Loving You Is Hurtful

Xia Xiaoxi was so stunned on the spot, without a trace of reaction.

Luo Enxi was also motionless, but stared at Xia Xiaoxi closely, tears streaming down quietly.

Xia Xiaoxi felt a sudden pain in her heart, and she shuddered and recovered.

"En Xi, En Xi, don't cry..." Xia Xiaoxi said, feeling helpless.

Xia Xiaoxi has always had nothing to do with Luo Enxi's tears, but this time it was still very different.

Luo Enxi cried very desperate this time, and this desperation deep in his soul shocked Xia Xiaoxi slightly.

There was no expression on Luo Enxi's face, but she looked at Xia Xiaoxi quietly, tears streaming silently.

She said she was looking at Xia Xiaoxi, but she was only looking at Xia Xiaoxi, not knowing what direction she was staring at.

Xia Xiaoxi felt heartache and could hardly breathe. She opened her mouth, but there was no way to make a sound.

despair.

Xia Xiaoxi's heart also showed this emotion.

She shook her head vigorously, forcing herself to find her voice.

"En Xi!" Xia Xiaoxi suddenly shouted loudly.

But Luo Enxi still looked at her like that, without any unnecessary reaction.

"En Xi, En Xi, what's wrong with you, En Xi... En Xi, you wake up soon..." Xia Xiaoxi said, her voice couldn't help but choked up.

But she told herself that she must not cry, she must not cry. If she is crying, who will comfort Luo Enxi?

It is enough for one person to collapse. If she also collapses, Xia Xiaoxi feels that the two of them will never get out of this pain.

"En Xi, En Xi, don't cry, I'll vent your anger, don't cry." Xia Xiaoxi calmed down and tried to do his best to comfort Luo Enxi.

Luo Enxi seemed to tremble, and it seemed that there was none.

Xia Xiaoxi didn't see clearly.

Luo Enxi pushed Xia Xiaoxi and continued to walk forward.

"Hey? Enxi, where are you going to push me?" Xia Xiaoxi moved anxiously in the wheelchair injury, "I won't go shopping anymore, I'm going back to vent your anger!"

But Luo Enxi didn't care about Xia Xiaoxi's struggle, but continued to push Xia Xiaoxi around in the garden.

The tears on Luo Enxi's face soon dried.

Seeing that the struggle was unsuccessful, Xia Xiaoxi fell silent again.

After walking for a while, she reached a wooden stool, and Xia Xiaoxi said suddenly, "En Xi, can you stop? Come here and sit down, I want to talk to you."

Luo Enxi stopped when he heard the words, as if hesitating whether to sit down and chat here.

But in the end, Luo Enxi did not violate Xia Xiaoxi's meaning.

Xia Xiaoxi watched Luo Enxi sit down, then turned her wheelchair, facing Luo Enxi, and sat in front of Luo Enxi.

When I walked to this corner of the garden, it was already a bit remote, there was no one around, it was quiet, only the breeze was blowing, as if it was telling a story gently.

Xia Xiaoxi did not speak, but grabbed Luo Enxi's hand first.

"En Xi, I know, there may be many things you don't want to face." Xia Xiaoxi said softly, "but if there are some things you don't face, there will never be a solution, right?"

Xia Xiaoxi shook Luo Enxi's hand and passed the warmth from her body to Luo Enxi through the palm of her hand, "The Enxi I know has never been someone who would escape."

Luo Enxi shook slightly, this time Xia Xiaoxi could see clearly.

Xia Xiaoxi decided to work harder, she continued, "En Xi, I know what you are afraid of. But Fu Haochen has never been the only person in this world who can accompany you, can take care of you, and we are all in yours. By your side!"

"We can all accompany you, we can all help you share the burden together, what does that song say, friends have never been alone, have they?" Xia Xiaoxi said, putting her other hand on her, putting both hands together , Held Luo Enxi's slightly cool hand tightly.

Luo Enxi's eyes began to loosen.

Xia Xiaoxi stopped talking. She knew that it would be useless to say more. She had already told Luo Enxi what she wanted to convey, and that was enough.

The rest can only let Luo Enxi think for himself.

Xia Xiaoxi knew that Luo Enxi might have been really hurt this time.

In fact, Xia Xiaoxi thought she should understand. Luo Enxi had always wanted Fu Haochen's response to this feeling, but once he got a response, he would be greedy and want more and everything.

Love is like this. If you really love, you will not be able to control your heart and your desire for this love.

Want more, want more.

But after gaining it and losing it again, the pain is even more unbearable for ordinary people.

The current Luo Enxi is probably like this, as if suddenly waking up in a wonderful dream, the broken pain is like broken glass in his heart, painful.

So Luo Enxi may need some time. Xia Xiaoxi thought, so she stopped talking, but sat quietly to the side, accompanied by Luo Enxi.

Luo Enxi remained silent, and the atmosphere quieted down for a while.

Xia Xiaoxi waited quietly as the branches and leaves around her rustled in the wind.

Luo Enxi seemed to be thinking, and it didn't seem to be, so she looked forward quietly.

Xia Xiaoxi just waited like this, as if waiting for a long time, and as if only waiting for a moment.

Luo Enxi finally said softly, "Xiao Xi, I..."

Before the words came, tears were already streaming down.

"En Xi, I am here, En Xi." Xia Xiaoxi just sat in front of Luo Enxi, looking at Luo Enxi with a soft expression.

"Sorry..." Luo Enxi wiped her face in embarrassment, as if she wanted to wipe away her tears, but the more she wiped, the more she wiped. Xia Xiaoxi was waiting for her to speak, but she was crying and unable to speak.

"It doesn't matter, En Xi." Xia Xiaoxi's voice was very soft, with a gentle smile on her face, she patted Luo Enxi's shoulder gently, "Cry it out, don't hold back in your heart."

Even if Luo Enxi really didn't want to say it, it's okay to cry like this.

It is also a very good way to vent all the grievances in your heart through crying.

Tears are a woman's weapon, but it is also a way to vent emotions.

Xia Xiaoxi patted Luo Enxi on the shoulder, took out a tissue from her pocket and handed it over.

Luo Enxi suppressed her cry, and her whole body was trembling.

She didn't want to show her fragility, but she really suffered too much and held it back for too long.

Fu Haochen still had injuries on her body, Luo Enxi did not want to argue with Fu Haochen.

And Luo Enxi was very scared, if after this quarrel, the little bit of tenderness between the two of them would be gone. What should I do?

Luo Enxi didn't want to face the cold-faced and cold-hearted Fu Haochen before.

So everything can only be held in my heart quietly, waiting to rot, ferment, and finally leave a big hole in my heart.

But now facing Xia Xiaoxi and her best friend, Luo Enxi couldn't help it anymore.

Her grievances have always been borne by herself, but now that someone is willing to share with her, Luo Enxi can no longer bear the turbulent feelings in her heart.

Xia Xiaoxi had all seen her embarrassed side, so Luo Enxi didn't feel embarrassed, but felt that this moment was even full of tenderness.

At least, there is someone who is willing to stand by her side and let her vent her grievances wantonly.

Luo Enxi cried and trembled, and finally Xia Xiaoxi hugged her.

"It's okay, it's okay..." Xia Xiaoxi patted Luo Enxi's back gently.

Xia Xiaoxi had seen Luo Enxi too many tears, so she hoped that Luo Enxi could be happy more than anyone, and hoped that there would be no more tears in her life, only unscrupulous smiles.

When Xia Xiaoxi first met Luo Enxi, Luo Enxi was cheerful and public, and every smile can melt the unhappiness in others' hearts.

Xia Xiaoxi was attracted by such Luo Enxi.

After so many years, watching Luo Enxi marrying Fu Haochen, watching Luo Enxi's grievances and tortures by Fu Haochen's side, watching the expression in Luo Enxi's eyes dimming little by little, Xia Xiaoxi said yes It's impossible if you don't worry about it.

But she was anxious but had no choice but to give her a warm shoulder when Luo Enxi cried bitterly.

To be honest, Xia Xiaoxi didn't want to do this at all. She even hoped that Luo Enxi would smile on her shoulder every time.

Instead of now, let tears wet her skirt.

Xia Xiaoxi gently helped Luo Enxi in her arms to follow her breath, and Luo Enxi's cry gradually calmed down.

"Don't be afraid, En Xi, you will never be alone." Xia Xiaoxi said softly in Luo Enxi's ear.

She already knew about Luo Enxi's life experience, and she became more determined to be a lifelong good friend with Luo Enxi, and always support her by her side.

After a while, a soft "thank you" came from Xia Xiaoxi's arms.

Luo Enxi's voice was still choked, so Xia Xiaoxi couldn't help but hug her tighter.

After a while, Luo Enxi lifted his head from Xia Xiaoxi's arms.

Looking at Luo Enxi's rabbit-like red eyes, Xia Xiaoxi couldn't help but smile.

"Is it better? Rabbit Enxi?" Xia Xiaoxi said while looking at Luo Enxi.

Luo Enxi nodded and rubbed her eyes again.

Xia Xiaoxi hurriedly grabbed Luo Enxi's hand, "Don't rub it, rub it again and it will really become a rabbit."

Luo Enxi listened to Xia Xiaoxi's words, Luo Enxi put down his hand, and slowly laughed.

Although this smile is extremely ugly, at least it is a smile.

Xia Xiaoxi touched Luo Enxi's hair, then sat quietly with her for a while, and then asked, "Do you have any plans?"

Luo Enxi thought for a while, then shook her head.

"Don't just forget it?" Xia Xiaoxi said with a bit of surprise. Luo Enxi was so wronged, how could he let it go?

Even if Luo Enxi said that, she couldn't let Fu Haochen go this time! Xia Xiaoxi thought bitterly.

Luo Enxi bit her lip, and after a while she silently spoke. The voice she had just cried was a little muffled, "I just want to ask Fu Haochen."

Luo Enxi paused again, as if there were a thousand questions in her mind, but when she really wanted to ask, she didn't seem to have a few words.