Kiss Addiction

"You don't have to be nervous... I won't bother you with anything, this meeting... just treat it as the last time! Whether you recognize my son or not, like me or not, and whether you really care about me, I It doesn't matter."

Jiang Chengyi shrugged his shoulders indifferently, on the surface he really didn't care.

In fact, what can he do if he doesn't care? Is he going to cry like a woman, begging her to give him a little maternal love?

First, it is impossible for him to do so.

Second, even if you do this yourself, you will get nothing in the end.

Over the years, the only family love she has received has come from Huo Yize. Although, Huo Yize didn't know that he was his brother, but he treated himself as a relative, because Huo Yize was willing to trust him so unswervingly.

Thank you for this trust, and thank you for this affection; since Huo Yize has given him so much, it is only natural for him to do something for Huo Yize.

Sacrificing him would not only exchange for Huo Yize's life, but also for the happiness of Huo Yize and Angel, as well as the peace of his mother and the Huo family.

Mother doesn't have to worry that he will ask her out from time to time...

In fact, he didn't have any malice, he just wanted to have a look at her, even if it was just a glance, even if he didn't get any love from her, it didn't matter, he was always grateful to her for bringing him into this world.

I got to know Lin Meili, I got to know Huo Yize...

Before falling in love with Lin Meili, he didn't know that she was Huo Yize's cousin. Back then, Lin Meili completely concealed her identity and dated him. Although he and Lin Meili are not related by blood, if he had known that Lin Meili was related to the Huo family, no matter how tempted he was at the beginning, he would never have entered this troubled water!

But now, before he died, he was lucky to have waded into the muddy water, and the memories between them were enough for his eternal memory when he slept peacefully underground...

Mrs. Huo listened to his words, and the steps she was going forward suddenly stopped at this time, as if she smelled the unusual breath, was she sensitive?

Mrs. Huo didn't know that Huo Yize's current situation was unimaginably dire, let alone that Jiang Chengyi would have such a selfless, selfless dedication to dedicate a fresh heart to his half-brother, so that In exchange for his existence!

"Are you planning to go back to England?" Mrs. Huo turned around and asked curiously.

In fact, Mrs. Huo still knows a lot about Jiang Chengyi, and she is not as indifferent as she showed. At least after Jiang Chengyi's father died, she secretly dragged other people's relationship to help Jiang's enterprise stabilize. This can be regarded as a little thing she has done for Jiang Chengyi's son.

After all, it wasn't Jiang Chengyi's fault, it was her and Jiang's father's fault that it was really her fault to pursue the mistake! Treating love and marriage as child's play, it is this child who suffers in the end...

Thinking about the past, Mrs. Huo also had uncontrollable sadness and sadness on her face. She sniffed and tried not to let the tears flow out of her eyes, "I'll leave if you don't say anything. No matter where you go, take care of yourself. You too The boss is not young anymore, it's time to find a woman to settle down and have children!"

Her tone sounded so blunt, completely cold, and it was easy to hear the impatience in her words...

Even though her impatience was faked, it was enough for Jiang Chengyi!

For more than 20 years, as a mother, she has never been willing to spread a little bit of love and concern to him, not even the most common words of concern...

Today, she said take care, and found a woman to settle down... It still means that she actually cares about him, but she is now Mrs. Huo, and she can't tolerate how much she loves and cares for her ex-husband's son.

Streams of sourness gushed out from Jiang Chengyi's eyes, but finally he raised his head and swallowed the soreness forcefully, he asked instead, "Can I ask you something?"

Pleading, please show his politeness and respect for her in his tone, no matter how unruly and rebellious he is usually, he is still humble and polite in front of Mrs. Huo...

At this moment, there is no smell of gunpowder between the two of them when they first met, and the warmth between them begins to rise.

Mrs. Huo was silent and agreed.

She really didn't want to meet Jiang Chengyi face to face, because it would only highlight her cruelty and irresponsibility, and sometimes she would even hate herself for being cruel. He and Huo Yize are both her own children, why can't she give a little charity? Give him some love...

Jiang Chengyi had no mother since he was a child, and after she left, Jiang's father never married anyone else! For Jiang's father, career and women, he always chooses the former!

"The matter of Yize and Tong Mai...don't stop them from being together. Ze won't listen to you. If you don't give in, the result is that you are about to lose another son. You have already lost me. I don't want to see it." You will be alone for the rest of your life. Since Mr. Huo knows about the relationship between me and you, you can only apologize and sincerely beg his forgiveness. You have been hiding and refusing to talk to me all these years Didn't we meet to keep Mrs. Huo's position? I'm gone, and I won't bother you again. As long as you bow your head, I believe that the relationship between you and Mr. Huo will not make things difficult for you over the years. I really hope that Before I left, I could see you reconciling with Mr. Huo. If you can't save face, I can talk to Mr. Huo... "

Before Jiang Chengyi finished speaking, he was interrupted by Mrs. Huo's words, "Enough! Enough! Don't say anything...Jiang Chengyi, how vicious your father is in the mall, with despicable means, regardless of The life and death of others! How did he educate you? How did he educate you to be so soft-hearted? There is no masculinity at all. That’s right, I am your mother! But I am an incompetent mother! All these years, I don't pay attention to you, never give any care, even... I hate to see you, don't you hate me?"

At this time, Mrs. Huo's words were full of sadness, Jiang Chengyi was so compassionate, the guilt and indebtedness that grew in her heart occupied every corner of her body, her heart seemed to be torn apart, and she struggled to ache , and finally couldn't hold back the tears falling down...

Jiang Chengyi didn't want to see her crying, but he was very grateful and happy in his heart - in her heart, he still had a place in her heart, even if it wasn't much, it was enough.

It can be regarded as letting him leave completely, without any regrets...

"Mom...my dad is vicious and doesn't show affection, but he never told me: to hate my mother. He just said that my mother can't help herself. Just because we know you can't help yourself, so I don't hate You, Dad didn't hate you even before he died, he said he was sorry for you..."

Thinking of his father's nostalgia and guilt for his mother before the interim, Jiang Chengyi's voice became choked up. If she were a woman, she would definitely cry at this moment...

"Don't say it...don't say it..."

Mrs. Huo covered her lips, and the tears fell one by one like broken beads.

This was the first time Jiang Chengyi saw his mother crying in front of him, and it would be the last time he saw her cry...

In fact, he still has many, many pleas that he can't say out loud, such as: Let her hug him, hug him like Ozawa, even if there is only one time, he will use his life to remember this hard-won hug.

He wanted her to call him by his own name, not his first and last name... Or, to call her "son" intimately, to frankly admit his identity.

I want to get closer to her, and seriously remember her face, a face that is both familiar and unfamiliar.

Since childhood, he didn't dare to get close to her, and she didn't let herself get close. She could only stay far away, and even saw reports on TV and major media newspapers that she and Mr. Huo were intimately present at various banquets... …

He even collected all the photos about her attending celebrity clubs, and when he was overwhelmed with missing his mother, he took them out and looked at them to make up for his endless miss...

It turned out that his mother was so beautiful and graceful! It turned out that his mother was so temperamental and popular...

In short, in Jiang Chengyi's eyes, she was never a bad mother! She is just an ordinary and noble mother, a mother who is far away from him, a mother who cannot love him like other mothers in this life...

But always, never hated her.

Just like what my father said, she has her difficulties and her own choices, and they can't be her stumbling block...

"Mom, go back! Go back to Huo's house! Now Xiao Ze is sick, very sick, and he also needs you to be by his side and give him the motivation to live." Jiang Chengyi's words came out, and Mrs. Huo's eyes fell instantly. His face changed suddenly, "What's going on here? Tell me clearly, how could Ozawa be sick? He's so healthy...are you lying?"

"You can go to Dr. Yu's hospital to see if he has lied."

He never lied, especially to her, he couldn't lie.

Facing Jiang Chengyi's seriousness at the moment, Mrs. Huo also realized how big or small the matter was. After being stunned for a few seconds, she left in panic, getting farther and farther away from Jiang Chengyi, until her voice and shadow disappeared completely. disappeared...

Jiang Chengyi just knelt down and kowtowed in her direction as farewell, "Mom, I love you..."

When I said the words "I love you", tears kept rolling down my face.

Mom, in the next life, will you love me too?

If it is true in the next life, if the situation is still like this in the next life, can you exchange places with Ozawa, so that I can also enjoy your love and care, so that I can act like a baby in your arms when I was a child, and be self-willed , not good...