Lord of Souls

I wrote several versions of the testimonials, all of which were deleted by me.

Originally, I wanted to talk to you about my illness, but then I thought about it, and it was actually something that could be summed up in one sentence - no major illness, but minor illnesses.

that's it……

This time it was the prostate problem that broke out.

The reason is sedentary time and too much stress.

The disease is not cured, the symptoms are gone but the root is still there, this thing can't go to the root, and it is very easy to relapse.

Then there are problems with the cervical spine, shoulders, and waist.

There are no major problems, there are small problems in the whole body that cannot be cured.

It's not a miserable thing... I'm really not miserable, it's just that I'm too overweight, I don't have enough self-discipline, and I don't like to exercise. As a result, my body can't support it at a young age.

Recovering from illness these days, without the pressure of work, lying in bed, I will think and summarize.

After all kinds of weighing, I made a decision that I am sorry for everyone.

For a short time, I will not be writing.

I want to take care of my body, accompany my family, and at the same time accumulate materials and find inspiration.

My mother recommended that I find a class, not asking for much money - I can't find any high-paying job with a bad code word.

Just work hard, exercise, go to work from time to time, adjust your get off work and rest, and don't stay up all night.

I think the idea is very constructive (laughs)…

But seriously.

A long vacation, I think it is necessary.

The first is the physical problem. This time I really have to pay attention to it. After all, I can't bear the cost.

Exercise, don't ask for eight-pack abs, just want to reduce the weight to less than 180 pounds.

The second is the mental state.

In the profession of a web writer, the work intensity cannot be judged by big or small.

This profession does not consume physical strength, but it does consume mental strength, which is very exhausting.

Few full-time web writers have a normal schedule, and their social circles are generally very small.

In the long run, the mental pressure is indeed great, and people will become more withdrawn and narrow-minded.

Before, I always thought, open a book, open a book quickly, and make money quickly - who doesn't love money?

Like a tight string.

Now the strings of the body are broken first, but the strings of the spirit are actually on the verge of being half-broken.

Finally, there is the question of writing status.

The Lord of Myriad Tribulations is my fourth book.

During this time, I reviewed my writing career...

From 1/1/17 to 8/22.

More than five and a half years.

It has been going down.

Frenzy is the best book, and Paradise's score is not bad, but the next two books will be pulled.

Part of the reason is that when I wrote the copy, I was married and had children, so I couldn't devote myself to the creation wholeheartedly.

But the main reason is...

I have nothing left...

Yes, even if you don't want to admit it.

If the book's grades are not good, it's a human dish... But I have historical results, how can I say a human dish?

There is only one reason, there is nothing left... It can be said that Jiang Lang is exhausted.

Even non-professional writers know that writing is a process of output - the writer writes out what is in his mind, sprays it out, writes it into an article, writes a story, and presents it to the reader.

How did the article come about? How did the story come about?

From the author's mind!

Writing is a personal thing, and everything in the book is entirely up to the author.

The author has something in his head to write something. If the author has nothing in his head, you cannot write anything.

Such a simple truth...

During this period of recuperation, I reviewed my career that had been going all the way down, and suddenly thought of this possibility... Is there something in my mind?

The answer is, yes.

As I said before, before I got into the industry, I liked to read two types of books.

One is the eschatological text, and the other is the infinite text.

The first, I wrote the end times.

The second, I wrote Infinite.

The results are okay.

But the third and fourth books just don't work.

The problem is that it doesn't accumulate.

The things in my mind have been sprayed, and there is nothing left to spray, Jiang Lang is exhausted...

This is true.

I'm not a genius, and I can't write like a god.

When my accumulation runs out, I have nothing to write, no good novels.

Even recently, I didn't even want to open the writer's assistant... To put it bluntly, I have no desire to talk, no desire to write.

I think, take this opportunity to take a long vacation...

Re-accumulate, re-start the road, and re-find the desire to write.

When I feel that my idea and my story are really unpleasant, I will come back, I will come to the starting point, share with you what I have in my mind, share with you the story I designed, I will create it. out of the world.

Of course, maybe, maybe, the desire to write will never be found again. There is also this possibility.

All in all, thank you all for being with us.

Goodbye everyone.

2022.8.23, the big white of black heart, stay.