Kiss Addiction

Tong Mai's distrust created a strong pain in Huo Yize's heart. As he watched Tong Mai leave angrily, he just stood there helplessly.

In this life, he had only made two of the most difficult choices. Not only were they difficult choices, but they also made him completely confused as to what was the right thing to do and what was best for Tong Mai!

The first time was during her engagement ceremony with Li Xianning.

On the one hand, he wanted to let her go and make her happy, but on the other hand, he couldn't let go, but he couldn't let go... From the looks of his situation at that time, he had to let go even if he didn't let go! But in the end, after struggling for a long time, he still took her away during the engagement ceremony...

The second time is a decision made at this moment.

Wheat, indifference and distance, is the best way for me to love you now?

It's better to make you hate me than to make you hysterical, painful and sad! But why would he want to treat her cruelly again? There is no way to ignore her! But there is no way to come forward to comfort...

"Boss, Master Jiang called, Dr. Yu will come to China the day after tomorrow..." It was A Jin's call.

Jiang Chengyi was indeed unyielding when it came to his affairs. Huo Yize's lips showed a touch of bitterness, but he was also fortunate to have Jiang Chengyi as a friend who cared deeply about him at this time.

"No, tell Jiang Chengyi that I will return to the United States the day after tomorrow, so he doesn't have to go through all the trouble of bringing Dr. Yu to China." Finally he relented, and Huo Yize finally decided to go to the United States for treatment.

However, this time...he didn't know if he could come back? Or, can he see Tong Mai, Luo Luo again...

And Jiang Chengyi worked so hard. If he did not go to the United States, he would definitely go to China with Dr. Yu, and then the matter would be even more exposed. He must take control before everything can be hidden.

Wheat, more than two days...what else can I do for you?

All the equity in Huo's Enterprise and several villas in his own name have been transferred to Tong Mai's name. Although there is inexhaustible money, he still can't trust her!

Huo Yize frowned, always wanting to enrich Xiaomai and stop living carelessly...

There are too many things to worry about, how can I rest in peace?

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Listening to Tong Mai's decision, Sister Fen couldn't help but get nervous, "Xiao...Mai, is your decision too hasty? I had never thought of getting rid of the child before, just because Huo Yize made a mistake. A little mistake makes you impulsive! Think about it carefully!"

"Just because I thought about it clearly, I decided not to do it! It was already very annoying to have a child between the two of us, and I was afraid that I would collapse when one was brought up. I thought about it, wait for Xiaosha to go on vacation Sometimes, she and I go out to relax and take a walk.”

Tong Mai's voice became calmer, without any trace of anger, and the usual noisy tone was completely gone!

When she was quiet, she was serious. The more serious she is, the more her indifference is highlighted, as if after experiencing one wave after another, it's time for her heart to settle down.

"Mai Mai, where are you going? Oh...it's all my fault. I was too excited that day. If I hadn't read the newspaper to you, you and Huo Yize wouldn't have been in such trouble."

Sister Fen blamed herself. If the child in Wheat's belly was gone, Huo Yize would probably kill her! Besides, she was unwilling to take away the child and hurt her body...

"You two already love each other. Any minor conflicts can be resolved quickly. Listen to Sister Fen. This time, think of it as giving Sister Fen face and don't get angry with Huo Yize." He tried his best to comfort Tong. wheat.

The indifference on Tong Mai's face was heartbreaking, as if no matter what Sister Fen said, she couldn't listen and couldn't follow her instructions. Instead, she changed the subject, "I saved a little money and planned to go to the United States with Xiaosha to see Xian. Ning. A few days ago, I called my aunt and heard that Little A’s condition has improved. Maybe if I go and see him, he will wake up. "

If Li Xianning doesn't wake up for a day, it will be a severe pain in Tong Mai's heart...

Now Tong Mai just wants to think about nothing and be alone...

After making trouble, quarreling, and complaining, Tong Mai truly realized how empty his heart was. It was as empty as floating in the air, wandering around without a landing point!

"Really? Everyone will be happy if Li Xianning recovers! But even if he wakes up, he is not suitable for you. No matter how Huo Yize does wrong things, in my opinion, he is always the one who cares about you the most."

Sister Fen persisted and kept saying good things for Huo Yize! There was no way, who made her the culprit and read the report to Tong Mai, which caused their separation...

Listening to Sister Fen's remarks, Tong Mai remained silent, neither arguing nor objecting.

If Sister Fen could see a man clearly and thoroughly... she wouldn't end up in a divorce! Therefore, her words need further consideration. Furthermore, the person who gets along with Huo Yize is herself. Whether Huo Yize cares about her is not that important anymore!

If the relationship between her and Huo Yize is destined to be weak and pale in the end, then she is not willing to use her remaining youth to make a bet. She knows she will lose, so why gamble?

Tong Mai's face showed a touch of pale and melancholy beauty, and her delicacy oozed from the silence... At this moment, this look seemed to have returned to the cheek where she met Huo Yize in the pub many years ago.

It is also this kind of quiet but extremely lonely temperament, but the difference between now and then is: maybe it was frivolous enough at that time; it was careless enough; but now, at this moment, there is only the purity after precipitation...

Huo Yize, if we had never met, if I was not a bloodline of the Yin family, if I had never fallen in love with you... Now, we should be happy separately, right?

In fact, the conflict between her and Huo Yize, which led to their current separation, was not only caused by Yin Yuqi hugging him, but also by their own mismatch!

In appearance, she may have the appearance of a talented man, but in reality, she didn't know that she was not worthy of Huo Yize!

Huo Yize was once like a difficult but beautiful fairy tale in her heart. If this fairy tale has gone away, he will only be her gone fairy tale after all...

Tong Mai walked into her room. Her eyes swept over every corner of the room. On the bed... it seemed that she could still vaguely smell the scent of their love! Bit by bit, they came together and lingered on the tip of her nose. Tong Mai closed his eyes, as if recalling the good things they had had for the last time...

Last time, it was no wonder that Huo Yize forced her to work as a secretary. In so many years, she had not had a proper job. Even though she made Xiao Sha live a good life, she still failed to set a good example for Xiao Sha.

Deep thinking and reflection did not make her confused, but seemed to make her more and more transparent and see herself clearly...

And Lolo...

Luoluo, if I only want you to be happy, if I only want you to be happy, should I let you go? Even if one day, I want you to know that I am your biological mother, and I want you to call me "Mom", I will wait until you have enough ability to bear it.

The last thing she wants to hurt is Luo Luo! As much as she loves Xiao Sha, she loves Luo Luo from the bottom of her heart, not to mention that Luo Luo was born to her after ten months of pregnancy, hard work, and against all odds...

As long as you are happy, I let go, I give in, and I can get you a cordial "aunt". This may be a good way...

As she thought about it, Tong Mai couldn't help but shed tears. Whenever she thought of Luo Luo, she would cry because of reluctance, heartache, and shame...

Shortly after Sister Fen left, Tong Mai took a taxi to the hospital. His hands involuntarily covered his abdomen, feeling extremely reluctant to let go, just like when he was about to take away Lolo six years ago.

Baby, I'm sorry. I hope you will have a good pregnancy in your next life and be happy.

But she couldn't save him in the end...

Outside the abortion operating room.

Tong Mai nervously grasped his palms, the intense panic and fear coming over him just like a few years ago! When she closed her eyes, she could not help but think of the image of this instrument churning around her body, how painful it was! How cruel!

The palms of my hands were sweaty, and my body was shaking unconsciously. I wonder if I was afraid of taking away the child? Still afraid of surgery?

I didn’t let Sister Fen follow me because I was worried that Sister Fen would stop me! She was already very reluctant to have a miscarriage and abort the child! If Sister Fen persuades her, there is no guarantee that she will not change her mind...

But this misunderstanding with Huo Yize is not a misunderstanding, it is a break, a complete break with the past and the present.

Does he know that even though Huo Yize loves her, even though she can feel Huo Yize's love for her... But how afraid she is of facing the Huo family.

Grandma Huo's kindness warmed her heart, but she also deserved it!

And Mrs. Huo, Mr. Huo... are the most difficult for her to face! Afraid of their mocking, sneering faces; afraid of their many obstacles. Even if she could force herself not to care about it, or even ignore it completely. However, they are still Huo Yize's parents...

She is even more afraid that one day, because of her humbleness, she will not be able to stand with him forever and shine together, and may even bury Huo Yize's light...

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It's not that Tong Mai has never thought about all of these before, he just avoids it and doesn't want to think about it or face it! Refuse to grow! Refuse to think!

In the past, I even thought that love could solve everything, but I forgot that there is another thing in the world called fate and reality, which is irresistible and can only be endured.

Tong Mai pressed her aching temples. Her fear had never been mentioned in front of Huo Yize. She would only show her teeth and claws in front of him, hiding her softest part from him!

"Next, Tong Mai."

Suddenly, the nurse's voice came from the corridor, and Tong Mai's thoughts were suddenly interrupted...