Loving You Is Hurtful

This is a very beautiful day.

It seemed that all the ice between the two people melted in the middle of a kiss.

Fu Haochen really didn't believe that a kiss could have such a significant effect.

But the fact is, this kiss really has such a magical effect. Luo Enxi and Fu Haochen became completely intimate again.

This should really be regarded as a normal relationship between husband and wife. Fu Haochen thought with a smile.

But immediately, Fu Haochen became distressed again because of one incident.

Now Luo Enxi still lives in Gu Xijue's villa, which makes Fu Haochen extremely upset.

Now that they are reconciled, why still live in Gu Xijue's house? Why not move home?

When Luo Enxi was sent back, Fu Haochen finally couldn't help but ask.

Luo Enxi was silent for a while, and finally got out of the car without giving a definite answer.

Fu Haochen hammered the steering wheel severely in the car.

Gu Xijue really made Fu Haochen feel that he could not start.

Luo Enxi trusted Gu Xijue even more than he trusted him, which made Fu Haochen especially jealous.

But Fu Haochen had nothing to do.

For so many years, Gu Xijue has never done anything to apologize to Luo Enxi. He has been silently guarding Luo Enxi's side, and has been doing his duties that should have belonged to him.

Fu Haochen loved and hated Gu Xijue in his heart, not only wanted to thank him for taking care of Luo Enxi, but also hated him for having monopolized Luo Enxi for so many years, and left a completely indelible place in Luo Enxi's heart.

Fu Haochen finally sighed, and drove the car away.

What can we do? take it easy.

Luo Enxi returned to the house, opened the curtain by the window, and watched Fu Haochen's car drive away behind the curtain.

Suddenly remembered the sound of footsteps behind him, Luo Enxi turned around and saw Gu Xijue looking at her with a smile, but with a touch of sadness on her face.

"En Xi, do you know?" Gu Xijue said in a deep voice, like a fine-quality cello. The sound it draws is always intoxicating. "You are standing here now, like midnight. On the balcony, looking forward to Romeo and Juliet under the window."

Luo Enxi was stunned for a while, Gu Xijue smiled reluctantly, and then couldn't laugh anymore.

"And I," when Gu Xijue was not smiling, he was melancholy like a prince who missed the Little Mermaid in a fairy tale reader, "like the pedantic brother who forced you to not meet."

Luo Enxi bit her lip for an instant, and a tingling pain flashed in her heart.

"Don't...say that, senior." Luo Enxi's voice trembled slightly. The sadness in Gu Xijue's eyes was so obvious that she even dared not speak loudly.

Gu Xijue is a person of emotionless anger, and rarely expresses his sadness directly like this.

And whenever Gu Xijue looked at her with such sad eyes, Luo Enxi's heart would start to throbbing uncontrollably.

"Senior..." Luo Enxi sorted out her emotions, then pursed her lips, and finally said, "Let's talk."

They need to talk. Gu Xijue knew it very well, but he was unwilling to face it.

As a result of this talk, if nothing happens, he will completely lose Luo Enxi.

He doesn't want to face such a result, but there is no way. In this love, he fell in love first, even if he lost.

Not reconciled, but powerless.

Because he didn't want Luo Enxi to suffer even the slightest harm.

Gu Xijue sat down on the sofa with Luo Enxi.

"Senior, you have worked so hard to take care of me for so many years." Luo Enxi thought for a while, and said that there is no answer to any questions.

"En Xi..." Gu Xijue smiled bitterly, "If you can, can you not say that..."

Luo Enxi's statement was like completely obliterating all of their years.

It seemed that he was the same as all the pedestrians on the road, who could get the full respect of Luo Enxi, but there was no way to get her even a little warm treatment.

"..." Luo Enxi was silent for a moment. She has always been a very polite person, and the same is true when she treats Gu Xijue. She has always respected Gu Xijue, being close to him is like being close to a brother. But there has never been love.

Without love, it is naturally impossible to express the feeling that Gu Xijue wants.

"I still remember the situation when I saw you just now." Gu Xijue showed that memory-like expression, and a smile appeared on the corner of his lips again. It could be seen that it was a very good memory.

"At that time, you had just been seriously injured, but you would trust me so much as an almost stranger senior."

Gu Xijue seriously recalled that he didn't need much effort to remember the scene clearly.

"At that time I was really happy, because you trusted me so wholeheartedly, as if I was the center of your world."

At that time, Luo Enxi really regarded Gu Xijue as the center of the world. At that time, she had no relatives and no reason in Country M but met a senior who was particularly good to her. Luo Enxi instinctively gave all of her trust, trusting this senior wholeheartedly.

It was Gu Xijue who pulled her out of the quagmire.

"I think at that time, you were still such a small female student..." Gu Xijue's smile finally showed completely. He clearly remembered every detail of that little Luo Enxi at the time. If he can paint, he can definitely paint every beautiful detail.

"Thanks to you at that time, senior." Luo Enxi smiled, but said something alienated.

Gu Xijue regretted it very much.

Back then, he didn't really realize what kind of position Luo Enxi was in his heart.

He did not realize his love for Luo Enxi at all.

So when Luo Enxi left, Gu Xijue hardly made any substantial blockade.

He thought that this girl would become one of the many girls in his life, just like everyone else, and a passer-by in his life.

He underestimated Luo Enxi's position in his mind.

When he finally discovered his sincerity, Luo Enxi was already married and married.

Gu Xijue regretted it. But I couldn't bother anymore, until the domestic branch of Gu's enterprise needed personnel, and when Gu Xijue was transferred again, he saw Luo Enxi again.

Luo Enxi has changed a lot, she is no longer the little girl who always had vigor in her eyes. This marriage has already devastated her.

Gu Xijue was very regretful, he felt that he had really done something wrong, and he shouldn't have let Luo Enxi come back.

He tried to get close to Luo Enxi again, and then discovered that Luo Enxi still lives in that person, and he hasn't changed for so many years. He still doesn't have a chance.

It wasn't until Luo Enxi found him again and asked him to take her away, that Gu Xijue felt a little hope.

But the facts told him that Luo Enxi still lived with that person in his heart. Still no place of its own.

Gu Xijue didn't understand it very well. Could it be that the company of so many years still couldn't match the glance that made her heart-stirring?

"I said, no need to say thank you." Gu Xijue showed a tired expression on his face. He was very tired, and Luo Enxi's attitude made him feel that the distance between them was really far.

"Senior." Luo Enxi said in a deep voice, but this time the tone was no longer as uncertain as before.

Gu Xijue was reminiscing about that time, so why not?

Maybe today, all they need is to discuss that period.

Luo Enxi didn't turn too many turns, but single-handedly said what she was thinking.

"The good time in the senior's mind was a hellish disaster for me."

Her hair was burned beyond recognition. She came to a foreign country alone without relatives and was extremely lonely. She was suffering from illness, and she was ridiculed by people around her.

Gu Xijue did take care of her a lot, but that time was still too dark for her, and she didn't even want to think about it again.

Gu Xijue opened his eyes slightly, and fell silent for a moment.

He knew that this period must be uncomfortable, but he did not expect that this period would be described as a "disaster" so serious.

Maybe he didn't bring her so much sunshine as Luo Enxi said.

If that's the case, wouldn't he not leave a good impression on Luo Enxi?

Luo Enxi sighed before continuing, "Senior, we even have a different definition of happiness."

When Luo Enxi was most depressed, it was the time that Gu Xijue felt most warm. Gu Xijue is indeed very important to Luo Enxi, because Gu Xijue was by her side when Luo Enxi needed help the most twice.

But these two periods are indeed Luo Enxi's most difficult time.

Even to say something awkward, Gu Xijue even took Luo Enxi's sorrow and pain as joy.

Gu Xijue had never thought of going deep like this, but now suddenly reacting like this, he immediately panicked.

"En Xi, I definitely didn't mean that, you know..." Gu Xijue explained in a flustered manner.

"Of course I know you, senior." Luo Enxi's lips curled up with a small smile.

Gu Xijue is a good man. But it's not her right person.

Because they met at the wrong time.

Gu Xijue opened his mouth again, but didn't know what to say.

He didn't need to explain, because Luo Enxi knew what kind of person he was.

But it is precisely because of this that Gu Xijue feels particularly powerless.

Because he really can't do anything.

The two were silent for a while, and in the end, it was Gu Xijue who broke the silence first.

He suddenly didn't want to explain anything, he didn't want to say more.

He just wanted to ask one more question--

"En Xi, have you ever loved me?"