Life With You

Song Xi is going to get used to it. When she was pregnant with a child, she forced herself not to think too much. Everything is child-oriented. Now that she is'unloaded', the pressure is like an overwhelming sea, so great that she is worried that the Fangsheng family has been extremely quiet recently. Song Yuanqing’s future arrangements are as small as feeding her baby every day, crying for a while, crying for a while, even her bulging belly and eight kilograms of weight make her suffer. Han Chunmeng said that Changning’s heart has been here recently. A very powerful young doctor, who just finished a very complicated operation.

She hadn't worked for almost a year, had never touched a scalpel, and occasionally Song Xi stretched out her slender but inevitably slightly swollen fingers. She wondered if she could enter the operating room now, whether she could be as calm and comfortable as before. She asked about those. The age of a young doctor is a few years older than her.

But this still made her feel anxious, hesitating between planning and worrying, even if George Sheng and the people around him were trying their best to make her happy, they would still be inexplicably depressed after happiness.

Song Xi is very sensible. She knew that she must be suffering from postpartum depression, so she took the initiative to communicate with the director of obstetrics and gynecology. Fan Jie said, “Don’t worry, it’s normal. Many people think that pregnant women don’t get it before or after delivery. It’s the best care, so you feel uncomfortable to suffer from postpartum depression, but it is not only social and psychological factors that cause postpartum depression, but also biological factors, such as endocrine. The decrease of placental steroids after childbirth can easily make people feel down."

"Early statistics say that postpartum depression accounts for 15% to 30% of the normal proportion, that is, among ten pregnant women, up to three people will have this condition, but in recent years, as women play a role in society The job role is getting heavier and heavier. This ratio only rises. At least I took over. Five to six out of ten pregnant women will have different degrees of postpartum depression. To be honest, this is already in modern society. Becoming the norm, just like some people have social phobia, is caused by too much stress."

After Song Xi heard this, her nervousness was slightly relaxed. People are like this, even if they feel that she is not normal, but as long as the doctor says that everyone is like this, she will immediately realize she is terminally ill.

But the mood is always low, and it is difficult to achieve real happiness. Even if it is happy, it will not last long. This state is extremely suffering. Song Xi said: "Director Fan, how do I adjust? How long will this situation last? ?"

Fan Jie smiled and said, “It won’t be long. If it’s caused by hormones, it will recover in a few months. Others will persuade you to think about your children and do what for your children, but I suggest you think about yourself. Not to mention that your family is very good, the children will naturally grow up healthy, even if it is an ordinary family, there is no need for a mother to put everything on her child after giving birth. Isn’t the old saying that the children and grandchildren have their own Sons and grandchildren, you are a mother. It’s a great contribution to giving birth to a baby. Let it go with the rest. It’s okay to let your husband accompany you around in the hospital. You need to pay attention to rest after giving birth. Lying in bed for four hours, and taking proper exercise for about half an hour every day without getting tired will help your body and mood."

When George Sheng came in, he saw Fan Jie sitting next to Song Xi. He was very keen. He instinctively felt that Fan Jie was not simply coming in to visit, so there was a flash of inquiry in his eyes.

Fan Jie got up, smiled and said hello, and then said: "Your husband is back, then you two will talk, I will leave first."

Song Xi's lips twitched, "Thank you, Director Fan, I won't go down to see you off."

George Sheng put the cake box aside and said aloud, "I will send it."

Fan Jie said hurriedly, "No, no, please accompany Xiao Song."

After Fan Jie left, George Sheng turned back from the door, Song Xi stared at the cake box not far away, and said happily, "Hurry up, husband, I can't wait."

George Sheng took the box to the bedside table and opened it. Inside was a pink mirror cake, smelling of cherry blossoms.

It is common sense to cut one piece, but George Sheng took out the whole cake, held it with one hand and a spoon in the other hand, and took a spoonful of it to Song Xi’s lips.

Song Xi looked at him and said, "Cut a piece, otherwise how would others eat it?"

George Sheng said: "I bought it for you, and I'll eat it for you alone."

Song Xi curled her lips and took a bite.

"Tasty?"

Song Xi nodded repeatedly. The cake was indeed delicious. She heard that sweets would make people feel better, so she tried to restore her normal mood.

"What did you talk to Director Fan just now?" George Sheng took another spoonful, waiting for Song Xi to finish eating.

Song Xi said: "It's nothing, she came to see me and chatted casually."

George Sheng handed the spoon to her lips, Song Xi swallowed again, he was silent for a few seconds, and said, "Is it uncomfortable somewhere?"

Song Xi smiled and said, "No, you see my health is better, and it tastes good to eat. Doesn't it seem uncomfortable?"

George Sheng's nice black eyes stared at her face. Song Xi responded with a bright and sunny smile. He looked at her for a few seconds, put down the spoon, and reached out to touch her head. There was no smile, only obvious in his eyes. Distressed, “You don’t have to force yourself to comfort everyone. Unhappy means unhappy. If you want to cry, cry. No one will say that you are not strong enough because of this.”

In just a few words, every word pierced Song Xi’s fragile nerves. She was indeed trying to force herself, fearing that everyone would worry. She didn’t want to indulge her emotions out of control, and she didn’t want to see everyone’s worried and distressed gaze. Thinking of the past, She gritted her teeth to survive that kind of difficulty. Why is life better now that she wants to cry more? Want to be weaker?

It must be hypocritical, so she didn't want to.

But George Sheng guessed all her thoughts at once. Song Xi was still smiling a second, and the corners of her lips stiffened as she watched, followed by gradually moist and red eyes.

Shuo closing her eyes, Song Xi opened her lips and took a deep breath, suppressing the soreness that almost came to her throat. When her breath became calmer, she closed her eyes and said, "Director Fan said this is a normal phenomenon, caused by endocrine disorders. It will be all right after a while." After a pause, Song Xi said again: "You don't have to worry about me. The more comforted you are, the more you want to cry. In fact, it's fine. I can control it."

George Sheng didn’t know when to put down the cake, leaned over to hug her, and let her lean on his shoulder. George Sheng stroked her back and said: “Cry if you want to cry, endure what to do, I don’t need your control, I just I hope you have a great time. I will discuss with Director Fan in a while. You will not feed yourself in the future. You can't sleep well with the two children all day and night. I will find you a postpartum recovery coach and let her supervise you. You, you will lose weight soon. As long as your body allows, you can go back to your heart at any time. The operating table is polished and waiting for you to shine. I have always been in contact with Dad. He is very good, Sheng Zheng Rong confessed the crime of planting and framing. Dad is innocent now. He is waiting for him to come out in any name. The house on the island has been built. They are making gardens. What kind of flowers do you like, roses or others?"

Song Xi had never heard George Sheng say so many things at once. He muttered in her ears, every sentence was not rushed, but with reassuring power, Song Xi held him hard, He cried loudly in his arms. She knew that she was sick, but he didn't let her cover up. She was fortunate and afraid for the Nth time recently. Fortunately, he met him. Fortunately, he loved her. Fortunately, it was the two of them together.