It’s a Bit Early To Cross

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Night, Jia family.

Jia Zhangshi had already fallen into a deep sleep, and the deafening snoring sound was like a tiger's roar, like a lion's roar, and even the windows trembled with her breathing.

This is also the reason why her family has not been troubled by mice for so many years.

Without him, fear!

Widow Qin also fell asleep, her breathing was fast and slow, and she didn't know what dream she had.

The three little ones went into the bed early and slept more heavily than pigs.

Only Qin Jingru couldn't sleep at the moment, she bit her lip hard to keep herself from crying, for fear of awakening Jia Zhang and attracting scolding.

A teardrop the size of a bean splattered from her red and swollen eyes, wet the pillowcase, and shattered her fragile heart that was already scarred.

She curled herself into a ball, her delicate body shivering, like a homeless stray cub.

At this time, she was very helpless and extremely at a loss, not knowing how to make a choice.

There are two paths before her now.

The first is to marry the paralyzed man and keep a clear name, but it is only to survive. If that person dies one day, it is estimated that she will still be driven out of the house by the paralyzed man's family, and become a poor stray cat again, and continue to wait. kept by others.

The second one is naturally to listen to her sister's advice to be a child. This way, she can keep her food and clothing safe, but her body is also dirty, and she has become a dirty shoe that everyone rejects.

If your clothes are dirty, you can wash them, but if your body is dirty, you won't be able to wash them in your life...

After all, Qin Jingru was once a beautiful flower in the village, she was proud, and she was gorgeous, but at this moment, she really couldn't get over the hurdle in her heart when she was asked to do such degrading things for the sake of stuttering.

Qin Jingru stared blankly at the darkness above her head, completely disappointed in this cold world.

She hates!

Hate yourself for not being able to have children, hate yourself for not being able to live up to your expectations!

She didn't hate abandoning her husband ruthlessly. After all, she couldn't inherit the family, and after she couldn't stay with the Zhang family, it was normal for her to be swept out of the house.

She also doesn't hate her sister-in-law at home. How can there be any reason to go back for the water that the married girl poured out?

Besides.

She also didn't want to go back to the village. The advice and comments of those seven aunts and eight aunts were like knives, stabbing her in the heart one after another, which was more uncomfortable than killing her.

And the eyes of the men in the village looking at her, like hungry wolves, all want to pounce on her and take a bite, making her tremble.

"Ugh!"

Qin Jingru sighed sadly, the world is so big, why is there no place for her?

Why is it so hard to live?

"Snapped!"

Xiao Huaihua, who was sleeping beside her, suddenly turned over and slapped her face with a small slap.

Qin Jingru, who was thinking wildly, seemed to be struck by lightning, her body shivered suddenly, her dazed mind suddenly turned violently, and her whole person became extremely awake. A dangerous idea was born in the light and flint!

Since it's hard to live, why should I live?

For stuttering?

Or for which unrelenting concern?

Qin Jingru thought hard, but couldn't figure out what else to worry about.

Yes, she has no worries, and no one will care about her anymore.

Her existence has no meaning to other people, and it is even insignificant to this world.

So... why don't you just die?

It's better to suffer from death than to let others abuse you for that stutter.

In the next life, I will definitely not be a woman!

After having this idea, Qin Jingru was like a demon, and a will to die quickly spread in her mind.

After a long while, she suddenly sat up slowly, got off the kang rustlingly, and with the help of the faint moonlight, she found out the baggage she brought with her from the closet, which contained the new clothes she wore when she got married. .

It was her man who sold her five old hens in exchange for her. The bright red flowers on the material are very beautiful. She has always liked them so much that she is reluctant to wear them at ordinary times.

She lightly changed into her wedding dress, and walked quietly to the outhouse, carefully wiping the crying face with cold water, and finally she found the vanishing cream that her sister was reluctant to use, extravagant. I dug a big lump and spread it evenly on my pale face.

She Qin Jingru has always been beautiful, even if she dies, she looks better!

After a while, she finished dressing herself, and then came to the cupboard in the outhouse based on her memory, and after fumbling for a while, she found a twine.

There was a lot of noise, and her sister Qin Huairu was woken up.

Widow Qin opened her eyes in a daze and looked in the direction of the voice. She saw a dark shadow standing in the outhouse, and she was shocked, but when she saw the tall chest of the shadow, she immediately knew it was herself My younger sister, she is the oldest among the girls in the family, so she is easy to recognize.

"Jingru, what are you doing if you don't sleep in the middle of the night? I woke you up just after I slept for a while." The widow complained resentfully.

Qin Jingru's body trembled, and the courage she had just accumulated weakened a lot in an instant, but she was still determined to die.

She was silent for a moment, and then said softly to her sister: "I... go to the thatched hut."

"Don't forget to lock the door when you come back." Qin Huairu didn't think much, turned over and went back to sleep.

"Um."

Qin Jingru replied in a dull voice, stuffed the twine into her arms, and staggered out of Jia's house.

The night was a little cold, and the cold wind hit her face, which made her suddenly shudder.

As she was about to face death, her mind was in chaos again, and all kinds of mixed thoughts came surging.

Is it so dead?

Should give no one will feel sorry for me, right?

I don't know who is going to collect my body.

In the dark night, Qin Jingru had a miserable smile on her face, and walked out of the courtyard firmly step by step.

At this moment, her mood is very complicated, with both fear of death and yearning for liberation.

Very screwy.

As she got farther and farther from Jia's house, and she got closer to death, the fear in her heart gradually began to magnify, and every step required great courage.

She walked very hard, as if it took all her strength to lift her feet.

"patta~www.wuxiaspot.com~patta..."

In the soft footsteps, Qin Jingru walked out of the Moon Gate of the middle courtyard like a dead body and came to the front courtyard.

At this moment, most of the people in the front yard had already slept. Only the Chu family had the lights on. I could vaguely see Ni Yinghong busy in front of the sewing machine. The shadows on the curtains were plump and enchanting.

Qin Jingru glanced at the shadow numbly, then withdrew her gaze and continued to move forward.

It just so happened that the big animal of Chu just arrived home at this time. He was proud of his life and full of food and drink, and he began to think about it again. At this time, his thoughts were quite twisted.

Should I eat honey ice cream first, or fruit ice cream first?

Eh, so confusing!

Director Chu hummed a song and pushed the car. As soon as he entered the courtyard, he ran into Qin Jingru who was dragging his feet out like a ghost. The resentment that was about to turn into reality scared his tail back: " What the hell! Jingru? Why are you going this night? You scared me!"

Looking at the big guy Heng who suddenly appeared in front of him, Qin Jingru was stunned for a moment, and immediately recalled what Chu Heng said to her.

Tell your brother something!

He is so capable, can he help me?

The thirst for life in Qin Jingru's heart rekindled again.

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