King’s Landing

Chapter 128: It's a pity that there is no if

Ding Ren looked at the beautiful woman in front of him and pursed his lips.

The other party called herself Miss Feng, and proposed a cooperation that made her particularly excited.

Miss Feng looked condescendingly at Ding Ren's face with messy makeup, a flash of disgust flashed in her eyes, and then sneered and said, "Agree or disagree with you, there are many people who want this opportunity. , it's not that you have to."

Looking at Miss Feng's noble and elegant figure, Ding Ren recalled his small room that was always dark and small, the bread that had been moldy for many days in the corner of the room, and the half of the mineral spring that was picked up on the ground. Muddy groundwater in a water bottle.

Oh yes, and every time she goes out to pick up trash, she always rejects those who bully her.

They are also from District 8, and they can only make a living by picking up garbage. Why do they look down on themselves? Why call yourself a pervert? Why take away all the things that you have worked so hard to pick up? ?

Why do you have to humiliate her and attack her all the time, from mental to physical? ? ?

Is it because she was born of the wrong gender?

Just because... just because she doesn't want to be a man? ? !

Ding Ren thought about his pain, then looked at Miss Feng's decency in front of him, and touched his stomach, which had not eaten anything for three days, and finally agreed with gritted teeth.

However, Miss Feng looked at her with more contempt in her eyes, which seemed to read: Chi, I knew it would be like this.

It has been three days since Miss Feng contacted her again.

"I sent you a cat, and then two mercenaries will come to you and ask for a cat. You don't want to give it to them for a while. After a while, a few people will beat you up, and you are responsible for pretending to be pitiful. That's it." Miss Feng said on the phone.

Ding Ren thought, this is probably to allow him to better gain the trust of these two mercenaries in the future.

After all, her mission is to monitor them in a research institute, isn't she?

Sure enough, in less than two minutes, someone brought her a cat that had always been a little dirty.

She didn't know what breed the cat was. She only thought that the cat looked good-looking and noble. It was a kind of nobility that was completely incompatible with herself and this dilapidated eighth district.

Later, she heard from the mouths of the two mercenaries that the cat was a Persian cat.

Well, even the name is really tall.

Oh yes, those two mercenaries.

One of them looked tall and mighty, but the scar on his face was a little scary.

But he is really a good person and helped her beat up the boys who bullied her.

another one......

Really handsome.

Forgive her lack of culture and can't say any good words.

But that person is really handsome, the kind of handsomeness that I can never touch.

He is also a handsome man who is never qualified to approach.

But what surprised her the most was the reaction of the two of them when they heard her drake's voice.

Apart from the initial shock, he didn't show the same contempt and disgust in the eyes of the people he had met for so many years.

The handsome looking boy scolded her severely after driving away the person whom Miss Feng brought to beat him.

But she wasn't angry at all.

Because she knew, clearly knew, that it was for her own good.

Ding Ren thought, her eyes couldn't help getting hot, she could even hear her heartbeat like a drum.

She had never met anyone who could treat herself as equal as they did, and even tried to teach her how to survive in this world—

as an outlier.

Ding Ren looked at the two people in front of him, two such beautiful people, and for the first time felt disgusted by what he was about to do.

deeply disgusting.

But she couldn't say anything.

Because Miss Feng clearly told her that if she revealed a little plan, waiting for her end would be death.

What happened next became natural.

The first thing she saw in the research institute was the man with the scar on his face, and then it took many days before she saw the handsome boy who made her heartbroken.

Miss Feng made some tricks in her source code, so every time during the trial, those monsters would be extra merciful to her.

And what she needs to do is to monitor the people in the same room every day, and then report their actions to Miss Feng in the battle training every morning, indicating whether they are abnormal.

This also causes her to be online for a minute or two at night every time she battles training.

At the beginning, Ding Ren would feel extraordinarily guilty.

I feel guilty for actually being a traitor and actually helping a group of executioners.

But over time, her heart became numb.

She always thought that although her purpose of approaching them was impure, she had not done anything to really hurt them.

Having said that, she knew clearly in her heart that betrayal was betrayal, and no amount of excuses could change the fact that she betrayed them.

Later, Ding Ren thought, they should have discovered that they were traitors, otherwise it would be impossible for them to be the only one kept in the dark.

She looked at the people running past in front of her, watching them busy knocking down the uniformed guards.

Then she clearly knew that her mission had failed, and that the glory and wealth that Miss Feng had promised before would definitely not be attainable.

But thinking about it this way, Ding Ren felt that he was not sad at all, and even felt a little relieved.

Until that handsome boy finally came to her.

She suddenly felt a pinch in her heart.

I don't know if it's for the reward that I almost got, or for the secret love that has ended before it even started.

So she could only pray and look at the 'him' in front of her, but she didn't even know what she was praying for.

But unsurprisingly, the other party just gave her a complicated last look and left without any reluctance.

What awaits her is the rope that can never be broken free, and the boundless corpses and loneliness.

The terrifying silence went on for a long time until—

"Boom."

There was a huge fire around her because of the explosion.

And her seventeen-year-old life, just like this, stayed at this moment forever.

In the last period of time before she lost consciousness, she thought about a question: she did not regret participating in Miss Feng's plan.

However, after thinking about it for a long time, she still feels that she has no regrets.

not at all.

If she hadn't participated, she would never have known that there are still such beautiful people in the world. It turns out that aliens don't deserve to be bullied.

It turns out that as a person, you can also be protected.

It's just that she doesn't regret being a traitor.

Because she struggled in darkness and despair for too long.

After a long time, it will almost sink forever.

But at this time, someone handed over a life-saving straw.

Even if she knew that the straw could be broken at any time, even if she knew that the consequence of breaking it was death, she could only hold on desperately.

Then I told myself with a fluke, what if it didn't break?

If it doesn't break, you will be able to escape this dark life.

If it doesn't break, you can do the surgery yourself, and then live in this world as a normal person.

If it doesn't break, it's really something that can make you laugh just thinking about it.

only......

Ding Ren smiled helplessly in the fire.

It's just that my luck is not very good. In this case, I finally stopped at the step of nine thousand nine hundred and ninety-nine forever.

And he finally lost his life.

She has no regrets, just a little regret.

She regrets that she still didn't have time to say the last sentence to those who had been betrayed by her,

Sorry.

Sorry, if only I was smarter.