Loving You Is Hurtful

Fu Haochen and Luo Enxi have been unable to get along like a normal couple for so many years.

Other couples can quarrel, they can quarrel at the head of the bed, but Fu Haochen and Luo Enxi cannot.

Even if they don't quarrel, there is always a gap between two people that seems to be insoluble at all.

They are so proud, so dazzling.

Once something happens, they are all people who can't bear the consequences of such a fight.

There have been too many things between them, everything is like a nail in a fence, even if it is pulled out, it will leave an absolutely indelible wound.

In Fu Haochen and Luo Enxi's eyes, mutual trust, the most basic thing for a couple, is out of reach.

If they can't trust each other, they won't get the trust of each other.

Fu Haochen admitted that Luo Enxi really had nothing to say to him.

But Fu Haochen always blamed Luo Enxi, and blamed Luo Enxi for hurting people around him in this way.

He Xia Nuan was hurt, Xiao Li was hurt.

It turns out that Fu Haochen never really forgave her.

Luo Enxi smiled, tears streaming out.

Why, why is she so sad.

She even wanted to faint like this and never have to face these things again.

What did she do wrong?

She did nothing wrong!

But this incident is the secret of the Fu family. If it spreads out, it can even be said to be a scandal of the Fu family.

But for this, does she have to endure these intolerable grievances?

There was no sound in the corridor. Luo Xirou might be tired of cursing. Seeing that Fu Haochen didn't mean to help herself at all, it would be hard to be boring, so she went back first.

The whole world fell silent.

Luo Enxi and Fu Haochen didn't know when Luo Xirou left. At this time, they didn't have the mind to care about these things.

"It turns out that the relationship between us has not changed at all from the beginning to the present."

Luo Enxi's voice was soft, but it shocked Fu Haochen's heart.

Nothing has changed. They are still enemies, not lovers.

Luo Enxi didn't say anything, but turned around and walked out slowly.

The corridor is very open and very quiet.

Fu Haochen's bodyguard stood outside the door. After Luo Enxi came out, the two of them did not move at all. They still stood straight outside the door without squinting their eyes.

Luo Enxi did not squint, she just walked forward quietly.

After a while, Luo Enxi held on to the wall.

She insisted on walking forward two more steps, as if she wanted to go a little further in the ward.

But soon, Luo Enxi, who hadn't taken two steps, knelt on the ground, covered her mouth with her hand, and quickly spit out a mouthful of blood.

The bodyguard at the door had already looked over the moment Luo Enxi knelt. Now seeing a little scarlet scattered in front of Luo Enxi, he immediately walked forward and tried to help Luo Enxi.

One person walked forward, and the other immediately knocked on the door to report to Fu Haochen.

Fu Haochen was lost in the room.

When Luo Enxi went out, he did not stop.

He was also very angry just now, but in the end he was chilled by Luo Enxi's words.

Luo Enxi just said that their relationship has not changed at all.

From the beginning to the present, nothing has changed.

Where is the problem? Don't they get along well?

Fu Haochen is a master in the mall, but in terms of feelings, he is as white as a piece of paper.

He has always liked Luo Enxi alone, and has never seen a second relationship in his life for more than 20 years.

He was completely a kind of friendship for He Xia Nuan, but Luo Enxi had just left at that time, and Fu Haochen was blinded by the anger and did not see his feelings clearly for a while.

For Luo Xirou and other women, there is no need to say any more, it is just a kind of drama created to torture Luo Enxi, and Fu Haochen has not invested a bit of emotion.

Fu Haochen's emotional world was as white as a piece of paper, with only Luo Enxi's name.

But they have been together for so many years, and they haven't even had a good relationship.

How could Fu Haochen, who had no emotional experience at all, know how to deal with the current situation?

Besides, Fu Haochen was angry.

Luo Enxi accused him of always arguing with He Xia Nuan, but why is Luo Enxi himself?

He saw Luo Enxi received Gu Xijue's call more than once, and went out with Gu Xijue several times.

In addition, Fu Yucheng who cherishes Luo Enxi a lot, as long as Fu Haochen thinks of these people, he feels like he has overturned a jealous jar.

The two of them have experienced too much trouble, and it is impossible to return to the pure student days and talk about a vigorous love.

They can't even trust each other.

Fu Haochen became more angry the more he thought about it, until the bodyguard knocked on the door and told him that Luo Enxi had fainted.

Fu Haochen was taken aback and hurried out.

Because of the importance and care, Fu Haochen was especially prone to lose his mind when facing Luo Enxi. Only after the quarrel and the reason returned, can Fu Haochen remember the doctor's advice that Luo Enxi must not be stimulated anymore.

Fu Haochen felt annoyed, and immediately went out to check.

However, Luo Enxi could not see Fu Haochen going out to find her.

At the moment when the bodyguard wanted to help her up, Luo Enxi's eyes went dark and she passed out.

...

When Luo Enxi woke up, the evening was just right.

The setting sun stretched his last shadow.

Luo Enxi looked out the window blankly, there was no one beside her.

Fu Haochen is not by his side.

Luo Enxi thought blankly for a while, remembering her quarrel with Fu Haochen, and also remembering that Fu Haochen was flying to country M tonight, and now Fu Haochen should have been waiting at the airport.

Luo Enxi tried to sit up, her stomach was a little bit painful, it should be a sequelae after hematemesis.

Luo Enxi guessed that she might have vomited blood because of a quarrel with Fu Haochen.

Her stomach has always been bad.

In fact, she has never suffered from the absence of that place on her body.

Luo Enxi covered her face and buried her face deeply in her hands.

She didn't know what kind of life she had been in these years, her body was tossed like this, but she still did not get the feelings she wanted.

After going round and round, I went back to the original point.

This made Luo Enxi's frustration almost hard to heal.

Luo Enxi was wandering slightly when she suddenly felt a pain in her lower abdomen.

Luo Enxi was stunned for a while, only then did he remember that there was still her child in his stomach.

She gently stroked her hand on her belly.

She and Fu Haochen have already reached this stage. In Luo Enxi's view, their fate may have reached the end.

But there is such a little guy in his stomach.

The little guy is very well-behaved. When she is very busy at work, she never comes to disturb her.

She didn't love herself so much, and all the little guys survived.

——She is not a qualified mother, but her child has tolerated her generously.

Luo Enxi clenched her fist.

Her child must be a person with a father and a mother.

Both she and Fu Haochen were unfortunate in childhood. Both of them knew how bad a family would be to one person from incomplete family, so Luo Enxi decided to give her baby a complete one even if she was gritting her teeth. family.

Maybe she and Fu Haochen cannot live in harmony for a long time, but at least, they can at least give their children a happy childhood.

Luo Enxi sighed. She endured the discomfort in her stomach and got out of bed.

Luo Enxi looked around and soon discovered that this was the ward where Fu Haochen lived.

Now I don’t even need to check out, so I just changed to her to live.

Luo Enxi smiled bitterly, got up and started to pack the things that Fu Haochen and herself brought to the hospital.

She didn't plan to live anymore, it was just vomiting blood, which was fine.

Luo Enxi felt her physical condition, and then intensively touched her abdomen. After confirming that she was fine, she opened the door.

Sure enough, there were still two bodyguards standing at the door, and Luo Enxi greeted them both to come in and help with something.

The two bodyguards were slightly surprised, but they quickly followed suit.

Luo Enxi was discharged from the hospital.

When going out, Luo Enxi glanced back.

The sign of the central hospital was already lit, and there was a moment of tranquility under the shroud of night.

This hospital bears too much pain for Luo Enxi, and she doesn't want to live anymore.

Let's go back. Luo Enxi told herself. Even that home has no human touch.

The bodyguard quickly escorted Luo Enxi into the car, and the car walked in steadily. Luo Enxi looked at the street where the lights were on, and his heart was full of loneliness and sadness.

At this moment, Luo Enxi suddenly missed Aunt He a little.

In the past so many days and nights, when Fu Haochen and her were in a hot and cold war, Aunt He was by her side.

Sit on the white fungus and lotus soup for one night, and gently said to her, "My grandmother, don't be angry, don't get angry. This white fungus and lotus soup is still hot, drink it while it is hot."

There is flawless care and worry in the eyes.

Luo Enxi's tears suddenly fell off.

Why do the people around her who are good to her leave her so one by one?

Is it true that he is like Luo Beichen and Luo Xirou said, is a disaster star, or will bring ominous people to her kindness?

Aunt He just left, and also took away the only warmth that Luo Enxi could feel during so many days and nights.

Luo Enxi sat in the back seat of the sedan, crying silently.

It hurts, it hurts.

At this time, no one could even come up and pat her shoulder and tell her that it was all right.

She has been strong alone for so many years.

She will be tired too.

She also wanted to find a shelter from the wind, and stop for a rest.

But after so many years, she never waited for this harbor.