Lu Mingfei, who studied Dragon Clan before slaying the dragon

Chapter 1148 Everything Lu Mingfei has (two in one, please subscribe!!!)

"Yes, brother." Lu Mingzeyong said in a very low voice, "Who else can he be except you?"

Yes, in this world, who would regret, hate, and want to change a cowardly debilitating person except yourself?

Because of regret, he hates him. Because of regret, he hates him the most. What a person hates most in his life must not be others, but the self who was once cowardly and escaped but is now powerless.

Lu Mingfei looked at the face of the middle-aged man in the dream, his face was stunned, and the light in his eyes swayed gently.

"Long time no see." The middle-aged Lu Mingfei turned his head, looked in Lu Mingfei's direction, and greeted him softly, just like Lu Mingze's first greeting when he saw Lu Mingfei.

It was as if he could really transcend time and space and dreams and talk to Lu Mingfei.

But how could he see himself? The man's eyes were looking outside the izakaya, which should have been dark at that time.

He whispered to the darkness outside the Izakaya, as if he was the one he once was standing there.

Lu Mingfei slowly pressed over, as if he wanted to get close to the dream... To be precise, he wanted to get close to the man in the dream, carefully look at his blurry face in the candlelight, and listen to him being silent. say something.

At this moment, Kenjiro Miyamoto, the owner of Izakaya, happened to slowly approach the candle on the table. His lips trembled slightly, and the only light source in Izakaya was extinguished.

At the same time, this dream was like a huge bubble. It did not suddenly become dark, and the moment Lu Mingfei touched it, all the pictures and the faces of the characters were broken.

The fragments passed by Lu Mingfei's eyes, and the fragments reflected his familiar and unfamiliar face, until his sight became a familiar room again. The boy in a suit and tie stood in front of him, facing him with all his eyes. .

Lu Mingze stood in front of Lu Mingfei, staring at him, his eyes filled with ancient wells, as if he had been standing there staring at Lu Mingfei's face, staring for a long time, for thousands of years.

"I just saw..." Lu Mingfei whispered after being silent for a long time, but he stopped after just spitting out six words.

"It all happened." Lu Mingze slowly said to Lu Akihi, "He had looked for Kenjiro Miyamoto a long time ago. He went again the night you left the Izakaya. He knew your whereabouts and was intentional. Avoid you, because you will never meet.”

"Will something like a time paradox come into being?" Lu Mingfei asked.

"It's almost the same." Lu Mingze nodded and said, "To be precise, it's just a projection of your future in the current space. He can let people see him, but he can't see you with his own eyes, he can do it too. It affects other people's consciousness, but cannot touch anything in the real world."

"It's like... a ghost." Lu Mingfei whispered.

"It's quite similar." Lu Mingze nodded and said, "But that's indeed what you look like in reality in the future brother. He can't affect the present, but to some extent, he can interfere with the direction of some things, but he can There are extremely limited things to do."

"If he had the ability, I think the first thing he had to do to travel through time must be to kill Herzog ten thousand times." Lu Mingze said, "before that guy became the White King."

"So in his world, I was unable to save Erii in the end, right?" Lu Mingfei asked Lu Mingze in a low voice.

"Yes, he was late. By the time he arrived, Erie had been sucked dry by Herzog." Lu Mingze nodded and said, "In the end, he spent a quarter of his life to cooperate with Gattuso. The family's "Sword of Damocles" killed Herzog who had become the White King, but so what? Will he regret it if he killed Herzog? Erie will never Maybe resurrection, many things in life cannot be changed. The most powerless, helpless and have no way to retreat is the past you regret the most and regret the most.”

Lu Mingfei was silent for a while. He remembered how heart-wrenching it was when he read that part of the dream story.

He rushed to Hongi, but he went too late, and the blood on Ai Liyi's body had been drained, becoming less beautiful, but rather ferocious... The girl who used to be so beautiful and loved him so much... , can't say another word, although she didn't speak much, her eyes were empty and unconscious, and she could never look at him again. He opened the girl's toy, and the names of the two of them were written below, and he was one by one. Flipped through the postcards the girl collected, and the back of the postcard recorded every place they had been to and what she wanted to say to him.

He lost it, and the girl who loved him was actually not so much that he wanted to cut it into pieces, but rather that he was the cowardly and incompetent self.

"Why didn't he come to kill me?" Lu Mingfei looked at Hui Liyi calmly again, and this was a bitter smile, and asked Lu Mingze in a low voice.

"Maybe he really thought about it this way." Lu Mingze nodded and said, "But it's useless to kill you, brother, Lao Tang is still going to die, Hui Liyi is going to die, and Chu Tianjiao can't save him. Everything you regret and regret cannot be changed. It is better to fundamentally change you. Besides, I said, he doesn’t have the ability to kill you directly.”

"Is the story I read in my dream five years ago his real experience?" Lu Mingfei asked.

"Well, he made up everything about him in that story and sent it into your dream." Lu Mingze nodded.

"What if I finish reading that story, I don't believe him at all, or there is still no change?" Lu Mingfei asked.

"Then this is your business, brother." Lu Mingze said softly, "He just provides you with a certain future direction. If you know that this future has not changed, it is yours If you have sex with your brother, of course he will be disappointed, but he can't really interfere with you."

"Brother, just now, ask me why he killed Herzog and didn't kill you directly." Lu Mingze paused, "If you are really incompetent, you don't think you can really experience it." Is all this a greater punishment than killing you?”

This time, after Lu Mingfei was silent for a long time, he nodded slowly.

Yes, Lao Tang is dead, Xia Mi is dead, Hui Liyi is dead, and the regrets of senior brother are not made up... The important people in life are gone one after another. How painful should such a life be? How can people accept such a life? Isn’t this a bigger and cruel punishment than death?

"I understand." Lu Mingfei smiled reluctantly, "So he just gave me a chance, an opportunity that could change the future. Is it specific to whether I want to, whether I can and whether I want to seize this opportunity? My own choice. If I read that story and have the determination to change the future, I will have the possibility of saving everyone and a life full of regrets with myself, but the probability is not high. If I do something wrong, I will fall into the abyss again. But if I was reluctant to make changes from the beginning, the final outcome would have to be a repeat of the same mistakes.”

"That's right, brother." Lu Mingze nodded and said, "I said, he can do very little."

"It's enough." Lu Mingfei shook his head and said softly, "I'm very grateful to him for giving me such an opportunity. I can't imagine how desperate I would have been if I had really had such a life."

"How can people who have seen the sun be willing to look back and look down at the mud?" Lu Mingze whispered, "but he has been walking in the mud."

But he gave himself a chance, so he has now broken free from the mud... Lu Mingfei recalled the eyebrows and eyes of the middle-aged man, and he suddenly understood that he felt that his face was familiar, not because he had the same five attributes as him. , but because his expression had an indelible desire, and he felt that his face was unfamiliar because those desires had been thrown away by him for a long time.

"You just said that people can't travel through time, so did you use your ability to help him get back?" Lu Mingfei suddenly remembered this and asked Lu Mingze.

Lu Mingfei remembered that Lu Mingze said that the middle-aged man was just a projection of his future in the real world today. He could not affect the real things himself, but could affect people's consciousness, which was similar to dreams... and this happened to be It is Lu Mingze’s best ability.

"He did ask me." Lu Mingze paused, shook his head and said, "But it's not the me you see now, brother, but another me."

"Other you?" Lu Mingfei was stunned, "Are you talking about the future you?"

"No." Lu Mingze shook his head again and said a meaningful sentence, "Whether it is the future, present, or the past, I am me. My existence is quite special. I am not restricted by factors such as time and space. Yes, my existence is fundamentally based on you, brother.”

"What does it mean?" Lu Mingfei was stunned. Lu Mingze's words were foggy, and the doubt in his eyes became even stronger. "Then what are you referring to when you say the other you?"

"Let's skip this topic, brother." Lu Mingze shook his head, and he looked at Lu Mingfei, "Back to the initial topic, so I ask your brother, do you feel happy now?"

No mistakes, one song, one content, one in 6, one book, one bar, one reading!

"A life that is completely different from the self in the story and the original future. In this life, you knew everything from the beginning and you also tried your best. What you get now is what you want ? "Lu Mingze paused and changed his words, "Or, is everything you have won and left behind now really satisfying you?"

"I..." Lu Mingfei was silent for a long time. This time he was thinking carefully and recalling everything he had now in his mind.

Friends, teachers, family affection and lovers, he seems to really have nothing to lack.

"Yes, I've thought about it, I'm very satisfied." Lu Mingfei nodded and said to Lu Mingze in a confident tone, "I can't think of anything else I want."

"Where is the power?" Lu Mingze asked Lu Mingfei, "Brother, you should know that if you want, how powerful you can be, the Dragon King can only crawl under you."

"No need." Lu Mingfei shook his head, "I don't have that much pursuit or ambition for this thing, and I don't need the Dragon King to crawl under me."

Especially Xia Mi, otherwise what should my senior brother think? Lu Mingfei complained in his heart.

"Where is wealth?" Lu Mingze asked again, "The money that you can't spend in your life, brother, you can easily become a rich man who surpasses the richest man in the world."

"A thing like money is too much to a certain amount, and it loses its meaning." Lu Mingfei shook his head again and said, "For example, just like the osmanthus cake we bought for Huiliyi at the stall downstairs, She could ask me for a lot of them, and it would be easy to buy all the osmanthus cakes in the whole stall for her, but if that were the case, those osmanthus cakes would not be so delicious for Huiliyi."

Lu Mingfei originally thought that if he said this, Lu Mingze would more or less say a few words to him, sneering contemptuously, saying that humans are as cheap as ever, but this time Lu Mingze did not, his face There was no expression to see, and it seemed that no matter how Lu Mingfei answered, he didn't care whether he was satisfied with the answer.

"Where is power?" Lu Mingze asked immediately, "The supreme throne of the world stands above anyone's head, looking down on everything, just like God."

"I'm sorry, I'm really not interested in this. My secondary second stage has passed." Lu Mingfei shook his head, "Now I just want to be a human being."

"Where is the parents?" This was Lu Mingze's last question. He looked into Lu Mingfei's eyes and asked as if he was hitting the depths of his soul, "Brother, don't you want to see your parents again?"

This time Lu Mingfei was stunned. To be precise, he was stunned. His expression was frozen on his face. He stayed for a while, as if this problem really touched a string deep in his nerves.

"I used to want it." Lu Mingfei lowered his head, unable to see the expression on his face, and he said in a very low voice.

"I used to think about it, so don't think about it now?" Lu Mingze's question was not urgent or slow.

"Now... I want to do it too." Lu Mingfei paused, "but he didn't think so much as before."

"Why?" Lu Mingze looked at Lu Mingfei and asked softly, "They are coming back to find you. Isn't this what you have always thought about, brother?"

"I thought so before. I thought they came back to find me, but now I also wanted them to come back to find me, but it's their business whether they come back or not, and I can't control it." Lu Mingfei raised his head and restrained the expression on his face. "A person cannot control other people's consciousness and practices. Even if that person is your parents, I can only control myself."

"Huh?" This time Lu Mingfei's statement seemed to have made Lu Mingze interested.

"I don't know where they went, I don't know where to find them, so I can only wait for them to come to me, if they want to see me, they will come to me, and if they don't want to see me, why do I want me? Go to meet them?" Lu Mingfei asked in a very calm voice, "They can write me a letter saying that they miss me, saying that they love me very much, I miss them too, and I love them too... But this Missing and love are all that. "