Lisko’s American Life

Originally thought that this incident would end in such a quiet range, but what Jeska did not expect was that after that, she seemed to be fascinated, and would recall this very clumsy and ignorant boy from time to time .

No matter in life or in other aspects, she will always subconsciously collect the other party's news and everything she has experienced. Every time someone talks about this male object, although she seems a little indifferent or even avoids it deliberately, but in private Li will also quietly prick up his ears, paying close attention to Jimmy's every move.

When Jimmy didn't know, Jessica had been quietly observing all her movements and trajectories in a corner that no one had noticed.

While grazing, Jimmy rode on horseback, swung his whip and sweated profusely, followed all the cowboys to drive the herd, and skillfully used all the cowboy skills he had mastered. In her eyes, none of the cowboys has the magic power to attract her attention. For her, Jimmy is the most shining diamond in the whole ranch.

Of course, Jesska also knows that her behavior seems to be a pervert, even a bit like a stalker in a TV series, or a pervert in a female group, but she just can't control her thoughts and body Every time after secretly condemning his dirty mind, he will continue this behavior when the next opportunity arises.

As she gets to know Jimmy better, Jesska's appreciation for this boy grows stronger. In her opinion, Jimmy has all the characteristics of a good man she dreams of.

The Gu family is dedicated, loyal, hard-working, and studious. Although sometimes the ability to accept is not so strong, he can double his efforts to catch up with those talented beings.

To be honest, in the course of Jessica's life, it's not that she hasn't seen the existence of those geniuses. Some people's ability to accept certain things and knowledge is simply appalling, and can even strongly blow your self-esteem and self-confidence, but This kind of people often have a bad habit, that is, they are often arrogant, and they will fail and wrestle in some small things.

After experiencing some failures that may be insignificant in the eyes of ordinary people, they will immediately be devastated, and they will no longer have the ambitions of the past. The ability to resist attacks is too weak, even more vulnerable than the girl Jessica.

After experiencing the characters of these boys, Jessica realized that things like these talents are not the most important. Only a strong heart is the standard and reason to ensure that the opponent can always win.

It is precisely because of the bright contrast that Jeska has admiration, admiration, love and optimism for Jimmy, and even unknowingly, she has put her whole heart on him.

Maybe in the days to come, I will discover Jimmy's other shortcomings and places that don't fit my own ideas, but that's all later. As far as this moment is concerned, Jessica feels that if she can spend her whole life with such a person If so, she is willing to put away all the previous life rules and habits, and quietly nest at home to be the other party's little wife and housewife.

"If I mean if I would walk with you, leave Texas and go back to where you belong, would you take me with you? You two go start a new life together, without being disturbed by everyone, relying on each other , only belong to the other party.”

Originally, Jimmy was still in a state of confusion, but when he suddenly heard Jessica's inquiry, the confusion in his mind was awakened immediately. He first became a little shocked and surprised, and then stared at him with a terrified expression. The other party seemed to have suffered from some kind of fantasy.

"You,,, what are you talking about? Are you drunk?"

Originally, Jessica was still looking forward to Jimmy's answer, but when he saw Jimmy's appearance, his high-pitched mood suddenly fell, as if a big stone was pressed on his chest.

"Don't you want to? What don't you like about me?"

Seeing Jeska's aggrieved look, even the originally bright eye circles began to turn red. Jimmy also felt that his recovery seemed a bit too indifferent and hurt the other party. The most important thing was that he had no good way to deal with the girl crying, and he began to become flustered and rummaged all over himself. Finally found a crumpled tissue, then held it in both hands and handed it to the other party.

"I don't mean that, I'm just a little too surprised, in fact, you don't have to be like this, and I don't have any special advantages. You should be worthy of entrusting me. Not only was I just a street gangster before, if there is no boss , I might have died on the street a long time ago, let alone have a stable and regular life now."

Seeing that Jessica calmed down, and then took the tissue that he handed over with both hands, Jimmy began to persuade the other party earnestly, hoping to persuade her to change her original thinking through words.

"Look, if you leave with me and go to a place where you are completely unfamiliar, not only will you not be able to adapt to the life there, but your original social circle may also start to be completely abandoned. When you get there, you will be really lonely, and there will be no one in the world. familiar person."

"If you just want to go there to develop, I will be happy to advise you as a friend, but if you have the idea of ​​wanting to be with me, I don't think you need to pay so much. I have children and a family. Yes, although my wife is serving time in prison, I have been waiting with my daughter for her return."

"I am looking forward to the day when I will re-form a family with my wife, and I have been working hard and striving in this direction. To be honest, I did have wavering thoughts in the face of your love and favor, but every time I think of my daughter's I will spontaneously resist this wavering gesture from the bottom of my heart.”

"You may not understand or be familiar with these emotions, but when you become a parent, you will find that your children have unknowingly occupied all your thoughts and world. I have no way to give up my children and My wife is with you, if I am such a person, I believe what you get is not what you dreamed of."

Originally, although Jessica was not suitable for remembering Jimmy's departure, she was far from being so impulsive and irrational. The current conversation was completely due to alcohol, and after Jimmy's constant persuasion, she originally The alcohol has almost volatilized, and reason has regained the high ground of her mind. More importantly, she really feels a little inappropriate for the life Jimmy described.