Lisco's American Life

I originally thought that the incident would end in such a quiet way, but what Jeska didn't expect was that after that, she seemed to be fascinated, and from time to time she would think back to this boy who looked very clumsy and uninformed. .

No matter in life or in other aspects, she will always subconsciously collect information about the other person and everything she has experienced. Every time others talk about this male object, although she seems a little indifferent or even deliberately avoids it, but in In private, he would quietly prick up his ears and pay close attention to Jimmy's every move.

When Jimmy didn't know it, Jeska had been in an undiscovered corner, quietly observing all his movements and actions.

While grazing, Jimmy rode on horseback, whipping his whip and sweating like rain. He followed all the cowboys to drive the cattle and skillfully used all the cowboy skills he had mastered. Although he looked inconspicuous, in Jeska In her eyes, none of the cowboys had the magic power to attract her attention. To her, Jimmy was the most shining diamond in the entire ranch.

Of course, Jeska also knew that her behavior seemed to be that of a pervert, even a bit like the stalking maniac in the TV series, or like a pervert in the female group, but she just couldn't control her thoughts and body. Every time I secretly condemn my dirty thoughts, I will continue this behavior when the next opportunity arises.

As she gets to know Jimmy better, Jeska's appreciation for this boy grows stronger. In her opinion, Jimmy has all the characteristics of a good man that she dreams of.

He is responsible for the Gu family and is dedicated and loyal, hard-working and eager to learn. Although sometimes his ability to accept is not that strong, he can use twice as much effort to catch up with those who are more talented.

To be honest, it’s not like I haven’t seen geniuses in Jeska’s life. Some people’s ability to accept certain things and knowledge is simply appalling, and can even severely impact your self-esteem and self-confidence. But Such people often have bad habits, that is, they are often arrogant and will fail and fall over small things.

After experiencing some failures that may seem trivial to ordinary people, they will immediately fall into despair and lose their previous ambitions. Their ability to resist attacks is too weak, even more vulnerable than the girl Jeska.

After experiencing the personalities of these boys, Jeska discovered that these things like talents are not the most important. Only a strong heart is the standard and reason to ensure that the other party can always win.

It is precisely because of the bright contrast that Jesca's whole body has a feeling of admiration, adoration, love and optimism for Jimmy, and even unknowingly, her whole heart has been concerned about him.

Maybe in the days to come, she will find Jimmy's other shortcomings and things that don't suit her own ideas, but those are all things later. At this moment, Jeska feels that if she can spend her life hand in hand with such a person, If so, she would be willing to put away all her previous routines and habits, and quietly stay at home and be his wife and housewife.

"If I mean, if I am willing to go with you, leave Texas and go back to where you belong, will you take me with you? You two go to start a new life together, not to be disturbed by everyone, and to rely on each other.

, belongs only to the other party."

Jimmy was still in a confused state, but when he suddenly heard Jeska's question, he immediately woke up from the confused state in his mind. He first became a little shocked and surprised, and then stared at him in horror.

The other party looked as if he had suffered something out of the blue.

"You,,,what did you say? You must be drunk."

Initially, Jeska was looking forward to Jimmy's answer, but when she saw Jimmy's appearance, her high-spirited mood suddenly dropped, as if a big stone was pressing on her chest.

"Don't you want to? What do you don't like about me?"

Seeing that Jeska looked a little aggrieved, even the originally bright and abnormally bright eye circles began to turn red. Jimmy also felt that his recovery seemed a bit too cold and offensive. The most important thing was that he had nothing at all.

A good way to deal with a girl crying. I started to get confused. I rummaged through myself and finally found a crumpled tissue, then held it with both hands and handed it to the other person.

"I didn't mean that. I was just a little too surprised. In fact, you don't have to be like this. I don't have anything particularly good. You should be worthy of being entrusted with something better. Not only was I just a street gangster before, but without our boss

, I might have died on the streets a long time ago, let alone the stable and regular life I have now."

After seeing that Jeska's mood calmed down and she took the tissue handed to her with both hands, Jimmy began to persuade her earnestly, hoping to persuade her to change her original mind through words.

"Look, if you leave with me and arrive in a place where you are completely unfamiliar with your life, not only will you not be able to adapt to the life there, but your original social circle may also begin to be completely abandoned. When you get there, you will be truly alone, with no one everywhere.

familiar person."

"If you just want to develop there, I'm happy to give you advice as a friend, but if you want to be with me, I don't think you need to pay so much. I have children and a family.

Yes, although my wife is serving her sentence in prison, my daughter and I have been waiting for each other's return."

"I look forward to the day when my wife and I will start a family again, and I have been working hard and striving in this direction. To be honest, I have wavered in the face of your love and favor, but every time I think of my daughter's

With a smiling face and appearance, I will spontaneously resist this wavering attitude from the bottom of my heart."

"You may not understand these emotions so well, nor are you so familiar with them, but when you become a parent, you will find that your children have unknowingly occupied all your thoughts and world. There is no way I can give up my children and my world."

My wife is with you, and if I am such a person, I believe that what you get from me is not what you dreamed of."

Originally, although Jesca was not suitable to forget Jimmy's departure, she was far from being so impulsive and irrational. The reason why she was able to have such a conversation was entirely due to alcohol. After Jimmy's constant persuasion, she originally

The alcohol had almost evaporated, and reason had regained the high ground in her mind. More importantly, she did feel that something was not appropriate about the kind of life Jimmy described.