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February is slightly cooler.

The cold weather has obscured the beautiful colors of many February scenery.

Thin snowflakes are flying gently, soaking my heart, dampening my mood, cooling my mood, and soaking my thoughts in February.

The sky looked so gray.

The land is still so empty.

The scenery is still interpreting February in the human world, but with the wind and snow falling, it is more cold and less enthusiastic than before.

In Girls' Generation's apartment, Kim Taeyeon stood quietly on the balcony, looking at the invisible night stars.

A bright moon hangs in the sky. Fortunately, I can still see the warm moon on a winter night, even if it looks bleaker than usual.

The sycamore trees outside the window have transformed from bare and barren to lush and prosperous in just a few days. A cold wind passed by, and Kim Taeyeon smoothed a few strands of flying hair from her forehead.

Bae Soo-hoon, for this name that was repeated in her heart every day, Kim Taeyeon bit her lower lip tightly, and her clear eyes were full of complex colors.

"Whoosh-"

The leaves outside the window were rustling, and the flying snowflakes fell gently on the leaf tips. Over time, they turned into a few crystal drops and slid down, just like those beads falling in the rain, clear, bright, and without any dust or smoke.

Pieces of snowflakes fell on the ground, filtering out all the noise.

Except for the sound of the wind, the winter night was eerily quiet, as if even the whispers deep in my soul could clearly ring in my ears.

The weather confuses my heart.

A bit of frustration crept into Kim Taeyeon's heart. It was already a cold season, and the coldness filled her heart, and a little melancholy fell on her beautiful, slightly frowning eyebrows.

Tiny snowflakes were flying gently, gradually and hazy covering Kim Taeyeon's sight.

The cold rain turned from snowflakes fell on her slightly pale face, looking so deserted.

The cold rain seemed to understand Kim Taeyeon's thoughts, gently and softly, dripping into her eyes and seeping into her heart, for fear of touching her heartstrings and playing a sad heart song.

Kim Taeyeon slowly lowered her head and looked down at the white earth. She stared blankly at the snowflakes falling from the sky.

The dripping drops of water on the balcony stirred up the shallow emotions in her heart.

Looking stupidly at the snowflakes falling from one leaf to another, Kim Taeyeon silently counted the drops of water falling drop by drop in her heart, how many thoughts were dropped, and how much sadness slipped into her heart.

After thinking about it, sadness dripped all over the ground.

The wind blew the remaining leaves, leaving fragments on the ground. A gust of cold wind caused the leaves on the branches to fall one after another. One after another, tracing a heartbreaking arc, they fell with the snowflakes. Looking at this scene, Kim Taeyeon felt faintly in her heart.

Pain.

The fallen leaves everywhere, the desolation everywhere, the heartache everywhere, where can I be buried to heal?

Kim Taeyeon slowly stretched out her white and tender hands and took the tiny snowflakes falling from the sky. She gently held them on the tip of her tongue, feeling a hint of bitterness, a hint of coolness, and an indescribable, unknown feeling.

Indescribable emotions kept surging in my heart.

Pure snowflakes themselves have no taste. Instead, the sadness in my heart is twisted into knots, so that the water turned from snow exudes a bitter taste on the tip of the tongue.

The fragments of thoughts are like the snowflakes falling quietly outside the window at this moment, and the snow in the sky is swirling. It is light and elegant, but it burns my eyes.

The branches are sparse and slanting. A tree is blooming with crystal clear and exquisite features. Snow dances with light feathers, lightly sweeping the eyebrows and gently kissing the bare face.

Kim Taeyeon knows that for some people, if you catch them, you will catch them, and if you miss them, you will miss them.

Love is deep but love is shallow, there are too many forks in life, and it may take a lifetime to turn around.

Life is too long, and the flowering period is too long to withstand the passage of time. Whoever is old is waiting for someone, whoever has no regrets, and who is persistent. Perhaps, there are too many unsatisfactory and helpless things in the world of mortals.

The emotion in my heart is just a particle in it. It comes quietly and is bound to leave quietly one day. Maybe I can have a moment as brilliant as fireworks, which is also a kind of beautiful eternity. But, such a mood,

All sad.

Having said that, Kim Taeyeon is not willing to give up.

But the relationship between Bae Soo-hoon and Jung Soo-yeon left her completely at a loss as to what to do.

"If I leave, step by step, what will I think? I can't muster the courage..."

"If you leave, if you leave me, I will always be afraid of how to send you away..."

"I'm really like a fool because I can't even say I love you..."

"The waiting after meeting is so painful. Maybe I am afraid that the days will become sad day by day..."

In the empty room, Kim Taeyeon sat dumbly alone, while the heartbreaking and sad music rippled in Nuo Da's room.

Listening to the song "If" carefully, Kim Taeyeon felt extremely sad because she was in the situation described in the lyrics.

The lyrics seem so real.

A song is like a story, more like a memory.

In the deserted winter, long tunes and continuous notes flow from the ears like water, and the beating melody seems to interpret the joys and sorrows of life.

Hearing this, Kim Taeyeon felt the pain in her heart again.

Hearing this, she finally burst into tears.

Hearing this, her thoughts began to overturn the calm calm.

After the song ended, Kim Taeyeon sat quietly at the desk, taking out the old diary from the box in the drawer with twinkling eyes, opened a blank page, and recorded the most important decision of her life with a pen:

"There is a feeling. I don't talk about it, but put it in the deepest part of my heart..."

"But when I really faced the day when it was about to leave, I realized that the deepest part of my heart is the most painful pain. If this continues, it will only become a memory parked deep in my heart forever...

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"I can't really express this feeling, but as the deepest concern in my heart, I don't want to bury it forever in my heart that suddenly appears and withers away..."

"I only know that you walked into my life gently, but left only a beautiful back. I am not willing to accept it. My thoughts about you are swaying every day when the wind blows. I need to make a living for myself.

Fight for a fair chance!”

Closing the notebook, Kim Taeyeon's twinkling eyes no longer wavered, replaced by a firm look.

Outside the window, snowflakes were still falling, as if pulling the cold February.

Standing up, Kim Taeyeon walked to the bedroom with her notebook in hand and her head lowered.

For a moment, the girls in the living room subconsciously fixed their eyes on her who had just walked out of the bedroom.

Holding the notebook tightly in her hand, Kim Taeyeon raised her head with complicated eyes, "Sika, I have something to tell you!"

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