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It was getting late, and the stars began to twinkle in the night sky.

Since there are still various busy things waiting for him tomorrow, under the teasing of everyone in Girls' Generation and Jessica's reluctant expression, Bae Soo-hoon finally left Girls' Generation's apartment belatedly.

Remember the fleeting years and listen to the sadness of the passing years.

A ray of soft moonlight passed through the window and fell on the window sill, as if it were plated with silver.

In the only three-person bedroom in Girls' Generation's apartment, Kim Taeyeon sat silently at the desk, turning back and looking quietly at Choi Sooyoung and Im Yoona, who lived in the same bedroom as her and were already immersed in sweet dreams.

Kim Taeyeon turned her head quietly and looked at the lonely night sky outside the window. She held her cheeks with her hands, her eyes were dim and her expression was a little dull. Under the light of the moonlight, her back seemed to be so lonely that she had left behind a trace.

The land is desolate.

After experiencing a series of things that happened at the Dream Concert, although it was not a beautiful period of growth, everyone in Girls’ Generation seemed to have grown up overnight. As the leader of Girls’ Generation, Kim Taeyeon

She has become much more mature as she has heavier responsibilities on her shoulders than her sisters.

Because Kim Taeyeon knows that since she chose the path of being a singer in the first place, the stumbling blocks are just the most basic difficulties and obstacles on the road.

In the journey of life, no matter whether it is good times or bad times, it is impossible for anyone to have smooth sailing. The key is to have a good attitude to face it, firmly believe that you are the best, and use the strongest perseverance to sprint for the most perfect life.

A grateful heart should be grateful for the hardships in life, because it has brought me the opportunity to practice and persevere, and it has made me understand the truth that 'it is difficult to see the rainbow without going through wind and rain'.

After experiencing her dream concert, Kim Taeyeon has fully understood these truths. However, the road in life is so long that she can no longer even see the direction in which she came. Today, she still feels a little confused in her heart.

"Even if you can't be the avenue, why not be a small road? Even if you can't be the sun, then why not be a star? Be an extraordinary self in the ordinary, create your own life in the ordinary, stand tall and see

Go far. The world is in your heart. How big your heart is, how big the world is, and how far you will go!"

Thinking back to what Bae Soo-hun and the others said today, Kim Taeyeon's eyes fell into an inexplicable dull state again and again.

Outside the window, a meteor broke through the silence of the night, leaving a beautiful arc in the night sky, and then disappeared into the horizon.

Looking at the meteors flashing in the night sky, Kim Taeyeon subconsciously thought of the familiar figure of Bae Soo-hun. At this moment, her heart became even more confused.

I don’t know when she started, but Kim Taeyeon had already discovered that her feelings for Bae Soo-hoon had far exceeded the feelings of relatives and close relatives.

I still remember that when she first found out that Yoona was dating Bae Soo-hoon, she would feel inexplicably uncomfortable.

Even now, Kim Taeyeon sometimes still has random thoughts. In 2004, she and Yoona met Bae Soo-hoon on the same day. They became relatives later, but why wasn't she the person they dated at the beginning?

If it was not YoonA who was dating Bae Soo-hoon back then, then of course there would not be the sweet look of Bae Soo-hoon and Jung Soo-yeon being together now.

Thinking back to the beginning of this year, when Jessica revealed her relationship with Bae Soo-hoon to them, who knew that Kim Taeyeon, whose mind was like lightning at that time, secretly cried several times in bed alone.

Kim Taeyeon regretted that after Yoona and Bae Soo-hoon broke up in 2006, she did not have the courage to take the initiative to confess to Bae Soo-hoon.

Because she is worried, Kim Taeyeon is worried that she is the same as Yoona. She is afraid that after dating Bae Soo-hun, she will slowly understand whether the emotion in her heart is the love between relatives that exceeds the beauty or the love between a man and a woman that is gradually emerging.

Because of the worry and hesitation at the beginning, Kim Taeyeon can no longer regret it.

Whether it was Bae Soo-hoon's car accident in January or everything that happened to Girls' Generation at the Dream Concert, Kim Taeyeon knew very well that in just one year, the relationship between Bae Soo-hoon and Jung Soo-yeon has become very deep.

Already.

In fact, you don’t need any reason to like someone, but if you explain why you like someone, it’s not love.

Knowing that Bae Soo-hoon and Jung Soo-yeon are together is not because Kim Taeyeon is unwilling to give up the feelings in her heart, but because she is more or less unwilling to do so.

However, now Kim Taeyeon understands a truth better. If a woman is not sexy, she must be emotional. If she lacks emotion, she must be rational. If she is not rational, she must have self-knowledge. If she really doesn’t even have the final self-knowledge.

If not, all that will be left is misfortune.

Thinking of this, Kim Taeyeon, who was biting her lips at the moment, had decided to truly let go of the feelings in her heart that only belonged to her. Although there was still some reluctance in her heart, she had to do this.

Kim Taeyeon quietly took out a box with a combination lock from the drawer in front of her desk.

0109, after opening the box with Bae Soo-hoon's birthday number, Kim Taeyeon took out an old-style diary from inside.

Opening the diary, everything recorded in it is all the important things that Kim Taeyeon recorded after entering junior high school.

Kim Taeyeon opened a new page in the diary and took out a pencil from the pen holder with a little hesitation. Then, a sound of "rustling" finally rustled in the quiet bedroom, ringing intermittently.

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Like is more lonely than dislike, and like is sadder and more despairing than dislike.

The hopeless thing is that our relationship will always be that of close relatives.

The sad thing is that you have never discovered my feelings.

The lonely thing is that every time I say goodbye, I can only say goodbye to you as a relative.

Your real life, your real story, without my participation, I can't touch, so I want to hide, I want to pick up the dust in life to cover the memory.

Now, my story comes to an end.

Now, I got a dead end.

Finally, I found that I had to give up the feelings I had for you.

I think, I want to be myself again, I don’t want to be trapped in the cage of liking you anymore.

Thank you for these years of empty joy, which allowed me to grow and mature, even though it was just me who was sad and happy.

Kim Taeyeon, you are the leader of Girls' Generation. You have a heavier responsibility than the members. In the future, you must smile towards the sunshine, smile towards the flowers, and live the rest of your time and life with a smile. Maybe one day you will look back. , these memories are just a ray of sadness falling on the fingertips.

Therefore, everything must be fine for me!

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ps3: The time has been stuck here for a long time, and the plot will start to move in the next chapter. Please search Piaotian Literature, the novel will be better and updated faster!

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