Loving You Is Hurtful

The moment Luo Enxi saw Xia Xiaoxi, Xia Xiaoxi also saw Luo Enxi immediately.

Almost for an instant, Xia Xiaoxi's tears flowed down.

Xia Xiaoxi looked at Luo Enxi, her lips murmured twice, but she didn't say anything, only tears flowed silently.

It seemed to melt away the feelings that had been frozen in my heart all these years.

Luo Enxi watched He Xia Nuan quietly in this way, and her heart was full of sadness.

This her friend, her best friend for so many years.

Finally, it was Luo Enxi who stepped forward first and gently hugged Xia Xiaoxi.

Xia Xiaoxi cried out in an instant.

"Enxi, Enxi, you are really alive... Enxi, you are still alive, wow... it turns out to be true."

Xia Xiaoxi burst into tears and hugged Luo Enxi tightly, as if afraid that Luo Enxi would disappear again.

Lin Yu was standing behind Xia Xiaoxi, her eyes flushed slightly at this time.

Luo Enxi also hugged Xia Xiaoxi back. But she didn't cry, just sighed softly.

After so many years, Xia Xiaoxi's feelings for her are still so true.

Luo Enxi, who had really decided to die like this forever, didn't think that these friends might react, but in the end she thought that she shouldn't be so important to others. Over time, oneself will naturally disappear in the memory of these people. But now Luo Enxi discovered that she might underestimate her position in Xia Xiaoxi's heart.

Xia Xiaoxi threw herself in her arms, and even her shoulders trembled with tears.

Luo Enxi held Xia Xiaoxi for a long time, and finally spit out, "Xiaoxi, I'm sorry..."

Xia Xiaoxi cried more fiercely.

Is it Luo Enxi's sorry that she wants?

As long as Luo Enxi is alive, as long as she is alive, it is better than anything.

All the grievances and heartaches I have suffered for so many years can be ignored at this moment.

Xia Xiaoxi knew that Luo Enxi must have her reason for doing this. No matter what Luo Enxi does, Xia Xiaoxi will support it unconditionally.

She didn't blame Luo Enxi at all. Now Luo Enxi stood in front of her completely, which was a great surprise to Xia Xiaoxi.

"En Xi, don't say that..." Xia Xiaoxi choked and said, "I don't need your apology, I just need you to live..."

It doesn't matter, Xia Xiaoxi doesn't blame Luo Enxi for not telling her that she was still alive. Now that Luo Enxi is standing in front of her completely, this is the best thing Xia Xiaoxi can think of.

Luo Enxi had already understood Xia Xiaoxi's thoughts from Xia Xiaoxi's tears and tight hugs, but she still said, "Sorry, I didn't tell you."

Luo Enxi knew from the beginning that if she left without saying goodbye, although it was a means to protect herself, it would definitely hurt some people. Some people who really care about her.

Luo Enxi still feels guilty because of the harm she caused to others.

But she was really scared of pain. She had never thought that her love for Fu Haochen would be such a pain.

So she had to hide in the shell that she had cast for herself, and she would not come out again, and even now, she didn't want to get rid of Gu Xijue's shelter.

She met Gu Xijue because of a fire. That time, Gu Xijue illuminated her life like a light when she was the loneliest and needed help.

But this time, it was Gu Xijue who snatched her back from Death, and Gu Xijue was even burned.

And Gu Xijue itself appeared in Luo Enxi's life like a fire that never extinguished.

The feeling that Gu Xijue gave Luo Enxi was warm and comfortable, and it was easy for people to indulge in it. So with the help of Gu Xijue, Luo Enxi once again walked out of the shadow of the fire.

This feeling of being accompanied and caring is really great. So Luo Enxi decided to indulge herself once, even though she knew that someone would be hurt, she still decided to completely suppress the fact that she was still alive.

But now, since he had already seen Xia Xiaoxi, Luo Enxi still had to apologize for not saying goodbye.

Thinking about it in another way, if Xia Xiaoxi encountered such a thing, Luo Enxi knew that she would definitely have this reaction too, and she didn't want to live.

"I said I don't need to apologize, you idiot..." Xia Xiaoxi heard Luo Enxi's words, her voice even more dumb, "I'm sorry for saying I don't need you. You know, you're sorry for me... "

Luo Enxi felt sour in his heart suddenly.

"sorry Sorry……"

Lin Yu quietly watched the friends reunite after a long absence. The beautiful reunion seemed to have developed his tear glands.

Luo Enxi left Xia Xiaoxi to Lin Yu for lunch. Xia Xiaoxi hadn't seen Luo Enxi in five years, and didn't know that Luo Enxi was actually alive. Now that she sees Luo Enxi again, she naturally wants to tell Luo Enxi everything about her feelings and all these years.

Luo Enxi had to prepare lunch by herself, so Xia Xiaoxi simply followed up in the kitchen.

She wanted to follow Luo Enxi closely now, for fear that Luo Enxi would disappear again in the blink of an eye.

The two girls had more things to say, and Lin Yu naturally knew that he would not be bothersome, so he played with Xiaoxiang in the living room.

Xiao Xiang wasn't afraid of life at all, blinking his big eyes, watching Lin Yu juggling out a large stick of confectionery from his sleeve.

Xiaoxiang was very happy, clapping his hands in applause, and saying thank you uncle in a crisp voice.

The kitchen is connected to the dining room and is open. Xia Xiaoxi and Luo Enxi watched Lin Yu and Xiaoxiang happily playing together in the kitchen, Luo Enxi suddenly asked, "How have you been these years?"

Xia Xiaoxi just received her tears, her eyes were still red, she stared at Luo Enxi, and then said softly: "Well, I'm having a good time."

She is really happy. Lin Yu has always been very good to him, and Fu Haochen is always a negative example. As long as Fu Haochen has done something that hurt Luo Enxi, it will never happen to Lin Yu.

The only fly in the ointment is that Xia Xiaoxi's heart hurts every time she thinks of Luo Enxi.

Compared with her happy life, Luo Enxi never had a good day at all. Xia Xiaoxi felt dull and breathless as long as she thought about it.

But now it's alright, Luo Enxi is still alive, and she still has a chance to enjoy a bright future.

Xia Xiaoxi thought, feeling that her nose was a little sore again, so she quickly took a sniff, not wanting to make herself look so useless.

"Seriously, Luo Enxi." Xia Xiaoxi took a deep breath and pressed the tears that were about to flow back into her eyes, "You are really sorry for me, you owe me a wonderful honeymoon trip."

At that time, Luo Enxi’s incident dealt a great blow to Xia Xiaoxi. She always insisted that if she hadn’t been out to play at that time, if she was by Luo Enxi’s side, Luo Enxi would not want to leave home. Will not encounter that fire.

Since then, Xia Xiaoxi has deeply resisted travel.

Luo Enxi looked at Xia Xiaoxi, poured out the dishes that had just been fried, and then smiled at Xia Xiaoxi.

"Xiao Xi, I'm back."

The air seemed to be silent for a moment.

Since the door was just opened, although Xia Xiaoxi saw Luo Enxi and hugged her tightly, she still felt that the fact that Luo Enxi was still alive gave her an unreal feeling.

Luo Enxi knew that Xia Xiaoxi was confused, so she said so specifically.

Just tell Xia Xiaoxi directly that she is back and she is still alive.

At this moment, Xia Xiaoxi finally breathed a sigh of relief, and the panic and unreality in her heart finally dissipated.

Luo Enxi's words completely shattered the shadow in her heart. Xia Xiaoxi knew that she would be able to enjoy a beautiful vacation happily in the future.

Xia Xiaoxi couldn't hold back her tears, so she fell.

She quickly wiped her face in a panic, "You badass, you made me cry again..."

Luo Enxi just smiled softly, watching Xia Xiaoxi wipe her face into a small cat.

Xia Xiaoxi followed Luo Enxi, who was holding the plate, out of the kitchen. Xiaoxiang heard footsteps and looked over, and then said in surprise: "Beautiful aunty, why are you crying?"

"Xiaoxiang really can talk." Xia Xiaoxi's burden was completely relieved, and she just cried just because she was moved and moved for a while. Now hearing Xiaoxiang's words, she couldn't help but burst into laughter. She joked softly, "Because mom bullied Auntie!"

"Ah!" Xiaoxiang was convinced of Xia Xiaoxi's words, and immediately frowned his little eyebrows, "Why would my mother bully you?"

The child is too young to distinguish the difference between "you" and "you".

Xia Xiaoxi blinked and replied, "Because my mother is so kind."

"Huh?" Xiaoxiang couldn't understand the hidden meaning of Xia Xiaoxi's words.

Because of her kindness, she will repeatedly indulge those who hurt her, hurt herself, and indirectly hurt those who really care about her.

"Then, Auntie, do you blame your mother?" Xiao Xiang looked at Xia Xiaoxi's expression as if there was no sign of anger, and asked cautiously.

"I won't blame my mother." Xia Xiaoxi said with a sigh.

"Really?" Xiaoxiang's eyes were full of surprises. He still couldn't tell what was really to blame and what was a joke among friends. He just instinctively hoped that others would like Luo Enxi.

"Yes. Because my mother is a good person." Xia Xiaoxi answered Xiaoxiang, but his eyes were on Luo Enxi.

Luo Enxi also looked at Xia Xiaoxi and smiled softly.

With this smile, Xia Xiaoxi thought. It was this smile that she missed for so many years.

Until this time, Xia Xiaoxi realized how much she missed Luo Enxi's smile.