It's too hard to flee famine, don't be afraid! Evil mother-in-law has a system

Chapter 19 I want to live

The room was finally quiet, and Li Wei felt like she was holding a breath, and there was a fire that wanted to come out.

These two people are just teenagers, teenagers.

In modern times, they are still the flowers of the motherland.

At the same age as flowers, some people thrive in the sun.

But some people seem to be imprisoned in darkness and can never see the light.

Li Wei felt very sad when she thought of what Dahua had gone through.

However, they couldn't do anything to the Zhu family, so they could only use soft and hard tactics to take the people back.

Li Wei has never suffered such grievances, and she behaved with ease in front of the Gu family's children.

But in fact, her heart was about to explode. With her temper, she wanted to castrate that scumbag Zhu Fugui directly.

After everyone left, Li Wei looked at Dahua who was still unconscious, sighed softly, and said to herself, Gu Dahua, I finally rescued you, you must get well soon.

"I spent fifty taels of silver on your eldest sister. Before she earns this money back to me, I won't allow her to cause trouble."

"Okay, go back as soon as I ask you to, and come back tomorrow."

"The Zhu family is the richest man in Shima Town. If you are smart enough, you can live a good life in the Zhu family."

Li Wei is not an emotional person, but after she said this, she was completely enveloped in sadness.

"If you want to die, then die. The Zhu family will definitely set off firecrackers to celebrate when they know you are dead."

Each person had a bowl of Yangchun noodles. Li Wei and Gu Laosi ate the noodles in the medical clinic. At this time, Lao San's medicine had been boiled, and Dahua's medicine had to be boiled longer, so they had to wait for a while.

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Li Wei supported Dahua and fed her medicine, but unexpectedly, all the medicine she drank flowed down from the corners of her mouth.

"Now that I have tried my best to rescue you from the Zhu family, it's better for you. Not only are you not grateful, but you don't want to live anymore."

"But it's not me who made you like this, it's the Zhu family."

"I'll feed you the medicine again. If you still don't drink it, I'll drag you home immediately, dig a hole and bury you."

It was as if, as if he was very distressed, Gu Laosan's eyes suddenly sore, he must have seen it wrong.

At this time, Dahua's medicine was ready, and the medicine boy brought it in.

When I returned to the hospital, I saw Gu Laosan and Gu Dahua lying on the bed, and the medicine boy was brewing medicine next to them. I was relieved.

"Since you want to please the Zhu family until your death, I don't need to go through a thankless effort to save you?"

Because Li Wei didn't say anything, Gu Laosi didn't buy anything for anyone else, and only Gu Laosan had to eat.

"How can you, a grown man, take care of your eldest sister?"

Li Wei suddenly remembered that a student she taught committed suicide due to depression and later recovered. When sharing her recovery experience, she said that in fact, no one wants to die. What they lack is the motivation to live. Giving them a reason can help them

Change your mindset.

Although Li Wei is not a psychological counselor, she plans to give it a try.

"This little woman has no will to live. Even if the miracle doctor is alive, she can't save her."

Seeing that Li Wei was getting angry, Boss Gu left aggrievedly.

Although it was cruel, Gu Laosan was relieved. How could he forget that Mrs. Gu never did business at a loss?

"As for your dowry gift of fifty taels, since I have raised you so well, fifty taels is not too much."

"The fact that you did this is certainly not the fault of the Zhu family."

Would Dahua not have experienced all this?

Gu Laosi handed the porridge and steamed buns to Gu Laosan, and then returned the remaining copper coins to Li Wei.

Li Wei was so anxious that she called the doctor over. When the doctor saw this situation, he sighed.

"The person who harmed you is still alive and well, but you don't dare to take revenge, but you have the courage to die."

The doctor shook his head and left. Li Wei looked at Dahua with a distressed look on her face.

Gu Laosan was actually awake, but he didn't want to open his eyes because Mrs. Gu was there.

"After so much, you still haven't grown up."

When Boss Gu came back, he obediently took his brothers home. Before leaving, he looked at Li Wei, still very worried.

Li Wei knew that Gu Laosan was looking at her again and pretended to be ignorant.

After a while, Gu Lao Er came back with food. Gu Lao Da sent Gu Lao Wu to school and would not be back until later.

Li Wei helped Dahua up and put the medicine bowl to her mouth.

"But you didn't. Not only didn't you, you were bullied into not being like a human or a ghost."

"Your father is gone. In order to take care of the Gu family, I asked you to marry into the Zhu family."

Gu Laosan ate and took medicine, and he has recovered to a certain extent. What he suffered was a skin injury. He was so weak just now because he was hungry and scared.

Li Wei even thought if she could travel through time earlier.

Half a year ago, Mrs. Gu traveled through time when she sold Dahua to the Zhu family.

"I don't know if you can hear me."

At this time, a tear fell gently from the corner of Dahua's eyes.

"At least I'm not sad. I took the Zhu family's compensation of fifty taels, and the doctor just spent fifty taels on the medicine, so we'll clear everything."

"Take the person back. He wants to die, and medicine can't save him."

Li Wei said angrily.

So, maybe there is only one reason for Dahua to survive.

"Mom, how about I stay here with you and help you run errands or something?"

"I know you hate me and think I've harmed you."

"But more importantly, you are too weak, so anyone can bully you or step on you. You can't protect your children, or even your own life."

In the past, Li Wei always thought that she had a strong psychological quality, but now she admits that it is not her strong psychology, but fate that is kind to her. In the face of real suffering, these bloody realities make her psychological defense vulnerable.

He opened his eyes curiously and saw Li Wei sitting aside, looking at Dahua sadly.

Gu Laosan looked at her coldly and felt relieved. It was just his illusion.

"We can't choose our destiny, but it's up to us how we face our destiny."

Seeing that Gu Laosan ignored her, Li Wei didn't say anything more.

Her mother would never show such an expression to her sister, she would only do it to the fifth child.

"You and your brother will go home later, and I will take care of Dahua here."

People like Dahua who have experienced major trauma are very likely to have sequelae of psychological trauma. Wanting to die may be one of the symptoms, because they cannot face their past selves, cannot forgive their mother who abandoned them, and they have hatred in their hearts.

Unable to take revenge.

Gu Laosan was really hungry, so he was not polite. He picked it up and ate it hungrily. While eating, he looked at Li Wei curiously. She didn't even curse.

But after waiting for a long time, his mother didn't say a word.

Li Wei found that Gu Laosan was awake and asked him.

Here Gu Laosi went to the steamed bun shop, made a bowl of porridge, and bought four steamed buns for ten cents. He took the food and hurried back to the hospital. Firstly, he was afraid that Gu Laosan would be hungry;

Her mother changed her mind and stopped treating Gu Laosan and Gu Dahua.

"Mom, let me take care of you here." Gu Laosan said immediately as he was worried that Li Wei would do something while everyone was away.

"Who do you think will be sad? It's probably just your two silly brothers."

"You're awake, are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?"

A miracle happened, the medicine was swallowed.

After a while, Dahua slowly opened her eyes and looked at Li Wei with firm eyes.

"I want to live, I want to live well."

Li Wei breathed a sigh of relief, she saw the desire for life in Dahua's haggard eyes.

(End of chapter)