Loving You Is Hurtful

Before long, Luo Enxi felt that there was someone standing beside her.

Luo Enxi turned her head, and Fu Yucheng stood beside her.

Luo Enxi smiled slightly at Fu Yucheng, and Fu Yucheng looked at Luo Enxi with a gentle, non-aggressive expression.

Fu Yucheng looked at Luo Enxi quietly for a while, then said: "En Xi, I am very happy, you are still alive."

He was really happy, so happy that he couldn't help but raise the corners of his lips when he thought of the three words "Luo Enxi".

When you really like a person, even when you read her name, you will taste a tenderness between your lips and teeth.

"For so many years, I am very sorry." Luo Enxi once again apologized for her concealment.

"En Xi, I hope you don't say this again in the future." Fu Yucheng looked at the distant horizon. Today's weather is very good, and many stars can be seen. "I believe that no one blames you for leaving without saying goodbye. What everyone is experiencing now is the joy of being able to come back."

"You didn't do anything wrong. So you don't have to apologize." Fu Yucheng said, turning his head, looking at Luo Enxi with deep eyes.

Fu Yucheng and Fu Haochen's eyes follow their father, so the eyes of the two are even more alike.

Luo Enxi looked at it quietly for a while, then smiled and said, "Thank you."

"Are you really not going to come back?" Fu Yucheng did not answer Luo Enxi's thanks, but asked in a deep voice.

"Indeed, I didn't have this plan." Luo Enxi replied.

"What about the child?" Fu Yucheng looked down at the garden downstairs, and Fu Haochen was having fun with the child.

"I...really can't bear Xiaoxiang." Luo Enxi pursed her lips, which was what she had just thought about. Since Xiaoxiang is named Fu, he is naturally a member of the Fu family.

He and Fu Haochen are separated now, Luo Enxi just suddenly thought whether he should let Xiaoxiang choose his own belonging.

But if Xiaoxiang chooses Fu Haochen when she chooses, then what should she do?

Luo Enxi comforted herself that now the child does not have the ability to think rationally that she chose. As a mother, I must have the right to take him away.

However, would Xiaoxiang live by his side really better than Fu Haochen?

Luo Enxi thought so, and her heart suddenly hurt.

Fu Haochen can give Xiaoxiang a better life. But letting her abandon her child like this is tantamount to killing her. Luo Enxi was caught in a dilemma for a while.

"Reluctant, what can you do?" Fu Yucheng sighed, "Since you have let him recognize the ancestor and return to the clan, then the Fu family must not be so easy to let people go."

"I know." Luo Enxi's heart was clouded with a haze, she had always known about it. But let her hide from Xiaoxiang and tell him who his father is, Luo Enxi couldn't do it either.

"Since you don't plan to come back, do you... have any plans?" Fu Yucheng suddenly pulled the topic away from the child, and then suddenly asked.

Luo Enxi was taken aback for a moment. Fu Yucheng's question was a bit abrupt, but she still reacted quickly.

She did not answer Fu Yucheng's question directly, but asked gently, "How are you doing these years?"

"..." Fu Yucheng pursed his lips, then smiled bitterly, "To be honest, it's not good."

"I don't think Senior Gu had a good life." Luo Enxi smiled slightly, but his smile revealed guilt.

Fu Yucheng looked at Luo Enxi, and she suddenly said that, Fu Yucheng didn't know what to return.

"I can't respond to your feelings." Luo Enxi lowered her head and said with some guilt. For so many years, she really hasn't had any love for anyone other than Fu Haochen. She had no way to respond to Gu Xijue, and even more so to Fu Yucheng.

Fu Yucheng's expression dimmed for a moment, and Luo Enxi's refusal had already been heard clearly.

But this time, Fu Yucheng was a little surprised and didn't feel any uncomfortable feeling, as if Luo Enxi's rejection of his feelings should be reasonable.

When Luo Enxi truly stood in front of him again, Fu Yucheng suddenly felt that his feelings for Luo Enxi might not be pure love, but more like an admiration, a kind of piety like looking up. Feelings.

The reason why he wanted to mention his feelings to Luo Enxi again was just the little obsession that remained in Fu Yucheng's heart.

And now Luo Enxi directly rejected him like this once again, and those obsessions in Fu Yucheng's heart finally disappeared.

For some reason, he suddenly felt lighthearted.

Abandoning unrealistic ideas, this feeling is really easy.

Luo Enxi, this noble white lotus, really can only be viewed from a distance.

Putting aside the last bit of obsession in his heart, Fu Yucheng felt that when he faced Luo Enxi, he felt a lot easier in an instant.

His angel is still far away. But as long as you watch from a distance, you are already very happy.

Fu Yucheng's ups and downs finally let go of the big stone in his heart, and his tone of voice to Luo Enxi became a little brisk.

He admired Luo Enxi's practice of rejecting it when it was impossible and not leaving others with a little bit of torture. Fu Yucheng is not a glass heart, Luo Enxi's doing this will make the two people get along more happily next.

"I see." Fu Yucheng said, as if letting out a breath.

Luo Enxi also felt that the atmosphere around Fu Yucheng was a little different. She carefully observed Fu Yucheng's expression. Fu Yucheng looked at Luo Enxi and smiled, "I will still love you very much, the kind of love I worship."

The kind of pure love that does not bind you, does not ask you to respond.

Luo Enxi froze for a moment, then lowered her head and smiled softly.

"How can I be, how can I make you treat me this way."

Fu Yucheng is, so is Gu Xijue.

Spoiling her unconditionally made her feel at a loss.

"Did I use all my emotional fortune to get to know people like you?" That's why her true love is not going well. Luo Enxi made a joke.

Fu Yucheng also laughed, and the two fell silent again, looking at the big and the small in the garden outside.

Xiaoxiang's swing was pushed high by Fu Haochen, Xiaoxiang was always smiling happily.

Fu Yucheng remembered that the first time he saw Luo Enxi was on this swing and in this garden.

It seemed that Luo Enxi, who had white wings, was blown into his heart by the wind, and could no longer be smeared.

Fu Yucheng stared at it, and suddenly asked, "Then who is in your heart now? Is it him?"

Luo En Xishun looked in the direction that Fu Yucheng pointed, Fu Haochen was pushing the swing.

"You are pointing in the right direction." Luo Enxi smiled lightly, "but the person you asked may be wrong."

"Oh?" Fu Haochen asked thoughtfully.

"You mean Fu Haochen. But in my heart is Xiaoxiang." Luo Enxi said slowly, with a nice smile on her face, "I can't tell my feelings for Fu Haochen. I should hate him. Yes, but now, there is no wave in my heart."

"That's good too, isn't it?" Luo Enxi said softly, "The past, let it pass."

Even if she wanted to get something back, she couldn't really do anything to Fu Haochen.

She couldn't see her heart clearly, so she didn't even look at it.

"En Xi, how could there be a good girl like you in the world." Fu Yucheng said with emotion.

Luo Enxi didn't speak, just smiled. She would rather hope that she is not good enough, maybe an imperfect herself, she can defend her love.

Luo Enxi was walking away, Fu Yucheng gently held Luo Enxi's hand and dropped a soft kiss on the back of his hand.

"My angel, my queen. God is fair, so in the next life, can you come to me?"

Fu Yucheng smiled gently, looking straight into Luo Enxi's eyes, as if to see Luo Enxi's heart.

Luo Enxi was amused by Fu Haochen, and she nodded gently.

Fu Yucheng gave Luo Enxi a hug lightly, irrespective of lust, but hugged it almost religiously like this, unable to bear to blaspheme.

It seems to be telling the heart, as if to tell the sincere feelings, and as if to say goodbye to the past feelings.

When Fu Haochen downstairs turned his head, he saw the scene of Fu Yucheng kissing the back of Luo Enxi's hand. Luo Enxi smiled happily, and then Fu Yucheng hugged Luo Enxi.

Luo Enxi did not refuse.

Fu Haochen only felt that his anger suddenly ignited.

This is something that often happens in five years, and Fu Haochen has even been controlling it with medication. Since seeing Luo Enxi again and confirming that Luo Enxi was still alive, this symptom never happened again.

The situation was so good that Fu Haochen even forgot that he had to take medicine.

But at this moment, Fu Haochen suddenly felt that his illness had suddenly relapsed.

Fu Haochen quickly led Xiaoxiang back to the villa, and walked straight to the balcony on the second floor.

When Fu Haochen appeared, Fu Yucheng and Luo Enxi were walking down.

Fu Haochen's face was very dark, and he was still trembling slightly.

He wanted to accuse Fu Yucheng, but rationally told him that if he quarreled with Fu Yucheng now, with his current mental state, he might be unable to control himself and do something out of the ordinary.

So Fu Haochen first took the medicine when everyone was not paying attention.

Then Fu Haochen appeared again next to Fu Yucheng and Luo Enxi, looking at Fu Yucheng hostilely.

Fu Yucheng looked at Fu Haochen and smiled without annoyance: "What's the matter? Have you taken gunpowder?"

Fu Haochen immediately felt that his manic anger might not even be suppressed by sedative drugs.