Loving You Is Hurtful

Luo Enxi followed Gu Xijue out not far away, and when he could not see Fu Haochen behind him, Luo Enxi broke away from Gu Xijue's hand.

Luo Enxi knew that Gu Xijue just said that this was done to help him get out of Fu Haochen's entanglement, but Luo Enxi still felt a little embarrassed.

Gu Xijue looked at the freed hand, feeling a little lost.

He and Luo Enxi have been together for five years, and Luo Enxi still has not agreed to his courtship.

When the Luo Enxi Hotel caught fire, Gu Xijue was also going to the hotel to discuss matters related to going abroad with Luo Enxi. When it caught fire, Gu Xijue desperately protected Luo Enxi and left the hotel.

Halfway through, Luo Enxi found that the ring she had taken off while taking a bath had not been taken away.

Luo Enxi was crazy at the time and wanted to rush back into the fire, almost frightening Gu Xijue.

Gu Xijue immediately wanted to find someone to find it, but the fire was too big, and there was no way to enter it again.

Luo Enxi choked on the smoke and had entered a coma.

Then, Gu Xijue didn't care about the injury, and took Luo Enxi to Country M overnight.

When Luo Enxi woke up, she found herself sitting on the plane. The first sentence she woke up was, "Where is my ring".

Gu Xijue sighed while looking at Luo Enxi, whose hair was still a little messy.

"When the fire is extinguished, I'll let people find it again. Just now the fire was too strong and people were allowed to go in, which is equivalent to letting them die." Gu Xijue said in a deep voice.

Luo Enxi calmed down. She had no reason to let others die for one of her rings.

But in the end, Gu Xijue's people dug the ground three feet, until the hotel was rebuilt, they did not find the ring.

For a while, Luo Enxi would always watch her empty hand point to God.

That ring was the only thing Fu Haochen left for her.

The ring is gone, and naturally there is nothing to witness this relationship.

Later, Gu Xijue told Luo Enxi that the domestic news was that she had been killed in the fire. He asked Luo Enxi if he wanted to clarify this matter.

Luo Enxi thought for a while, then shook her head.

Gu Xijue believes in Christ, and the original "Bible" is placed on the coffee table at home. Sometimes Luo Enxi would pick it up and flip through it.

Then suddenly one day, Luo Enxi suddenly thought whether all this was actually God's will.

Now that he has made up his mind to leave, what reason is there to keep these things that represent memory?

Just let everything go with the wind.

Since it is not by her side, it means it is really not hers.

It's like this relationship doesn't belong to her. In Fu Haochen's view, she stole it deliberately, right?

Luo Enxi started a new life in country M.

Gu Xijue has been a very gentleman for so many years. He loves Luo Enxi very much, but if Luo Enxi refuses, he will never get half a step away.

On the contrary, what Luo Enxi wanted to do, Gu Xijue would do his best to provide support.

Luo Enxi wanted to continue to learn piano, Gu Xijue asked someone to retune the grand piano at home, and found the best local piano teacher for Luo Enxi.

Because Luo Enxi's finger was injured, Gu Xijue took Luo Enxi to go for a new checkup and did the best rehabilitation exercise.

Later Luo Enxi reached the production period. In the few days before the due date, Gu Xijue turned off all the meetings and banquets, and guarded Luo Enxi almost every step of the way.

After Luo Enxi came to Country M, he lived by Gu Xijue and received the most attentive care. Her body was very healthy and her production went smoothly.

After the child was born, Gu Xijue regarded it as his own. All life and education were provided the best, and he was very close to the child.

Luo Enxi was very grateful for all that Gu Xijue did.

But she couldn't respond to Gu Xijue's feelings.

Luo Enxi felt that since she didn't have that kind of love for Gu Xijue, she shouldn't easily agree to Gu Xijue. This would harm him instead.

She couldn't bear Gu Xijue's sincere feelings so far.

Therefore, Luo Enxi never accepted Gu Xijue's feelings, but tried his best to help Gu Xijue where he could.

Although Gu Xijue was disappointed in his heart, he still followed Luo Enxi's will, and later arranged a very good job for Luo Enxi in Gu's enterprise.

Luo Enxi has a strong business ability and is grateful, so she naturally has the energy to work. I really did my part for the prosperity of Gu's enterprise.

Then life was fixed like this. Luo Enxi went to work with Gu Xijue every day, and then came back early in the evening to prepare dinner, and then ate dinner with Gu Xijue.

After the meal, Luo Enxi quietly played the piano for a while, and Gu Xijue sat on the sofa beside him, closed his eyes, and listened quietly.

Sometimes Luo Enxi also wondered why he couldn't accept Gu Xijue.

Isn't this kind of life not good enough? This is the life I have been most yearning for before.

Although there is hope in my heart, the person sitting here listening to the piano is Fu Haochen.

Luo Enxi knew that although she had given up her heart, the possibility of falling in love with someone again was actually very small.

Therefore, she could not accept Gu Xijue's feelings, because she was afraid that she would not be able to respond, and instead would hurt Gu Xijue.

The days went on slowly, until Luo Enxi learned from Gu Xijue that Luo Fengde had passed away.

In the past few years when Luo Enxi came to Country M, he has not paid attention to domestic news.

She really didn't want to think about those cruel past events anymore, life is very good now, she didn't want to go back again.

But Lofonte died, she couldn't escape this incident, she had to go back.

Gu Xijue touched her hair and told her not to worry and could go back together.

Luo Enxi and Gu Xijue returned to S City with his son Xiaoxiang.

But Luo Enxi never expected that he would meet Fu Haochen at the funeral.

First experienced the extreme pain of watching his father leave, Luo Enxi met Fu Haochen before he had time to digest it. Luo Enxi's mood fluctuated wildly, and her heart felt a little overwhelmed.

Gu Xijue looked at Luo Enxi who was obviously distracted in front of him, and smiled helplessly.

Maybe Luo Enxi hadn't noticed it herself, she thought she had forgotten Fu Haochen, which was actually not appropriate.

What kind of affection did Luo Enxi use back then to still love him after so many injuries and after so many years of parting?

Gu Xijue sighed, "Let's go, eat first, Xiaoxiang should be hungry."

Luo Enxi nodded, Xiao Xiang did not speak well-behaved the whole time, just grunting with his big eyes, spinning between Gu Xijue and Luo Enxi.

Gu Xijue took the people back to the hotel. Before entering the door, the bodyguards behind him quickly dispersed their guards.

Gu Xijue hugged Xiaoxiang directly to the hotel restaurant. The restaurant is self-service. Gu Xijue put Xiaoxiang on the ground, holding him by the hand instead, and led him through the dishes little by little. If Xiaoxiang wanted to eat, Gu Xijue put something in it. On the plate.

Luo Enxi followed behind and watched, but there was nothing on the plate in her hand.

Gu Xijue looked back at Luo Enxi, smiled and said to her: "Why don't you hurry up and load things?"

Luo Enxi looked at Gu Xijue in a daze. She really thought about it at some point. If she settled down like this, it seemed not bad.

Xiaoxiang held a small tong in his hand, picked up a prawn with great effort, and put it on Luo Enxi's plate with his feet.

"Mom, you eat this..." Xiaoxiang raised his hand somewhat laboriously.

Seeing that the shrimp was about to fall to the ground, Gu Xijue quickly caught it with the plate in his hand and put it on Luo Enxi's plate.

"Ah, thank you Xiaoxiang!" Luo Enxi recovered and smiled gratefully to Gu Xijue, then touched her son's head and said, "Come on, mother will also clip you one."

With that, Luo Enxi also picked up a prawn and put it on Xiaoxiang's plate.

Xiaoxiang's smiling eyes crooked and said thank you mother, Luo Enxi only felt that his heart was going to melt away.

"You have to choose something to eat as soon as possible, don't worry the children." Gu Xijue said softly, adding a crab to the plate in Luo Enxi's hand.

Luo Enxi's face turned red and nodded.

Looking at the innocent and innocent child in front of him, Luo Enxi suddenly felt melancholy for some reason.

Now the child is not yet the age to know many things. When the child really grows up, I start to ask her, mother, who is my father? How should she answer?

Luo Enxi had no answer for a while.

Gu Xijue supported Luo Enxi's shoulders. He could almost tell what Luo Enxi had in mind at a glance, so he whispered: "What's next, think about it later, eh?"

Luo Enxi looked at Gu Xijue blankly and smiled warmly for a long while.

With Gu Xijue by his side, Luo Enxi always felt very relieved, as if everything could be solved without her worry at all.

The lunch for three people started in a warm atmosphere.

...

Fu Haochen looked at the information sent by his men quickly, and fell to the ground almost immediately after reading it.

Luo Enxi did not die in the fire that year because of Gu Xijue's timely rescue, which made Fu Haochen very grateful. But immediately after Gu Xijue brought Luo Enxi to Country M, everyone thought that Luo Enxi was dead, and it made him depressed and painful for so many years, this was absolutely unacceptable for Fu Haochen.

No wonder that after Luo Enxi "dead", Gu Xijue went back to Country M.

The lost joy in his heart was mixed with anger, and Fu Haochen walked back and forth in the office twice, telling himself that he must calm down.

As long as Luo Enxi is still alive, he still has a chance.