Landing On My Heart

Chapter Seventy Five

Although the tossing didn't stop until midnight, there was no strength all over, and the eyelids were as heavy as lead pouring, but Ruan Sixian still didn't want to sleep.

The curtains have excellent shading properties, even if the outside world is shining neon, there is no light in the room.

Ruan Sixian shrank under the covers and talked a lot about what she had and didn't. She didn't know when she fell asleep at the end. Fu Mingyu asked her to get up the next day.

After getting on the plane, Ruan Sixian put on a blindfold to make up for sleep, but the child next to him cried the whole time. It didn't work for the parents of the child to sing and walk around.

So after landing, Ruan Sixian opened her eyes and leaned on her back chair without moving for a while. Her eyes looked a little tired of the world. The little girl who borrowed her charger next to her seat didn't dare to say much, and hurriedly lost the word "thank you". Got off the plane.

The plane did not stop by the bridge, first-class passengers boarded the shuttle bus first.

Ruan Sixian went up last, leaning her head against the car window, her eyes half-squinted, as if she would fall asleep in the next second.

When the shuttle bus slowly approached the terminal building, she slammed on the window with a brake, and her sleepiness disappeared instantly.

She rubbed her eyes and looked out the window. Two young boys were carrying something across the tarmac, running fast.

Because the two boys were inexplicably familiar, she took a few more glances and followed their destination. First, she saw the light board and the tripod at the back. Standing beside... Zheng Youan?

"Why are you here?"

Ruan Sixian pulled the flight box and swayed to the tarmac. After the question, she saw an uncle sitting on the chair behind. Thinking of the photos on Fu Mingyu's phone, she twitched her mouth, "Where is the banquet?"

Yan'an, who was looking at the phone with her legs folded, heard Ruan Sixian's voice, raised her eyes, and saw Ruan Sixian's expression. Goose bumps appeared behind her back.

But Yanan has a clear conscience.

He put away the phone, took a cup of coffee next to him, and took two sips calmly, "What?"

"It's nothing." Ruan Sixian looked around while holding the suitcase, smiled and said, "I just want to ask when you will watch a movie next time. I will avoid it."

"you--"

Yan'an is a little angry, think about it, forget it.

Don't care about women.

But he kindly reported a letter to Fu Mingyu, and as a result, he not only didn't know good people, but also bit Lu Dongbin.

Turning to see Zheng Youan looking at him again, she stood up and loosened her bow tie, "You ask Zheng Youan, when does she want to watch a movie early in the morning and when I will go."

After finishing speaking, he walked to Zheng Youan's side with the coffee cup and touched her shoulder, "I'll go to the bathroom."

In the sunset, Zheng Youan looked at the camera without looking up, "Oh."

What else Yan An wanted to say, seeing Zheng Youan's attitude, he shut up.

When I passed by Ruan Sixian, I saw that she didn't look unhappy at all, and knew that it was probably a mess of oolong that day, so I was too lazy to ask.

The shooting location behind him was also coming to an end. When Ruan Sixian turned his head, several pilots sweated on their foreheads, facing the photographer in front of them, daring to speak.

And Zheng Youan frowned when flipping through the photos on the display, "What do you think?"

Talk to me?

Ruan Sixian leaned over half of his body and glanced at it, then nodded, "It's okay."

"It's okay?!" Zheng Youan turned off the camera, holding a tripod in his hand, "It means okay is not good. You and your boyfriend are on the same level of appreciation."

Ruan Sixian: "......?"

Nothing in this world is eternal, but Zheng Youan is.

However, the sky was getting dark now, and Zheng Youan had to change time even if he wanted to continue to work hard.

She raised her hand and asked the assistant to pack her things, temporarily letting go of the poor non-professional models.

Now there is no need for Zheng Youan to answer, Ruan Sixian also knows what she is here for.

"This time you took the promotional photos of this year's air show for Beihang?"

"Yes indeed."

Zheng Youan nodded, took the water from the assistant, took two sips, his eyes rolled around, "Yesterday morning..."

"Classmate, chance encounter, unfamiliar."

"Oh……"

Ruan Sixian raised her hand to cover the sun, pulled the suitcase and got ready to leave, and listened to Zheng Youan's question: "Couldn't you just come back from Singapore? You ran to wash yourself?"

"Otherwise? It's really a blessing for you."

Ruan Sixian turned around and asked, "I'm also curious about it. Why did you and Yan'an think the bed was not warm enough early in the morning to go to the movies?"

"Don't talk nonsense, we didn't sleep together."

"..."

Is this the point?

and many more.

Ruan Sixian tilted her head and was very puzzled, "What do you mean? Are you in love with Yanan?"

"Right."

Right?

This can be considered "right"?

Ruan Sixian didn't understand the world of their rich people, but Zheng Youan stirred the straw, looking indifferent.

"We are getting engaged."

"what?"

No matter how shocked Ruan Sixian is, the engagement of Zheng Youan and Yanan is certain.

Two months later, she and Fu Mingyu both received invitations. On the eve of Valentine's Day in August, they held an engagement banquet at Warner Manor.

Fu Mingyu was invited by the banquet family, and Ruan Sixian received an invitation from Zheng Youan personally.

In fact, during these two months, Ruan Sixian also heard Fu Mingyu talk about this one after another.

It's not a sudden, the two have been discussing for a long time.

"So, this is a business marriage?"

Ruan Sixian asked.

Fu Mingyu at the other end of the video leaned on the bedside, lazily flipping through the book in his hand, "A marriage between two families is equal. They don't count."

"What is that?"

Fu Mingyu raised his eyes and looked at the camera, "The current situation of the Zheng family needs someone to help them."

"Is their situation so bad..." Ruan Sixian muttered, "Last month, I thought they had a pretty good wedding anniversary."

The wedding anniversary she said was of course Dong Xian and Zheng Taichu's.

"Because of this, the demonstrative scenery is even more indispensable." Fu Mingyu said, "Two years ago, the Zheng family's capital operation and business situation had collapsed. They..."

Fu Mingyu thought for a while and didn't say anything.

"When is your high altitude flight test?"

"next month."

Ruan Sixian brought up the topic again, and seemed to be very interested in this question, "It shouldn't be, who is the head of the banquet? I really want to give up a lot of forest in order to pull the Zheng family?"

"Are you a banquet house for charity?"

Fu Mingyu said, "Although the Zheng family is crumbling, the hotel industry base for many years is still there. The Yan family spends financial and material resources to pull them out. The benefits are absolutely worth it. After a few years, the actual profits of the Zheng family hotel will flow in. Yan family."

He didn't say the rest, Ruan Sixian also understood.

To make this decision is nothing more than willing to be a minister.

Although it has lost its sovereignty, it can at least avoid high debts.

As for this marriage, it was just a ruler that the Zheng family placed in the Yan family, marking the bottom line of what the Yan family did.

Ruan Sixian supported her chin, seeming to be distracted.

Fu Mingyu stood up, only his lower body remained in the camera.

He took two steps back, took off his shirt and threw it on the bed. He didn't wear any other clothes. He didn't know what he was looking at with the iPad.

Ruan Sixian glanced at the mermaid line in his lower abdomen for two times, scratched his ears, and pretended to say indifferently, "Did they hit your idea before?"

After all, if you want to "marry", Ruan Sixian thinks Fu Mingyu is more suitable than Yanan.

"Yes."

Fu Mingyu answered so simply that Ruan Sixian didn't know what to say.

She was suddenly afraid.

Although this "fear" is completely redundant at this time.

"Ah..." Ruan Sixian's heart jumped a little and said very quietly, "It's dangerous."

But Fu Mingyu still heard it, and he looked back at the camera, "What's the risk? I refused at that time."

"When?"

"When you hit me for the first time."

Ruan Sixian's pupils quaked, and she felt that this person was too strange.

"So because I refused?"

Fu Mingyu walked to the camera, and the dim light was reflected on his face, softening his facial features, and it seemed that he was close at hand.

"Yeah, an honor?"

Ruan Sixian stared at him for a long while, and was shocked by his self-confidence: "You are so crazy, you dare to choose like this if you don't have a single word?"

What if you can't catch it? Isn't he a big loss?

"But it turns out." Fu Mingyu looked at her quietly, "I was right."

Outside the window, the chuckling of insects and cicadas continued, recalling being pulled back to that time last year.

It seemed to be yesterday, and it seemed that a long time had passed.

Ruan Sixian's eyes had the light flowing, looking at Fu Mingyu in the small screen.

She felt it, the feeling of being firmly chosen despite the chips.

There are many things I want to say in my heart, but when I reach my lips, it turns into a simple sentence.

"You come back quickly."

In August, Fu Mingyu had finished his work in Singapore, but he has not yet returned. He is leading the team to check the situation of overseas sales offices. It is like playing flying chess. Today in Australia, the day after tomorrow in America, and two days later. in Europe.

The engagement banquet for Zheng Youan and Yanan was also this month, and Ruan Sixian received a call a week in advance, asking her to try on the dress.

There is a dress customization workshop in Jiangcheng. The owner is a rare designer in China who has obtained membership of the Paris High Fashion Union. He only makes semi-custom dresses based on the original pattern modification. The time period is short, but it is extremely popular in Jiangcheng.

Ruan Sixian didn’t even want semi-custom. It was easy and convenient to buy ready-made clothes directly, but He Lanxiang tried her best to recommend this one to her. She didn’t want to refuse, so she took a moment to choose one. Today, the finished product happened to be out and asked her to try on .

After all, it’s someone else’s engagement banquet, and the guests are not good enough to overwhelm the guests. Ruan Sixian decided on a pearl white suspender fishtail skirt.

The style is very simple and fits her figure, she has no extra requirements.

She took a picture in the mirror and sent it to Fu Mingyu.

"Does it look good?"

After waiting for two minutes, Fu Mingyu didn't reply and Ruan Sixian didn't care.

When I called him yesterday morning, he was still in Dubai and didn't sleep late at night, so I should sleep again now.

While waiting for packaging in the shop, the waiter took Ruan Sixian to see other styles.

Anyway, being idle is also idle, Ruan Sixian followed her up to the second floor to see the new models in the cupboard.

But as soon as she went up the stairs, she heard several familiar voices.

When her vision widened, she saw that the people standing in front of a big mirror were really Zheng Youan and Dong Xian.

Zheng Youan wore a light golden long skirt with fine rhinestones inlaid on the skirt. When she moved, the skirt became radiant.

After busying with her, Dong Xian said for a while that she had to take a little more waist, and then said that the shoulders were too tight.

Even the matching lace gloves are not satisfied.

"Whatever." Zheng Youan said, "It's all right."

"No." Dong Xian asked someone to re-measure the size, "How can you be engaged once in a lifetime?"

Zheng Youan lowered his head to adjust his gloves, and muttered: "Who knows if it is the only time."

Dong Xian's face changed, her throat was blocked and her tone changed.

"An An, your father and I... I'm very sorry for you."

They didn't notice the person behind, and the voice was not so small, Ruan Sixian could hear it clearly.

She frowned.

You are more sorry than she is alone.

"Nothing I'm sorry." Zheng Youan stood tired, sat on the sofa with his skirt hem, and patted the seat next to him, "I always have to pay something for this family, and Brother Yanan is also good, and the family has money. The person is very handsome and young. You think he is best within the range of options, right?"

Seeing Dong Xian not sitting, Zheng Youan lowered his head to adjust the skirt and said to himself: "If I get divorced, I can still get a lot of money, and our family should be fine at that time, so I will marry a little boy. Don’t want him to be rich, just listen to me."

Dong Xian took a deep breath and hugged Zheng Youan, letting her head against her waist.

"It's okay, if he treats you badly, you can still go home."

Ruan Sixian looked at it for a while and found it a bit boring.

This scene made her very heart-wrenching, as if she had passed by, just an outsider, disturbing other people's harmony.

But before she turned around, Zheng Youan saw her in the mirror.

"Are you here too?"

Zheng Youan spoke, and Dong Xian looked back.

"Yeah." Ruan Sixian had to walk forward again, "I will come over to get the clothes."

Zheng Youan looked back at Dong Xian and Ruan Sixian, and suddenly said, "This dress is too tired, I'll change it."

She went to the locker room, but Dong Xian stared directly at Ruan Sixian.

Since the last time they met at home, the two of them haven't seen each other for half a year.

The waiter brought a cup of hot tea to Ruan Sixian and put it on the table.

White smoke curled up, separating the two people's sights.

If it was normal, Ruan Sixian would have left.

But today is different.

After she was silent for a long time, she suddenly said, "Today is Dad's birthday."

Dong Xian was stunned for a moment, obviously she didn't remember.

This is Ruan Sixian's expected reaction.

She sighed, "Forget it, I'm leaving now."

"Wait a minute." Dong Xian stopped her, "Ruan Ruan, do you still mind my affairs with your father?"

Ruan Sixian was helpless, stabbed in his heart, but didn't know how to say it.

I feel like talking too much is annoying for mediocrity, let alone, Dong Xian brought it up again.

Before Ruan Sixian answered, Dong Xian said it herself.

"Some things, I didn't say before, because you are still young and don't understand."

She paused, "Later..."

"You can tell me straight." Ruan Sixian interrupted her, "I don't need to talk about those that are not."

Dong Xian seemed to be brewing in general, holding back for a while, and said: "As a mother, I am sorry for you. But as a wife, I have done my best."

It's pretty good.

Ruan Sixian thought, she did a good job washing, cooking, and taking care of her husband.

"As for why the divorce, this point, I admit that I am very selfish."

She said, "When Mr. Guo found me, I was thirty-seven years old."

She bit those words hard, "I'm thirty-seven years old. I missed it. I won't have another chance in my life."

Ruan Sixian knew what she meant, but did not understand.

"Is this conflict?"

"At first I thought there was no conflict." Thinking of the past, Dong Xian held her head with a light expression, "But the reality is not as good as I thought. There is nothing that does not require time and energy. I want to sign with Mr. Guo. , You have to follow him to go north and south, to retreat, and to have new works output, you are destined to be unable to stay at home like before."

Ruan Sixian did not speak, and Dong Xian's method of speaking was not so clear. He said again: "I am thirty-seven years old. Since I was married to your father at the age of twenty-two, for fifteen years, I have married each other and respected the elderly. I almost thought I would be like this in my life, when Bo Le appeared, my first reaction was to tell your father. But what about him?"

Ruan Sixian: "He..."

Dong Xian changed her hand, lowered her eyes, and said to herself: "I will always remember what he said,'You are a wife and a mother, you are pursuing your dreams, what about the family?'."

Ruan Sixian fell silent and listened to Dong Xian so quietly for the first time.

But she didn't continue the topic anymore, thinking of the quarrel behind the door that year, she still has a headache.

"I am very selfish. After divorcing your dad, I really never thought about taking you away. I know that I will have no permanent place in the next few years. It is not suitable for you to follow me. So I think you stay at home and follow you. Dad, reading and living are the best."

She raised her eyes to Ruan Sixian, the fine lines around her eyes couldn't even cover up the cosmetics.

"I am sorry for not growing up with you, not fulfilling the responsibility of a mother."

Zheng Youan stayed in the fitting room for a long time, and his legs were sore. He looked outside through the seams a few times before finally waiting for Ruan Sixian to get up.

She took a breath and was about to go out, and heard Dong Xian say: "Can't you give me a chance to make up?"

The hand opening the door paused.

Zheng Youan walked back silently.

"Forget it."

Ruan Sixian was silent for a long time, and only said "Forget it".

When the secrets belonging to her parents were revealed, she was a little surprised, but it was not so difficult to accept.

After all, she knows her father, he has a bit of male chauvinism in his bones.

Even now she can even understand Dong Xian's choice.

But so what?

The consequences of these choices should not be borne by her.

"What can be compensated?"

Ruan Si shrugged, "When I was a teenager, what I was missing was a doll, a floral skirt, and a pair of small leather shoes. Is it time to replenish me? It doesn't make sense, I don't need it now."

Dong Xian closed her eyes and took a deep breath, "Ruan Ruan, we are mothers and daughters after all."

"I know, I didn't deny this. You are still my mother. You can't change it in your life. And I understand your choice now. But feelings need company. You didn't stay by my side when I needed it most. Now that I’ve grown up, I can make and buy everything by myself, and even I have a boyfriend. He is my biggest dependence."

Seeing Dong Xian didn’t seem to understand the general, Ruan Sixian explained word by word, “In other words, your current compensation is of little importance to me, so it is of little significance. The relationship is close and close, I belong to you Comparing mothers and daughters with a colder relationship, but I will still call your mother, if you need it, I will get married and have children. What is your status or what is your status will not change."

"But if you deliberately repair it, you don't need it, it's weird."

When she came out, the driver was still waiting for her at the door, helped her put things in the trunk, and then opened the door for her.

When Ruan Sixian stood by the side of the road, he did not rush to get into the car.

She recalled what she said to Dong Xian today, as if a thorn in her heart was finally pulled out, relieved, but it also hurt.

It's just that she didn't expect that she would subconsciously say "I still have a boyfriend, and he is my biggest dependence."

Just don't think about it. Once I think about it, I miss him especially.

Just as the phone rang, Ruan Sixian took a look, and after a few hours passed, Fu Mingyu returned two words to her.

"good looking."

Indifferent seemed to be perfunctory.

"I'm furious."

Ruan Sixian hadn't eaten anything this morning, her stomach was empty, and when the wind blew, she felt like Lin Daiyu.

While walking towards the car, she called Fu Mingyu.

After two beeps, the other party quickly picked up.

"When will you come back!"

Ruan Sixian stepped into the car, "Your girlfriend is starving to death by the roadside!"

"Miss me?"

"Yes." Ruan Sixian said angrily, holding on to the car door, "I miss you, can you come back soon."

"Row."

"Then you--" Ruan Sixian stopped halfway through speaking.

She felt that the voice was not just on the phone, it seemed to be very close to her.

The wind stopped, but a familiar smell of fir slowly drifted around.

Ruan Sixian was standing by the car door, hugged from behind.

"Well, I'm back."

Hearing his voice, Ruan Sixian couldn't regain his senses, and didn't look back, for fear that he would find that he had a hallucination when he turned around.

But the temperature of his body came directly from behind her.

In the end, she turned around, looked at him without blinking, and reached out and pinched his thigh.

"Let's see if I am dreaming." Ruan Sixian saw Fu Mingyu curl her brows and said, "Oh, it hurts, not a dream."

Fu Mingyu twitched his eyebrows, "Then why are you pinching my thigh?"

Ruan Sixian did not answer and asked, "When did you come back?"

"just."

"Oh……"

The car was still parked on the side of the road and the door was waiting.

"Get in the car first, don't stand here."

Ruan Sixian got into the car and sat down in the back position.

But when Fu Mingyu came up, she immediately slipped into his arms.

Although she hadn't seen each other for a long time, Fu Mingyu could still keenly feel that her mood was not right.

"what happened?"

Ruan Sixian said dullly: "I just went to get the clothes and I met Zheng Youan and my mother."

"What did you say?"

"Actually, it's nothing." Ruan Sixian sighed deeply, "My mother said today that she wanted to make up for me, so I told her no need."

She rubbed her chin on Fu Mingyu, "It's weird, it's unnecessary, and—"

She raised her head and looked at Fu Mingyu's jaw line, her nose was a bit sore, "I told her, I have a boyfriend, and my boyfriend is now my biggest dependence."

Fu Mingyu lowered his head, looking at the person in his arms, his Adam's apple moved slightly.

Some emotions were surging in his heart.

When returning to Mingchen's apartment, Ruan Sixian subconsciously went to press her own floor again.

Fu Mingyu took her hand and pressed another layer.

"Go upstairs."

"Ok."

It was probably a long goodbye, Ruan Sixian was very obedient.

Boyang had arranged for someone to bring back all Fu Mingyu's luggage, and there were still many gift boxes on the table in the living room.

Ruan Sixian glanced at those things and asked, "The gift you brought back?"

"Ok."

Fu Mingyu responded, and added, "For my mother."

"Then what about me?" Ruan Sixian held her hands and paced slowly, "Do I have a gift?"

"Have."

Ruan Sixian stretched out his hand, "Let me see."

He didn't get anything in his hand, but was held in his arms.

After kissing lingeringly for a while, Ruan Sixian cheeks flushed and gently pushed him away.

"Who wants this gift? There is nothing new."

Just after speaking, Fu Mingyu turned around and took out a blue velvet box from the cabinet behind him.

He opened it, and inside was a diamond ring.

"This, this is a gift for me?"

"No." Fu Mingyu took her hand and put it on the ring, "The gift is me."

Ruan Sixian looked at him blankly.

"Accept a husband, do you want it?"

Seeing Ruan Sixian looked at him blankly as if he still didn't understand, Fu Mingyu kissed the back of her hand and changed his view.

"will you marry me?"