LOL: Who will compete with the Alliance?

late at night.

On the forest path, Yang Qianqian helped Yu Luosheng sit by the small lake.

Watching the leaves looking beautiful under the dim moonlight, watching the leaves slowly removing the ripples...

"How are you? Are you feeling better?" Yang Qianqian asked with concern.

Yu Luosheng drank a little too much today, and he fell asleep in the car just now.

The cool breeze blew, and Yu Luosheng felt a lot more awake. Looking at Yang Qianqian, who was leaning on the little bird next to him, he felt a lot more comforted.

However, he was worried that the smell of alcohol on his body would smell to her. Although he wanted to hold her, he didn't do anything too much.

"Much better." Yu Luocheng nodded.

"Can you tell me about you? It's about you leaving home and not participating in the professional league." Yang Qianqian asked softly.

These past few days can be said to have completely overturned Yang Qianqian's understanding of Yu Luocheng. She knew that he was very good at competitive games, but she never thought that he had stood at the highest honor in the field of e-sports.

Just, why doesn't he keep going.

It can be seen that Lin Dong, Zhou Yan, Da Luo, and Xiao Bei all have a love for e-sports that ordinary people cannot appreciate and understand. They must have laughed and shed tears countless times in the e-sports arena.

Yu Luosheng remained silent.

Yang Qianqian didn't ask too many questions, she just sat beside her and stayed with her quietly.

It was so quiet by the lake that you could hear the sound of water being slowly pushed away.

"I have been away from home for two years..." Gradually, Yu Luocheng's voice broke the silence. He looked at the lake and said, "That should have been when I was a freshman in high school..."

"I haven't called home once in the past two years. They don't know if I'm alive or dead, or where I am..."

"In those two years, I was immersed in e-sports. I only had eyes for that game, and I didn't care about the feelings of my family at all..."

"I don't know why I became so insensitive, and I don't know why I only have eyes for the computer, and I don't even want to communicate with others. I just want to use the keyboard and mouse to transcend and defeat."

"After losing that game, I sobered up a lot and suddenly found that I had nothing. At that time, I didn't want to go anywhere, I just wanted to go home."

When he said this, Yu Luosheng stopped.

There was a feeling that was really difficult to describe in words. He clearly remembered that after getting off the plane, he felt as if he was dead, without any blood flow or heart beating.

He admitted that he was completely addicted to e-sports and could not extricate himself.

Only through continuous victory and continuous transcendence can we satisfy our heart that cannot be filled at all.

However, when it fails, it feels like the whole world has collapsed.

At that time, he regarded the game as his faith and his spiritual pillar... he was close to a state of madness.

A few nights before the British competition, my mother Li Yun, whom I had not contacted for two years, called me.

Yu Luosheng didn't know where she found her contact information in the UK. This phone call made him really cry.

He thought that he didn't need family and family ties to support his life, and could face everything well alone.

But when he said a word to his mother Li Yun, he felt that the emotions he had suppressed for two years surged out like a flood. Everything in his mind was about his mother Li Yun, and everything about his father. , and the delicateness of Yu Yu.

It has been two years since I left home, but I have been with them for more than ten years. Can this blood-soaked relationship really be completely dissipated and wiped out like that?

His mother Li Yun's words completely awakened Yu Luocheng's mind from being immersed in the electronic world.

If a person only has love and obsession for e-sports without any other emotions, this person is a walking zombie, living in a virtual world! !

"During that time, I couldn't sleep. I had hallucinations of games in my mind. I couldn't see anything after I moved my eyes away from the computer screen..."

When a person lives in illusion, it is actually very, very scary.

"When I had free physical examinations abroad, my spirit was abnormal... Even sometimes when I looked at Da Luo and Lin Dong, I would have a very strange feeling." Yu Luosheng said bitterly.

"How could this happen??" Yang Qianqian looked at Yu Luosheng in surprise.

"Addiction is as simple as that, just like many young students who are addicted to a game. I sank into a very deep pit in the spiritual world that I dug for myself, and I could never climb out."

"So, you choose to go home?"

"kindness."

"What about you now?"

"It's nothing now."

E-sports is like a poison that can kill the gods.

At that time, Yu Luocheng was still very young and had not formed a correct concept of e-sports at all. With his extraordinary talent and super talent, he completely fell into it and relied on constant wins and constant wins. Satisfy your meaningless heart.

"Then...you lost in the UK game because you wanted to go home?" Yang Qianqian asked.

Yu Luocheng shook his head and said: "I fought with all my strength. That person was really strong. After losing, I left without telling them because I didn't want them to know my spiritual world. I can’t tell the difference between reality and virtuality anymore, and I don’t want to tell them that if I continue to fight, it will only make me become a madman.”

"After I got home, I found out that my dad was sick. His liver disease was very serious. He appeared in the past two years." Yu Luocheng said with a sad smile, "I was angry...His liver was not good in the first place. He He has always had great expectations for me. I got double full marks for the first time in elementary school, I won a trophy for the first time in the junior high school math Olympiad, and I was admitted to high school with excellent results. He supervises me every day and asks me about my study every day. …”

From Yu Luosheng's description, Yang Qianqian can imagine a father's hope and sustenance for his son...

From this, we can understand how sad and angry a father would be when Yu Luosheng ran away from home for e-sports.

"Forget it, forget it, let's not talk about this anymore..." Yu Luocheng shook his head and sobered up a lot.

He didn't want to say too much.

Unlike Da Luo, Lin Dong, Zhou Yan, and Xiao Bei, he didn't have any bonds or worries, and he didn't have the deep guilt of having a conscientious father bring them the kind of fatherly love that repays kindness with hatred.

So, after losing that game, he told the British guy that he would never touch DOTA again. At the same time, when his father Yu Jing forgave him, Yu Luosheng also promised his father that he would never touch professional e-sports again.

Because even Yu Luocheng himself knows that if he gets involved in professional e-sports, he will be a madman who will sink into the virtual world...

He needs this family, and even more, a normal life to free himself from the shadow of the virtual world.

"Then when you can control yourself, will you fight again?" Yang Qianqian asked.

Yu Luosheng shook his head.

Even if you can control your spiritual world and separate virtuality and reality well, if you join professional e-sports, you will probably stab your father Yu Jing in the liver with a sharp knife, which is no different than murdering your father. the difference.

I can no longer be so willful, thinking of how hard he works every day and the pain he feels when he is in the hospital bed.

Really, Yu Luosheng, who had already done something wrong, could not hurt him anymore.

Now he just wants to follow what Yu Jing said, finish college smoothly, find a stable job, and slowly take over the responsibility of the family from his mother Li Yun and his father Yu Jing.

"They will help me finish the unfinished things, it's okay." Yu Luocheng smiled.

"Well, I just think you are so talented, it would be a pity not to join the profession." Yang Qianqian said.

"It's a bit, but that's it. I will also train with them to help them step into a higher field." Yu Luosheng said.

"Yeah, that's right." Yang Qianqian nodded.

"Haha, will you dislike me, a person who used to have mental problems?" Yu Luocheng said jokingly.

"Then I can't blame you. You are still so young, and there will always be some situations. Today's children are not all rebellious, suicidal, and withdrawn. Although you are immersed in the game and can't extricate yourself, at least it is because of the reputation of our country. Winning the highest honor is actually really amazing, I didn’t know you were so good." Yang Qianqian said.

"Hehe, that's good." Yu Luocheng laughed.

After chatting with Yang Qianqian for a while, Yu Luosheng felt much better.

In fact, Yu Luosheng only told Zhou Yan about the mental depression, and the second person to complain was Yang Qianqian.

Yu Luosheng was very pleased that they could all understand him.

Although this depression should have slowly healed as he has integrated into life, Yu Luosheng has no plans to enter the professional league considering his family.

He will silently watch the newly established LM team, watching them move towards the truly highest arena in the glorious period of e-sports in this era! !

Come on, Lin Dong, Xiao Bei, Da Luo, Zhou Yan.

Without me, you can still step into the supreme palace of e-sports, take your own regrets, and win a world championship!

(There was a problem with YY's live broadcast, so this chapter is issued as an apology chapter. Although I know that I can't make up for the time everyone spent on YY, Uncle Luan still wants to apologize to everyone.)

(I promised you that I would write two more chapters, but I am really tired today and can only write one chapter. If I stay up late to write it, it will probably be a perfunctory chapter. I haven’t even eaten dinner yet, and my stomach really can’t support it anymore... ...There is still one chapter that I owe you all. I will make it up to you on Monday or Tuesday, okay? I hope you will continue to support our guild. The establishment of this LM guild is the result of countless hours spent by our administrators. It was prepared all night, from the 1st to the 9th now, which is a bit hasty and immature. But it is just like the LM team that Yu Luosheng just formed. It is still in its early stages, so I sincerely hope that everyone can give more encouragement. We will do better and hope everyone will join us~~)