Is the school doctor free? Have you ever heard of crispy college students!

"teacher……"

Chen Mu's hand placed under the table couldn't help but gently tug on He Qiyun's sleeve next to him.

joke.

Such an insult to the old man.

Maybe the teacher himself was happy.

Chen Mu couldn't even imagine waiting for the teacher to leave.

Or what kind of wrath he will face when he returns to the imperial capital.

The teacher is really...

Obviously she wanted to anger the old man, so why did she drag him into the water? !

Is it possible?

Just because he is the old man's son? !

really.

Chen Mu doesn't even need to think too much.

It didn't take long.

I heard the teacher's somewhat showy voice.

He Qiyun: "It seems that I am not very good at being a father. If my child wants to share something with me, he is not willing to share it with you."

Hear this.

It was Chen Mu who had tried so hard to keep silent.

He couldn't bear to hear his teacher treating the old man so disrespectfully, so he rolled his eyes speechlessly, "You discovered that yourself, and I didn't share it with you, okay?"

"You brat, you can't let me know what's going on!"

With the old man on the other side of the video, there was a roar.

Chen Mu's whole body stiffened instantly.

He looked at He Qiyun next to him in disbelief and said in a voiceless voice: "Teacher, you are cheating on me!"

Didn't we agree before to keep it a secret for him?

It was precisely because He Qiyun had promised so well before that Chen Mu didn't pay much attention during the conversation with He Qiyun.

But now...

Thinking of what I just said.

Chen Mu shrank his head in obvious fear.

Subsequently.

The eyes observe the nose, and the nose observes the heart.

Try to reduce your presence.

"What's going on? What illness do you have that deserves this old guy to remind me and let me know in such a roundabout way?" Chen Tao's somewhat stern voice sounded from the other side of the phone.

Professor He Qiyun, known as the "old thing", was speechless for a moment.

Some people are already very old, but why can’t they still say a beautiful word with their mouths? !

The complaints in my heart are complaints.

But after seeing Chen Tao's face, He Qiyun wisely chose to shut up.

After confirming with Chen Mu which room was suitable for resting, he took the toiletries he brought and went to wash up first.

During this period of time when Chen Mu didn't talk much.

Chen Tao was looking at the timetable, "I have the afternoon the day after tomorrow. If you don't answer me, I will go to Haicheng myself to see what disease you have!"

Chen Tao: "Anyway, now, the whole Internet knows that you are my son. Even if I forcefully take you to the hospital for examination, no one will say anything to me. At most, they will say that you are ignorant."

Chen Mu: "..."

During the years he was away from the imperial capital.

Does the old man often play with his mobile phone? !

Otherwise, I would be able to say such things.

Although faced with Chen Tao's somewhat stern look, Chen Mu still subconsciously avoided the other person's gaze.

He spoke in a low voice: "Actually, it's not a big problem, and I've been working very hard to cooperate with the treatment..."

"hehe!"

On the other side of the video, Chen Tao snorted, "You've been my son for so many years. You kid, stick your butt out and I'll know what kind of shit you're going to do! Stop hesitating with me here. If you really don’t have any serious problems, your teacher will definitely not remind me specifically.”

Chen Mu's eyes unconsciously fell on Professor He Qiyun who came out to pick up his suitcase.

And Professor He Qiyun himself was being watched by Chen Mu.

After hearing Chen Tao's unkind tone, the corners of his lips twitched unnaturally.

He just said...

Chen Mu, a stinky boy, likes to use shit as a metaphor at such a young age.

It turns out that this is also a family tradition...

Such an idea only briefly appeared in Professor He Qiyun's mind.

But very quickly.

Professor He Qiyun met Chen Mu's resentful gaze.

After giving Chen Mu an awkward smile, he couldn't wait to disappear again.

He was afraid that Chen Mu and Chen Tao, his father and son, would really target him.

Chen Mu: "..."

Although I can probably understand the teacher's mentality when doing this, Professor He Qiyun ran really too fast, which made him feel like he was a plague like the old man.

"Your teacher, are you going to have a rest?"

On the other side of the phone, Chen Tao still didn't look good.

Chen Mu nodded honestly, and then said, "Well, he went to rest."

You can scold me now.

Chen Tao: "I'm giving you time and a chance to tell you what's wrong with you."

"If you don't tell me, I will go to your home in person and look for your medical records."

when saying these words.

Chen Tao's eyes were fixed on his son on the screen.

He always thought this kid was quite smart.

Even if there are some things that happened that year, it may not be possible for a while.

At least.

Chen Mu should be able to take care of himself.

Tsk!

But now look at Chen Mu's condition.

Chen Tao also had an answer in his heart that he was not very willing to face.

This stupid boy of his!

You may not be able to take care of yourself well at all.

Chen Mu lowered his head, not daring to look at the old man's eyes. "It's nothing serious. I just have a little mental illness. I've been seeing a doctor for a long time..."

"I remember what you said to me before, go see a doctor when you are sick. There is no need to hide your illness or avoid treatment."

Chen Tao had a lot of scolding to say before.

This moment.

Just looking at Chen Mu on the other side of the phone, he suddenly felt that it was difficult to say many of the words that came to his lips.

A long while passed.

Taking a deep breath, "How long?"

Chen Mu still lowered his head, fearing to see the old man's disappointed eyes, "Just, after you left Haicheng..."

Listening to Chen Mu's voice, Chen Tao's heart surged even more.

actually.

In the past few years, Chen Mu has not been around, and he has also thought about whether there were some problems in his relationship with Chen Mu.

He is obsessed with medicine and has never been married in his life.

If something hadn't happened suddenly at his friend's house, he and Chen Mu might have been masters and disciples, or they might have had no contact at all for the rest of their lives...

Even later, I was worried that no one would take care of the child.

He really raised Chen Mu in his own name, but when he thought back to the process of raising Chen Mu, it seemed that it was different from what he saw between father and son in a normal family.

He has watched his apprentices raise children.

Almost meticulous.

But now I carefully imagine that except for the occasional time when he goes home, he takes Chen Mu to learn Chinese medicine.

Most of the rest of the time was spent leaving little Chen Mu with food that he could heat by himself, or money for the meal, and then left in a hurry.

Perhaps it was precisely because he and Chen Mu had never wanted to have a normal father-son relationship that the child suddenly rebelled when he went to college.

Suddenly and forcefully expressed in front of him that he did not like Chinese medicine.

And that was a few years ago.

Later, Chen Mu was not the only one who went to see a psychiatrist.

And him...

At that time, the psychiatrist asked about the way he got along with his son.

Also told him.

Maybe what his son wanted to hear at that time was not about weighing the pros and cons, nor was it a big deal.

It's the simplest word of trust from the close relatives around you.

But he didn't do that.

Or rather...

At that time, he even turned himself into a knife to stab Chen Mu.

After he came out of the mental hospital that year, he realized that there was something wrong with his attitude.

But over the years.

Facing Chen Mu, he was always embarrassed and admitted that there was something wrong with his attitude.

No matter how you say it, he is Chen Mu's adoptive father.

Although some of the words she said didn't sound very nice, the starting point was ultimately for this child.

Moreover.

He didn't ask Chen Mu to forgive him or get close to him, as long as the child stayed in Haicheng and took good care of himself.

Take good care of yourself.

This is not a difficult thing for an adult man.

Check out the 16-9 book bar and see the correct version!

It is precisely because of this thought.

Although over the past few years.

It was not that Chen Tao had never paid attention to his adopted son, but from Chen Mu's perspective, his father had never appeared before.

Chen Tao took a deep breath.

He didn't let himself lose his composure in front of his children, "Can you tell me more specifically what happened?"

"for example……"

"What kind of mental illness?"

Chen Mu still lowered his head, for fear of seeing a look of disappointment in the old man's eyes.

He answered the old man's question in a low voice, "ptsd and bd, post-traumatic stress disorder and bipolar disorder."

Even if you listen to what He Qiyun said before.

The old man was somewhat mentally prepared.

But now.

After really hearing what Chen Mu said, the old man still felt like needles pricking his heart.

What should be said and what should not be said has been said.

Chen Mu then carefully raised his head to look at the old man's face.

Old man, he is now...

You must be very disappointed and angry.

The son who has been raised for so many years is not only rebellious, but also a mentally ill loser.

If the old man was given another chance, he would definitely not have adopted him back then.

After all, he...

There were thousands of thoughts in Chen Mu's mind.

But when Chen Mu really raised his head and noticed the expression on Chen Tao's face in the other part of the phone, he still couldn't control it and his whole body became stiff for a moment.

Did he see it wrong?

His father actually had a look of distress and regret on his face?

this.

Is this the attitude the old man should have towards him?

"You've been sick for so long, why have you never told your family?"

Chen Taojun swallowed and asked.

Chen Mu lowered his eyes, "This is not a glorious thing in the first place. Don't tell me that I don't want you to know. If possible, except my psychiatrist, I don't want anyone to know that I have suffered from such an illness."

Speaking of which.

Chen Mu raised his head.

He glanced at the closed door next door.

After hesitating for a while, he still explained to the old man: "The teacher will know because he came to see me today and accidentally saw the cases at home. I did not take the initiative to inform him."

Chen Tao nodded gently on the phone.

If this is the case, it makes sense why the old guy He Qiyun knew about it.

He just said it.

Although there are gaps and conflicts between him and Chen Mu.

But he is still a father and son, so his status in Chen Mu's heart is not inferior to that of Chen Mu's teacher.

Chen Tao looked at his child with some distress.

have a look.

How many grievances have I suffered over the years.

Chen Mu noticed Chen Tao's gaze and explained: "I have been hiding my mental illness because I don't want too many people to know. You know, people talk a lot."

"People with unstable emotions cannot be clinicians, let alone surgeons."

"But I still want to go back to the hospital if I have the chance..."

although.

He had known over the years that this was almost impossible.

Everything is just his extravagant hope.

But for countless days and nights, he still dreamed of his emergency department doctor and his dream of being a surgeon.

during surgery.

As a surgeon, any simple mistake may take away a life.

This is not an excessive description.

It's just a very objective fact.

Even if it’s just one day.

He really overcame his psychological problems and was able to return to clinical practice.

But the fact that he had a mental illness would be like his dark history.

With him throughout his life.

even.

I don't know when it will turn into a time bomb.

Snap!

Blow it up!

Regardless of the current Internet, the reputation of Chen Mu seems to have improved.

So what?

That's because the knife didn't fall on him.

Let someone with mental illness, or someone who has experienced mental illness, be your primary doctor or even the chief surgeon.

This is something that most people don’t have the guts to face.

Psychological problems and mental problems are often the most unstable.

The devil knows this man.

Will it be when you see a doctor or have surgery?

Sudden illness?

He may just be ill, but as a patient, he may have to pay with his life, okay? !

Chen Tao frowned: "This rule is not dead. If you can pass the psychological test and follow-up physical examination, it will prove that you..."

"dad!"

Hearing Chen Mu's "Dad".

Chen Tao, who had always tried hard to act calm before, trembled for a moment.

Staring blankly in front of him.

Chen Mu in the video.

The child he was familiar with was already in tears at this moment.

Chen Mu choked with sobs and said, "It's not like I haven't imagined the wonderful future you mentioned..."

"I have thought more than once before that justice will come from heaven!"

"My grievances on the Internet have been cleared. Maybe one day I will have the opportunity to go back to school to continue studying and improve myself."

“After I improve myself, I can go back to clinical practice and do whatever I want to do.”

"but……"

"We should all be aware that sometimes, the reason why we dream is because it is almost impossible to achieve, isn't it?"

Chen Mu's voice was very soft.

So light...

It's possible to disappear from this world at any time.

Seeing Chen Mu like this, Chen Tao's pupils flickered.

Realization dawned on him.

His son, who looked calm and even a little powerful in the live video.

Actually.

It has long been a fragile product riddled with holes.

The better you pretend to be on weekdays, until Chen Mu's mentality really can't be maintained.

will be more dangerous. (End of chapter)