Life With You

Song Xi didn't know how she got off the stage. Negative emotions flooded in, swallowing all of her sanity and even normal perception in an instant. She felt that she was about to collapse, as if she couldn't vent her crying.

George Sheng was holding Song Xi's shoulders. She was trembling all over. He could see that she wanted to restrain her, but the more restrained she bounced, the more fierce she rebounded. He almost half-held her and helped her to the lounge and the door. The moment she closed it, she immediately hugged her in her arms, stroking her back and soothed, "It's okay, it's okay, cry if you want, don't bear it."

He really regretted that something was wrong with her a long time ago, so why didn't he stop her and make her feel so sad.

Song Xi stood stiffly in George Sheng's arms, her heart depressed to the extreme. She wanted to cry but couldn't cry. Only like an asthma patient, she kept opening her mouth and breathing deeply. George Sheng hugged her and wanted to warm her. And safe, but she felt shackles, suffocation, breathless, chest tightness and irritability inexplicably.

Raising her hand, she pushed George Sheng's waist and slowly backed away. George Sheng didn't know what she was going to do, so she could only let go of her hand. Song Xi's eyes drooped slightly, and his face was unprecedentedly ugly. He was worried and tentative. Said softly: "Shall we go to the hospital and see?"

He asked Fan Jie privately, and he also knew that Song Xi had postpartum depression. Whether the disease is big or small, it depends on when the patient can adjust, but people who are sick don’t like to treat themselves as patients. , Especially emotional diseases, so George Sheng said very carefully, for fear of irritating her.

Song Xi maintained a distance of more than one meter from George Sheng and stood there. After taking a few deep breaths, she tried to suppress her emotions with reason. She is an adult, with reason and judgment, and cannot be deliberately provoked by some people. Affected herself and her family, there are so many guests outside, she still has babies...

She wants to say that there are no problems or conflicts that cannot be resolved between her and George Sheng, and he will help her.

In just a few tens of seconds, no one knows how difficult ideological struggle Song Xi has gone through. What she has to overcome is not only the mood affected by Sheng Qianyu, but the sense of loss that cannot be restrained after falling ill.

After closing his eyes for a while, when he opened them again, Song Xi slowly raised his head to look at George Sheng in front of him. There was nowhere to hide the worry and distress in his eyes, naked, as if her sadness was directly added ten times a hundred times. To him.

"How is it, is it better?" George Sheng's voice was low and gentle, carefully.

Song Xi looked at him, opened her lips, and asked aloud, "When Dad died, why did you want me to go to the funeral?"

When George Sheng heard this, his pupils visibly flickered, which seemed to be an accident, but she did not expect that she would suddenly ask this.

Song Xi stared at George Sheng unblinkingly, unwilling to miss any subtle expressions on his face. Seeing that he didn't make a sound immediately after the accident, her tears surged, "Have you ever sent a text message to Sheng Qianyu," Let her come back?" The voice has been suppressed to the point, it was squeezed out of his throat.

George Sheng finally understood why Song Xi suddenly lost control of his emotions. Seeing her eyes blurred by tears, he didn't think about anything. He just wanted to come forward to help her wipe away the tears and hold her into his arms.

But as soon as he moved, Song Xi stepped back subconsciously, frowning, and a squished voice came from his mouth: "You explain to me, I don't believe what Sheng Qianyu said, I don't believe a word."

She wants to use this emphatic way to tell herself that she will not be knocked down by telling herself that she is on the verge of losing control of the bad emotions.

George Sheng looked at Song Xi, who was so stubborn that he was trembling and bracing himself. He felt distressed as if he had been cut a big hole in his life. His silence was not a guilty conscience, but he finally realized what it was like to be in his throat. He had done some mistakes. He thought he could make up for it by treating her twice as good in the future, but he didn't realize until this moment that he couldn't make up. As early as the moment she changed from a stranger to a lover, he was doomed to be guilty for a lifetime, but he would rather I am guilty for a lifetime, and I don't want Song Xi to know that this is his selfishness...Because he was once selfish, he has now been retributed.

"Xi'er... don't cry, I'll explain it to you." George Sheng didn't dare to step over, because Song Xi was like a reed shaking in the wind. She might not know that she was shaking, and she was not angry, just Looking at him longingly, I hope he can give her the best explanation.

"I did send her a text message." In less than ten words, George Sheng was ready to pierce his heart, because he knew Song Xi would be very sad. She was in pain, so he There are ten points, this is retribution.

Sure enough, after Song Xi heard it, he closed his eyes and frowned lightly, not that he didn't want to face it, but just wanted to digest.

Before he spoke, George Sheng could easily say a hundred reasons for deceiving, but he didn’t want to. He made mistakes in the past, and then he concealed them. Now he just wants to spread everything out. He pays for his fault, and he doesn’t need any. A third person lay between them, taking advantage of his unbearableness to hurt Song Xi even deeper.

"We were married in a fake marriage. You personally said that we were only a cooperative relationship. My dad was gone. I had only one thought in my mind. He wanted to see me get married and start a business. At least I wanted to see someone with me. I texted her... I'm sorry."

George Sheng has never felt that the three words sorry is so heavy, and he feels that he has no sincerity no matter what he says.

But he still wanted to say: "I admit that Sheng Qianyu did not return to me at the time. I was a little surprised and even a little unhappy. I wanted you to attend the funeral. I hope that when Dad sees me, I will not be alone by my side, but I did not expect You would agree so readily, the moment you said you would go, I was already ashamed."

He shouldn't treat her as a second person, even if their relationship was between partners and friends.

Like this kind of thing can almost be regarded as metaphysics. Before that, George Sheng had hardly thought about Song Xi, but maybe at that moment, when he felt guilty, like it turned out to be born, but his Like to be accompanied by an'incorrect mind', it has buried hidden dangers from the very beginning. While loving her, it also hurt her.

Song Xi listened to George Sheng's explanation. The first reaction was that she used to be a spare tire. Because Sheng Qianyu didn't reply to him, he asked her. Maybe this is what Sheng Qianyu called'lucky'. She is not his first person. selected.

Seeing negative emotions gushing out from the depths, Song Xi desperately pressed down with reason. No, she could not be substituted into Sheng Qianyu’s thinking. From her own perspective, George Sheng was right. After all, she didn’t love him either. , Who hasn't thought about it anymore, and he just used her at best, and it didn't hurt.

At that time, isn't they just a cooperative relationship?

Yes, that's right, don't be sad, don't be sad.