It’s not like this wizard is inappropriate

Chen Xinmi's plan may fail.

The human heart is a strange thing, and not everything can be explained logically.

Ever since her sister captured Chen Shuyun for experiments, turning her into a human and a ghost, and then captured her after she escaped, and attacked her mercilessly, she has indeed been freed from the emotion of 'dependence'.

But fans of Chen Xin may not have thought that there is nothing wrong with prescribing the right medicine, but it only treats the symptoms rather than the root cause.

Chen Shuyun, who lost the support of his sister and became weaker in his heart, actually transferred this 'dependence' by holding Lin An and crying bitterly after driving away his sister.

Especially when Lin An led his men to build this safest and last refuge for everyone.

Wherever Lin An is, Chen Shuyun will follow.

When Lin An left the shelter to go to work, Chen Shuyun huddled pitifully in a corner of the forest, waiting eagerly for Lin An's return.

Obviously, Chen Shuyun is seriously ill!

The incompleteness and dislocation of her soul made this witch's state extremely strange.

One day when Lin An woke up from his sleep, he could see Chen Shuyun holding his legs and sitting side by side with the little squirrel, huddled at the foot of the bed, with tears streaming down his face.

After in-depth contact, Lin An finally got a handle on this witch.

If Chen Xinmi’s spiritual aura is ‘coolness mixed with agitation’, then Chen Shuyun’s spiritual aura is ‘violent mixed with restlessness’.

All on the verge of self-destruction.

One is like an egg and the other is like a salad.

That night, Lin An was woken up by the singing of Ugly Head. He would hardly do this. He had already unknowingly accepted the noise of the night owl, Head, in the middle of the night.

After all, it was because I was worrying about things that my sleep became very light.

Lin An pulled back the quilt and turned around to see Chen Shuyun sneaking in again at some point and huddled at the foot of the bed.

The stone houses made by the men have learned to make foundations and thick smooth stone floors, but they have not yet had time to fix a window.

After all, it was autumn and the weather became cool. Although Lin An didn't like Chen Shuyun running to his room in the middle of the night, he still quietly laid a thick carpet beside the bed.

Lin An thought for a while, climbed out of bed, took two bottles of juice from the shelf on the wall of the room, and handed one bottle to Chen Shuyun.

Chen Shuyun looked at him blankly, then gently took the juice, but did not drink it, but just held it in his arms.

Lin An sat down next to her, took a sip of water, and looked up at the forest sky outside the window.

"I know this is not good. It must have caused you a lot of trouble." Chen Shuyun said weakly, burying his head in his chest.

Her voice became muffled, matching her mood.

"My personality is getting weirder and weirder. My sister...my sister enlightened me and said that all wizards are like this."

"It's like she hates the black cat you painted for her, but she hangs it in her room and smokes a cigarette every night and stares at the painting in a daze."

"she……"

Chen Shuyun's voice was choked with sobs, "She used to scold me for hiding at the foot of her bed, then lift the quilt and let me lie in, and hug me hard..."

"Ah~"

She seemed to have realized something, and turned to look at Lin An anxiously, "I'm not saying you have to do the same thing, I..."

Lin An smiled slightly, "I understand."

He shrugged, continued to take a sip of juice, and turned to look at the sky outside the window, "I won't laugh at you, because I know that I am also a wizard, and maybe one day I will become a wizard in the eyes of normal people. Weird people. Then they try their best to hide their weird problems from others.”

This feeling was especially strong during the period when he first awakened his 'spiritual eyes'.

Body, mind, spirit, the trinity.

Spirituality is divided into true self spirituality and technical spirituality (the technical spirituality of wizards is witchcraft spirituality and dark golden idols).

See, humans are already perfect.

But monsters like wizards, who are extremely sensitive and susceptible to the influence of spiritual energy, have begun to break the balance that these people should have. How can they look normal.

No matter which one of the body, mind, and spirit is affected, it will become like a monster.

Everyone is just trying their best to restrain themselves and prevent themselves from acting abnormally.

"Actually, you can become normal." Lin An thought for a while, then talked to Chen Shuyun beside him. Seeing her bright eyes, he continued, "Digesting emotions is my own research."

"The mind is an extremely fragile thing, it is easily stimulated."

"The mind has infinite power. The greater the stimulation it receives, the easier it is to burst out reverse power."

Lin An glanced at the little squirrel that was hanging on his ankle and looking up at him, and said with a smile, "This white python, which represents 'violence and cruelty', is the stimulation you had in the past, so you become more and more... Uneasiness, fear, timidity.”

"Using the theory I studied, you have two methods."

"One is to completely accept the past self and digest the violent past self. The other is to give strength to the weak part of yourself so that it can fight against the violent self."

“When balance is achieved, the two phases dissolve, and both violence and cowardice dissipate.”

When talking about witchcraft theory, Chen Shuyun will no longer be in that pitiful state with tearful eyes. His expression will become serious involuntarily, thinking seriously.

"I do not think so!"

She tilted her head and thought for a while, then explained seriously, "I know how terrifying it can be when the power of weakness goes to extremes. When you digest the violent part, weakness will go to extremes, and it will also fall into the other extreme."

"The second method is to balance the two, which is indeed possible. But it is a dangerous balance. They will become more and more opposite. Not only will they not dissolve, but they will become more condensed. So as long as a little When something happens, one extreme will completely overcome the other and eventually be revealed.”

Lin An was stunned for a moment, smacked his mouth and thought carefully.

Finally shook his head.

"The truth is this, but when I actually operate it, I can actually do it."

Seeing Chen Shuyun's curiosity, he began to talk about his condition.

"I got involved in the disputes between the Wizards' Association, the Antler Witch Hunting Knights, and the dark wizard group. I still retain the persistence I had in the past to live a good life in the normal world, so my heart inevitably became hesitant. "

"Then because the pressure was getting bigger and bigger day by day, the hesitation in my heart began to breed ambition, which drove me to solve everything and profit from it, hoping to eventually become a winner."

"But ambition cannot solve everything. The extraordinary world is too dangerous, and sometimes there is no way to make sense."

"So my hesitation became more and more overwhelming, and my ambition began to be suppressed, and my mind began to develop in the direction of 'cowardice'."

"At this time, I restrained my emotions and showed behaviors that supported the emotion of 'ambition.'"

"As a result, the hesitation in my heart became more and more hesitant, and finally gave birth to 'twisted cruelty', an emotion that desires to solve everything with violence."

"Here comes the fun stuff."

Lin An gesticulated with his hands as he recounted his feelings about an incident, with a light in his eyes, "Wandering, ambition, and twisted cruelty, they all check and balance each other, reaching a delicate balance."

"Do you think I look like a timid person? Or a careerist? Or a madman who wants to use cruel methods?"

Chen Shuyun shook his head, "No, you don't look extreme!"

"It is a state of game and intertwining." Lin An told her about the theories of mind games from the Antler Witch Hunting Knights, sharing that she was always in contact with the corpse of the lich in the vest. The feeling of gaming created by spiritual obsession.

Oh, although for a wizard, making armor from the corpse of a lich is a cruel thing.

But in fact, both Chen Shuyun and Lin An have already accepted such cruelty.

Probably because living is very difficult, and some things no longer become persistence.

"But..." Chen Shuyun moved his buttocks and came closer. Under Lin An's guidance, he put his hand on his chest, feeling the breath of his furnace and the surge of emotions.

"Isn't this supposed to be the case?" She frowned and thought, "Could it be that you have a more powerful leading force to do this?"

"A more powerful dominant force?" Lin An was stunned for a moment.

"Yes, come and feel mine." Chen Shuyun put down his bent legs to avoid squeezing his chest, and let Lin An come up and feel it.

Of course, it was impossible to let him touch it randomly. The wizard's emotional aura surged between the internal organs, and he could feel everything as clearly as if he pressed it against his stomach.

Why do you need people to study the extraordinary world? Why do you spread theories so that others can learn the exquisite skills you do? Most of them are looking for differences in individuals with different magical spiritualities.

Antlers does this, Lao Liu does it, and so does the wizard.

"You combine the 'Five Emotional Systems of Joy, Anger, Worry, and Fear' to feel the changes between them..." Chen Shuyun grabbed Lin An's hand and moved it, "I know that the extreme state I present is violent and uneasy. , but in fact my internal operation is balanced, balanced and harmonious."

"On the contrary, it's yours. It seems to use more techniques not of wizards, but of witch-hunting knights."

"You are interfering with this operation. This is why you say you can digest emotions, and it is also the reason why the witchcraft you perform lacks change."

Lin An's eyes lit up, "No, it's not interference, it's discipline! I understand, will! The will of the mind is disciplining the balance of the emotional wildfire movement on the body!"

"???" Chen Shuyun seemed to understand, but also seemed not to understand, with a confused look on his face.

Is this clear?

Lin An looked at her excitedly, "Are you interested in hearing some interesting cultivation theories?"

"Breathing furnace, wizard's furnace, wizard's will, mind game theory (tanning technique), seven emotions and six desires theory, second melting pot theory, mind balancing hand (skinning knife method), mind balancing spell, body temporarily carries the mind theory (Big Brother version) )...and the subtle relationship between the five-emotion system theory, contortion and coffin-sealing techniques?”

"!!!"

Chen Shuyun was shocked, "How long has it been since I helped you awaken as a wizard? How do you know this?"

Lin An became excited. "It was all piecemeal at first, but now I suddenly realized that the power of discipline and the power of will are so consistent, so everything suddenly came together!"

Next, it was almost Lin An who was outputting the narration, while Chen Shuyun was being fed the words in a daze, as if he didn't understand.

This is the difference between having spirituality to assist the brain in absorbing, summarizing, understanding, and thinking. Lin An soon realized the difference brought by spiritual plug-ins. Sometimes he had to stop and carefully pick out one of the small details that he thought was very simple to understand.

That night, the two chatted until very late.

The cold wind at night blew in from the big hole that had not yet installed the window. Lin An pulled off the quilt on the bed to cover her.

When the sky became bright, the two had fallen asleep unknowingly.

"Anzi! Anzi! Open the door!"

The young boss knocked on the door for a long time, and seeing that no one paid attention, he walked around the house to the window on the other side and looked inside.

"???!!!"

Anzi, is there a woman in your quilt?

I won't be wrong, the bulging shape of the quilt is clearly a woman!

Why do you want me to see this scene?

Ah ah ah~~~

I am frantically restraining all my desires, why can you be so casual?

Then your progress is so fast and so stable, everything you learn is very stable, and you can use whatever you learn?

Is this fair?

This is not fair!