It makes sense for the delivery boy to appear at the crime scene, right?

Another decade has passed.

People's loneliness is difficult to express in words, countless times walking in familiar places, Su He will not die and turn back frequently.

As the years passed, he carried more and more memories and despair, Su He's relatives or friends, no matter who died, the light in his eyes dimmed a little, and predictably, it would eventually be dark.

In the past ten years, his mother died of illness, Ma Mingzhe and Dong Yong did not live a good life because of wealth, Ma Mingzhe swaggered after becoming rich, aroused jealousy, and was finally killed; Dong Yong was addicted to wine, died in the flowers, and was also a ghost.

And Pan Zhigang sent a message to Su He and committed suicide.

Su He, when you received this message, indicating that I had passed away, and received the news of the deaths of Brother Ma and Brother Yong one after another, thinking back to that night, the life we wanted to live and finally buried us.

Handsome looks did not allow me to have true love, wealth can not tie a woman's heart, when I went to the neon country to find Maria, the process of finding was apprehensive and beautiful, in the custom shop, the people there said: she is like a toy being played with, it doesn't matter how the guest is... I found her in the garbage heap, she had lost her daughter, her body was covered with scars, she saw my face after plastic surgery, and said that she still liked the ugly Gangzi-kun before.

Mary didn't want to live, and I lost the faith to live, the world is so bad, thankfully, we can die in our arms.

In the end, I am lucky and unfortunate to know you in this life, but when I think that you will go through a long time, there is only sympathy left, after all, there is nothing in this world worth remembering, except for you, of course.

Farewell, Su He, you have to live.

......

All the relatives and friends who are familiar with Su He's story, they are encouraging him: to live.

It seemed contradictory to say to an immortal person to live, but Su He understood what they meant, it was a struggle against the system, in endless years.

Walking to the top of the mountain, Su He came to the cemetery again.

There is a osmanthus tree in front of the stele, which Su He planted with his own hands when Shen Yue was buried, and now it has spread the fragrance of flowers and refreshing.

Every year this evening, Su Can will come, watching from afar, until Su He leaves, he will not approach, father and son seem to form a tacit understanding, or that layer of estrangement exists forever.

Su He later went to investigate Fang Shiyu, she was married and had a daughter, the pain of the past had been buried in the bottom of her heart, but Su Can could not come out.

As in previous years, Su He walked down the mountain, and Su Can came out of the darkness, came to the tombstone, and whispered.

Halfway up the mountain, Su He stopped and walked towards the mountain, near the top of the mountain, he heard Su Can's singing.

"If you think about her

smile, those

funny stories always

come to mind

, and time goes back

in time, when we happened to have cramped and uneasy hands hidden behind

our school bags, and we

used to hide in the house and

secretly write love letters

But sentimentally planning

for the future, but I don't know that the future has nothing

to do with me, she is just a petite girl

, even the way she speaks is very strange

, watery eyes are as

embarrassed

as if they have just cried, like the summer sky at the beginning

of love The cicadas chirped happily

, her hat had a wide brim

, and I walked with my head held high, and she followed me

, and then she said that day I was like a declaration of sovereignty

, and feelings had always begun

in a hurry, whose youth did not have many romantic stories

, in the pouring rain, in the scorching sun

Carve our names

in the corner of the café..." Su

Can leaned against the tombstone and sang his thoughts to his mother, he looked up at the sky, showed a faint smile, and said: "Mom, I sometimes think, if it weren't for Uncle Huzi, I would end up with Fang Shiyu, right?" However, how can you blame him! It

was not that Su Can couldn't accept Fang Shiyu, but Fang Shiyu didn't have the courage to face Su Can again, two hearts that should have been close, because the tiger was in the middle, and he couldn't get close after all.

But is Huzi wrong? He wasn't wrong, maybe that's the biggest regret!

Turning his head, Su Can looked at his father, stood up, and said after a long time: "Dad, immortality is more terrible than death, it will be a torture... It may be a moment for "Him," and you will endure every second of the long years with no chance of victory.

Su He smiled and said, "Then do you think that "he" is suffering, or feeling pain?

Su Can understood what his father meant, when there is no end to life, pain and sadness are short, and then it is the loss of humanity, or deification, and it begins to feel "bored" and start having fun like "him".

"He" sees himself as a god, human beings are ants, and naturally there is no view of good and evil, but "His" happiness is based on the suffering of others.

However, this is just a theory, human emotions are complex, or the horror of the human heart, in the long years, Su He may have done everything, including mathematical problems and physics problems....

"Boredom" is the root of all evil, it is difficult for people to remain lonely, always feel what to do, how to resist this boredom, how to live a full life, in the endless life, it is difficult to do.

And in Su Can's view, the victory that his father insisted on and hoped for could not be said to be slim, at least it was impossible, human beings were like a little ant in front of "him", and even the process of this struggle was a part of the game of "him", but the rules were changed at will.

Imagine a little ant trapped in a human-designed box, this little ant wants to climb out of the box, and finally it succeeds, is the "success" its effort, or the human design?

Looking at his son's expression, Su He patted him on the shoulder and comforted: "Don't worry, it's not a big problem, isn't it all performed like this in TV series?" Humanity will eventually triumph, I am human, so I will win... So, nothing wrong with that, right?

Su Can was stunned for a few seconds, and said suspiciously: "Dad, the TV series you watched won't be Ultraman, right?"

"Well, there are many TV series that are performed like this, son, the system has this thing, you think, do monsters really not exist?" How, are you interested in going to fight monsters with your father, first throw a few nuclear bombs to the neon country to test the water, see if you can blow it up..."

Su Can's face froze: "Dad, you're not kidding, are you?"

Su He put his arm around Su Can's shoulders, walked down the mountain, and said with a smile: "Nonsense, of course it's a joke, but you, don't run away from home again, you will mess with me in the future, that Q organization was made black by Li Rundong, it will be handed over to you... By the way, you haven't killed anyone, have you? "

Killed."

"Coincidentally, so am I."

"Dad, can I stab you?"

"What?"

"I want to see if you can't die..."

"Why are you so curious!" What if you die?

"Dead and bury you and mom together."

"Then you still feel sorry for your mother... Eh, you made Dad feel bad too.

Su Can pulled out the dagger inserted into his father's heart and said lightly: "I really can't die."

"Not really..."