Life With You

Song Yuanqing's eyes were helpless, but more of it was destined to sigh: "Shen Zhaoyi's elder brother killed two people in Bazhou. He was sentenced to death. Shen Zhaoyi found a lot of people, but he didn't come to me. I know him. He had a hard bone and wanted to prove to me that he can rely on himself. I took the initiative to contact him. I asked him whether his family’s life is important or you are important. He cried and sat opposite me without saying a word. Five tears fell from his eyes. minute."

Song Xi's heart was twisted like a knife. Through the blurred vision, she seemed to see Shen Zhaoyi sitting not far away, crying silently.

She had been with him for more than two years and had never seen him cry, let alone know that he had seen Song Yuanqing in private.

Song Yuanqing picked up the tissue and wanted to wipe Song Xi's tears. Song Xi instinctively lowered her head. She was not resentful, but...

Song Yuanqing had no accident or injury in his eyes, his voice was as usual, and he said: "Xiao Xi, it's not my father's cruelty, nor my skill. I despise Shen Zhaoyi's background, but I, a dad, can't hold myself in his hand. The daughter who has been raising for more than 20 years, is given to a man who has an unknown future. I can keep you safe while my dad is still there. If one day I am gone, who will protect you? Shen Zhaoyi even himself. Can't keep it, even his family can't keep it, why does he protect you?"

Song Xi lowered her head, but couldn't help but choked out.

Song Yuanqing's eyes were red, and his anger was low, and continued: "I told Shen Zhaoyi the same way. If he has his own daughter in the future, he will understand that I am an ordinary father. I am not that great. I don’t think I’m so noble, but I only have a daughter like you. It’s not easy for me to raise you, it’s not easy to teach you kindness, it’s not easy to teach you to be sensible, you are so good, how can I bear the risk of betting that you will be happy for the rest of your life Still down?"

"Xiao Xi, Dad can't do it."

Song Xi stretched out her hand to block her eyes. When the sadness was overwhelming, she could only let tears flow freely. She was sad to the extreme. She suppressed her voice and choked up and said, "What if he dies?"

Song Xi closed her eyes, and her mind was full of scars on Shen Zhaoyi's body. Gu Dongxu said that the General Administration had sent three people over and only two came back. What if this person is Shen Zhaoyi? Song Yuanqing could not tell her for a lifetime, but could her conscience really be painless?

And Shen Zhaoyi, if he died in a foreign country like this, would he regret that he said that he could love her with his life?

Song Yuanqing heard the questioning between Song Xi’s words, and he replied aloud: “I helped his brother, but I didn’t let him go to peacekeeping. I just asked him to reconsider the relationship with you. It’s him who wants to go. At that time, his background in the political trial was not white. He took the initiative to come to me and asked me to give him a chance. If he can come back, he will still be with you, but if he can't come back, let me not tell you anything."

The heartache was so painful that Song Xi frowned and suddenly couldn't cry.

Song Yuanqing took Song Xi's hand and said softly: "In fact, after Shen Zhaoyi left, I have been wondering if my dad did something wrong. In the past few years, you have not forgotten him. You have been waiting for him every time. I shed tears, I want to tell you the truth, but I am afraid that he really won’t come back. With your temper, I have already delayed you once and can’t delay you forever... Now he is back, no matter what you decide, Dad supports you, but Dad is not good, sorry..."

Song Xi shook her head and sobbed. A few seconds later, she leaned down and buried her face on Song Yuanqing's spread palms. She had family members on one side and her former lover on the other. She couldn't choose, just like Shen Zhaoyi back then.

Song Yuanqing's eyes were filled with distress. He raised his other hand, touched Song Xi's soft hair, and said softly: "Xiaoxi, remember when you were young, I told you, don't have any superiority because of your height. , Especially if you were born with a golden spoon in it. This is lucky. It allows you to have a lot of choices from the beginning, so you can say no to the ones you don’t like. Most people, they are not as lucky as you. At the beginning, they are not faced with many choices, but the only way. They have no ability to say no and can only bite the bullet and go on."

Song Xi understood that she had a choice, and Shen Zhaoyi was the one who had no choice.

Touching the back of Song Xi's head, Song Yuanqing coaxed: "Don't cry, Dad looks distressed. Now Shen Zhaoyi is back. If you still want to be with him, don't worry about anyone, Qiao's family, I will talk to him. ."

When Song Xi heard the word Qiao's family, Shen Zhaoyi in his mind quickly became George Sheng. The boy didn't need to be covered with scars, only a mouth could make her feel like a knife.

Lifting his head, Song Xi wiped away her tears with a tissue, her eyes flushed red, and after taking a breath, she replied: "Dad, I will take care of my own affairs. Don't worry."

Song Yuanqing is too smart. George Sheng has never seen him, but he has been doing business in private. Song Xi still doesn't know, he guessed... Maybe the relationship between Song Xi and George Sheng is not as simple as the friend she said.

So he asked tentatively: "Shen Zhaoyi is back, does he know?"

Song Xi hung up, nodded and replied steadily, "I know."

Song Yuanqing asked: "Does he also know your relationship with Shen Zhaoyi?"

Song Xi guessed the meaning behind Song Yuanqing's temptation, and she tried her best to answer calmly: "Dad, you really don't have to guess. He knows that I like Shen Zhaoyi, and I also know that he has someone he likes in his heart. You see this year is about to celebrate the New Year, three years In the blink of an eye, it passed quickly."

Song Yuanqing looked at the expression on Song Xi's face, and said after a few seconds: "Do you want to wait, would Shen Zhaoyi wait? If he knew about your relationship with George Sheng, what would he think?"

Song Xi held Song Yuanqing's hand with both hands and replied with a faint smile: "Dad, I don't want anything now, whoever I love, love is never as important to me as you."

Song Yuanqing smiled and said, "Silly boy, you said that you have someone you like, just bring it to me. When will you bring Shen Zhaoyi, I have a lot to say to him."

Song Xi’s heart is more than mixed, she can’t tell Song Yuanqing that Shen Zhaoyi is back with the truth that she had to leave at the beginning, but she has changed her heart, even after hearing so much, she just feels distressed and helpless. And his powerlessness to fate, but there is no longer the urge to love him crazy enough to be desperate.

Time is not terrible. The terrible thing is that over time, people's hearts will change.

Let alone a few years ago, even half a year ago, Song Xi didn't expect that one day she would not love Shen Zhaoyi, and it would be fine if she did not love Shen Zhaoyi, she just wanted to fall in love with George Sheng.

In the past, she always laughed at those who drew moths to the fire. Didn't she have no brains without self-control? Who should love and who should not love Don't understand?

Now she finally understood that everyone is a layman, and those who have never experienced it are not qualified to say that others are stupid.

Who can avoid vulgarity?