xiao Posheng saw a different light in those peach blossom eyes. He stood up and patted his butt, leaving her alone.

The woman hugged her knees, and a gust of wind blew. She shivered, and buried her head between her legs, recalling Xiao Bosheng's words.

After a while, there were footsteps, and a large black windbreaker was draped on her back.

"It's a bit cold. I'll give you this coat. I just called the police. The police will be here in ten minutes. Don't run around. No matter what happens, don't give up on yourself. I'll leave first. If I'm late, I'll miss the bus. ”

After Xiao Bosheng said that, he turned around and left. The wet clothes were very uncomfortable to wear. In his current state, he didn't want to be taken to take notes, so he had better run away first.

"My name is Ji Xiaoxiang, what's your name?"

"If we meet again by chance, you will know."

"How can I return this dress to you?"

"No need to return it, it's already very old."

Ji Xiaoxiang sat there and whispered: "What are you pretending to..."

After observing for a while not far away, he made sure that the woman had no thoughts of committing suicide. The police officer was coming soon. Xiao Bosheng walked into the public toilet in the park, took off his clothes, wrung them out, and sorted out the memories in his mind. .

According to the memory of the original owner, this world is called Blue Star, tentatively called Earth OL2, but its social system, history, culture and even technological level are very different from Earth. The original owner is now a sophomore, and the reason why he is still hanging out in the park so late today is because he broke up with his girlfriend.

After looking through this girlfriend in his memory, Xiao Posheng felt a bit toothache.

High school classmates, because they chatted a lot in high school, the original owner mistakenly thought that the other party had a crush on him. After graduating from high school, I started pursuing him, but the girl's reaction was always indifferent. In the end, the original owner made a desperate confession and was rejected as expected.

After being rejected in the first place, the original owner should have understood that it was impossible.

As a result, after a period of time, the girl found the original owner again, asked him if he liked her, and said she wanted to be his girlfriend. The original owner was so happy that he actually agreed.

Then there were several months of online dating. The original owner tried his best to find topics to chat with, but the girl's response was still weak and she refused to answer any video calls.

Finally, for the girl’s birthday, the original owner bought a stuffed bear worth about 100 yuan online and gave it to the girl.

Then on the last day of the National Day holiday, which is today, the girl sent a message saying they broke up, without explaining the reason, she directly blocked the original owner. Then the original owner was heartbroken and went out to relax. When he saw Ji Xiaoxiang falling into the water, he jumped into the water to save others and then left.

"..."

There are so many flaws that I don’t know where to start.

Looking up at himself in the mirror, Xiao Posheng was a little confused when he saw that his face looked exactly the same as in his previous life. Because this was his original face, and the memory of the original owner told him that Xiao Bosheng in the two worlds looked exactly the same, and even his life experience was exactly the same.

Looking at the familiar face in the mirror, Xiao Bosheng suddenly noticed something strange. Looking closer, he saw that his pupils were dark with blue and white dots on them.

As we all know, the color of human eyeballs is divided into three layers. The outermost layer is the white of the eye, and the inner iris is a concentric circle. The outer iris of the Chinese is brownish black, and the pupil is pure black.

But now, the brown ring is gone, black is all over the iris, and there are also these irregularly distributed small dots. It must be some kind of eye disease.

As he was staring at the pupils in the mirror and thinking, he found that the white spots gradually dimmed, and the pure black range gradually shrank back, until it finally became no different from a normal eyeball.

Xiao Bosheng thought for a long time and couldn't figure out the reason, so he simply stopped thinking about it.

Go to sleep without making a decision. Since it has already happened and you don’t see any harm, let’s ignore it for now.

Putting on the half-dried clothes, after passing the place just now, the girl had left. It seemed that the police uncle had already arrived.

As I stood on the bus going back, water dripped from my body from time to time. Fortunately, there were not many people on the bus.

Ignoring the strange looks from other people in the car, Xiao Bosheng looked out the window in a daze. Suddenly, he discovered that there was Qi flowing in the air. He blinked and couldn't see it again. After a while, he could see it again, and he was even more confused. .

Thinking about the vision of your own eyes in the mirror, there is no connection, right?

I returned to the rented house, washed up, and lay on the bed. After relaxing my whole body, I felt sleepy instantly.

If you ask why a college bachelor wants to rent a house, you have to mention the hidden identity of the original owner. On the surface, he is an ordinary college student. Behind his back, he was a college student with a pretty good voice.

Because he grew up in a welfare institution, he has been doing work-study. When I went to college, after the voice-changing period passed, I found that my voice was pretty good.

I found some videos on the Internet to teach myself, and finally signed the dubbing job. I worked for a small studio, mainly reading articles in novel apps, and occasionally took some dubbing orders.

Because I haven't graduated yet, my basic salary is only a few hundred yuan, but the share is pretty good, and I ended up with an income of more than 2,000 yuan.

For the sake of a quiet environment, I rented a house like this. After excluding rent, water, electricity, and food, I could still have hundreds left over a month.

The memories in my mind are still washing through my brain in waves. Xiao Bosheng looked through it like a book, and then stopped reading.

Because I grew up in an orphanage, I didn’t have many good friends, and I wasn’t very good at dealing with interpersonal relationships. The only relative he has is the old dean who raised him. He also passed away last year. His life is extremely monotonous.

"I didn't expect that there is someone more ordinary than myself. This person is still myself in the parallel world."

Xiao Bosheng smiled mockingly to himself. In his previous life, he also grew up in a welfare institution. Thanks to the education of the old dean, I have never felt inferior because I have no parents. Although I am a bit lonely, I still had a few close friends when I was a student. However, after I went to college, we went our separate ways and gradually lost contact.

No matter what, he went to sleep. He was so sleepy. The fusion of the memories of the two souls gave him a very painful headache. He might get better if he took a nap first.