Lisko’s American Life

To be honest, before seeing Felton, Teresa had rehearsed this scene of destruction in her mind too many times, each time she was very emotional, or yelled to express her heart The anger in the heart, or keep silent, hoping to pass this embarrassing moment with innocence, or the two people's old relationship relapses, kissing and embracing each other, and then the relationship returns to its original state.

But when this moment really came, Tereza found that her heart was extremely calm, and there was not even much fluctuation at all. This kind of emotion was completely different from what she expected, which made her feel a little overwhelmed for a while, even The whole person is very confused.

When she really saw Felton again, Teresa found that maybe the previous sweet moment had really passed, and seeing him now was far from the mood swings, sweetness and surprise.

Of course, the main reason may be that I have experienced too many things during this period of time, and I have directly crossed the mental and physical state of the whole person from the school to the social level. I have seen too many people in this society, and I feel exhausted. The harm that Leon caused to himself was just a very common thing, and it was not worth his constant entanglement and wandering back and forth on it.

Maybe even Teresa didn't realize this problem. In her heart, she had forgiven all the harm Felton caused to herself, and even completely isolated him from her life.

"Maybe it's a little late to say that,"

Felton didn't answer the other party's question directly, but sat carefully on the seat and looked at the current Teresa from top to bottom. It can be seen that the other party's appearance has really changed a lot. If it weren't for the fact that I still love the other party deeply, I might not recognize the other party's identity when walking on the street.

My own departure has changed Teresa's whole life a lot. It may have gone through a lot of time and training, but Teresa is now on a path that she expected, and there is no such thing as her own. , the other party is also living a very good life.

"At the beginning, my departure was indeed a kind of betrayal. During the days when I was away, I was always full of apologies to you, and I also got the punishment I deserved. Maybe I will never be able to play in football again. There has been a lot of struggle in the industry, and I said this not to ask you to forgive me, but I feel that I always have an apology to you, I'm sorry."

After living in the small town for so long, Felton also learned about Teresa's experiences during his absence and everyone's evaluation and recognition of himself and Teresa.

He could imagine how desperate Teresa was when she was suddenly betrayed by him. Both of them knew each other too well.

In Tereza's heart at the time, she was the other person's reliance and the support point for the rest of her life. Suddenly, the life she had always dreamed of was betrayed and collapsed. She was brave enough to continue to support her mind and face life with difficulty. up.

"I've put this matter down, but I just feel that we are friends who have known each other for so long anyway, since you have returned to the small town and lived in a reasonable way, we should all make up for the past. Let go, and today my goal has been achieved, I hope your future life will be smooth."

During the meeting between the two, Teresa always maintained a calm attitude. The only change was when Felton said that he had bid farewell to the football industry because of mutual understanding. She understands the meaning and spiritual support of rugby to Felton too well.

Originally, I wanted to speak to comfort the other party, but after being silent for a long time, I still couldn't find a reason in my mind to comfort the other party, so I simply uttered all the words I had thought before, and let the other party understand my current situation. thoughts and states.

"I will. How are you doing? Is your work going well?"

For Felton, perhaps when he rushed to this meeting, he still held a little bit of longing in his heart, hoping to hear words that could forgive him from the other party's mouth, or he held such a little bit of desire to be able to Allow yourself to continue to receive Trisha's love and affection.

But when the other party said the words that had been put down, he still had some bitterness and sadness. Letting go doesn't mean forgiveness, it just seals such a memory in his heart. In the past, it can even be said that he didn't take the initiative to bring up this time. event. But I believe that I should have caused too much harm to the other party, so that the other party can't say the words to forgive myself.

Trying to endure the sadness and bitterness in his heart, Felton is also trying to find a way to make the atmosphere of the two people's conversation more active. At the same time, he also wants to ask the other party's recent life status. It's just very one-sided, he wants to know if Teresa really likes his current life and the current state.

"It's very good. I live very well in the ranch. Everyone likes me very much, and they will do their best to help me in the process of work. I am honored to meet a group of good partners, and I am gradually accepted by everyone. Accept it, become a part of the family, and the most important thing is that grandma's body has been well recuperated, and I have more motivation and spirit to face the current life."

Speaking of this matter, Tereza finally had a smile on her face. The life on the ranch really made her very satisfied. After going through hesitation and endlessness at the beginning, she quickly found the meaning of her existence , and she was also in a busy working state, so she didn't have the mind to think about mood swings at all.

For Teresa, if she divides her life stage into two major parts, one state before the ranch, and another completely different state after entering the ranch, life in the ranch is getting smoother and smoother. At the same time, she also felt as if she was thinking about the reborn phoenix, rekindling her pursuit of life and hope for the future.

"It's good, it's really good. You're in a good state." For Felton, at this stage, he doesn't have too many disappointments. He just hopes that life can be kind to some of the things he once faced The girl who has been hurt by herself hopes that the other party can have a good life and future. As far as the current state is concerned, it seems that the other party has found the goal of his life. Thinking of this, he has relaxed and relaxed a lot.