Low Key Star

  Chapter 66 [066] You at the same table

Lin Yiran's plan of "seeing how I was kidnapped" did not go very well, because her father had not come back in the capital, if only her mother watched alone, it would have lost a lot of fun, so she decided to bear it for now. You must wait for your parents to get together before starting your own performance.

Waiting is always difficult. Fortunately, after studying every day, I also have to prepare for Huaxing University's exams. I am busy, so I don't have to think about "see how I was kidnapped". Anyway, I don't have to prepare for it. Everything is ready, just wait for dad to come back.

  About the matter of applying for Huaxing University, she has actually been somewhat entangled in the past two days.

  Both parents graduated from Huaxing University, and there seemed to be some secrets that she still didn't know about. In short, they had certain contacts in this top university that was the most difficult to get into in the world.

My mother also said that it is not easy for her cultural courses to be admitted to Huaxing University, but it also depends on the major. It is definitely enough to enter the Royal Academy of Art, the only difference is that she is not an art student, but she is quite talented in design. Now The level is not bad, so you can prepare for the exam with peace of mind.

  Reassuring her naturally has other meanings.

Lin is still naturally aware of the influence of the environment on a person. Suppose the admission threshold of Huaxing University is 80 points, and two people with 78 points, one fails to enter the Royal Academy, and the other enters Huaxing University. After graduation, the former may score 80 points, and the latter Or it may be 90 points - this is the gap opened by educational resources.

But before that, she had other plans in her mind, so she will try her best to prepare for the exam, but if her own level is not enough to be admitted, then she will be eliminated, and the next best thing is to enter Capital University, which is also world-class after all. Although the arts in universities are not good enough, I can apply for other majors, not to say that I have to design.

   But in the past two days, her thoughts have changed again.

In fact... Anyway... I still like Huaxing Art Academy... Even if my level is not good, it will never be too bad, and it is inevitable for the judges to be subjective in the judgment of design... The big deal is to study harder after entering the school. Never insult the signboard of Huaxing Art Institute...

   Zhang Yang has also struggled in the past two days... no, it is more tangled.

  When he first met Lin Yiran in high school, he couldn't forget Lin Yiran at first sight. Unfortunately, when he met him later, no, it was Fu Quanyi who knew people with his eyes.

After Su Hui, affected by the memories of his previous life, especially the failed long-distance love race, his disposition changed drastically. He still didn't reject Lin at first, but deep down in his heart, he still used more thoughts. If you want to be a scumbag, you don't want to look for someone, she is so beautiful, it doesn't hurt to sleep a night and live a night..." Such thoughts.

  It was only later that I realized that there was a problem with this idea, because one night of sleep would have meant one less night of life, and it would not change because of what you did.

I don’t know when Su Hui’s memory began to merge with her original personality. I don’t know if it’s because of the recovery of the self, or Su Hui’s memory personality also has a good impression of her. In short, I can really feel the love and affection for her. .

   And like it more and more.

By the time he realized this, it was already too late, just like Ouyang Feng secretly hid on the top of a snow mountain in order to eavesdrop on the Nine Yin Scriptures. .

   Zhang Yang is also ready to jump now.

But when he got to the edge of the cliff, he realized how difficult it was to jump off. Of course, he was willing not because the mountain was too high or the wind was too cold, because he was not really trapped in the snow-capped mountain...just because this girl was so attractive, and he was too Like her.

Lin is still delicate. When chatting last Sunday morning, she was already half sensitive and half instinctive. She vaguely noticed the change in Zhang Yang's attitude, but after Zhang Yang's confession was rejected, she was already convinced that he treated her very well. Feelings, there is no thought in my heart that he will give up suddenly.

  —I didn’t give up even after being rejected. Now that I have such an intimate attitude towards him, it almost expresses that we can be together after entering university. How could he give up at this time?

Second, although Zhang Yang wants to end this budding relationship, he doesn't want to break up with her, and the two of them are still in the category of friends, and they want to distance themselves, which is manifested in words and deeds It's not that obvious.

  So she didn't know anything about Zhang Yang's thoughts. These days, she treated him as usual, how could she know that her every frown and smile was almost rubbing salt on his wounds. Of course, in the final analysis, it was naturally not her fault.

  Buddhist scripture "Zong Jing Lu" has a saying: Only when one thought is deluded, the mind is moved, that is, there is suffering in the world. Just like a person in a forest of thorns, if he doesn’t move, he won’t be stabbed. When he moves his mind, he will be stabbed by all beings. Therefore, it is said in the scriptures that “if you have the mind, you will suffer.”

Zhang Yang's mind occasionally flashed through this piece of Buddhist scriptures that he had roughly read in order to accumulate material, and he couldn't help but secretly smiled bitterly. The tangle of fish and bear's paw.

——Regardless of past life and present life, Zhang Yang has always been an ordinary person. Even in Su Hui’s memory, he already has a certain depth of thought, and it is difficult to avoid the authorities’ obsession. Therefore, regarding the decision to give up the relationship with Lin Yiran, he always believes that, I gave up because I wanted to be a scumbag.

  He didn't want to hurt Lin Yiran, and he didn't want to give up the whole forest for her, so he swung his sword of wisdom to cut off the love, and each pursued the love life he wanted.

   If you can’t give her the ending she wants, don’t give her a start.

  He thinks so.

However, in fact, Zhang Yang has not realized until now that the deeper reason is because of his experience in Su Hui's memory. To put it simply, he talked to a girl for ten years, and he was devoted to her and wrote songs for her. Writing lyrics and novels, neglecting her studies, and finally getting through it, she couldn't wait, and married another man-this directly caused him to completely lose confidence in love.

  Whether you want to be a scumbag or give up your relationship with Lin Yiran, in the final analysis, it all stems from this.

  However, it is difficult for people to know themselves, and even if Zhang Yang is aware of this, he is powerless about it. This does not mean that I can believe it if I am willing to believe it. It is not easy to destroy the building in my heart, but it is even more difficult to build it.

However, after Su Hui, Zhang Yang has the decision of nearly 30 years of experience. Now that he has seen the ending, there is only one choice: "Long pain is worse than short pain". On the night of his mother's birthday, he took out the Huaxing University Special Recruitment Notice, and seeing the happy and excited smiles of his parents and sister, he finally made up his mind.

Relatives are the most solid and long-term companions. Women...have money, just like what Zhou Fan said, she looks beautiful, has a better figure, and feels not bad. No matter how beautiful Lin is, no matter how many theoretical postures he masters , how can it be compared to changing one when you get tired?

  Even if it is gentle and considerate, the woman who is together because of love is proud of being pampered, and the woman who is together because of money is flattering, one can imagine which experience is better...

   While eating his mother's birthday cake, Zhang Yang thought so, and felt very relieved that he finally looked like a scumbag.

The only bad thing is that my mother seems to like Lin Yiran very much, which is somewhat regrettable, but it doesn't matter, I let go of your appointed daughter-in-law, and I can find you a bunch of them for you to choose, as long as you like I'll marry, I won't take it easy if she doesn't divorce.

On Fang Qianxue's birthday, there were only four members of her family, plus Zhou Fan who was in a rush to give presents. After eating the birthday cake, Zhang Yang and Zhang Wei took the initiative to clean up and tidy up. Seeing his mother sitting there watching TV, he felt very relieved. joy.

After all, one night of diligence is exchanged for a year of hard work by parents. No matter how you calculate it, it is a steady profit... This seems a bit unconscionable, but compared to many young people who do not even pay for a night of hospitality, Zhang Wei and I seem to have defeated 99% of people.

Zhang Yang spent his mother's 43rd birthday in wild thoughts, then watched TV, said some pleasant words to make his mother happy, Zhou Fan took the first step to say goodbye and went home, and after a while, he washed and went to bed, changed his clothes My mother threw it in the washing machine.

   "Are you sure you want to give up?"

   Turned off the light and lay down on the bed, Luoshen finally lost her composure, and asked Zhang Yang to confirm again.

"Um."

Having made up his mind, Zhang Yang quickly responded, and said, "Although I know that many of the things you said to me are watery, please rest assured that even if you can't pass the assessment in a short period of time, you can't pass the exam. Opening a song library, marketing it with the gimmick of "young talent" after the college entrance examination, will definitely attract fans. After all, there are successful precedents. How come the quality of the novels we cooperate with are top-notch in various fields, right? "

Luoshen didn't answer, but said indifferently: "Since you like Lin Yiran, why should you give up? This doesn't contradict your desire to be a scumbag. Leaving aside your feelings, if you go to the audition for a single round of looks, you can't find Lin Yiran." There are not a few more beautiful than her, right?"

   Zhang Yang was a little helpless, "She has a grudge against you? Why do you always ask me to harm her?"

"I'm just reminding you, with Lin Yiran's looks, there are so many suitors in high school, what will happen when she gets to university? She is young now, she has no plans to fall in love, and she is easy to deceive, and you took advantage of her loopholes." , When you regret it in the future, it will be too late to look back."

   "Even if she has a crush on you, how long will she wait for you? Sooner or later she will fall in love, get married, and have children. You might as well imagine that if you choose to give up now and separate after graduation, what will it be like when you meet again?"

   "At the wedding, she signed a lifelong covenant with someone. Her belly is slightly protruding, and inside is the crystallization of her love with others. Or when she met on the street corner, she held a small child in her hand, and the other hand was held by the child's father?"

   "Are you finished?"

Luoshen turned a deaf ear to his impatience or anger, and her crisp and sweet voice was like a sharp knife, constantly poking at his heart, "Or earlier, just like Zhou Fan, who accidentally glanced at her Walking into the hotel with someone's arms in your arms, or coming out of the hotel, even the hair is exuding coquettishness..."

   Zhang Yang pounded his head repeatedly, but such a silly move obviously couldn't hurt Luoshen in the slightest.

   "I'm just telling you what is bound to happen. The only difference is that the person in the picture could have been you, but you chose to give up and give her up to..."

   Zhang Yang reached into the bed and took off his pants.

  The crisp and sweet voice came to an abrupt end.

   Finally calmed down, but I don’t know if it’s because Zhang Yang tossed and turned because he hadn’t taken off his pants to sleep for a long time, and it was always difficult to fall asleep.

I don't know how long it has passed, but I finally fell asleep in a daze. As Luoshen said, he saw Lin Yiran's wedding. On the elegant and romantic lawn, she wore a snow-white wedding dress, her skin was better than snow, Beautiful and moving, with a sweet and happy smile on her face, under the eyes of everyone who is envious or blessed, she slowly walks onto the stage, swears an oath, and concludes a marriage...

   And he was sitting under the stage, witnessing all this with his own eyes, holding a soft and delicate palm in his hand...

   "Hoo..."

Zhang Yang sat up in shock in the dark, and he let out a long breath after a while, his shock finally settled, and he quickly remembered what Luoshen said—these are all things that must happen, and the only difference is that that person could have been You, but you handed her over...

  In the darkness, he couldn't see his face clearly, only a vague outline, covering his head with his hands, slowly hunched together, lying on the bed, and slowly moved for a long time.

  The hands slowly slid down, grabbed something at the thigh, and then slowly lifted it up.

   It was a long time again.

  He stood up, walked out of the room gropingly, went to the bathroom, turned on the light and closed the door, and after a while, the light was turned off and the door was turned on, and the man came out, groping in the dark and walking back to his room.

  Slippers, went to bed, covered with quilt, stretched out his hands, and was about to proceed to the next step when his body froze.

  The crisp and sweet voice showed a little indifference and disgust, as if reluctantly, it sounded in my mind: "Don't take it off, wait until I finish reading."

   Zhang Yang was stunned, and then he heard Luoshen say calmly: "Congratulations to the host for passing the assessment, the memory seal is released."

   "Congratulations to the host for obtaining the first music composition: "You at the same table."

   "Okay, it's up to you whether you love it or not."

  ——

  The name of this volume is "You at the Same Table". This song cannot be avoided, and the meaning expressed by this song is also obvious, so this twist is inevitable. The old version also has it, but it is basically skipped.

With very few exceptions, all the unhappiness in online novels is for fun, just like a man buying clothes for a woman is not for her to wear, but for taking it off with his own hands... So the rewriting is not skipped, it is also for the later Cool and sweet.

   Please believe me, the new issue is not on the shelves yet, how could I risk my life? Of course I won't in the future. The most annoying thing about me is being abused. I will never make any mess. You can read it with peace of mind...

PS: In view of the fact that too many people have complained about the setting of memory storage, and after reflection, it does not meet the needs of Luoshen who also needs faith. Some changes have been made to the first few chapters. Memory sealing is for assessment. After the assessment, memory sealing is released and triggers The difficulty of the work is reduced, of course it does not affect the core setting, that is, the works have traces to follow, but it is impossible for all works to be like this. In this case, it is really impossible to write so many stories. There will be follow-up developments, but most of them will have stories Yes, you can rest assured about that.

  I will create a solicitation post in the book review area later, everyone can write their favorite songs, preferably with a story, or a place that moves you, I will read every post.

  I’ve read all the comments posted by the characters, and I’m still in the process of perfecting the idea. Book friends who post don’t need to worry. After all, quality assurance is the first priority. It’s impossible to put the cart before the horse, even if there are rewards...unless there are enough.

  (end of this chapter)