Martial Arts Conquer System

Chapter One Hundred and Sixty Eight

Hua Sigu murmured: "This is why the'Jiujianxian' suddenly disappeared in the martial arts? But, I don't know if he is happy to hold his life like this. Maybe for him, he died happy. , Will be better than living like this."

"Perhaps everyone thinks this way, but in my heart, I would rather see him alive than to see him dying happily." Tears gently slipped from the corner of Lady Flower's eyes, and she stopped for a while. , Continued: "I was thinking at that time, how I wish I would never have the dream of becoming famous and never become a master. If that is the case, I am afraid that now he and his cousin are living happily. Individuals will give birth to a large group of children. The cousin is so gentle and he is so smart. Their children must be just like the two of them, beautiful and smart, and very likable."

Sister Hua said softly: "But if that's the case, you will probably not be happy in your life. Seeing the two of them together, you will always live in jealousy and pain."

"So what? At least, I am the only one who suffers. But now, everyone has lost their lives." The flower girl covered her face with her hand, covering her eyes, as if she was afraid of seeing the sun. What a good girl my cousin is, gentle and well-knowing, everyone likes her. How could I have thoughts like that at that time, thinking he should like me instead of cousin?"

Sister Hua said softly and comforted: "At that time, everyone was pampering you. It is normal for you to think that way. Even if you think that the whole world likes you, it is not surprising."

The flower girl shook her head slowly and smiled bitterly: "I am headstrong, savage and unreasonable. I have to be allowed to do everything, no matter what I do wrong, I will not admit it. Such a one Girl, when I think about it now, I hate it very much. It's strange that I was such a person at the time. If something happened at home, I really don't know what I will be like when I grow up. "

In fact, in the hearts of Sigu Hua, it is also strange that the girl in front of her now has no resemblance to the unruly girl in her description.

As if seeing Sigu's doubts, the girl smiled bitterly: "After that happened, my whole world became gloomy. How could it be the same as before? Besides, I was with Master, she was An extremely sensible person, with my ears and eyes, my temperament naturally changed."

The fourth aunt Hua nodded slightly. Although she had never seen the master of the big girl, from everyone talking about her and the respect for her, she knew that she must not be an ordinary woman. It is impossible to make the domineering girl into a knowledgeable woman.

Ms. Hua sighed softly and said: "At that time, I was full of jealousy towards my cousin. I always felt that she had robbed my cousin. Heh, did my cousin ever belong to me? But then , I have such an inexplicable idea."

Sister Hua said: "Fortunately, you just thought about it, and didn't give anything to reality, nor did it hurt anyone."

auzw.com Miss Hua's voice suddenly became excited, and said, "It’s not like that! Do you know why I regret so much in my heart? For a while, I even felt that it was that At that time, the jealousy and hatred in my heart caused such a disaster. Even now, I feel the same way. Is it because I hate their happiness and have some secretly cursing thoughts in my heart? such……"

"Master, this has nothing to do with you, so why do you take all the blame on yourself?" In the tone of the fourth sister Hua, there was distress.

Seeing the person she always respected, now showing such a helpless appearance, Sigu Hua also felt very uncomfortable in her heart.

The flower girl shook her head slowly and said: "But after all, I am the one who survived. And they are so innocent."

Sister Hua said: "It has happened, why do you blame yourself for so many years?"

Ms. Hua covered her face with both hands, and the voice came intermittently from the gap between her fingers. She choked and said: "For the dead, time has stopped at that time. Only for the living. In other words, time will continue to pass. My guilt cannot be reduced by one and a half minutes with the passage of time. Sometimes I even hate myself, why would I go out of town that day, if I died with everyone, I'm afraid it will feel better in my heart when I die."

"Master, since God made you endure such a great ordeal and you survived, there must be a reason for him." The fourth aunt Hua gently stroked the back of the girl with her hand, with relief, "and All of this really has nothing to do with you. What you imagine is that they are together, and they must be happy and happy. But if that is not the case? There are many things in this world, if they are in the future In his life, something unfortunate happened in the society. Do you have to take it on yourself?"

Lady Hua put her hand down gently, her eyes were reddish, she glanced at Sigu Hua, and said helplessly: "That said, but when I think of these things, I always feel uncomfortable."

Sister Hua said: "The matter is over, and you can't change anything. You can only make yourself painful, so why bother?"

The flower girl nodded and said, "Yes, you are right. I am ashamed that a little girl at my age can't think about these things thoroughly."

Sigu Hua reluctantly pulled out a smile, deliberately changed the subject, and asked: "Master, you saw your cousin. At that time, how did he change from how he was back then?"

"The change is of course great. After all, more than 20 years have passed." Lady Hua sighed. Of course she saw the thoughts of Sigu Hua and couldn't bear to let her down. She also pretended to be somewhat relaxed. Look like. ..

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